i'm doing lesson number 1, i didnt tell her that i like her. well, not yet actually. but it is tough when there are competitions around, and exams are around the corner. i dunno if she knows how i feel... but things are obvious between us (at least i think so). dun think people noticed it anyway, which is good. but still, somehow, people will know. the point is... i've dropped hints to her... i've no trust in myself. low self confidence? maybe. but i've learnt to deal with that.
being in a relationship is more than just... being together. it requires commitment, selfless "sacrifices", unconditional love and good communication between each other. it's about sharing and being there for one another, forever. when i think of all these things... the relationship will eventually end up in marriage. if not, y would u want to be in a relationship? but again... the relationship has to start somehow, and see how it works out. when it is really worth it, then marriage will become an issue.
so... should i tell her? should i? should i? i do not want to lose a friendship that is sweeter than sugar. she definitely doesnt want to. well dats wad she said anyway. if that's one of her hints too.. i dunno. but i definitely had lesson number 3 in life with her... we somehow... got lost in our own world...

~the heart determines hu will stay~