the ants that crawled into our drinks.. haha.. can spot them/??
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nothing better to do kaaannnn
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mrt station~ i like this photo.. haha
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yesterday was SENTOSA OUTING day! haha.. yeah.. it's a whole bunch of us la *as can be seen in the pictures* we were supposed to meet at 10 initially.. then at 1030.. and den, me, sayang and hafiz the bro reached harbourfront at 1107... hahaha.. :X and that's because someone had to be in aardwolf doing global quest... when he knows he has to be there early.. hahaha...

so anyway, we just headed towards sentosa.. haha.. there's this bus at the interchange that has free shuttle service into the island.. island's island.. heh.. entry fee into the island is 3 dollars made payable at the visitor centre... then we took the yellow line or was it red..? hmm.. anyways, one of the bus service lines la.. and stopped at the first beach we saw.. hhaha.. and i think people were probably wondering why these kids in jeans and tshirts and shoes are going to the beach.. wahah..

yeah.. so we got an empty area.. and realised it was too hot.. *rolls eyes* and we spread the mat on the sheltered area nearby.. haha.. few hours later, it got hot.. and stayed hot till the end of the day... WAHAHA.. den was sticky and smelly and uncomfortable ah..

and AND.. i got a surprise of my life.. cos apparently, sayang BOUGHT me a GUITAR!! *faints* sheesh.. it's expensive lorrr.... aiyaa.. and she gave it to me yesterday.. together with the bag.. i'm just... speechless la.. it's... expensive.. la... and hafiz can still say it's $2k... thank you sayang... you shouldnt have laa..

uhhu... and she decides to drop me at my mrt station yesterday.. haha.. and i have this bright idea to like have her send me off at the mrt station after every outing we have.. heh.. *looks at YOU* you got HAFIZ to accompany YOU WHAT!! *laughs*

okie la.. till next time...

stand by me...
nobody knows....
the way it's gonna be....
*strum strum strum*

i spent the whole entire day yesterday with sayang. *smiles* i really really really missed her... missed her smile.. missed her laugh.. *melts* hahaha.. *sheepish smile* yeah..

so early yesterday morning, my flight was delayed for 30 mins due to some paperwork that SIA has to do... so instead of landing at 0730hrs, we landed around 0745.. and after walking across the entire departure gates, we reached the arrival hall where we waited to collect our luggage.. the whole place looks the same since last i visit, which was in year 2000... haha..

so anyway, i waited for the rest of the camp's permanent staffs to collect their own luggage.. everyone managed to find theirs except ahmad jabbar.. apparently, he used the new duffel bag in which every other troops were using... *laughs his head off* so in the end, we left him and shaffiq back at the airport cos i cant wait to see my gf... hahaha....

oh yah, by the way, i got stopped at the brunei custom check cos the officer said i was bringing in a kris.. *rolls eyes* it's a freaking souvenir from their own country.. it's not like nail clipper or whatever shit la.. thing is, it looks like a small sword.. yeah.. so he was making a fuss abt it.. and i just, oh.. i didnt know.. then he asked his friend who told him it was okie... and he still make a fuss abt it.. den he wanted to see my superior la.. aper la.. den he tried to convince his friend again.. hahaha.. his friend tell him it's alright.. cheh.. and he let me in.. i'm like, heah?! it's like, the whole plane is SAF personnel.. why is he making a fuss of it seh... hahaha.. if it's commercial, i understand la... maybe i JI ker.. aper ker... but the whole plane is our own ppl..

and so, back to singapore cutom check.. hahaha.. the police always have this accusing look on you.. and all they have to do is see how you respond to it.. heah.. i just quickly move out of the place... wahahha.. so, out of the arrival gate, i was "cooly" looking for my darling.. wahhaha.. and den.. and DEN!!! i saw her sitting nearby and having this big big huge smile on her face.. haha.. so i walked towards her la.. composing myself.. trying to look.. erm.. normal? hahaa.. den my friend called me from the other side.. WAHAHHAHA.. so i had to cooly *again* turn to answer to his questions.. wahahahha.. den i turn and MEET UP WITH HER!! wahaha.. *very very happy.. exalted... ecstatic* wahhaha

den i saw faiz there too.. haha.. faiz my brother.. khekhekhe.. and he definitely look very very dark.. darker than me.. hahaha.. must be cos of all the trainings they had... dragon boat katerkannnnn.... haha.. den we go haave breakfast at mcdonalds.. before taking a taxi ride back home.. hahaha..

den we went to watch a play at laselle SIA.. it's called, the jungle book... hahaha.. mowgli, balu, nobita, doraemon, giant.. wahaha.. anyway, the last 3 characters wasnt there.. ah.. erm.. nvm.. haha... *at this VERY moment, sayang is typing abt these too* chuckles.. yah.. so her friend casted in the play.. it was a great play... except the last part of the show where i didnt understand what the whole story is abt and i fell asleep.. wahahha.. i tried very hard not to let sayang see that i was sleeping... haha.. but she saw anyway.. :P

den after the show, we met up with her friend, theresa, and talked and talked la.. i as usual, keep quiet.. hahaha.. anyway, her friend said that someone told her that they spotted people sleeping during the show.. wahahahah!! and i just winked at darling.. :P

so after the play, we had a chill out session at long john silver's balls.. erm.. seats.. erm.. fish.. ah.. silver's restaurant.. hahahahaha.. silver's what goddamnit.. *eric cartman's voice* hahaha.. yeah.. we chilled for a while.. talked abt stuffs... and then it was time to send her for tuition... and so we did.. and i fetched her later that night.. wahahha.. semangat seh farhan...

so , whole day spent with sayang... *smiles* nice... and as of yesterday, 3 days havent sleep.. hahaha...

and... meeting her again today~!!! wahahha.. oh yah, she wrote abt events that i didnt write here.. wow.. weirdness.. cos we typed at the same time.. :P

i love you sayang!!
*hugs*

flight... SQ8991 ... arrival time ... 0730hrs... date.... 28TH APRIL!!!!!!!!!!! wahhaha... ciao!

welcome home farhan.. hahaha..

*hugs her* and this is for my dearest.. *smiles*


I see forever when I look in your eyes
You're all I ever wanted, I always want you to be mine
Let's make a promise 'till the end of time
We'll always be together, and our love will never die

So here we are face to face and heart to heart
I want you to know we will never be apart
Now I believe that wishes can come true
'Cause I see my whole world
I see only you

Chorus:
When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes

I've looked for you all of my life
Now that I've found you, we will never say goodbye
I can't stop this feeling and there's nothing I can do
'Cause I see everything, when I look at you

Chorus

When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
We will always be together, and our love will never die
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes
When I look into your eyes


************************

take care on the way home... i love you..

Don't Look Back In Anger

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a rock 'n' roll band
Who'll throw it all away

Gonna I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you said
At least not today

let's see.. hmm.. i havent been online for a quite some time and i noticed that yahoo! has a new layout... -_-' and that's coming from someone who is always online every other minute everyday.. hahaha.. it's really a new thing here.. i mean, straight up, there's really nothing to do here... all you can do is play sports, watch dvd, train physically by running and jogging every day and night, or buy toys and play... hahaha.. recently what people has been buying is the radio controlled petrol miniature cars... in a way it's fun cos probably we're born to watch things move round and round and round and dont get bored.. hahaha.. like formula 1 or even soccer, where all your shoutings and anger and whatever shit will not even affect the game... heh.. so i'm sort of pressured to get one for myself la... which will cost around 350 brunei ringgit at least.. hahaha.. it's cool la.. but long term.. i guess it'll need lots of maintenance.. hahaha...

the pay's good here... i'm like earning 1000 plus per month.. last month i got 1400 allowance.. hahaha.. and on top of that, i have 400 more in brunei.. so that's a total of 1800 for that month.. this month a little lower.. i got 1500 total.. yeah.. probably next month will go up again cos of backpay.. let's just say 1500 per month.. 3 months, i'll have like 4500 alrrreeaaadddyyy.. hahahaa.. *wriggles his eyebrows as he rubs his hands wistfully* *thinks* hmm.. den can buy laptop, can buy digital camera, buy hard disk, ahahaha.. yummyyy....

lalala.. so u see, at least, by getting a laptop or digital camera, it's worth in the long run... *not that i'm running now* hahahaha..

and my dearest sweetheart can't be online tonight cos she's out with her mum.. have fun~

and sooooo i'll have to spend another long long night alone here.. haha.. hmm i'm starting to think that since i've started to do guard commander duty, i didnt get to talk to sweetie as much as before.. *shrugs* probably it's just duty.. or probably it's just the wrong dates... but anyways, it's already more than 3 weeks since i've had a long long chat with her.. *shrugs* doesnt matter la... if she's online then good lor.. if not, then i'll just log off and save the credit for use at other times..

and so my man ronny.. it's been a while .. no.. it's been waaayyy long since we;ve chatted.. hahaha.. sorry la.. most of the time you messaged me when i'm abt to go for duty.. hahaha.. in the end, we didnt get to chat.. so yeah... maybe when i'm back in singapore yah? hahahaha

oh oh..... i'll be back sometime this month.. wahhaha.. soon soon.... *laughs*

i'm online alone tonight.. like, there's really no one online.. not even my brothers, my sec sch friends, my SC mates and even my darling.. no, dun get me wrong here.. i told her to get extra sleep tonight, that's all.. and i just hope that she really can get her sleep.. now, i dunno if i should sms her or just keep quiet.. thing is, i dun wanna wake her up in case she DID managed to get sleep..

normally, when i'm on guard duty (like i am now), we'll always be online the entire night cos that's when i usually get to use the computer uninterrupted... sort of like, erm, revenge for not getting to go online everyday.. *small laugh* sighs.. oh well...

i'm feeling very sick today.. it probably got worse as the day passed... i remembered waking up feeling all cold and shivering.. den i did my prayers.. and i dun feel like sleeping.. haha.. so i went for a morning jog/run for a while before i go shower and have breakfast... (wahahah.. yeah) i guess my workload for the past few days has been negligible.. and sometimes, it gets a little too boring.. hey what do you expect from here seh.. everyday see the same thing.. haha.. i mean, even if we DO have our OWN collection of dvds, it'll probably last for a few days like these... hahaha..

so, my body started to feel feverish till guard duty.. and now, my nose's stuck and runny at the same time, you know the kind where it's blocked since you cant pull it in and then it starts dripping out of your nose uncontrollably.. eww... lucky i brought along a piece of cloth.. haha.. to blow my nose off...*blows nose at this instance* *looks at hp* sighs...

oh well, i guess i'll just let her sleep... and not sms.. yeah..

*unsent sms*
*sits gently beside her bed, watching her sleeping peacefully* *slowly pulls her blanket over her, brushing her hair gently away from her face and kisses her forehead* *whispers in her ears* sweet dreams sayang.. may it last.. oh, tell THEM to find me so that you can sleep.. *smiles* i love you.. nite...

good night everyone...
good night my love...

*faints*
guard duty here is.. *shrugs* wonderful?
hahaha..

to those of you who hate guard duty in singapore, dun bother coming here.. haha..

firstly, there's like5 guard duty per month.. minimum..
then sentry's 3 hours.. hahaha... and u get visits from bugs like grasshoppers, stink bugs, scorpion looking cockroach, mosquitoes and those related by blood or species.. and mind you, they dun come in small numbers... they come in hordes.. meaning the whole place is swarmed by these bugs.. hahaha..

so i was just out of the warzone.. and now talking to sayang.. who's having toothache.. haha..

april's coming!!! wahhahaha...

For the girl I've loved for a long long time...
Just want to wish you..

Happy 10th Month Anniversary~!!



10 months..
wow..
life will never be the same without you..
without your love...
without knowing that there's someone out there who really loves you for who you are...
your wonderful side that only she knows...
your nonsense side that makes her sad..
yet she's still there to let you know that she still loves you...

where else can i find someone so wonderful as Noorhana Atiqah?
loving, trusting, caring, understanding, and expensive sometimes.. *laughs*
in a sense that i spend a lot on sms and calls cos of her.. haha.. *winks*

and since it'll be 10 months in a few hours time, i hope you'll see this when u get home from school...
i miss you...
see you later sayang!

Forever & always...
Farhan...

i was a fireman today.. hahaha

long story.. cut it short, i'm one of the guard personnel today and so i have to fight fire.. hahaha.. i just had maggi in the morning when the alarm sounded.. heh.. and i ran, with my stomach full to report for duty.. hahaha.. it was great.. haha.. i'll update later i hope..

i bought lots of dvds here.. hahaha.. and guess what? they costs 3 bucks for the dvd 5 and 8 bucks for dvd 9... but if u buy 3 dvd 9, it'll cost 10 bucks..and 5 dvd 5 will cost 10 bucks too...
hahaha.. there's also the 2 in one and 3 in one dvds... and buying 4 and 3 of each will cost 10 bucks.. wahha.. anyway, am not makiing sense..

sooooo... that was my second day out of camp to bandar (bandar seri begawan) hahaha.. and i learnt how to take the bus around the town.. hahaha.. just a one day outing.. haha.. went to this place called Gadong.. where they had *stretches out his hand as he says* The Mall.... hahaha.. yeah.. ah.. *doesnt know what else to say*

oh well.. i dun want to think abt things right now... just spoiling the mood... i'll try to update on some stuffs... some other time...*smiles*

hey...
just another update...

i passed IPPT!! wahhaha.. meaning i can come back after 3 months... which probably is in april.. hahaha... yeah...

everything's great here... everyone's alright...

am going out of camp to bandar tmrw... sooo.. hahaha.. s hopping!!! haha..

and i miss everyone in singapore... ibu, ayah, faiz, fadhilah, farah.. hahaha... sighs..

i miss compouter... wahha.. i miss my games...

and i miss hana too.. :P

oh well.. life goes on! i'm applying for license here in may... wahhahahaa!!! lalala...

i'm doing fine here....
everything's fine.. except the occasional "i miss you" mood...
hahaha.. sighs..

it's almost end of january...
and... i feel like going home...
haha..
home's better than being in the camp 24/7....

it's true...

haha.. i guess this blog will be very.. very.. slow in updating... i'm sorry...
i need to pay for internet access here.. hahaha...

anyway, i'm fine here... with aircon bunks and water heaters... hahaha.. and all rooms have own tvs and radios.. some have xbox and playstation 2.. hahaha...

and as of now, i dunno how much my bill will be.. hehe.. it's a lot i guess.. i dunno.. but i'm sure my allowance can pay them off.. hahaha...

hope everyone's doing great.. i'm still alive here.. hahaha...

see ya around~

so here i am in brunei.. temburong..
listening to the sounds of the crickets...
thinking of the loved ones....
thinking of sayang....

got not much time to blog.. hahaha... well u see, i'm on prepaid card here.. and i have one hour to do everything before someone else gets their turn..
interesting trip i'd say...

hahaha... was at changi airport around 1200.. which was 30 mins before the gates open for luggage check in. only my parents see me off from the airport.. haha.. no big hoohas... :P yeah~ the point is, it was freezing over there.. and my jacket's with .. hehe.. u know.. my darling. so i was hugging and hugging myself for warmth... den we checked in luggage and i had 2 hours till departure time...

went inside the transit area.. and found myself loads of xbox and free internet access with mic and camera!! wahhahaha.. so i spent my time there chatting with some ppl who appear to be online at that time.. which was around 1am... when it's almost 2, i decided to walk slowly to the gates la... and den, the announcement came and called for me.. wahhaha... said i have to report there.. NOW! waahhH~~~

i got the window seat... hehe.. looked at the left wing of the plane.. had a light meal, which was chicken and rice.. hahaha.. and i fell asleep with orange juice in hand and an empty cup beside it... wahhaha... i woke up feeling very sharp pain in the right ear... lasted till we landed... aiya.. haha.. and my cup was gone.. hahah.. they took it away when i slept.. heh...

we boarded a coach... hmm well i have to stop here.. no time to blog already... good night everyone.. just know that i reach brunei airport at 430.. and reached my camp at 9.. wahhaha go figure.. took a boat here.. :P

and of cos, i miss my sayang a lot a lot... miss noorhana atiqah... i love u..
i'll see you in 3 months i hope... or i'll wait till 6 months which i CAN take regardless of ippt... nite... sweet dreams baby... i will... *muacks*

currently in the departure hall!! and there's xbbox!!!! wuuhoo!!! and guess what?! the msn has WEBCAM ON!!!! wahhahahahah!!! sexxaayyyY~~!!!!

tonight, i have to go...
a part of me used to be enthusiastic about it...
used to love the thought of getting
somehow it's not here anymore...

i love to see you near..
i love to hear your voice on the phone...
and in person...
and i cant bear to leave all this for money...

loving you has been the best hobby...
the best gift anyone could have...
and to see you smile after all the effort...
it just makes life worth living for...

and i reach out my hand...
one last time before i leave...
so hold it close like u'll never want to let go...
cos you're the only one for me...

-Farhan Suhada