Thursday, March 04, 2004

My gift is my song and this one’s for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It maybe quite simple but now that it's done
Hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words, how wonderful life is
Now you’re in the world

I sat on the roof and I kicked off the moss
Well some of these verses well they, they got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on.

So excuse my forgetting, but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is - what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simply but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Saturday, February 28, 2004

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Chorus
I told you how I felt,
I told you what it meant,
But I still haven't changed your mind,
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard...

Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny what's inside...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon,
Cause you're dying inside...

Yes, I'm a man, but I cry,
I have fears, I won't lie...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Come on, babe, you know it, girl,
Anyone who looks can see that I'm right,
There's a chance here, we could take it,
Or regret it for the rest of our lives...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?
wahhahaha.. so true.. ;)

AQUARIUS MAN



Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long.

A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with "Love". He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before.He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is "excitement" and "Love goes on".

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

Saturday, February 21, 2004

right... so i've just ended my 3 days of SITUATIONAL TEST(sittest). it's worse than my 7 days of field camp. ahhh.. imagine, u have to do artillery drill to every stations?!?! leapord crawl for 150m... tied to the person in front and behind of u... sniper drill near lalang grounds... all thorns around... ahhh... i'm officially a Charlie Angel as of yesterday... hahaha...

and oh.. what is sittest eh? well.. it's this 3 day field camp thingie where they separate you into details or groups to see if you have potential for OCS and SISPEC. from Alpha to November to see if you have potential for OCS and SISPEC. each team consists of 15 members and everyone is specialised in certain vocations, like Medic, Signal, navigator, demolition, claymore, and LAW gunner (Light Anti-tank Weapon). fucking heavy.. haha i was the LAW gunner... nb... the thing keeps hitting on my head and back and wings... ahhh...
anyway, it's over... just waiting for my posting.. hahaha.. in 5 weeks time!!!

finally.. no more field camp... next week will be shiong... BCCT (Basic Close Combat Training), footdrills..(it's the first they have lessons on foot drills..) and IPPT, SOC.. hahaha.... still have route marches... 24km...(we've only done 8km so far, not total 8 km... one time 8km...) ahh... so.. more fun ahead... and i need to get my pull ups up... heh...
hahaha... cry on command... cheese cutter.... nb...

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero NameThe Ferret
Super PowerCan Cry On Command
EnemyThe Landlord
Mode Of TransportationUnicycle
WeaponCheese Cutter
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Saturday, February 14, 2004

You Believe! that there is more out of the box than
what the music-money hungry brainwashers have
to offer! Thank you for your vote it has
helped me believe that their are still those of
you who know that the music industry sucks (not
all the way......but most of it) and you're
constantly hoping for better music to come
along.


MUSIC: Has MTV/Music Industry Brainwashed You Or Do You Know What REAL Music Is?
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You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.


What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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DesireFun
Fun. You Truly Desire Fun. Your always willing and
ready to play a game, whatever it may be. But
be careful, you cn tend to get a little too
competitive.

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What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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hahaha.. this one i dont trust... grrr...

The sexy and hot spike whit drusila
Your seductive spike you can get all the girl and
you do get all the girls .... your a real
player vamp


"What Spike (from buffy the vamp slayer) personality are you?"
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You don't like Spike!


Are you a Spike addict?
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Morpheus
Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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hahaha wtf?!?!

legolas
Congratulations! You're Legolas!


Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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redeemed!draco
Redeemed!Draco - You're used an awful lot in
idealistic fics. You're clean of that Dark Lord
nonsense and have moved on to bigger, very OOC
things. Usually paired with Hermione or Ginny.


Which Draco Fanfiction Cliche are You?
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ang
You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.

"And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world. But
the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and
end to purity."


Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.

As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your
word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to yourself
and do what's right. Angels are the best
friends to have because they are brutally
honest.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Saturday, February 07, 2004

hahaha... go figure.. *winkz*

FAE
You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!


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ahh.. one of those days that i'm able to update. haha. 6days... training's getting tougher.. haha.. no sweat *riteeeee* my section's great. haha.. somehow, i come to realise that TOP jc students are stupid. seriously, they are. they get distinctions and stuff, but actually, when it comes to practical or applying what they learn... they are nothing but a bunch of idiots.

ha.. there was once when the platoon below my bunk came to our level to take a shower. i mean, instructions were given that u can only use the toilets in ur level. but these idiots juz came in.. and took their time to use our toilet. cb... oh, and once, their sergeant came to us and said that we have no discipline, we are too "welfare" and this and that. but he didnt realise that his platoon is very undisciplined (yes, his platoon always get punished. mine only at times.) no manners, always trying to outdo my platoon and those stuff. ah.. complains complains...

and yesterday, they filled their mess tins with food that covers above the brim. and some of them still can pass the message to the front to take more... cant they just be considerate and think of others?? no wonder they get punished everyday... and my platoon just get to eat eggs and rice... (exception for me cos i get to eat the muslim food. haha)

and thus, it's proven. the higher someone is in the education qualifications(there are exceptiosn though, but only a handful), the more selfish they are, more competitive, more stupid, more rebellious.... i say... fuck them..

Saturday, January 24, 2004

going back to camp tmrw.. hahaha.. what a life.. 5 days.. so fast.. 6 days in camp.. so long...
i know i know.. i love NS.. but.. hahaha.. no buts...

haha.. 19 years old.. jeez... cant believe it.. so fast.... ahhhh...

Thursday, January 22, 2004

So you're scared to show your feelings
Baby I do understand
Well I don't make a promise I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good friend

In those big green eyes I see a glow of love
I just hope I'm the one you're dreaming of

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one

We spend all our time together
We can't stand to sleep alone
When you say you have to leave for now
I miss you before you're gone

All along we thought this was absurd (absurd)
Every moment we spend goes by too fast
Darling Darling take this chance with me
Cause I have eyes only for you
Oh baby

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
For you

Don't be scared to show your feelings
Cause baby I do understand
And I don't make promises that I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good man

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Tiada ku sangka
Bola-bola api
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar
Begitulah jua
Harapan padamu
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar

Biar saja
Aku jadi
Penggantinya
Di sisimu
Kau yang cantik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel
Di hatiku

Ku tahu kau diluka oleh teman lama

Oh pertama kali
Aku mengenalmu
Kau selalu tersenyum
Tersenyum padaku
Dan seperti jua
Bola-bola api
Makin semarak cinta
Cintaku padamu

Boleh saja
Kau jadilah
Penggantinya
Di sisiku
Kau yang baik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel di hatiku

;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

nice song~ not meant for anyone though... hmm...