tonight's very cold... i'm sitting down on my bed, typing this. :D
*looks at sayang's reply*
*smiles* i'll sleep in a while. i just thought that i'd like to put up this song for all you lovebirds out there. *beams* to me, there's no harm in loving the other with all your heart, even if it means there's a lot more to lose if things doesnt work out.
It still FEELS like the first night together,
Feels like the first kiss,
and it's getting BETTER baby.
No one can better this,
still holding on, you're still the ONE.
First time our eyes met,
same feeling I get,
only feels much STRONGER,
and I will love you longer,
you still turn the fire on.
So if you're feeling lonely don't,
you're the ONLY ONE I ever want.
I only want to make it good,
so if I love you a little more than I should.
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving u
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me I need you like I do
Please believe me for what I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like the best time together,
feels like the first touch,
still getting closer baby,
can't get close enough.
Still holding on you're still number ONE.
I REMEMBER the smell of your skin.
I REMEMBER everything.
I REMEMBER all your moves.
I REMEMBER YOU, yeah...
I REMEMBER the nights, you know I still do.
So if you're feeling lonely don't,
you're the only one I ever want.
I only want to make it good,
so if I love you a little more than I should.
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving u
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me I need you like I do
Please believe me for what I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you....
*beams* i hope you read it instead of thinking it's part of a song. It means more when it's read. :D though it sounds better with the music.. hehehehe... anyways.. if you have loved ones, be sure to treasure them 'cos you'll never know when you will get to see them again... *smiles*
going to sleep now... *turns over to sayang and gives her a hug* *whispers* good night my dear... i love you... *winks* sweet dreams as always... i can't stop loving you...
Monday, November 21, 2005
today, i went back to brunei. i had my most wonderful time again the past 12 days. in 12 days, i did the usual things that i do before. and in that same 12 days, i learnt new things. ahhaha. in my life, i've NEVER roller bladed before, and i managed to ICE SKATE in 1 day. *beams* i learnt how to play puzzle pirates and intimidate the captain! wahhahaha.. but i'm sad that within 12 days, many things happen to keep us occupied, and i had wished time moved slower.
earlier today, mum, farah, and hana darling sent me to the airport. hehe. i woke up at 0830 exactly. hmmm *taps chin* and darling was up earlier. haha. then, i told mum that my darling is coming over for breakfast and she got farah to clean the house. :D then i picked sayang from the bus stop cos it was raining, we got to the house, and then we went for breakfast at McDonalds'. Mum bought mee siam in the morning but i didn't think my stomach will make it to brunei.. ahaahha.. but i didn't tell mum that.. *winks* by the way, i haven't eaten mee siam for almost 7 months... and that sucks! heh.
so after breakfast, we took the taxi towards the airport. the driver was very very very quiet on the way.. ahaha.. that's cos everyone in the taxi was talking most of the journey.. :D then farah had an upsized meal at burger king while me and sayang entertained mum and farah with magic... hahaha... it's just 6 cards with numbers and we can read their mind the numbers that they chose. hehe.. oh, i almost forgot. i met staff azalani and his "wife",which he claimed, at the airport too. hahaha. apparently he was sending her off back to brunei on the same flight as yours truly. after burger king, we went window shopping there and farah bought some handphone chains... ahahha.. *shrugs* don't ask me why.. haha.. so we headed over to the departure gate, took some pictures and said my goodbyes... and sayang had to comment on the guy who's riding on the airport's mopping machine. haha.. she said, "imagine if a malay mat is riding on it, and then he wink wink at girls while on the machine... *laughs*" ooookie darling... hahaha...
inside the lounge, i met MR JARED OH!!!! ahahahha.. he was my physics teacher back in temasek secondary and he RECOGNISED ME!! ahaha.. cept that he forgot my name, which is normal.. haha.. cos i forget people's names too.. yeah.. so we talked for a while, and found out he's going over to brunei with temasekians for the foreign exchange programme! how cool is that la.. hahaha.. during my time, it was with the australians.. ahha.. and the chicks were huge.. so, no motivation... wahahhaha.. wah lau, brunei girls... aahhhh.. *looks at darling* *quickly changes topic* anyway, haha.. we boarded the plane. it was an airbus. there's three seats on each side and only one aisle. hehe.. narrow giler2 nyer... there's no personal tv for everyone and it's replaced with an overhead screen. ahahhaa.. it's this small screen where every 3 rows, there's one overhead. *laughs* another special feature of this airline is that they will pray first for a safe flight before every take off. it will be featured on the screen and the words for us to say the prayer. for muslims only of cos. as for me, i got the aisle seat. and i think the air stewardess was looking at me for quite some time before she decides that i'm probably not interested.. hahaha.. padan muka... and u all might be wondering why i say that right? haha.. cos she rubbed her butt on my shoulder for quite a while even after i pulled my arm away. and then, while serving customers their lunch, we was glancing over for quite some time.. ahhahaha... i knew that cos i was watching the overhead tv, and one heads to the right of the tv was her face. ah... it's not that she's not pretty or not attractive la.. haha.. but i'm just not interested. end of story. haha.. so on the plane, there's an old man sitting on my left. he's singaporean but he worked in brunei for 25 years already. he has 2 kids who are married, maybe he has more cos he just talked abt the 2.. ahahha.. he owned a business over here in brunei. selling computer appliances over at centrepoint, gadong. haha. i'll probably drop by someday to see him.. and get my computer stuffs!! i assumed he's very rich cos he travelled home every month. so that's 3 weeks working, 1 week back in singapore. i asked why he didnt bring his wife along and he said he dun have to cos he's always back every month.. hahaha.. oookie... guess he doesnt want the priviledges of marriage.. WAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAA... or maybe waiting longer would mean more tension for him.. WAHHAHAHAHAHHA... *whistles*
but i can't forget the way the airplane landed at Brunei International Airport. we were swaying left and right as the plane was descending. then it tilts left and right continuously as though the pilot cant control the rudder. then the wheels screeched as it touched the ground, the front of the plane "crashed" hard and bounced as the wheels starts its motion...at that moment, i tot we were gonna crash already seh... wah lau.. and after that, i'm in brunei soil all over again.. just waiting for time to pass by.. which would be less than 2 months now.. wahhahahaha...
oh, and my replacement's name is PTE HAFIZ!!!!! wth.. is there NO OTHER name in the world? ahhhahaha... so, till next time wonderful readers of mine... hahaha.. *winks*
oh, and all this is typed in MY NEW LAPTOP! wahhahaha.. :P
and sayang: nightmares are normal. and it do feel real. i've been researching on the possibility of being alive without moving ourselves. ie, matrix.. it's just the brain in action. and the possibility of dying in this matrix is very very possible... especially when u believe that the matrix is real... that's when u'll die in it... sounds familiar huh?
ahhaah.. okie bye!
earlier today, mum, farah, and hana darling sent me to the airport. hehe. i woke up at 0830 exactly. hmmm *taps chin* and darling was up earlier. haha. then, i told mum that my darling is coming over for breakfast and she got farah to clean the house. :D then i picked sayang from the bus stop cos it was raining, we got to the house, and then we went for breakfast at McDonalds'. Mum bought mee siam in the morning but i didn't think my stomach will make it to brunei.. ahaahha.. but i didn't tell mum that.. *winks* by the way, i haven't eaten mee siam for almost 7 months... and that sucks! heh.
so after breakfast, we took the taxi towards the airport. the driver was very very very quiet on the way.. ahaha.. that's cos everyone in the taxi was talking most of the journey.. :D then farah had an upsized meal at burger king while me and sayang entertained mum and farah with magic... hahaha... it's just 6 cards with numbers and we can read their mind the numbers that they chose. hehe.. oh, i almost forgot. i met staff azalani and his "wife",which he claimed, at the airport too. hahaha. apparently he was sending her off back to brunei on the same flight as yours truly. after burger king, we went window shopping there and farah bought some handphone chains... ahahha.. *shrugs* don't ask me why.. haha.. so we headed over to the departure gate, took some pictures and said my goodbyes... and sayang had to comment on the guy who's riding on the airport's mopping machine. haha.. she said, "imagine if a malay mat is riding on it, and then he wink wink at girls while on the machine... *laughs*" ooookie darling... hahaha...
inside the lounge, i met MR JARED OH!!!! ahahahha.. he was my physics teacher back in temasek secondary and he RECOGNISED ME!! ahaha.. cept that he forgot my name, which is normal.. haha.. cos i forget people's names too.. yeah.. so we talked for a while, and found out he's going over to brunei with temasekians for the foreign exchange programme! how cool is that la.. hahaha.. during my time, it was with the australians.. ahha.. and the chicks were huge.. so, no motivation... wahahhaha.. wah lau, brunei girls... aahhhh.. *looks at darling* *quickly changes topic* anyway, haha.. we boarded the plane. it was an airbus. there's three seats on each side and only one aisle. hehe.. narrow giler2 nyer... there's no personal tv for everyone and it's replaced with an overhead screen. ahahhaa.. it's this small screen where every 3 rows, there's one overhead. *laughs* another special feature of this airline is that they will pray first for a safe flight before every take off. it will be featured on the screen and the words for us to say the prayer. for muslims only of cos. as for me, i got the aisle seat. and i think the air stewardess was looking at me for quite some time before she decides that i'm probably not interested.. hahaha.. padan muka... and u all might be wondering why i say that right? haha.. cos she rubbed her butt on my shoulder for quite a while even after i pulled my arm away. and then, while serving customers their lunch, we was glancing over for quite some time.. ahhahaha... i knew that cos i was watching the overhead tv, and one heads to the right of the tv was her face. ah... it's not that she's not pretty or not attractive la.. haha.. but i'm just not interested. end of story. haha.. so on the plane, there's an old man sitting on my left. he's singaporean but he worked in brunei for 25 years already. he has 2 kids who are married, maybe he has more cos he just talked abt the 2.. ahahha.. he owned a business over here in brunei. selling computer appliances over at centrepoint, gadong. haha. i'll probably drop by someday to see him.. and get my computer stuffs!! i assumed he's very rich cos he travelled home every month. so that's 3 weeks working, 1 week back in singapore. i asked why he didnt bring his wife along and he said he dun have to cos he's always back every month.. hahaha.. oookie... guess he doesnt want the priviledges of marriage.. WAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAA... or maybe waiting longer would mean more tension for him.. WAHHAHAHAHAHHA... *whistles*
but i can't forget the way the airplane landed at Brunei International Airport. we were swaying left and right as the plane was descending. then it tilts left and right continuously as though the pilot cant control the rudder. then the wheels screeched as it touched the ground, the front of the plane "crashed" hard and bounced as the wheels starts its motion...at that moment, i tot we were gonna crash already seh... wah lau.. and after that, i'm in brunei soil all over again.. just waiting for time to pass by.. which would be less than 2 months now.. wahhahahaha...
oh, and my replacement's name is PTE HAFIZ!!!!! wth.. is there NO OTHER name in the world? ahhhahaha... so, till next time wonderful readers of mine... hahaha.. *winks*
oh, and all this is typed in MY NEW LAPTOP! wahhahaha.. :P
and sayang: nightmares are normal. and it do feel real. i've been researching on the possibility of being alive without moving ourselves. ie, matrix.. it's just the brain in action. and the possibility of dying in this matrix is very very possible... especially when u believe that the matrix is real... that's when u'll die in it... sounds familiar huh?
ahhaah.. okie bye!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
hallluuuuu....
i woke up late today.. ahaha. supposed to meet sayang at 1230 but i woke up at 1216. wah lau eh.. ahhaha.. den i was like, shit shit shit... and called her, saying that i'm late.. heah... that's cos we played yahoo! pool late at night.. ahhaha.. till 4 am u~ :P
so now, i'm waiting for my friend to pass me my games... laughs.. that i bought from brunei. hehehe.. and i'm passing him his umbrella and shoes.. khekhekhe...
okie, think i have to go now...
to sayang: Muacks... i love u.. sorry for today... very very short ... yeah.. :D
i woke up late today.. ahaha. supposed to meet sayang at 1230 but i woke up at 1216. wah lau eh.. ahhaha.. den i was like, shit shit shit... and called her, saying that i'm late.. heah... that's cos we played yahoo! pool late at night.. ahhaha.. till 4 am u~ :P
so now, i'm waiting for my friend to pass me my games... laughs.. that i bought from brunei. hehehe.. and i'm passing him his umbrella and shoes.. khekhekhe...
okie, think i have to go now...
to sayang: Muacks... i love u.. sorry for today... very very short ... yeah.. :D
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
updates:
1)holiday-ing in singapore!
2)spent wonderful times with darling
3)bought a new laptop! ahhaha
4)went for 2 hari raya visitings
ahhahaa... yupz! finally glad that i'm home. brunei's taken a lot out of me. and the thought of going back there for another 2 months is just torture. aiya. what to do. if i'm not there, i'm here in singapore, and that means 0430 waking up, 0515 walking to interchange. ahhahaha.. and lesser pay.. but at least there's freedom.
going back next week on monday. have yet to confirm the flight details and i'm thinking of going today. then at the same time, can go and convert my driving license.. hehe. have been delaying it for quite some time now... :D
wahahaha.. alright, till then...
1)holiday-ing in singapore!
2)spent wonderful times with darling
3)bought a new laptop! ahhaha
4)went for 2 hari raya visitings
ahhahaa... yupz! finally glad that i'm home. brunei's taken a lot out of me. and the thought of going back there for another 2 months is just torture. aiya. what to do. if i'm not there, i'm here in singapore, and that means 0430 waking up, 0515 walking to interchange. ahhahaha.. and lesser pay.. but at least there's freedom.
going back next week on monday. have yet to confirm the flight details and i'm thinking of going today. then at the same time, can go and convert my driving license.. hehe. have been delaying it for quite some time now... :D
wahahaha.. alright, till then...
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
hello...?
HEELLLLOOOO????
am i .. still... alllive...?
wahhahahahhahaha...
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it's freaking hot here during fasting month.. hahaha
wondered when it'll be less hot... shrugs..
well, it rained every evening.. till night.. hahaha.. den no rain again...
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didnt use the computer much
even if i do, it'll be during guard duty...
and will be chatting with the sweetie.. hahaha
hence, 3 months of emptiness in this blog.. hahaha
not to worry, it'll change when i'm back home.. yaay~
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i was playing grand theft auto : san andreas earlier in the afternoon..
and i managed to fit a helicopter inside a car garage!
wahhahaha.. it's a low level garage....
so i had to slightly lift the heli off the ground, tilt the heli forward so that it moves...
hahahaha.. and on top of that, i squeezed 3 more cars inside with the heli.. WAHHAHAHHA..
well, nothing better to do per.. hahahaha
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miss you darling.. khekhekhekhe
muacks...
HEELLLLOOOO????
am i .. still... alllive...?
wahhahahahhahaha...
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it's freaking hot here during fasting month.. hahaha
wondered when it'll be less hot... shrugs..
well, it rained every evening.. till night.. hahaha.. den no rain again...
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didnt use the computer much
even if i do, it'll be during guard duty...
and will be chatting with the sweetie.. hahaha
hence, 3 months of emptiness in this blog.. hahaha
not to worry, it'll change when i'm back home.. yaay~
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i was playing grand theft auto : san andreas earlier in the afternoon..
and i managed to fit a helicopter inside a car garage!
wahhahaha.. it's a low level garage....
so i had to slightly lift the heli off the ground, tilt the heli forward so that it moves...
hahahaha.. and on top of that, i squeezed 3 more cars inside with the heli.. WAHHAHAHHA..
well, nothing better to do per.. hahahaha
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miss you darling.. khekhekhekhe
muacks...
Friday, June 10, 2005
Bila kita dalam salam perpisahan
Namun aku tetap bersamamu
Ku rasa bagai satu sentuhan
Dalam mimpi ku terbayang wajahmu
Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan
Semakin hari namun semakin rindu
Tapak tanganmu akan ku genggam
Akan ku sentuh ketika sayu
Untukmu akan ku semaikan
Cinta yang sejati tiada bandingan
Dalam kerinduan ku sendiri
Dalam kesyahduan kita hadapi
Warisan wanita terakhir
Jiwa raga ku serah
Kau ingin milik segalanya
Di mana kasihmu tiada kau memberi
Apa yang ku perlu hanya kau dapat memberi
Hanya satu yang ku pinta kasih
Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir
Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan
Semakin hari namun semakin rindu
Tapak tanganmu akan ku genggam
Akan ku sentuh ketika sayu
Untukmu akan ku semaikan
Cinta yang sejati tiada bandingan
Dalam kerinduan ku sendiri
Dalam kesyahduan kita hadapi
Warisan wanita terakhir
Jiwa raga ku serah
Kau ingin milik segalanya
Di mana kasihmu tiada kau memberi
Apa yang ku perlu hanya kau dapat memberi
Hanya satu yang ku pinta kasih
Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir
Hati sucimu ingin ku miliki
Hanya satu yang ku pinta... Kasih...
Kau warisan wanita ynag terakhir
Kau warisan wanita... Yang terakhir...
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You'll always be the only one.. *hugs*
No matter what comes between us..
kaulah.. warisan wanita terakhir.. buatku...
Namun aku tetap bersamamu
Ku rasa bagai satu sentuhan
Dalam mimpi ku terbayang wajahmu
Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan
Semakin hari namun semakin rindu
Tapak tanganmu akan ku genggam
Akan ku sentuh ketika sayu
Untukmu akan ku semaikan
Cinta yang sejati tiada bandingan
Dalam kerinduan ku sendiri
Dalam kesyahduan kita hadapi
Warisan wanita terakhir
Jiwa raga ku serah
Kau ingin milik segalanya
Di mana kasihmu tiada kau memberi
Apa yang ku perlu hanya kau dapat memberi
Hanya satu yang ku pinta kasih
Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir
Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan
Semakin hari namun semakin rindu
Tapak tanganmu akan ku genggam
Akan ku sentuh ketika sayu
Untukmu akan ku semaikan
Cinta yang sejati tiada bandingan
Dalam kerinduan ku sendiri
Dalam kesyahduan kita hadapi
Warisan wanita terakhir
Jiwa raga ku serah
Kau ingin milik segalanya
Di mana kasihmu tiada kau memberi
Apa yang ku perlu hanya kau dapat memberi
Hanya satu yang ku pinta kasih
Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir
Hati sucimu ingin ku miliki
Hanya satu yang ku pinta... Kasih...
Kau warisan wanita ynag terakhir
Kau warisan wanita... Yang terakhir...
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You'll always be the only one.. *hugs*
No matter what comes between us..
kaulah.. warisan wanita terakhir.. buatku...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
hey everyone.. i'm doing guard commander duty again tonight.. haha.. i'm actually covering for someone else since he has to go for the e-tour tmrw morning... yeah.. and as such, he cannot dismount early.. sooo, at first it kindda suck la cos overall i'm doing 5 duties this month.. actually.. 5 duties half a month.. haha.. and then, i'm activated when i'm on standby.. hahaha.. oh well, on the brighter note, i'll be able to talk to my sayang tonight! weee~~ oh .. she just came back from bangkok with her mum and aunts.. yepz~ *whispers to sayang* where's my bangkok girl? *chuckles*
brb...
oikie.. am back.. haha.. had to monitor the people that are throwing rubbish.. and ensure that each package has no SAF items in them.. hehehe.. and soo, i have to use MY hands to search the bag individually.. hahaha.. shrugs.. crappy.. and oh, i just heard that tmrw, another guard commander cannot do.. so i have to do again la~!! hahahaha cool!!! and that's liike... erm.. 6 guard duties half a month? hahahahaha.. steady la...
oh.. and sorry for the little updates.. *small smile* lazy la to blog from here.. hahaha.. cos firstly, time is a factor.. secondly, sometimes not enough comps ... hhahaha.. yeah..
sooo.. that's all i have...
oh.. and sayang called me using a global calling card.. hahaha.. aiya.. expensive.. anyone has a cheaper alternative? hahaha.. tell me ait? :P
love you hana...
brb...
oikie.. am back.. haha.. had to monitor the people that are throwing rubbish.. and ensure that each package has no SAF items in them.. hehehe.. and soo, i have to use MY hands to search the bag individually.. hahaha.. shrugs.. crappy.. and oh, i just heard that tmrw, another guard commander cannot do.. so i have to do again la~!! hahahaha cool!!! and that's liike... erm.. 6 guard duties half a month? hahahahaha.. steady la...
oh.. and sorry for the little updates.. *small smile* lazy la to blog from here.. hahaha.. cos firstly, time is a factor.. secondly, sometimes not enough comps ... hhahaha.. yeah..
sooo.. that's all i have...
oh.. and sayang called me using a global calling card.. hahaha.. aiya.. expensive.. anyone has a cheaper alternative? hahaha.. tell me ait? :P
love you hana...
Saturday, May 21, 2005
today is indeed very special. it comes once in a lifetime. *thinks* hmm, there are other things that comes once in a lifetime* anyways, today is THE day. today is..... my ONE YEAR anniversary!!!
*~*Happy One Year Anniversary*~*
indeed it's one of the happiest days of my life.. i mean, getting to spend your life with the ONE person that completes you in every aspect... *chuckles*
i love YOU noorhana, with all my heart.. i've given you my love, and so do you.. i can't imagine living without you.. it's especially hard surviving a day without getting an sms from you.. it's like, "i need to know if she is well" and stuffs like that.. *blushes* ...
forever and for always,
yours...
dude...
farhan suhada
p.s : i love you.. and when u get home, go and rest...
*~*Happy One Year Anniversary*~*
indeed it's one of the happiest days of my life.. i mean, getting to spend your life with the ONE person that completes you in every aspect... *chuckles*
i love YOU noorhana, with all my heart.. i've given you my love, and so do you.. i can't imagine living without you.. it's especially hard surviving a day without getting an sms from you.. it's like, "i need to know if she is well" and stuffs like that.. *blushes* ...
forever and for always,
yours...
dude...
farhan suhada
p.s : i love you.. and when u get home, go and rest...
Friday, May 13, 2005
Kasihku ingin ku menyatakan hasrat ikhlas di hati ini
Mungkinkah luahan dapat di abadi
Bagaimana harus nak ku buktikan
Tak terdaya hendak ku lafazkan
Hanyalah satu keikhlasan diri
Kau permaisuri
Jangan kau bersedih lagi
Hanya satu ku pinta... secebis janjimu
Lelapkanlah mata
Kau selalu di hatiku
Terbayang dalam firasat
Termakbulnya hasrat
Ku bersyukur pada yang esa
Hilanglah kesepian lama
Betapa sukarnya untuk memahami dirimu
Walaupum hatiku membara
Tiada apa dapat di lakukan
Sekiranya perasaanmu berduka
Kau permaisuri
Jangan kau bersedih lagi
Hanya satu ku pinta...secebis janjimu
Lelapkanlah mata
Kau selalu di hatiku
Terbayang dalam firasat
Termakbulnya hasrat
Ingin ku belai hatimu
Dan ku pegang erat jemarimu
Apa yang nyatakan... hanyalah ku rindu
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it's hard to talk if no one understands.
and by trying very hard and still not understanding, really hurts la.
sorry for what happened..
i had a wonderful day...
nite...
Mungkinkah luahan dapat di abadi
Bagaimana harus nak ku buktikan
Tak terdaya hendak ku lafazkan
Hanyalah satu keikhlasan diri
Kau permaisuri
Jangan kau bersedih lagi
Hanya satu ku pinta... secebis janjimu
Lelapkanlah mata
Kau selalu di hatiku
Terbayang dalam firasat
Termakbulnya hasrat
Ku bersyukur pada yang esa
Hilanglah kesepian lama
Betapa sukarnya untuk memahami dirimu
Walaupum hatiku membara
Tiada apa dapat di lakukan
Sekiranya perasaanmu berduka
Kau permaisuri
Jangan kau bersedih lagi
Hanya satu ku pinta...secebis janjimu
Lelapkanlah mata
Kau selalu di hatiku
Terbayang dalam firasat
Termakbulnya hasrat
Ingin ku belai hatimu
Dan ku pegang erat jemarimu
Apa yang nyatakan... hanyalah ku rindu
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it's hard to talk if no one understands.
and by trying very hard and still not understanding, really hurts la.
sorry for what happened..
i had a wonderful day...
nite...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
It's all about you baby
It's all about you
It's all about you
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smileit's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and told me too
That you made my life worthwhile
it's all about you
And I would answer all of your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you leave I need one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
it's all about you, yeah!
And I would answer all of your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you leave I need one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
~ It's All Abt You
It's all about you
It's all about you
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smileit's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and told me too
That you made my life worthwhile
it's all about you
And I would answer all of your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you leave I need one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
it's all about you, yeah!
And I would answer all of your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you leave I need one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
~ It's All Abt You
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Sunday, May 08, 2005
It's impressive that nowadays i get to blog almost everyday... And at the privacy of your own house at that.. hahaha.. as of today, i met sayang at JEC today for an evening movie. We watched "Kingdom Of Heaven". To every guy who thinks that LOTR's battle scenes are cool, wait till you watch this battle scene. It doesn't concentrate on just 3 idiots who can incredibly overcome most of the enemies by doing style killings and a little "competition". neope... it concentrates more on the strategy... the way things are planned out and executed at the very moment... the importance of battle flags to troops morale... the damage hundreds of balistas can do to the entire city.. haha.. i'd give the movie a 7/10 cos there are really certain parts of the movie where it doesnt even supposed to be there.. hahaha.. all this just reminds me of the game Rome: Total War... absolutely fantastic...
and so, after the movie, we just sat around at long john silver's for a taste of salsa fiesta. sayang was impressed that i came back with 3 chickens on one plate, and many many salsa cheese sauce.... *winks* i learnt from the best mah~ *laughs* yeah.. and when i requested from the counter for more salsa sauce, she went like, "you like it ah?" and i smiled and replied "YAH!!" hahaha.. den she decided to give me a FULL cup of the sauce.. hehehe.. for the same price.. *giggles* and sayang still can say "why never ask for free seh??" nyeehhh...
and by then, it was already 9 plus.. oh, and during our "dinner", i saw this couple fighting verbally... they actually came quietly to the seats behind us... then after the guy talked and talked and talked, he suddenly got irritated and angry and started to raise his voice at her.. she just kept quiet and listened to his nonsense ah... den afterwards, he just left her at the table like that... she's definitely embarrased already ah by then.. and since females has 120 degree angle view, i'm sure she can see that i was looking at the whole scene laaaaaa.... shortly after, the guy came back, and she slapped his hands hard and walked away... he chased her and pushed her hard on her back and she just ran... he chase on, raising his hand for another beating...
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and the construction boards covered my view... *laughs* it's where the old KFC used to be la... yeah.. i'm sure the guy did something to the girl cos the other patrons around the place turned to look at their direction.. *shrugs* very.. very.. bad... i wanted to go help the lady la... by going over to them and said "who the hell do u think you are hitting a girl like that?" ... and sayang stopped me when she knew i was going to beat the guy up if he retaliates... *shrugs* i'm sure other guys would do the same thing too if they're in my situation, ie beat the guy up if he wants to play punk... rite?? *hey, support me by leaving a tag saying you are supporting!" yah lah... den in the end, i just sit there, with sayang.. while the others around were looking at the whole thing... best part is, there was a security guard there.. and he acted as if he didn't see anything... haha.. he's dark, has a large belly, and he wore pants that is very, very small... sort of like, fitting, but doesnt cover his tummy.. so it's like, bulging over the pants la... *shudders* oh! oh! he got moustache too!!! hahaha !!! and no, i dun have any fascination over moustaches... might as well dun have security guard there if he cant keep the security of the place seh.. hahaha.. i can be security guard! *laughs*
and soon after, we left JEC and head over to McDonald's near her house.. haha.. had Milo Ice... the guy at the counter asked if i'd like regular or medium milo.. i was stunned cos i only knew there's one sized milo.. haha.. so i asked how much is medium and he said 2.50.. i'm like.. okie, give me medium.. hahaha.. den after, as i left the counter, he mumbled something.. and i went, heah? and he mumbled again... and i smiled.. hahahaha.. den sayang said that he said "thank you. please come again" or something like that.. hahaha.. aiya.. :P
yepz~ in the end, after sending her home, i left for the train at 1120... walked home at that... hahaha.. and then i saw bus 852 sailing past me.... rrriiittteeee... hahahahaha.. yeah.. :P
so that's all for today.. hehe.. aiya.. going back camp soon.. *sighs*... 15th march.. it's probably a night flight... am going to collect the tickets tmrw... yeah.. i'll inform everyone of the flight details here.. hahaha.. and if u decide to drop by and send me off, yaay~ hahahahaha...
nites everyone~~
To the wonderful lady in my life...
Aku tak mengerti
Apa yang ku rasa
Rindu yang tak pernah
Begitu hebatnya
Aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
Telah kurelakan hatiku padamu
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak'kan pernah tahu~
i love you always... *hugs*
and so, after the movie, we just sat around at long john silver's for a taste of salsa fiesta. sayang was impressed that i came back with 3 chickens on one plate, and many many salsa cheese sauce.... *winks* i learnt from the best mah~ *laughs* yeah.. and when i requested from the counter for more salsa sauce, she went like, "you like it ah?" and i smiled and replied "YAH!!" hahaha.. den she decided to give me a FULL cup of the sauce.. hehehe.. for the same price.. *giggles* and sayang still can say "why never ask for free seh??" nyeehhh...
and by then, it was already 9 plus.. oh, and during our "dinner", i saw this couple fighting verbally... they actually came quietly to the seats behind us... then after the guy talked and talked and talked, he suddenly got irritated and angry and started to raise his voice at her.. she just kept quiet and listened to his nonsense ah... den afterwards, he just left her at the table like that... she's definitely embarrased already ah by then.. and since females has 120 degree angle view, i'm sure she can see that i was looking at the whole scene laaaaaa.... shortly after, the guy came back, and she slapped his hands hard and walked away... he chased her and pushed her hard on her back and she just ran... he chase on, raising his hand for another beating...
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and the construction boards covered my view... *laughs* it's where the old KFC used to be la... yeah.. i'm sure the guy did something to the girl cos the other patrons around the place turned to look at their direction.. *shrugs* very.. very.. bad... i wanted to go help the lady la... by going over to them and said "who the hell do u think you are hitting a girl like that?" ... and sayang stopped me when she knew i was going to beat the guy up if he retaliates... *shrugs* i'm sure other guys would do the same thing too if they're in my situation, ie beat the guy up if he wants to play punk... rite?? *hey, support me by leaving a tag saying you are supporting!" yah lah... den in the end, i just sit there, with sayang.. while the others around were looking at the whole thing... best part is, there was a security guard there.. and he acted as if he didn't see anything... haha.. he's dark, has a large belly, and he wore pants that is very, very small... sort of like, fitting, but doesnt cover his tummy.. so it's like, bulging over the pants la... *shudders* oh! oh! he got moustache too!!! hahaha !!! and no, i dun have any fascination over moustaches... might as well dun have security guard there if he cant keep the security of the place seh.. hahaha.. i can be security guard! *laughs*
and soon after, we left JEC and head over to McDonald's near her house.. haha.. had Milo Ice... the guy at the counter asked if i'd like regular or medium milo.. i was stunned cos i only knew there's one sized milo.. haha.. so i asked how much is medium and he said 2.50.. i'm like.. okie, give me medium.. hahaha.. den after, as i left the counter, he mumbled something.. and i went, heah? and he mumbled again... and i smiled.. hahahaha.. den sayang said that he said "thank you. please come again" or something like that.. hahaha.. aiya.. :P
yepz~ in the end, after sending her home, i left for the train at 1120... walked home at that... hahaha.. and then i saw bus 852 sailing past me.... rrriiittteeee... hahahahaha.. yeah.. :P
so that's all for today.. hehe.. aiya.. going back camp soon.. *sighs*... 15th march.. it's probably a night flight... am going to collect the tickets tmrw... yeah.. i'll inform everyone of the flight details here.. hahaha.. and if u decide to drop by and send me off, yaay~ hahahahaha...
nites everyone~~
To the wonderful lady in my life...
Aku tak mengerti
Apa yang ku rasa
Rindu yang tak pernah
Begitu hebatnya
Aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
Telah kurelakan hatiku padamu
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak'kan pernah tahu~
i love you always... *hugs*
Friday, May 06, 2005
i miss this.. this is 2003's international dance SYF.. hahaha.. and i'm right in the middle there, lifting the lady up.. *laughs* i dun think ppl will believe that i'm a dancer.. *shrugs* hahaha *senses that sayang's having cows* and i think i like the make up.. :P made me look feminine yet mascular.. get it? hahaha nvm.. *smiles* JILLINE!!! I WANT THE VIDEO!!!!
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i miss those days.. where all we have to worry for is just exams.... *thinks* and girls.. haha.. introducing the League Of Extraordinary Losers.. *smiles*
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i dun understand... *scratch head*
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
this is meeeeeee *duh* .. looking at hana.. haha.. okie okie.. the camera is where hana is.. and i was looking... ah.. somewhere? hahaha
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In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms
And there ain't no way...
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way...
and there ain't not how
I'll never see that day....
Chorus:
'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our day
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face...always
Mmmm, baby
In your heart,
I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart
And there ain't no way...
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't now way...
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....
Repeat Chorus
In your eyes,
I can still see
the look of the one who really loves me
The one who wouldn't put anything
else in the world above me
I can still see love for me in your eyes
And there ain't no way...
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way...
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....
Repeat Chorus (2x)
I'm keeping you forever and for always
I'm in your arms
-Shania Twain, Forever and For Always
*~*~*~*
*hugs*
*whispers*
love you very much...
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms
And there ain't no way...
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way...
and there ain't not how
I'll never see that day....
Chorus:
'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our day
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face...always
Mmmm, baby
In your heart,
I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart
And there ain't no way...
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't now way...
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....
Repeat Chorus
In your eyes,
I can still see
the look of the one who really loves me
The one who wouldn't put anything
else in the world above me
I can still see love for me in your eyes
And there ain't no way...
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way...
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....
Repeat Chorus (2x)
I'm keeping you forever and for always
I'm in your arms
-Shania Twain, Forever and For Always
*~*~*~*
*hugs*
*whispers*
love you very much...
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