another aurora.... hehhe
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ron my man!
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... and this is my favourite.. haha
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aurora in the northen hemisphere
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yes la~.. hahaha.. went out today. escort sayang to SIM to visit her new school!!! waaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!! it's marvellous, the campus i mean. haha.. it's mostly airconditioned, especially the central areas and throughout the doorway too! hahaha. i just love those cold environment. at least, u dun sweat and feel sticky. yeah. but then, i dun like the tense atmosphere, as if ur in the library. haha.. we had to practically "whisper" while talking along the corridors. i cant live in that kind of environment. haha.. maybe it's livelier in the classes. hahaha.. hope sayang's happy with her sch!

after the visit, we went to far east to meet up with Fiza. hahaha. sayang decided to eat at constant cravings. they sell western food and they are nice. haha. maybe it's cos they are western food. hahaha. i had pasta with shitake mushroom in white sauce. hahahaa! i tell you.. it's FILLING! hahaha... try it people. as in.. visit the restaurant.. haha... it's at far east 5th floor. then turn right from elevator..

at night.. ard.. err.. 0112hrs... hahaha.. yeah.. *winks* *blissed* until now.. wahahahha!!! *looks at the time* you made my day too sayang... *blows a kiss*

you: yepz.. special message for you.. focus on what you want, be truthful to yourself, and pls pls pls take care of yourself. wait a minute, i have to do the caring part. hahaa!!! *blushes madly* love you~

in life, you try to find the perfect person.
as such, you look far and wide just to find
that person...

but what you didnt realise is that...
the person in front of you could have been..
that person...

until it is too late...

think i cut myself while shaving. hahaha. *shrugs* it's that sharp pain under the lips. hahahahaha. okie. today's saturday.
waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
heard there's going to be some run and then games... then go home... -_-...
so yepz.. that's all...
*grinning grinning*
*smiling smiling*
*farts*
oopz...
*runs away*

F	Fun
A	Accurate
R	Responsible
H	Happy
A	Astonishing
N	Normal
S	Sensual
U	Unusual
H	Healthy
A	Adventurous
D	Dangerous
A	Awesome

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nah~ hahahaha....

wah choy~ hahaha.. my hp bill for June was my highest ever.. wahahah. it's at, jeng jeng jengg~~~
$94.38

hahaha. *eyes popped out* at least, it's still lesser than my sayang's. *ROFL* sorry sweetie.. hehe.. yes yes. and my sms costed more than my local calls. sms at $49.95 and local calls at $31.14 with -$20 for calls discount. hahaha and that was at.. err 900 smses to m1 users and 99 smses to other operators. so i take it that my sayang's also an m1 customer. hahaha! so swee, 999 smses.. hahahaha~ and that's at 49.95 -_- .... have to get a new line.. the sun text line.. ahhhh 1000 free sms and free incoming for either morning or night. and it's at 24.90 i think.. the subscription. but i want to retain this line if possible. sigghhhh~ i hate changing numbers.. cos then, i have to tell everyone. and not everyone is in my contact list. at least with this number, maybe 10 years later, someone who suddenly feels like sending stupid sms to old contacts can get hold of me. hahaha!! *crazy thinking* but hey, i AM crazy~~ hahaha!! riteeee sayaaaaannngggg??? hehehe *muacks*
dun worry, i'll manage.. haha.. cos amount payable is at $44.94... *and i'm not talking indian* -_-'

so yeah la.. wont be home tonight.. hahaha!! cos tonight, i'll be ur naughty girl.. err.. naughty boy.. hahaha...

yOU:
enjoy your day~! i'll be miserable staying up in the night, not u.
!!!!!!!!LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
*smiles with part of tongue sticking out*

bus was full today. got squashed by.. err.. uncles and aunties.. who.. didnt relli smell nice today. yeah. then it rained in the morning.. and evening. i almost flared up in the canteen this morning. is it difficult to queue up to buy for food? firstly, that will make the line longer.. but the waiting time is reduced.. so technically, this method is better than asking ur friend to buy for 20 other people and the auntie at the counter takes her own sweet time to count properly... *bleargh* so yeah lah.. it went like this..

the queue wasnt even long.. only abt 6 people.. den a guy, my 'friend', jumped in and asked, "leh tolong beli..?" aka can help me buy...... i was like -_-' .. the queue wasnt even long.. and people just cant damn bloody queue up... that sparked everything.. haha.. cos another 'friend' came to ask... "leh tolong...?" -_-' x 100 ...... den when i'm abt to order my food... another guy came.. "eh what's this called ah..?" i said i dunno .. he said " buy for me" -_-' x infinity......... so after i bought it... we were looking for a place to sit.. den.. the order was wrong.. as in.. i was supposed to order another chicken.. i'm like... wth?!?! den i was like nvm nvm.. u ppl go and take the chicken.. then this friend.. aka KHAIRUL ANWAR .. said dun want .. its okie.. i said "u better take it before i explode"

so that was that la............

den in the evening... the instructor broke us into groups la.. to explain to him what the manual taught us la.. so we got specific tasks.... den our group.. supposed to explain something abt parking brakes operations... aka neutral transmission.. and all dun wanna go.. pushed me to go.. urgh.. den i asked the instructor if us 3 go and explain to him.. he said.." then u explain to me abt 1st gear, 2nd gear, high gear, reverse gear and neutral.. or else, all 3 of u stay during lunch to do revision" -_-' dunno how many times la.. so yeah la.. if they keep depending on me to answer the questions, one day they still have to answer per... so why dun we just LEARN instead of sleeping? hahaha even haidill can get almost perfect scores now... why cant u khairul?! hahaha!!!

okie okie.. so that's that.. hahaha.. and i LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *looks at previous entry* *gives sayang a soft look in her eyes* *blows her a kiss*

Artist: 98 Degrees, Mariah Carey, Noorhana, Farhan
Album: wahhahaha.. i wanna edit cannot...?
Title: Thank God I Found You

(featuring joe & 98 degrees)

(mariah/hana)
I would give up everything
Before i'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you

(joe/me)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life

(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you (i'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you


-bridge- (mariah & joe/hahaha u ppl know who else)
See i was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And i'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby i'm so thankful
I found you


(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful
I found you

(mariah/hana)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful i found you

********************************

*sense lots of people are puking right now*
*like i care like that*
wahhahahahhaha!!!!!

sayang: yes... thank god i found u too.. *rest his head on her shoulder* *closes his eyes* *smiles*

hahaa this is in malay.. duh~ haha

Dekat padamu

Dekat padamu... arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri

Oh dekat padamu...
Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh... janji ku kotakan

Andai tersalah arah... berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua

Walau jauh ku akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu

Dekat padamu... itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku

Andai tersalah arah... Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung
cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa

Vokal: Yusry
Lagu/Lirik: Edry Abdul Halim

wahhaha and one more thing.. I BOUGHT NEW SHOES!! wahahha.. erm.. frennies edition.. haha.... someday i'll show u sayang... ;)

yo ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaazzaaaaaa???

haha. yes i'm crazy. face it. let's see... my friends envy me cos i remember the automotive theory stuffs. in fact, i just didnt SLEEP during lessons. hahaha.. and u people did. that's why. so, one tip.. DUN SLEEP DURING LESSONS!!! and there's always RT.. hahahaha!!! so yeah.. feels like i'm ready to take on some real stuff! should be next week. yes laaaaa!! haha COVERALLS all OVER AGAIN!!! *crazy eh farhan?* *no lah.. haha i'm just me suhada* *oh .. realli? cos i dun think so* * i think so lak..? *smacks suhada**

okie okie... sooooo... was out on saturday.. and was out on sunday... for saturday, go to my sayang's blog.. haha.. if u dunno her blog... then TOO BAD! hahaha... went for this "bbq" cum chalet at changi.. ahaha.. with bapoks~!!! ahhaha.. of cos not with bapoks la.. was with my relatives and mum and sister... yeah~! hahaha.. nothing much happened la.. besides the fact that i got burnt at several areas and bitten by mosquitos.. and lost badly in monopoly.. wahhahaha!!! *sense sayang thinks she has a chance of beating me in monopoly* no way darling.. hahaha! so .. that was sunday...

den today MORNING.... was the portugal vs greece match... haha.. GREECE WON!!! okie.. wasnt supposed to be happy.. cos i expected czech to be in the finals.. hahaha.. anyway, Sayang sent me sms in the morning.. saying *GREECE SCORED!!! WUUHOOOOO* -_-' yeah.. and that's like.. MORNING morning.. hahaaha.. all groggy and stuff.. and the phone sounded... so yeah lah.. tot that was that... then she sent again... GREECE WON!!!! -_-'''' hahahahaha... dun worry la.. not angry or anything.. hahah! just tot that's .. erm.. cute.. hahaha.. yalah.. ur already cute per.. *whistles* *smiles* *muackS*

YoU: okie! OKIE!! i'm posting this NOW!! wahahha... takleh sabar ker...? hmm hmmmm??? *zoo zoo zoo* hahahaha.. what only atiqah sayang... =) *muacks again* hahahaha!! miss you darling~

Specter:
A specter is an imprint of one who once lived.
They are pale- near transparent- beings who
wander the earth. Your head is often in the
clouds. You daydream and try to escape so much
that your body is merely a shell traversing the
earthly plane while your soul is worlds away.


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ooh.. hahah.. sounds like aardwolf to me.. *whistles*

You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get too close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsellor or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqeness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seems to be up in the
clouds, though your body is down on Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonlight will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.


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haha.. hihi.. if you people out there wants to know what my dear Hana is talking about.. look here. yepz.. hahaha.. look under.. erm... "understand women? don't even try"

hahaha.. i still love that article.. i mean, it's true.. talk about equality.. hahaha..
and yeah.. the ronny's laws.. and ALSO.. "should we let women dominate" article too. haha....

anyhow... my sayang IS a LADY anyway.. hahahhahaha!!! *blows her a kiss*

yesss yesss laaaaa~!!
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Harlow~~!!!!! *waits for reply* *silence* great.. *LoL*

Had SSM parade today. oh SSM means School Sergeant Major. yeah.. had to report to work by 0720 latest today.. and i reached the bus stop outside camp at.. err.. 0720.. WAHHAHAHA. i was SOOOO prepared to get my extra duties and confinement for "not complying with offical order". HOWEVER, it was RAINING!!!!!! wahhahaha!!!!! so.. we were given allowance to report after 0720.. hahaha! yes la! the morning was kind... for a while. that's because, we still had rehearsal for the upcoming parade on 1st July. *rolls eyes* *mumbles* .... WITH OUR LIVES!!!! oh.. haha yeah lah.. then we had to STAND for the whole 2 blardee hours... urgh.. from 0720 to 0920... and then.. we had no breaks.. until at 1000.. hahaha.. was starving like.. err.. like .. pig...? *grinning* and then.. learnt more about engines and lubricants and bla bla bla.. which i dun mind learning.. haha.. end of day, had a 4km run.. *shrugs* wasnt that bad... feels like i can run 21km with no sweat... haha.. not no sweat dripping.. but no sweat as in no problem. yaaaaaahhhhhhh.......

well well.. sayang's at her sister's choir recital. hahahaha.. esplanade i think. *shrugs* and she's complaining.. wahahhaha!! *come la.. beat me.. hahahaha* and she's still sick. *sighs* makes me MORE worried cos she's been coughing and coughing and coughing for days... 3 days i think.. tmrw will be the 4th day... hmph. aper sajer sayang. *aka what only sayang*

okie.. and RONNY's back in SINGAPORE! so for you people who wants to meet up with him.. just call his singapore hp number.. yeah.. hahaha.. still thinking of having a class gathering sometime this saturday.. but.. i dunno.. we'll see.. cos i .. err.. might have to do duty... hahaha... reserve mah... 24 hours on standby... sexxaaayyyY~~

will be waiting for sayang to come online.. which i doubt she will.. cos she'll be too tired from the recital.. and also the medication.. haha.. *runs away*

YES!!! finally home.. urgh very tired... haha.. i was assigned sentry duty la. just stand near the gate and shoot any intruder. wahhaha.. so fun.. *sayang will get angry for that* hahaha... *hides* dun worry la.. we dun shoot people for fun, only when they are armed and they threaten our property and friends and civilians. *feels longwinded* wadeva la.. hahha.. for me.. it's erm 2 hour duty, 4 hour rest. that doesnt include the occasional alarms they give u when there are intruders... hahaha... okie okie.. enough of camp..

i didnt fall sick sayang.. haha.. just felt feverish. now u'r sick.. *wish he could be by her side now* see doctor laaaaa!!!! hahaha.. how many times must i tell u huh? hmm hmm?? *cross his arms* even if it's the haze... still... haha.. if u dun want to visit the doctor, u can come to doctor farhan. hahaha.. sure cure one~! *winks winks* hehe.. i DO wish u are feeling better by the day.. and yes.. i'll be online tonight!! i hope.. haha.. will try to fight for it. *yaaaayy!!*

school's started... luckily the bus wasnt full of students today.. as in, on the trip home la... just realised the jc students are having their mid years. *wonders how he's going to work from tmrw onwards* *sighs* that reminds me.. there's a "special" monthly parade tmrw.. and if my attire's not up to standard... *gulps* die... sign extra duties.. haha..

to sayang: got my duty dates for next month... will tell u when u'r online.. hehe.. but ur sick.. ah.. kk.. dun come online.. rest.. k..? *muackssss*


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adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


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there u go.. hahaha..

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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ooOoOOoOoOOooOOOo.. ahahhahha... cannot issit? hahahaha!! *runs away*


Your Heart is Pink


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even doctors say it's pink.. hhaha.. have u seen a blue heart? or a green heart? or YELLOW heart? hmm hmm???

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sayang....
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I praying you’re the one I build my home with
I hope .... I love .....you ..... all my life .....
*smoochheess*

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
I know my heart is by your side.......

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that ONE you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.



hahaha.. since u cant see it... this is the result..

You are a Duke!
Honourable, Courageous, Just!
You are the voice of reason against tyranny, a leader among men, and you fight for what is right.


After the King, (and Prince) you are the most noble of all nobles. With your charisma, strength, wisdom, and ability to gain respect & loyalty of others - you have risen far in life or will rise far. You live for what is right & just. Honor and morality are very important to you. You are the King's right hand and the one all other men look upto after their King.

.... am feeling irritated... whenever parents shows favouritism... especially towards me.. stop it pls.. cos i know how the others feel... so STOP IT!!!

it's like this.. my bro told my mum that he's chosen as the ambassador for his orientation group.. and that's like WOW to me.. cos i know how it feels like too.. whahaha.. den my mum went .. "bila masa angah masuk drama and lakon..? ingatkan ibu along ajer.." i'm like.. FUCK IT... why must she say that? it's not even hurting to him.. it hurts me too... and then he went.. with a sarcastic tone .. "yelah.. abang jer kan yang tahu lakon.. tahu drama..." damn it man.. and parents just dun realise that they are being bias...

how unfortunate. one month of.. low contactable mode.. *sigh*

hahaha.. ANNNYYYWAYYYY... yesterday was wonderful. YUPZ! got myself a NEW Tshirt.. hahaha!! *look out for the red tab ppl* someone felt FULL last night.... *dunno what to type* hahaha *ahhh yes.. for me to know!!! wuuhoO!!*

kk ... today was.. boring.. no sms-es.. *sighs* except one.. wahahhaha.. that one oso i'm not allowed to reply.. *rolls eyes* learnt how to assess and repair vehicles at the battlefield. kindda useful for quick fixes.. and YES... they keep using the dom kippur war where israel defeated the 3 arab countries. *rolls eyes* so yah lah.. den had hands on experience.. wuuhoO~~ practicals.. i soo love practicals... basically that's all i did today.. haha.. crapz..

a lady at the bus stop stares at me... what did I do?!?! the bus was moving slowly la.. and i wasnt looking at her initially.. until i catch the stare.. urgh.. it's that.. y are u looking at me stare... i didnt even LOOK AT U LADY!!

and yes.. ronny's coming back to singapore.. waaaahhhhhh~ maybe we can go go-karting?? hahahaha.. ur invited too Sayang.. hahaha.. i plan to make it a class gathering or something.. will contact ronny soon abt it.. hahahaha..

nitez ppl... am on MSN.. heh..

*oh where oh where can my.. SAYANG be...???*

sorry my dear... i have to go now...
it's almost 12 soon.. 15 minutes to go..
there's heavy training to come...
and i need to get my 7 hours.. which i already missed..
hahahaha

so.. finally you're home..
will start to get my sms-es back..
my calls... my love... hehehe

so excuse me for forgetting...
i still have a lot to learn...
and you.. can help me.. to be the best i can be..

*muacks!!!!!*

good nite haqita anahroon!!!!!!!!!

-with love and kisses and misses and choc...
~Farhan Suhada~

How to make a Noorhana Atiqah

Ingredients: 5 parts friendliness 1 part courage 1 part joy

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!

How to make a Farhan Suhada

Ingredients: 3 parts friendliness 5 parts humour 1 part

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!

Username:

Personality cocktail
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hahahaha.... and 1 part of .. erm.. nothing... bleargh!

Farhan Suhada, your position as eldest child shows most strongly in your self-esteem.

Similar to other eldest children, you are probably in tune with who you are and what you want. You are conscious of your limitations but you are more aware of your positive qualities. Being the eldest child put you in a leadership role. To sustain this position, you learned at a young age how to leverage your positive qualities, or things you were better at than your younger siblings, to your advantage. This natural, though possibly unconscious, insight into your own personality enabled you to obtain whatever you set your sights on. People tend to enjoy your company because you are confident and have a positive outlook on life.

New Zealand

Rugged. Adventurous. Both! When you head on vacation, your fantasy island is the wild and diverse country of New Zealand. A curious and courageous spirit, you don't need — or necessarily want — a lot of pampering when traveling. Not one to lounge on a beach chair most days, you seek out challenges (on holiday and off), especially when there's a chance to hone a new skill or test your mettle.

You tend to relax by doing — be it bungee jumping, hiking the backcountry, or hitting every museum a city has to offer. Like New Zealand's varied terrain — glaciers, beaches, cities, and mountains — you can entertain even the most rambunctious friends. For you, there's nothing better than letting go of convention and heading off toward a new, undiscovered sunset. Ramble on!

Brainiac

Hey, smarty pants. A curious and inquisitive character like you gets the message in more ways than one. While some people may use IM to pass along gossip or simply kill time, you probably like to use that brainpower for more thoughtful discussions on topics like politics, the latest news headlines, or even as a great way to laugh at yourself when you've missed the obvious.

For you, IM most likely serves a useful purpose. Whether you're talking to a friend overseas, asking a co-worker about a project, or solving the problems of the world, you're using that mental muscle of yours. But don't think you can't make fun of yourself, too. You like serious topics, but you're not one to take yourself too seriously. So keep it up, brainiac! That's a smart way to be!

Siti Nurhaliza feat Ciang Teng

Di saat ku merindu
Hanya dirimu kasih
Terbayang di hadapan mataku
Kita berdua menyusur
Pinggiran di pantai
Kau genggam tanganku

ni ye yi yang shi wo wei yi
feng feng yu yu wo dou huli
you ni de ai rang wo yue lai yue ai ziji
ai ni xin li you duo tian mi
gan shou ni wen rou de qi xi
mei tian mei yue xiang ze ni

ren hai li you le ni
wo de shi jie cong ci bu bui zai xia yu
tian yu di zi you ni
shen mai zai wo xin di
rang wo men yong yuen hu fen li
ha xin dou kao jin zai yi qi
wo lian xiang yi zai tian bian de chen ci

yuan wo yong zai ni xin li
shi shi ke ke yi wei zhe ni
shou quan zhe shou man man zou zai mei ge li ming

Impian dikau dan aku
Bersatu rindu dan cinta
Di antara kita

Oh kasih cintamu
Penawar kerinduan di hati
Oh kasih hanya kau
Bertakhta di jiwa
Jangan kita dipisahkan
Walau apa pun hasutan
Pasti kita kekal selamanya

yuan wo yong zai ni xin li
shi shi ke ke yi wei zhe ni
shou quan zhe shou man man zou zai mei ge li ming

Impian dikau dan aku
Bersatu rindu dan cinta
Di antara kita

haha.. still awake.. *nyahahahaha*

cool stuff.. haha. we learnt how to jack the vehicles. at which point of contact and why.. haha.. so fun. then we got to learn the tools in the workshop in the evening. basically it's like a combination of physics, mechanics, design and technology and general knowledge. yay~ finally.. my kind of education. hahahaha.

then.. at lunchtime.. i got a message.. sms message from... jeng jeng JENGGG~~ SAYANG! ahhahaha... surprised.. heh.. well well.. *smiles* *counting days to monday* *dreads* ah well... sooooooo far away... sighs.. hahahaha.. *whispers* hope you're having fun now!

oh oh.. she called just now.. wahhahhahaha! using her mummy's phone!
"hello.. boleh cakap ngan farhan?"
"Siapa farhan...?"
"huh??"
hahahahaha!! a moment of.. uncertainty.. hahahaha!! *just haf to do dat sayang.. =P* her mum let her call.. hahaha.. aper sajerr.. but ok la.. haha got to hear her voice for today!! wuuhoo~!!! *can't sleep* see what u did to me now.. hahahahahahahaha...
*runs around*
*counting days to monday*
*stops running*
*sighs*
*thinks of Sayang*
*runs aaround again*

hahahaha~ ok ok .. i'm crazy... i just wanna spin round~ and round~ and round~ and round~ whenever you're around too sayang!! *MUACKS*

and YES ppl.. my bill will increase tremendously! hahahahhaha.. no worries.. i'll be paying it.. *whispers to Hana* that means less money with u.. hahahaha!! *tongue out*

ok... *looks at clock* hahah.. still cant sleep.. wahahhaha!!! call me again!! call me!!!

oh.. in case YOU didnt know.. the wakeup call wasnt yours sayang.. hehe.. it's my dad... and i should control my feelings.. haha... i didnt shout or anything.. just felt frustrated... urgh... sowwie dad...

and sorry for the language.. was in no mood to be online at all.. haha .. can ask those ppl whom i talked to.. haha..

YOU: Enjoy KL... miss ya.. sigh.. no more smses and msn.. and calls... *sniff sniff*

urgh... *headache* *sense someone will ask the same question* *stares* got to sleep for one hour.. be4 i got to use the comp... and the wake-up call is f**king irritating.. it's the WAY i'm being woken up... *rolls eyes*

work's getting f**ked up... i'm getting caught for not polishing my boots.. hello~~ me?? dun polish boots?? kidding me..?? and so, had SHOW PARADE after working hours.. and my boots was in same condition.. and he passed it... so now.. tell me.. was it me.. or was it me..?!?! hmph... whole day wasnt in any good mood.. *yeah.. u tot so..*

the discipline's just.. too much.. they punish ppl..cos they want to.. not cos they have to.. erm.. maybe to a certain extent la.. but still... *rolls eyes*
another thing is that.. we cant sleep... even during our break time.. urgh.. how bad is that...? even in school u get to sleep during break.. i mean.. it's BREAK! TIME OFF! REST PERIOD.. KEYWORD "R-E-S-T" .. though i do get my 7 hours of sleep.. u'll get sian after some time.. especially just sitting in front of computer.. and reading and reading.. and doing questions...

so yah... early morning.. happy happy come work, get scolding cos of boots.. then be4, unhappy, urgh.. den now.. unhappy again.. wtf... i'm in wtf mode... and it's going to stay for a while.. maybe longer... maybe forever... *forever is a long time..*

all the problems that's occuring now is just me.. i'm the problem.. i think too much.. cos i just don't want things to happen again.. old old things... cos that sucks.. *emotionless* but even if it do happen... then it's just me.. just me... no one's to blame.. just me... *hmm .. only i understand this paragraph... dun bother asking*

nights...

haha.. as i left off yesterday, met her at the mrt platform ard 1240.. hahahha... no.. we both reach there at 1240.. weird.. heh. so yah lah, i don't need to get off.. den we headed to yishun to visit Northpoint. Fact - I've never been to Northpoint. Period. *Sayang's laughing her head off* hahaha... so we walk and walk lah.. visit her fav type of shops... heh... she kept hinting coffee bean again and again.. hahahahahahaha!! well... she and her coffee.. haha and then... and then.... she "offered" ... "tak gi arcade..?" wahhahaha!! well, i simply love games lah... haha.. and we did go in.. we played the.. err.. air hockey .. if that's what it's called la.. haha... and she dun want to play the shooting games.. *rolls eyes* i mean.. just kill the computer AI lahh... haha.. susah ker...? hmm hmmmm?? hehe...

and den... AND DEN... i said.. k fine.. let's play racing.. hahaha.. den she said eh, 1:35 already... arghhh.. haha.. cos i gotta meet my fren see.. and yah lah.. we sort of "rushed" out... oh.. hahaha.. there was this lady... in running gear... was jogging around the shopping centre.. wahahah! not outside.. inside the building.. *laughing* back to story... haha.. erm, yah.. so we head to mrt station.. and I.. ME .. I.. just realised that it's only a stop away.. *-_-'*

well, haha.. my fren wasnt there too la.. so we walk and walk at sun plaza.. *i hate NCC* *laughing* haha.. so we did meet him.. bla bla bla... *fast forward*

so it was the ceramah lah... the uztaz is young.. only 25.. and he defined teen as 13 to 30 years of age.. maudhuk or title of the ceramah was "Aku anak metropolitan: benarkah atau hanya ikutan?" organized by Fityan.. *hint.. all females!!* sorry sayang.. hahaha... before the talk.. the title seems like i dun need it.. i mean, the talk should be more for the mat tapered and minah mini skirts and those with tattoos... but it seems that every ceramah or kuliah only attracts people who dont really need it.. but only for self awareness... soooooooooo.... my fren was late.. he came like.. at 3 .. haha... there, we met another temasekian.. haha.. one year older.. cos i knew he look familiar.. hahaa.. even the makcik at the counter.. *smiles at Sayang* hahaaha...

so.. on the way back to mrt station..... her mum called... *shudders* hahaha.. she said she's walking towards sun plaza.. and her mum... coincidentally.. was there too.. with her 2 brothers.. ahhahaha!! *shudders* and then.. AND THEN... somehow.. i was .. erm.. "invited" to walk ard with them.. not that i dun want la.. it's just.. err.. macam sibuk2 jer.. haha.. no one realli asked me along anyway.. i just happen to be there.. haha.. with Sayang.. hahaha.. *tell me if u think otherwise dear* so yah lah.. in the end, we went delifrance... *just Hana and Me* hahaha.. *recalls penny and me* *grinz* she ordered her potato gratin.. haha.. extRaordinary~ no no... extRaordinaire~ .. hahaha!! well, den i got my gastric attack again.. *what..? i already ate!* urgh.. hate it.. it wore off after a while.. sigh.. haha...

hahaha.. after that.. it's private.. heh.. got a problem...? wahhahahha~!!!
and her rabbit gave birth again.. sheesh...

haha.. that's all for yesterday.. bye!

Sayang: It was wonderful yesterday.. haha.. everyday is wonderful with you around.. *smiles crazily* *muacks*

hehe.. heya people. just came back from last night's BBQ at East Coast Park. ahhh.. tired... *tries to concentrate*
wokay. hahaha. it was this private BBQ sponsored by our RQ aka boss to thank us for being supportive in helping him establish the new camp as it is now. besides that, it is also to spend the last time together as a platoon before we, the attachment personnel, report back to our original camp at Ayer Rajah this Monday to begin our Automotive Tech course. *humming Penny and Me song* and so, i was part of the organising committee lah.. haha..somehow.. haha.. typical Farhan.. most of us came down.. and most of us also went home last night.. haha.. except, well, the organising committee and some of their friends. wanted to go home last night too but.. hahaha... it was too late to go home.. and i was using the phone lah... suddenly... it went... *beep beep* *dead* no battery... wth!!! THAT was an important call k... *winks*

hahaha.. yes sayang.. i got to sleep last night.. hehe.. thankfully a guy brought along poncho... haha.. i saw it and ... *lost in dreamland*

the sky was beautiful too... lots of stars.. haha.. *ran out of stars* *sense someone sniggering* then.. around... erm.. 5 plus... i saw SHOOTING STARS!!!!!!! i was like .. WUOAHHH!!!!! but i felt a little .. erm... down.. that i cant share it with YOU... *sigh* and i cant sms u abt it.. *sigh again* anyway.. it was BEAUTIFUL ... haha.. ok..

went for a morning swim... no.. more of like a dip... haha.. with all the people there.. hahaha.. yeah... after so long.. whahaha.. think i'm gonna smell a little salty later.. hahaha! i took a shower already k.. hmph... *applying lots of powder and deodorant* wahhahahaha......

so.. am going to meet YOU later! wuuhoo!!! does waiting at control station and platform makes much difference besides the cost la...? hahahaha.. wokay wokay.. dun hit me.. hehe...

lots of love,
signing off....

Tega ku berdiri sepanjang malam
Mengintai dada langit yang tersergam
Dengan menitip doa dan impian
Di saat melintas sang kelodan
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Noorhana

Kudambakan kita hidup bersama
Sepasang kekasih teman yang setia
Asalkan kau sudi ku kan bahagia
Kerna ku percaya
Jiwa kita satu tak terpisah
Noorhana

Bila malam mengundang hujan
Hadiahkan jutaan rintangan
Niat yang asal tetap kan kukotakan
Hendaknya hajatku kesampaian
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Noorhana

Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu

Hariku kelabu
Bantulah aku
Bantulah oh Noorhana
Katakanlah pada ku kau juga sama
Sama merasa seperti ku Noorhana
Kita menjejak erti cinta yang sama
Ooo...

Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu
Mengapa bisa jemu
Mengapa bisa rindu
Mengapa bisa jadi begitu

*******************

ehem.. exists - Julia
miss u....

wondering what you're doing now
i don't know, just hoping ur asleep
cos you didnt get much sleep
cos you've been thinking too much

now i'm feeling lost
so lost that even words cant explain
sorry for making you sleep
sorry for not letting you be here.. now..

Oh sweetie dear
i love u so...
let me live this love...
for as long as we can....

Oh cutie dear
i miss you so...
let me hear your voice...
even if it's for a little while....

looking at the time, 30 minutes to go
when you're supposed to come, but i said no
somehow i wish i didnt say it
somehow i hope you'll be here.. now..

Well I woke up this morning
And the night had been so long
Seems that I had had my mind on you

Well the day, it has begun, and I can't get a minute,
can't get a minute without you
You're always on my mind, you're always in my head
And I can't live, I can't live another day without you

'Cause when the minutes seem like hours and the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by you know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's one-thousand-four-hundred-forty hours in my day

I've been trying to call you all day, 'cause I got so many things
that I want to say
I'm going crazy, 'cause all my thoughts are filled with you
There's got to be some way I can get through to you ohh

I can't keep myself from thinking about you
It's because I love you, and I know that it's true, whoooa
I'll call it desperation, can't you see it in my eyes?
That I want be with you until the sun falls from the sky

wootz! met Her after work today.. hahaha!! missed Her sooooooo much.. hahaha.. the sight of her made my day! hehehehe.. blushing eh sayang? hehe..
sorry that i can't send u home k.. realli realli sorry.. haha.. and u know why.. so.. yeah.. BEAR WITH IT.. hahahha... unless of cos.. you're like most of the girls in singapore... hmm? hmm?
and yes sayang.. i know.. we have to be financially stable to survive in singapore.. i have my plans.. hahaha! wait and see... i just hope it'll work.. hahahaha!!

haiz... so erm.. lost .. that u cant be online tonight.. well.. there's always tmrw right..? hehe.. so.. nitez~~!! sweet dreams!! and... yeah.. hahaha.. *sings the song below*

*kisses and hugs*

Malam...
Terdengar sepantun lagu
Irama di malam syahdu
Gaya nada rindu

Oh! Malam...
Hati resah rasa sunyi
Jiwa gelisah dan sepi
Waktu malam hari

( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum

Oh ! Malam...
Sungguh kau berseri-seri
Wajahmu di malam hari
Hilang rindu hati

( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum

***********
doo do bi doo.. doo bi doo bi doo bi dooo doooo bi doo...
hahahaha... ask me for the mp3 if u want to hear the song.. hehe

Apa saja untukmu
Tak ku hiraukan waktu
Katakan saja kan ku laksana
Permaisuri kau bertakhta dijiwa
Apa saja untukmu
Ke dasar lautan biru
Bertaruh nyawa andai kau damba
Mutiara... di hari lahirmu

Kita menuju gemilang asmara
Tiada cinta setanding kita
Ku rela sehingga ke akhirnya
Tunai segala mimpimu
Uhh... ratuku

Untukmu kasih
Ku cuba meraih
Bintang di angkasa
Walau tak terdaya kan ku ikhtiar
Untukmu kasih
Gembira bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Untukmu kasih, ku korban apa saja

Apa saja untukmu
Kan ku ubah caraku
Jikalah itu yang kau mahu
Apa saja demi kebahgiaanmu

Bukan ku pinta yang luar biasa
Cuma secebis janji setia
Inilah... Lagu cinta kita
Hanya terbaik untukmu
Selama-lamanya

Untukmu kasih
Ku cuba meraih
Bintang di angkasa
Walau tak terdaya kan ku ikhtiar
Untukmu kasih
Gembira bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Untukmu kasih, ku korban apa saja

ello~~ hahaha.. got half day today cos we had to come back on SUNDAY to work.. and it's not like there's MUCH work at all on SUNDAY. so anyway, didnt do any work today.. haha.. just went into one of the coy office to sleep.. till 1130.. where my sergeant started to call me and shouted at us.. heh.. but seriously.. there was no work.. and even the IC was with us.. hmm? hmmm?hmmm?? *enough donkey*

cant access friendster... and cant access gunbound... *bleargh* went to kill some people in america's army operations.. wahahha! felt great... what? hahaha! dun worry.. it's for training purposes only.. hahahaa~

ahh.. one more week.. till we get posted out to OETI.. *ORD OH!!* gonna start my automotive tech 'b' course soon.. hehe.. don't know what to expect.. maybe if i like it.. i might just be doing this for the next 12 years.. hahaha!! who knows.. *grins*

and for You... don't worry.. i'm fine.. it's just a nightmare.. haha! maybe i can even write a book on it.. haha.. bestseller.. *daydreaming*
oh one more thing.. haha.. reduce ur caffeine intake Sayang.. it's cracking u up badly.. hehhehehe...

in the heat of summer sunshine
i miss you like nobody else
in the heat of summer sunshine
i kiss you and nobody needs to know...

Artist: Counting Crows
Album: Shrek 2 Soundtrack
Title: Accidentally In Love



So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love


**********
with u sayang... *blushing*

..... the computer refused to co-operate... especially when i need it... *grrr*
anyway.. since i'm here, means i managed to use a backdoor... wahhahaha!!!
k la.. it's like this.. i tried to enter the internet in the morning.. and it says... internet error... for the WHOLE DAY!.. GOD!... i was SOOOOOOO pissed.... *i always get pissed.. haha*

today.. we gotta work ... yes.. WORK ON SUNDAY! and the officer said it's voluntary *however u spell that...* in the end... he made us all came back.. without even saying why and sorry for having to keep us during the weekend... -.-'

hahaha... my sayang's watching the same movie again and again... with different ppl.. hahahaha!! dun know how she can endure the same jokes.. heh.. :P anyway.. enjoy ya Sayang... ;)

so yah... work till vesak day this wednesday.. luckily... hahaha...

will be online again later i hope.. ard 10pm.. see ya then!

yes yes!! my favourite movie!!! at that time of my life la!!! wahhh!!
*humming to the tune*

*smiling*

sayang jika kau tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatiku
sayang jangan kau ragu
cintaku padamu selalu padu...

ku akui kesilapanku
aku sedari semua itu
memang aku melukaimu
tapi itu hanya gurauku...

sayang ku ingin tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatimu
masihkah engkau marah
sedangkan cintaku segar dan menyala....

buka buka pintu sayang
aku rindukan belai kasih mu
buka buka pintu sayang
aku hauskan sinar matamu....

sayang maafkan daku
akan ku turuti apa mahumu
sayang aku berjanji
takkan buat lagi di lain hari...

percayalah kata2 ku
atau kau masih ragu2
ambil pisau belah dada ku
saksikanlah kejujuranku...

sayang ku ingin tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatimu
masihkah engkau marah
sedangkan cintaku segar dan menyala...

buka buka pintu sayang
maafkan saja kesalahanku
buka buka pintu sayang
aku rindukan senyum manismu...

growing fatter.. wahhaha yes yes.. thanx to the low level of BENEFICIAL activities in camp..
and yes.. i have met 2 of the worst girl friends in my life... they are.. well.. if u just look at them from a distance.. they're sweet and kind and kindda normal ah.. but when u get to know them.. sheesh.. headache.... i dunno, they say they dun have a guy friend like me be4... well .. yeah... so if i can have lots of friends.. from all walks of life... from educated.. to those who drop out.. to those who've been to DRC and PRISON .. who's been handcuffed.. and towed to NPC ... and i can click with them... y cant u...? is it cos ur worse than them..? or just becos ur a "liberated, modern, egoistic, individualistic, i-need-no-guy, fantasia's attitude of u dun noe class" WOMAN? *bleargh!* they the worst nightmare when they are together.... but.. i have to admit... one of them is still approachable.. hah!

pls.. i dun wanna fight.. and u guys dun want to... but at least.. think be4 u say anything... if u dun want ppl to piss u off.. dun do it on ppl... the world works that way.. what goes round... comes around...*sense ur getting pissed at me again..*

Artist: Peter Cetera
Album: You're The Inspiration
Title: You're The Inspiration

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And i want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul

Baby

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you

And i know, yes i know that it's plain to see
So in love when we're together
Now i know that i need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
Always on my mind, you´re in my heart
In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you

Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you

*bleargh* the flu bug hit me... man...
*achoo!* sniff sniff...

gd nite ppl... and LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!! hahaha.. *crazy*

yes.. She was online... have been 30 mins offline now..
ahhahhaha
*grinning*

from ronny's site...


[x]FaCt0R: so what's up...?
Ethan: i'm doing an essay...
Ethan: and i'm reading a 976 page forumn thread
[x]FaCt0R: on wat...?
Ethan: and i want to play yahoo pool with you
Ethan: on what motivated tiberius gracchus
[x]FaCt0R: wth is that...? some kind of plant...?
Ethan: AHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHa
Ethan: some roman dude
[x]FaCt0R: wahhaha.. close enough

Ethan>Ronny [x]FaCtOR>me

gotta explain myself.. hahahha.. well.. errrm.. hahaha.. seriously.. that name sounded more like a scientific olden greek name for plants.. hahahha wad..? k fine.. heh..

hey.. still here ms diary... hahahhahha

it's 2143 and Sayang's not online... ahhhh *going crazy*

my definition of positive thinking..

in life, u have 2 choices...
to take it POSITIVELY.. or NEGATIVELY..

for example..
high-ranking ppl tells u to do area cleaning..

POSITIVE thinking:
i'm serving the nation.. i'll have a better, cleaner environment..

NEGATIVE thinking:
this is slavery... i'm worse than bangladesh workers... which is true.. cos we clear their rubbish for them.. wahhahaha!

so ppl.. it's really up to u.. it's all abt perceptions...

well well.. JAMIE was here... hahahaha!!! dun think i didnt know...

dear diary,
tuesday was bad.. firstly, i got 2 hours of sleep.. hahaha..*that was my choice* and then.. i was stoning and walking like a zombie the whole day. and the camp management decided to select 7 men to do the most stupid work ever. we were brought to this store where they store the camo nets. these nets are the wide and huge nets to cover the tonner. so, they made us take out the nets, they were mostly stacked in one corner, and open it up.. which covers like half a basketball court, and then pack it up again... after completing like 9 nets... the officer came and said they're gonna have racks instead.. -.- dont he know how heavy that thing is..? bleargh.. so yeah.. all the effort wasted again.. as usual..

then my sayang messaged me again.. *since last nite.. haha.. that was why i was awake* saying that "IT" was real.. i told her.. no.. it will never be true.. well.. girls believe their friends more.. so.. yah.. haha..

am awake... got my 5 hours of sleep.. haha.. another 2 hours in camp i hope.. haha

till later tonite diary...
-Farhan

*****************
it's amazing to be pissed and happy at the same time.. to 2 different ppl.. haha...!!

and Sayang... enjoy your day today.. *what's taking that email so long. really should not have used the 'send at some other time' function.. haha..* if it's still not in her inbox by today.. i'm gonna find that e-card! grr

inginku sentuh, hatimu sayang dalam rinduku..
moga kau tahu hebatnya cinta di hati ini
sekian lama.. memendam cinta..
payah ku rasah.. menyiksa jiwa...

i dunno what to say.. hahaha.. i feel soo.. blissed? hahahaha!! *floating around*

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

**************************************************

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you

*part of the whole song.. what matters is the meaning*

Dapatkah
Kurasakan cintamu
Bila kau tiada
Jauh dari sisi

Mungkinkah
Didalam mimpi ini
Bila ku merindu
Dirimu sayangku

Kerna aku percayakan
Cinta suci, datang dari hati
Takkan goyang
Cinta ini
Oh sayangku

Kerna aku
Percayakan
Keikhlasan, datang dari hati
Bahagialah...
Kita kasih...
Selamanya...


wuuhoo.. hahaha!

aruba, jamaica, uhh i wanna take ya
bermuda, bahama, come on pretty momma
key largo, montego, baby why don't we go
i'll take u to kokomo....

am supposed to report to camp earlier than usual.. 0715.. and to do what..? well.. to SWEEP the ROADS again! yay~! hahahhahahha!!!! ok.. i burst!
cant get to use the net last night.. well... doesnt matter i guess.. hahaha!! *grin grin*
will be getting my day off on saturday.. yay~ another long weekend.. and to those who HAVE to stay in in camp, hahaha.. I LOVE MY WORK PPL!! *irritating huh??* but ya lah.. i wish my life would be more exciting.. like running around in the jungle like stupid monkeys.. saying foxtrot, romeo, lima, orange and all kinds of things.. which i think, only the animals can understand.. haha..
still thinking if i should sign up as guards.. hmm.. heard it's like.. 70% malay populated... and it's the force that dies earlier than the main force.. haha.. coooool!
malay regiment..
k.. i'm late.. hahaha! tatas!!!!!!!!

had a great day today.. haha!
was assigned to SWEEP the roads in front of company line *interesting job eh?* and we had to get rid of any traces of LEAVES and SAND and ROCKS.. wth?! even the uncle who sweep the leaves everyday in the old PJC building doesnt have to do that.. hahaha!!
yeah.. so.. that's what i've been doing for the past 2 months.. not just sweep the floor though. there are times where we have to arrange the stores in the store. *hey that sounds nice!! haha* ahh.. army isnt what u think it is..
my left knee still hurts from the soccer.. luckily i managed to walk.. yes WALK! ok.. it was funny.. haha.. i wasnt suppose to fall though.. hahahhahaha!!!
there's stilll soccer later today.. yeah..

anyway, the day got better towards the end... hahaha.. settled things with aida.. not yet with sri.. *hmph* and yah... want this to happen everyday.. *as in.. the day.. everyday.. this day again and again.. get what i mean? hahaha*

yeah.. finally.. another long post.. yay~
till tonite.. or tomorrow morning..!

wow.. the new blogger outlook looks great! *that just shows how long i haven't been updating.. haha

played soccer last evening... and got injured.. bleargh~ irritating... haha..

downloaded a whole new lot of smileys and pics for msn messenger! haha.. needs to find a better pic... something more pissing...

got news that the 5th SC will have their investiture next wednesday at 2.. wonder if i should take my off day then or use it for this saturday.. decisions decisions...

should be going off to work now.. yeah... kranji camp.. haha.. see ya!

and oh.. met khairul at CCK mrt today.. hahaha...

been working at Kranji Camp for 2 weeks now... tired.. hehe... reached home at 6 everday.. sometimes at 8.. and oh, i'm a stay-out unit, ie i can book out everyday.. kindda cool.. my sergeant's a female.. and she's only 20years old. when there's nothing to do, we sleep.. hahaha... yeah.. today had soccer.. frustrated.. cos i hate losing..

yes yes.. like what the banner above says.. earn 150 per hour.. it works.. haha.. really cool...
all you have to do is surf the net... and the points will accumulate... try it.. :)

My gift is my song and this one’s for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It maybe quite simple but now that it's done
Hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words, how wonderful life is
Now you’re in the world

I sat on the roof and I kicked off the moss
Well some of these verses well they, they got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on.

So excuse my forgetting, but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is - what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simply but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Chorus

I told you how I felt,
I told you what it meant,
But I still haven't changed your mind,
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard...

Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny what's inside...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon,
Cause you're dying inside...

Yes, I'm a man, but I cry,
I have fears, I won't lie...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Come on, babe, you know it, girl,
Anyone who looks can see that I'm right,
There's a chance here, we could take it,
Or regret it for the rest of our lives...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

wahhahaha.. so true.. ;)

AQUARIUS MAN



Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long.

A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with "Love". He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before.He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is "excitement" and "Love goes on".

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

right... so i've just ended my 3 days of SITUATIONAL TEST(sittest). it's worse than my 7 days of field camp. ahhh.. imagine, u have to do artillery drill to every stations?!?! leapord crawl for 150m... tied to the person in front and behind of u... sniper drill near lalang grounds... all thorns around... ahhh... i'm officially a Charlie Angel as of yesterday... hahaha...

and oh.. what is sittest eh? well.. it's this 3 day field camp thingie where they separate you into details or groups to see if you have potential for OCS and SISPEC. from Alpha to November to see if you have potential for OCS and SISPEC. each team consists of 15 members and everyone is specialised in certain vocations, like Medic, Signal, navigator, demolition, claymore, and LAW gunner (Light Anti-tank Weapon). fucking heavy.. haha i was the LAW gunner... nb... the thing keeps hitting on my head and back and wings... ahhh...
anyway, it's over... just waiting for my posting.. hahaha.. in 5 weeks time!!!

finally.. no more field camp... next week will be shiong... BCCT (Basic Close Combat Training), footdrills..(it's the first they have lessons on foot drills..) and IPPT, SOC.. hahaha.... still have route marches... 24km...(we've only done 8km so far, not total 8 km... one time 8km...) ahh... so.. more fun ahead... and i need to get my pull ups up... heh...

hahaha... cry on command... cheese cutter.... nb...

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Superhero Name	The Ferret
Super Power	Can Cry On Command
Enemy	The Landlord
Mode Of Transportation	Unicycle
Weapon	Cheese Cutter
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helped me believe that their are still those of
you who know that the music industry sucks (not
all the way......but most of it) and you're
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You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.


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Fun. You Truly Desire Fun. Your always willing and
ready to play a game, whatever it may be. But
be careful, you cn tend to get a little too
competitive.

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hahaha.. this one i dont trust... grrr...


Your seductive spike you can get all the girl and
you do get all the girls .... your a real
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You don't like Spike!


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Morpheus


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hahaha wtf?!?!


Congratulations! You're Legolas!


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Redeemed!Draco - You're used an awful lot in
idealistic fics. You're clean of that Dark Lord
nonsense and have moved on to bigger, very OOC
things. Usually paired with Hermione or Ginny.


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You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.

"And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world. But
the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and
end to purity."

Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.

As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your
word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to yourself
and do what's right. Angels are the best
friends to have because they are brutally
honest.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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hahaha... go figure.. *winkz*


You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!


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ahh.. one of those days that i'm able to update. haha. 6days... training's getting tougher.. haha.. no sweat *riteeeee* my section's great. haha.. somehow, i come to realise that TOP jc students are stupid. seriously, they are. they get distinctions and stuff, but actually, when it comes to practical or applying what they learn... they are nothing but a bunch of idiots.

ha.. there was once when the platoon below my bunk came to our level to take a shower. i mean, instructions were given that u can only use the toilets in ur level. but these idiots juz came in.. and took their time to use our toilet. cb... oh, and once, their sergeant came to us and said that we have no discipline, we are too "welfare" and this and that. but he didnt realise that his platoon is very undisciplined (yes, his platoon always get punished. mine only at times.) no manners, always trying to outdo my platoon and those stuff. ah.. complains complains...

and yesterday, they filled their mess tins with food that covers above the brim. and some of them still can pass the message to the front to take more... cant they just be considerate and think of others?? no wonder they get punished everyday... and my platoon just get to eat eggs and rice... (exception for me cos i get to eat the muslim food. haha)

and thus, it's proven. the higher someone is in the education qualifications(there are exceptiosn though, but only a handful), the more selfish they are, more competitive, more stupid, more rebellious.... i say... fuck them..

going back to camp tmrw.. hahaha.. what a life.. 5 days.. so fast.. 6 days in camp.. so long...
i know i know.. i love NS.. but.. hahaha.. no buts...

haha.. 19 years old.. jeez... cant believe it.. so fast.... ahhhh...

So you're scared to show your feelings
Baby I do understand
Well I don't make a promise I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good friend

In those big green eyes I see a glow of love
I just hope I'm the one you're dreaming of

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one

We spend all our time together
We can't stand to sleep alone
When you say you have to leave for now
I miss you before you're gone

All along we thought this was absurd (absurd)
Every moment we spend goes by too fast
Darling Darling take this chance with me
Cause I have eyes only for you
Oh baby

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
For you

Don't be scared to show your feelings
Cause baby I do understand
And I don't make promises that I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good man

Tiada ku sangka
Bola-bola api
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar
Begitulah jua
Harapan padamu
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar

Biar saja
Aku jadi
Penggantinya
Di sisimu
Kau yang cantik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel
Di hatiku

Ku tahu kau diluka oleh teman lama

Oh pertama kali
Aku mengenalmu
Kau selalu tersenyum
Tersenyum padaku
Dan seperti jua
Bola-bola api
Makin semarak cinta
Cintaku padamu

Boleh saja
Kau jadilah
Penggantinya
Di sisiku
Kau yang baik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel di hatiku

;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

nice song~ not meant for anyone though... hmm...

wuoah~! i'm back after 6 days in camp. ah.. sorry, i can't tell much of the details cos then, i'll be breaking my oath. anyway, it's great ah. expected kind of environment. hahaha. but for some, they just hate the rules and control over them. but cool, they found a way to pay back to the superiors... thru their songs while marching. ahhaha. that's the best part! hehe...

yah.. so.. met my frens in camp too.. ppl like khairul, haqeem, yazid, tashalan, wee beng, eng soon, sheik, uzair, firdaus, and lots more... hahhaha.. didnt get to see akbar though.. and yanjie too..

gotta book in on sunday evening... so i have lots of time to rest.. hehe.. and i really need the rest...my arm muscles are strained... and i cant stretch them... everytime i do so, it'll hurt like mad... went to the medic and got muscle relaxer and painkiller... not bad ah...

den before book out today, we had 2 injections simultaneously.. the left and right hand.. den we drink this polio liquid.. dun even noe what those are for... ah.. heck ah... they need us to defend the country anyway...

getting mentally prepared for the weeks to come... 3 weeks in camp... ahh.. wont get to see my family... my friends... my OG friends.. hehe... oh well.... ahh.. it's late already... i'll get f*cked up if i'm still awake at this time while in camp.. hahahha...

NS isnt that bad... ;)

one more day to NS. rather getting mixed feelings ah. haha. scared, anxious, excited, tired, worried.. ahhaha... anyway, i'll be going in tomorrow with philip, and khairul told us that we might be in VIPER company, which is juz next to his company. wahhahaha.

kk... gotta get enough sleep. still tired over yesterday's orientation group outing to sentosa. haha. had fun~ too bad for those who cant join us. wahhahahhaha!

ahhh.. body aching.. ahhh...

oh.. i juz learnt that it can also be accessed thru http://www.xanga.com/guilderas

orite... hehe.. if this site is down, or u cant see it updated, head down to http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=guilderas
hehe..

ahhh hate it hate it.... templates... blogs... oh.. and i tot blogs are supposed to be convenient....

Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose

When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose

When you press me to your heart
I’m in a world apart
A world where roses bloom

And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose


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Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche
voil… le portrait sans retouche
de l'homme auquel j'appartiens

quand il me prend dans ses bras
il me parle tout bas
je vois la vie en rose
il me dit des mots d'amour
des mots de tous les jours
et ca m'fait quelque chose

il est rentr‚ dans mon coeur
une part de bonheur
dont je connais la cause
c'est lui pour moi
moi pour lui dans la vie
il me l'a dit l'a jur‚ pour la vie

et dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

des nuits d'amour … en mourir
un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
les ennuis les chagrins s'effacent
heureux heureux pour mon plaisir

quand il me prend dans ses bras
il me parle tout bas
je vois la vie en rose
il me dit des mots d'amour
des mots de tous les jours
et ca m'fait quelque chose

il est rentr‚ dans mon coeur
une part de bonheur
dont je connais la cause

c'est lui pour moi
moi pour lui dans la vie
il me l'a dit l'a jur‚ pour la vie

et dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

ok! some of the Prom Night 2003 are up. click here to look at them. i'll keep everyone updated when more photos are added. if u have any to contribute, drop me a message at the tagboard or send to my email directly. hehe. enjoy!

i dunno why, but i can't view my webpage from this computer. i hope it loads for you guys. cos i cant even see what i published, well, maybe only in blogger menu.

anyway, i'm addicted to kylie minogue's SLOW. ahhahaha. listen to it.. no.. go and watch the video!

i got this great part time job that everyone can do. i mean, it's nothing tough. easy work. you get free food and you get paid for eating... ahhaha how cool is that? guessed the "part-time work"?
ans: going to friend's house during hari raya!

ahhahhaa. k lame but hey... dun u think this kind of work is great? ahhaha free food..... get money..... ahhahhaha

anyway, i just came back from one of those "visits" and pretty tired out. tried to access blogger last nite but it just don't let me in. ahhaha. yeah. had fun ah, as usual. actually went out with my JC friends. more of like a class thing. sadly, had to leave early to go for council bbq at meh meh's place. nice food. hehe.. though i was already full from the part-time work.. ahhahaha

yepz, there's OGL camp tmrw... AGAIN... i missed it today cos apparently, there was some miscommunication somewhere. no offense taken though. still got my chance to go tmrw. and i just found out that i'm already an ogl. it's fixed. guess experience do play a part in these kind of things. ahha... so i should be sleeping now if i dun wanna be late tmrw...

yeah.. and everyone's like enlisting soon... like in.. 3 days or so! mine will come.. yeah.. soooooon... but i still get to enjoy the orientation for next year's batch.. ahhaha. kindda looking forward to it too... and NS too.. hhehe

Here is Your Profile...


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she loves you.

The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.

You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

ahhh finally... a new template for the site. *winkz*

prom nite was great. took lots of photos with friends. ahhaha. the food was not that bad either, except that I have this phobia when eating fish.... bleargh.
will try to develop the photos tmrw. yeah, MUST!

maybe i should have just went to some salon to do my hair... ahhaha... sucky hair... but still.. it's my hair. hehe and i'm happy with it. i think.

once again, sorry for not blogging for a looooong looooong time. almost a month. ahhaha. now the As are over and NS is coming sooooooon.. real soon...

i'm thinking what to do to this thing. it's starting to look bland. sigh.

came back from langkawi 2 days ago. ahhaha. and tomorrow's prom.. no.. later...