11 LESSONS IN LIFE

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in
return, but what is more painful is to love someone
and never find the courage to let that person know how
you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that
it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on
a porch, swing with, never say a word, and then walk
away feeling like it was the best conversation you've
ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until
we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone -
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for
wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes
you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark
day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to
go; be what you want to be, because you have only one
life and one chance to do all the things you want to
do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you
feel that it hurts you,it probably hurts the person
too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may
wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving
word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the
best of everything; they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends
with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and
everyone around you was smiling.Live your life so that
when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone
around you is crying.

Rainbow Connection
Kermit De Frog

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
What's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see
Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it
Look what it's done so far

What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
What do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

All of us under its spell
We know that it's probably magic

Have you been half-asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice may be one and the same

I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm supposed to be
Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la
Yeah

Artis: Siti Nordiana & Spin
Tajuk: Resipi Berkasih

( Spin: )
Bawa bahagia
Ceriakan hidup insan
Benarkah katamu
Redupkan derita
Jika tiada rasa sayang
Tiada kekasih

( Siti Nordiana: )
Ahhh...
Cinta yang sejati
Membawa cahaya
Menyinari hidup kita
Tunjukkan setia
Karamkan di jiwa
Tanda bahagia

( Spin: )
Dah lama ditanam kasih
Mengapa orang tak setia

( Siti Nordiana: )
Sabarlah sabarlah sayang
Pasti kan bersemi jua

( Spin: )
Dugaan pastikan mendatang

( Siti Nordiana: )
Walaupun bukan diundang

( Spin: )
Hilang lah nikmatnya bercinta

( Siti Nordiana: )
Itu mainan bercinta

( korus )
( Spin: )
Rayu merayu pujuk memujuk
Aku tak tahu aku jemu
Bukan ku mahu gagal bercinta
Tidak ku mahu hidup melara

( Siti Nordiana: )
Saling percaya
Saling mengerti
Hindarilah cemburu buta
Usah pra-sangka
Hilangkan rajuk
Moga tercapai saat bahagia

( Spin & Siti Nordiana: )
Akan ku cuba hidup bahagia
Akan kutempuh lumrahnya bercinta
( 2X )

was listening to "summer loving" by Grease... reminds me of the times i had in secondary school. ahhaha. we did a special performance for our principal, Mr Loo, as he was stepping down at the end of that year. it was a dance. 60's. its cool~.. if only i can have the video that captures that moment... anyway, the point is... the song is nice.. ahhaha... when i was singing some of Grease's songs, The Ron went... "that's what too much Grease do to you" ... ahhaha.. guess it's true... somehow...

promised aida that i bring "her" picture... ahhaha... it can be anyone. =P *hint: top paragraph*

its surprising that some people knows their strengths in life, but they cannot do anything about it because they need to follow the mainstream. i mean, the mainstream gives a sense of security for the future. but not everyone likes what they are doing now. some teachers even regret being a teacher. white-collar workers hate their routine... but they cannot do anything abt it because they are afraid of following their heart, doing what they like. sometimes, i wonder what education really means...

can ... you... help.. me... find.. a ... way... to carry on again

day was draggy... and HOT. made it through the day. yeah. den later in the evening, went to help Mr Tan with some exam stuffs. the usual people were there. den we had pizza... hehe.. Mr Tan ordered it for us... nice.. had 3 BIG SLICES. *slurps*
out of nowhere, topic of girls came up... haiz.. hate it when it happens... found out that she's angry with me.. for some pictures ...
sorry
didnt mean to offend you...

move on... move on from what? i've not done anything... how do i move on?

is there a chance in hell or heaven
that there's still something here to build on
or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall

guess what? its not like i'm in PRIMARY SCHOOL! THIS IS IN JUNIOR COLLEGE! PRE-UNIVERSITY! AND THEY ARE TREATING YOU LIKE... DIRT? THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR REASONS, YOUR LIFE, WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. ALL THEY WANT IS TO SCREW YOU UPSIDE DOWN.

because of some bloody PE TEACHERS in school, minor stuffs like PE SHORTS CAN ALSO CAUSE A MAJOR ARGUMENT WIHT MY PARENTS. WHY?!?! BECAUSE IF I DO NOT BRING MY PE SHORTS, I"LL GET SCREWED BY THEM! YEAH THAT'S WHY! THEY WILL NOT BE UNDERSTANDING TO YOU. THEY'LL ENSURE THAT THEY PUNISH YOU LIKE SHIT... I REPEAT ... LIKE SHIT.. AND THEN, THEY WILL RUB SALT INTO YOUR WOUND.. MAKING SARCASTIC REMARKS AND ASS-HOLIC COMMENTS.

SINCE I CAN'T FIND MY PE SHORTS, WHATEVER REASON I GIVE WILL ENSURE THAT I GET CWO OR MAYBE WORSE THAN THAT. AND NOW... I DONT CARE IF THE TEACHERS OR EVEN MR KWEK SEES THIS. BECAUSE THIS IS THE TRUTH AND I WONT DENY IT! CALL ME UP OR WHATEVER. SACK ME FROM SCHOOL, FOR SOME STUPID REASON OF NOT BRINGING MY PE SHORTS AND COMMENTING ON IT HERE. I'LL MAKE SURE THAT THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS HOW SUCKY THE SYSTEM IS IN SINGAPORE.

I HATE THE SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO *BUZZ* OFF "PE TEACHERS". AND SHUT THE HELL UP.

i'm ... i lose every senses that i have everytime i think of her.
its like... she's near... but not mine..
i can't bear this feeling...
dun want her to noe...
but want her to noe...
i dunno...

Artist: Blessid Union Of Souls
Album: Blessid Union Of Souls
Title: Light In Your Eyes


I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free

I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away

It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number
But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong

There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

for me... the best way to express how i feel is through music and song lyrics...
*looks down on the ground*

(When I first saw you, I saw love. And the
first time you touched me, I felt love. And
after all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life

You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

i've realised that the best way to get random people to reach any website is by having lyrics in it...
ahhaha. looking at the tracker, people find my blog due to that... haiz... then they just leave... oh well...

time for school soon... haiz...

Artist: U2
Album: Best Of U2-1980-90
Title: Sweetest Thing


My love she throws me like a rubber ball
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
She won't catch me or break my fall
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
But in this i'm a rain cloud
You know she likes a dry kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing


I'm losing you
Hey hey hey, i'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing


I wanted to run but she made me crawl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Eternal fire, she turned me to straw
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
You know i got black eyes
But they burn so brightly for her
Mine is a blind kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing


I'm losing you
Oh oh oh, i'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, yeah


Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
You can sew it up but you still see the tear
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
And in this i'm a rain cloud
You know we got a stormy kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing


those are what i'm feeling now... *tears*
anyway, the music video is SO SWEET! i can't believe that the girl actually ... did not feel anything... sigh..

meaningful ....


Sorry i never told you
All i wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had i imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive


And i know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And i know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Eventually we'll sing in heaven


Darling i never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
And i took your presence for granted
But i always cared
And i miss the love we shared

oh .. this is the address for the release of the results..

http://www1.moe.edu.sg/ccab/music2003/announcement%20dance%20in%20pri%20results.xls

enjoy....

got the results for SYF central judging (international dance) today. MAAANN... we got SILVER.. i expected a gold at least...
ahhaha.. yeah.. at least.. :P
and guess what? MERIDIAN JC got GOLD !!!! i mean.. wth?! maybe i should watch their dance when i get my copy of the VCD of the SYF.... sigh.. SILVER... who would be contented with that?! sigh...

just came home from a group study with muhammad and ronny. yeah.. met at 10:30 supposedly... but brought forward to 10... and i am "late"... hah... was doing my stuffs... anyway, we argued on some stuffs and yah... got things going. Oh, and there was this HUGE BUTTERFLY that looked like a sparrow. well the size at least... IT WAS HUGE I TELL U... den ronny was referring it to a bird... no idea where that came from. but yeah... it was big.. like.. overgrown.. mutated kind of insect... jeez...

i'm sad. speechless.
emotions running through my head.
should i talk to her? tell her?
share her pain?

but what if she cries?
will she feel better?
or will i make the situation worse?
furthermore, she's troubled.

will she know that i care?
and so do the others.
fren's have never been so important before.
till i met.... i joined..... i stayed.....

once a councillor, always a councillor....