yesterday was a historic day in Singapore's history. The government announced the closure of all educational institutions from pre-school to junior college level! yay!
but somehow, they did not close the universities and other tertiary institutions though. that's just not fair! i mean, the government publicly announced that students from tertiary levels know how to take care of themselves. but have the government forgot that junior college's students are also of the same age as the polytechnic and Institute of Technical Education students?
i personally think that the government is showing its biasness openly. polytechnic and ITE students are not happy with the decision. well, obviously the students will be happy. ahhaha. but even if the government close these tertiary institutions, will they stay at home? i dont think so. anyway, the education system is such a way that students in junior colleges are trained to be leaders of the country. maybe that's why the government did not allow us to go to school so as not to contract the virus.

Oh... n i got this weird, hair-raising dream. i've experienced this kind of dream before but ... anyway here goes...
the dream is like ... i was in some kind of challenge to get free food. its like... fear factor! yes dats it .. fear factor. but the feeling is sooo real ...
i was on top of this cliff. about 100 metres away is a huge statue. the challenge was like 'flying fox', where u glide down the rope to the ground... this one has no harness, only a rope tied around the waist. n i haf to hold a belt instead ... its like ... oh my god! a belt?! i'm not afraid of flying fox or anything but i didnt noe why. as i hold on tight to te belt n fly towards the statue, i completely went through it! like the statue was just a hologram!! i was ... shocked... as i was moving at full velocity towards the end of the entire flying fox thingie... den it jerked as i hit the end !! i was screaming and holding the belt as tightly as ever. my body was already numbed .. n i wondered wad would happened if i let go ... i was moving in a circular motion about the end.... den it spiral to the ground ... as if .. the rope changed direction .. at a very high speed, i hit the water and i kept rolling ... so dat was it .. ahhaha .. man .. the feeling is cool !!!
although it was a dream, but its like ... u are there when it happens... with my heart beating tremendously... scared feeling n stuffs ..
i've been thinking for sometime now... its like, the brain controls your every senses n reactions n its like... with just stimulating the brain and numbing the body, you can get the same feeling as if u are experiencing it yourself ... without the danger of killing ur other body parts if u fail ...
but its like... if ur brain died in that 'virtual world' ... then u are dead in reality... come to think of it... it is like the concept that "MATRIX" is trying to make... damn ...

Car crashes, TV shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People running (running)
Fantasy or reality
Analysis and theories
What does matter really?

Chorus
Tell me what to believe
Won't you bring me order
Tell me what to achieve
Baby, so I can move forward
Tell me what to be
Car crashes, TV shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People runnin', run

Credit cards in place of distress
Go live your life on the Internet
That's what this is
Conspiracies and mysteries
Science-fiction make-believe
My kind's misery

Chorus x2

Car crashes, TV shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People runnin' (running)
(All these car crashes in my head)
Fantasy or reality
Analysis and theories
(All these car crashes)
What does matter really?
(All these car crashes)

Chorus x2



got in touch with this song again ... thru lightyears of course ... lightyears is shown on channel 5 every tuesday, 9pm ... muz watch !! cute girl there !!

chemistry exam will be on in a few hours time. 8am to be exact. still doing some last minute studying. slept most of the time. been hit with migraine... again .. argh!
watched lightyears!!! yay!! for the first time, this is the best teen show so far that singapore has made!! ahahha... maybe i'm biased .. cos the main character.. the girl .. she's sooooooo cute !! argh !! ..
her round eyes .. her smile .. yay!
if only she's someone i noe .. ahha ..
anyway ...
gotta do more revision. physics wasn't as easy as i've anticipated. but hopefully paper 1 can help me thru ...
so .. yah .. dats all .. gd nite ..

today was quite exciting..
went to vjc to watch a play entitled "a midsummer night's dream" ... performed by the vjc drama club.
i enjoyed the whole play ... yah .. bring back memories .. ehhe .. cos i went to watch this play be4, but by some drama company ... yah ..
so ... more cheem .. or something likedat ah ...
and can see the people there too .. *winkz*

met some of my friends ... hu also went to watch the play ...
haha ... well .. they haf good actors too ... and they all memorised their script ...
not the normal script .. but ... in shakesperes' language ... like "where art thou?" and stuffs .. ahhaa ..
paid 10 bucks .. n all we got was ... unknown language, no food or drinks, unknown ppl around u....
but hey .. wad matters is that u enjoyed urself rite? so there .. n i did enjoyed myself ... :)

there ... u'll understand the real meaning of chiobu~ ahhaha... unlike in pjc ... *go figure*
nitez ~

yes!! todae we had the gp seminar entrepreneurship finals ... and my class won !! wuuhoo!!
thanx to muhd for his brilliant invention ...
thanx to ronny for the wonderful presentation ..
thanx to jamie n yok khee for being there to settle the creative n attractive n beautiful model ...
thanx to me for the excellent slides !!!
ahhahahhaa

oh .. one more thing ...
to the girl hu said that u want to kill urself, u can do so now ...
its so obvious that ur class idea sux ... so .. scram!!
next time... dun brag about winning when definitely.. u cannot get it...
winning is sweet ...

i wonder ... if ur class had won ... wouldnt u be the most stuck up girl in school?
well i believe so ...
arwww .. dun cry ... nobody pity u ... trust me ..

the sweetness of winning ...
the wonderful things u can do when u believe in urself...
n not brag when u havent even won...

i cant deny what i believe...
i cant be what i'm not ...
but at least i dun brag BEFORE winning ...
i can do so now though .. muahhahahhahaha!!!

dats all for tonite folks .. stay tuned to amazing discoveries!!

i got lots to say .. but dun feel like typing ...
cos ppl are looking .. ahhaha ...

Artist: Martina McBride
Album: Emotion
Title: I Love You


Yeah
The sun is shining everyday
The clouds never get in the way for you and me
I've known you just a week or two
But baby I'm so into you I can hardly breath

And I'm in
so totally wrapped up
Emotionally attracted
So physically acting
So recklessly I need you
So desperately sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
I love you

I never knew that I could feel like this
Can hardly wait 'till our next kiss
Your so cool
If I'm dreaming please don't wake me up
'Cause I can't get enough of what you do

And I'm in
So electrically charged up
Kenetically acting
Erractically need you
Fanatically you get to me
Magically sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
I love you

I can't believe
That this is real
The way I feel
Baby I've gone head over heels

And I'm in
So totally wrapped up
Emotionally attracted
So physically acting
So recklessly I need you
So desperately sure as the sky is blue
Yeah

And I'm in
So electrically charged up
Kinetically acting
Erractically need you
Fanatically you get to me
Magically sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
Baby I love you
Do you love me too
Baby I love you

huh?

yuan fang
you yi ge di fang
na li zhong you wo men de meng xiang

mo tian
ye xu hui xiang yu
xiang yu zai zhe ge hao di fang

bu yao tai dan xin
zhi yin wei wo xiang xin
zhong hui zou guo zhe tiao yao yuan de dao lu

oh para paradise
shi fo na me zhong yao
ni shi fo na me di yao yuan
oh para paradise
shi fo na me zhong yao
ni shi fo na me di yao yuan

ke xi
wo men de gu xiang
fang xia wo men de li xiang

hao ma
xiang wen ni yi xia
gao su wo wai mian de shi jie
*************************************************

dat was paradise by beyond ...
yupz .. the translation ...

*************************************************
there's a place faraway
which has our dreams
maybe we'll meet one day
meet at a nice place

don't be too worried
becos i believe
we will go the (long) distance

oh para paradise
is it that important?
is it that far away?
oh para paradise
is it that important?
is it that far away?

it's a pity that our hometown
has given up on our dreams
i want to ask if you're fine
tell me about the world outside
********************************************

nice slow sad song .. ehhehe
download the song .. its worth it ....

yes .... finally can log in to my blog ..
i knoe i knoe its been a while ... but hey ... i cant log in ...

yah .... so .... didnt get to update much .... especially on valentines' day .. ahhahhaha .. *winkz*
oh well .. anyway ... i've updated the pictures section ... yupz ... so .. come on and look at them ...
until next time ... chao ...

Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
Your Life
You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most
people look up to you for your capability and
confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You
should listen more to others. You are a unique and
charming individual.

Your Love
You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or
hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen
ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them
get away without having hard time.

i cant sleep
i cant seem to concentrate
i cant do my homework
with my mind in this state

i cant seem to breath
when you are not around me
but u make my heart skip a beat
to just feel u near me

is it lust?
or is it real love?
but no matter what it is
i hope this feeling won't go away

i wish i could tell you how i feel
this very moment, this very minute
i wish i haf the courage
to make u mine

baby i do, cherish you
for the rest of my life
you dont haf to think twice

I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

so my dear,
you will always be in my heart
no matter what the outcome,
i'm happy that you've been in my life ....
n made everything so beautiful ....
thank you ....

Artist: K-Ci & Jojo
Album: Save The Last Dance Soundtrack
Title: Crazy


See
Baby I apologize
For all the things
That I've done, that I've done

See I know that I've been a fool
For far too long
Baby you don't have to
Go and run away
Just come back to papa

Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me
Then why are you leavin' me?


1 - I can't think
Think about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you baby

2 - I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you baby

I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
Thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy
And I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy
And I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy
And I can't see you again

Said I'm goin' crazy
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Said I'm goin' crazy

I finally realize
That you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think
And you're all I seem
To keep think, to keep thinkin' of, yeah

And now I know I need ya
Each and every day
I can't live without ya
So don't run away
Baby you said that you love me
So why are you leavin' me?
Why, why, why, why?

Repeat 1

Repeat 2

If I can't see you, I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you again
Then I would go
If I can't see you, I'd go crazy

yes yes yes !!! ahhaha ... the "letter of the day" was accepted by Jamie Yeo on Perfect 10 at ard 11pm .. wuuhoo !!!!

This is nice ... read it ...



Don't take that bad day out on someone you know, take it out on someone you
DON'T know !!!!


Now get this. I was sitting at my desk, when I remembered a phone call I had to
make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered saying, "Hello?" I
politely said, "This is Fred Hanifin and could I please speak to Robin Carter?"
Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me! I couldn't believe that anyone could
be that rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her.

She had transposed the last two digits incorrectly.

After I hung up with Robin, I spotted the wrong number still lying there on my
desk. I decided to call it again. When the same person once more answered, I
yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up.

Next to his phone number I wrote the word "asshole," and put it in my Desk
drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills, or had a really bad day,
I'd call him up. He'd answer, and I'd yell, "You're an asshole!" It would always
cheer me up.

Later in the year the Phone Company introduced caller ID.

This was a real setback for me; I would have to stop calling the asshole.

Then one day I had an idea. I dialed his number and when I heard his voice,
"Hello?" I made up a name. "Hi. I'm with the Telephone Company and I'm just
calling to see if you'd be interested in our caller ID program?" "No!" he
shouted and slammed the phone down.
I quickly called him back and said, "That's because you're an asshole!"



Keep reading this, it gets better!

Some time later I was looking for a parking spot at the shopping center. An old
lady really took her time pulling out of a parking space. I didn't think she was
ever going to leave. Finally, her car began to move and she started to very
slowly back out of the slot. I backed up a little more to give her plenty of
room to pull out. "Great", I thought, "she's finally leaving."
All of a sudden this black BMW comes flying up the parking aisle in the wrong
direction and pulls into her space. I hit the horn and started yelling, "You
can't do that. I was here first!"

The guy climbed out of his BMW completely ignoring me. He walked toward the
shopping center as if I didn't even exist. I thought to myself, "This guy's
another asshole; there sure are a lot of assholes in this world."
Then, I noticed he had a "For Sale" sign in the back window of his car. I wrote
down the phone number. Then, I hunted for another place to park.

A couple of days later, I'm sitting at my desk.

I had just gotten off the phone after calling 823-4863 and yelling, "You're an
asshole!" (It's really easy since I have his number on speed dial now.)

I noticed the phone number of the guy with the black BMW there on my desk and
thought I'd better call this guy, too. After a couple rings, someone answered
the phone and said, "Hello."

I said, "Is this the man with the black BMW for sale?"
"Yes, it is."
"Can you tell me where I can see it?"
"Yes, I live at 1802 West 34th street. It's a yellow house and the car's parked
right out front."
I said, "What's your name?"

"My name is Don Hansen."
"When's a good time to catch you, Don?"
"I'm home in the evenings."
"Listen, Don, can I tell you something?"
"Sure..."
"Don, you're an asshole!" And I slammed the phone down.
Then, I added Don Hansen's number to my speed dialer. I must say, for a while
things seemed to be going much better for me.

Now, when I had a problem I had two assholes to call. Then, after several
months of calling the assholes and hanging up on them, it just wasn't as
enjoyable as it used to be. I gave the problem some serious thought and came up
with this solution:

First, I had my phone speed dial asshole #1.
A man answered nicely, "Hello?"
I yelled, "You're an asshole!" but I didn't hang up.
The asshole said, "Are you still there?"
I said, "Yeah."
He said, "Stop calling me."
I said, "Make me."
He said, "What's your name, pal?"
So I told him, "Don Hansen."
He said, "Where do you live?"
"1802 West 34th Street. It's a yellow house and my black BMW's parked out
front."
"I'm coming over right now, Don. You'd better start saying your prayers."
"Yeah, like I'm really scared, asshole!" and I hung up.
Then I called asshole #2.

Don Hansen answered, "Hello?"
I said, "Hello, asshole."
He said, "If I ever find out who you are..."
"You'll what?"
"I'll kick your ass."
"Well, here's your chance. I'm coming over right now, asshole." And I hung up.
Then I picked up the phone and called the police. I told them I was on my way
to 1802 West 34th Street and that I was going to kill my gay lover as soon as I
got there. Another quick call to Channel 13 about the gang war going on down on
West 34th Street.
After that I climbed into my car and headed over to 34th Street to watch the
whole thing.

Glorious satisfaction!

Watching two assholes kicking the crap out of each other in front of 6 squad
cars, a police helicopter and a news crew was one of the greatest experiences of
my life!


Now you know what to do if you have a really bad day.

Have a nice day

watched Never Been Kissed just now... nice movie ...

where do i get these tests? well ... EMODE of course ...
just click on the EMODE ... ahha

What's Your True Color?

Yellow

You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

What Kind of Sexy Are You?


Farhan Suhada, you're Shy 'n' Sexy

When it comes to sex appeal, you have it — and you know it. It's just that you hold it back until you're more secure with the person of your affections. Were you the kind of kid who was nervous about the first day of school even though you knew you were smart enough to compete? Read more about how you're sexy...

Let's face it, you probably know what you're great at, it's just getting over that initial bump of meeting someone new, getting used to them, and warming up to a situation that gives people the impression you might be a little more tame than others. But look out. Because when you reach your comfort level, you're in the zone.

Your lovers are the lucky ones because they're the only people who really know what lies beneath your timid exterior. Sure you might shy away from steamy looks in public. But get you behind closed doors and you're ready to unleash your true sexual powers. You may be shy, but you know how to hook and reel 'em in.

Farhan Suhada, you're a Critic!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Critic which means you are a Thinker / Success. Your primary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics.

That means you're complex, thoughtful and never content to skate on the surface. Chances are you veer towards being so analytical and introspective that even positive qualities can seem like faults. The truth is that you have a very perceptive, gentle spirit.

How do we know all this? How do we know that you hate chaos at work and prefer a structured environment? Or that sometimes you feel undervalued by your boss? How could we have divined that there's a part deep inside you that's aching to make more money?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Critic.

And that's just scratching the surface.