Thursday, June 29, 2006

Laughs. No Jocelin, the last entry wasn't about you. hahaha.. spelling also different whaaaatttt.. *winks*

Anyway, it's been *checks last entry* another month since I last blogged. hmm I expected that to be longer though. Nothing interesting la, you can't expect me to type details of my love life right? haha. So yeah.

Just to those who are curious to what I'm doing now, well, I'm slacking. in 24 more days, I'll start school as either a student, or a teacher. Hahaha. No, really. And yes, I'm taking the diploma in education and one of the clause states that I have to do at least 1 year of teaching before admittance into NIE. But that's not always the case if there are slots available. =D so I'll just have to hope. It happened like this.

I sent an application to MOE asking to teach History. They sent me 2 letters. A rejection letter, and an acceptance letter. *weird* Rejection letter is apparently telling me that I cannot teach History because there are too many teachers already. And then the acceptance letter invited me to go for an interview to teach Malay in Primary School. So I went for the interview, and they offered me to teach English based subjects instead.(meaning English, Maths, Science and stuff) Hahaha. Lucky I guess. And now, I'm waiting for my posting letter. Either to a nearby school as a teacher, or to NIE to deepen my knowledge on the subjects.

And love life's fine. Haha. Attached forever already ah, dun even try. hahaha.

Mawi songs are nice. Hahaha...

Updates on future events:

8th July - PJC past vs present
10th July - NUS Orientation camp organised by the Malay Society.(3 day camp)
22nd July - 2 years 2 months liao.
24th July - Start of my NIE contract, start of work. =D

Thanks to those who dropped by.
And who's taufiq? :P

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

My dearest Jocelyn,
It is strange to think I haven't seen you since a month.
I have seen the new moon, but not you.
I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face.
The pieces of my broken heart is so small that it can pass through the eye of a needle.
I miss you like the sun misses the flower, like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter.
Instead of beauty to direct it's light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to.
Hope guides me.
It is what gets me though the day and especially the night.
The hope that after you're gone from my sight it will not be the last time I look upon you.
With all the love that I possess,
I remain yours.
The Knight of your Heart.

- A Knight's Tale

Saturday, April 22, 2006



Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day

Friday, March 17, 2006

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
updates: 14th March 2006.. ORD OH!!!!!

This whole week, I was given the chance to drive my uncle's car because the whole family went to China for holiday. So, on monday evening, after the movie "GUBRA" that Hana made me watch, my dad called. At this point of time, we were having dinner at Long John Silver's. At first I thought it will be cool because I got my license and I have not been driving on Singapore roads. Long story. So while contemplating, we decided to give it a try. ( give it a try because I was thinking of the petrol money, parking coupons, whether I can drive properly, how to get to somewhere )

On monday night, my mum, my dad and me went over to Bedok to "collect" the car. I had to bring my dad along because I don't know how to get out of Changi Airport or even go there. So reluctantly, he followed even after a hard day's work. So after sending my cousins at the airport, I drove the car home. And of cos I get criticised in the way I drive, like I'm supposed to hold the steering wheel with one hand instead of two, and don't bother about putting parking coupons, and stuffs like that. But I do agree that I need to check my blindspot more and reduce speed while cornering, which I'm doing better now.

My first real driving was the morning of the next day. I volunteered to send my mum to work. One of the reasons why we decide to use the car is because Hana suggested that I with the car, I can send my mum to work. So I did. I felt better on that day because I get to DRIVE with no one criticising or giving directions. I mean, if they complain so much, just take over and drive the car. Case end. After I sent my mum to work, I went home instead of heading to camp to collect my PINK IC. I decided to take the MRT instead. Boy, was I wrong. After I reached Buona Vista, I remembered that I left my ORD documents at home. -_-' so I take the MRT back home, took my documents and head for the car. I drove all the way to Changi from Bukit Batok. It was an experience, especially while driving alone. On this day also, I got my first FINE. *laughs* Got fined 30 bucks for not putting parking coupons. ( honestly, I didn't know which coupon to buy then. I asked and NO ONE tell me )

On wednesday, I send my mum to work in the morning, and then went over to Hana's house to have an early breakfast with her. She was still in her sleepy2 dizzy2 mood. I didn't know she was pouting until I turn my back to her and her maid asked her. Shrugs. It's okie for her to have breakfast with Fiza I guess. So we went to Al-Ameen to have masala dhosai and cheese egg prata. sambal. We took our time to eat because it was still 9 plus. After taking as long as we could, we head over to refuel. MY FIRST REFUELING SESSION. Ah, first of all, I didn't know which petrol to top up. Should I use the Green coloured petrol or the Blue coloured V-power. Now I know...

Thursday, sent my mum to work in the morning, didn't do much after that, picked Hana up from home, went to have lunch at Bugis because she's meeting her cikgu and friends there. So reached Bugis, I crossed an ERP boundary WITHOUT putting my cashcard inside, I turned into the wrong CARPARK because it's only for loading and unloading. Then, when I found the carpark, I parked at the HOTEL side, so we had to walk a distance towards the lift to Seiyu. And in any case, it wasn't even Seiyu's Carpark. You can say WOW now if you want. Then my mum called at around 4, asking where I am. Then she wanted me to send her home, which I did. After I reached home, I decided to go and join Hana. So I met her Cikgu and friends. More info is on her blog.

Friday, sent mum to work in the morning, same thing, pick Hana up at 5.30pm, made a wrong turn towards CTE/SLE/TPE exit instead of BKE/PIE. Since it's peak hours, the CTE/SLE was jammed. Slow moving traffic. Best part was, neither of us know where to exit. So I recalled the streetdirectory that Hana showed me a few days ago. And CTE started at Bugis. or so i thought. Went through tunnels, passed by exits towards orchard, and ended up at AYE, heading back towards Jurong. Exited near portsdown road, had no bloody idea where I was and Hana saw bus 61. She slowly recalled the route, made a U-turn, made last minute swervings, did some crazy stunts with the car, and found myself at junctions leading to AYE again. exited at Keppel Road, went through the ERP again tall buildings everywhere and then I saw esplanade. cant recall which direction to turn, and ended up parking the car inside raffles hospital 1hour 20mins later. i seriously lost all the mood. i just felt like going home and quickly wish that i wasnt the one driving the car.

So to those who are reading, comment on this. I believe it was my fault because I was the one driving it. I didnt put the card in the IU and probably will get a summon letter soon. I dun know how to tell my uncle that. Some major problems with the car which, with my technical experience in vehicles, i spotted like overheating, which results in power loss and excessive fuel usage. the point is, the servicing mileage is way overdue. 8000 km overdue. power steering was bad, checked the atf and it's black. brake's probably has air in the pipelines due to the pedal being squishy, check the brake fluid(DOT3 for civilian vehicles) and it looks okie. so just have to bleed and top up. sighs... i hate driving...

going to return the car today. picking up my uncle and aunt at the airport in the afternoon. had to pick my mum up before that and send her to my grandma's house. till later...

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

wuuhoo! i'm so happy...

look at this fine portrait

Monday, March 13, 2006

You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?

Passion

67%

Mysterious

58%

Eyes full of Pain

42%

Diamond Eyes

33%

What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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Sunday, March 12, 2006


You scored as Shy. Your shy. Lots of people are. Please rate my quiz!!

Shy


69%

Outgoing


63%

Fun


56%

Nice


50%

mean


19%

Immature


13%

Dramatic


6%

what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)
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wahhaha... shy and outgoing at the same time? wahhaha.. weird..

Thursday, March 09, 2006

i cannot believe it. next week, i'm out of the organization! though not for good, cos i still have to come back again for lots of trainings, at least i am mostly free to do the things that i want to do, mostly. and there will be no more night duties, no more staying over late for nothing, no more waking-up-early-to-catch-the-first-train-every-single-day, no more forcing of going to bars and pubs and mess just to make up the numbers and waste people's(who do not drink or even enjoy the atmosphere) time just so the others feel important. like in the movie "schindler's list", "Fear is not power. Being able to pardon is. That is power." so long!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

i love the song "push the button" by sugababes... and miss singapore universe advert used that!!!! now i hate to hear the song...
this year's female american idol contestants have a very irritating way of talking.. it's like, to them, it's a cool way to talk... one fine example is starting every sentence with .. "you know.. " after a while, it just get irritating.. hah!
desiree ann siahan is HOT!


need i say more? wahhahha!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Earth angel, Earth angel, will you be mine?
My darling dear, love you all the time.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.

Earth angel, Earth angel, the one I adore,
Love you for ever, and ever more.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.

I fell for you, and I knew
The vision of your love's loveliness.
I hope and I pray, that some day
I'll be the vision of your hap, happiness.

Earth angel, Earth angel, please be mine.
My darling dear, love you all the time.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.

I fell for you, and I knew
The vision of your love's loveliness.
I hope and I pray, that some day
I'll be the vision, the vision of your happiness.

Oh, oh, oh, Earth angel, Earth angel, please be mine.
My darling dear, love you all the time.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.


wahhaha... dah mine pun! (mine already!)
*laughs*

You scored as Classics. You tried to win a pub quiz by yourself when you were 12 and lost badly. This gave you an appetite to learn every little bit about Homer and make sure you were the one to put everyone else to shame later in life. You also wish that you lived 120 years ago.

Computer Science


69%

Maths


69%

Classics


69%

Philosophy


69%

History


63%

Chemistry


56%

Engineering


56%

Law


50%

Physics


50%

Biology


44%

Theology


31%

English Literature


31%

Modern Languages


25%

Psychology


25%

What degree should you have done?
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wahhahaha... that is so true la.. :D a little bit of this, a little bit of that... wahhaha.. classics eh? hmm... does MALAY language counts as classics? :P see see? history is still in the TOP 5! wahhahaha.. i rock!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

i was, blogping (blog-hopping) ahha.. and i stumbled across some wonderful stuffs.. ah.. i guess, memories of brunei will always be fresh in my mind.. :D and thanks to Hafriz, without him knowing, haha, i present to u, "a Whole Day Out on the FIRST day of HARI RAYA 05" .. hhahaha

enjoy!

wuuhoo!! selamat hari raya!!! i think the camera gave out 3 flashes like sayang's old camera.. wahhaha..
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-_-' i sense that hafriz is a stalker... -_-'
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alah.. ambik gambar lagi.. malas la!
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aaahhh bedek jer! hahaha
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seems like most of the pictures are blurred.. haha..
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