wahahha.. if sayang knows what i do, she'll go all weirded out again.. haha.. weirded and on cloud ten. *should i tell her? should i? should i?*

okie okie.. i should... hahaha.. well, i do keep a journal. but it started only last week. before you even tell me to start one. hahahaha. *looks around* *whispers* if you're REALLY smart, you'll find it. you ARE smart! hehehe... and yesterday was extra wonderful. i just want to spend every moment with you. but people always say that you'll get bored and tired of each other if u see them often. hahahahaha. i doubt so. *points to honeymoon phase* everyday is honeymoon! hahaha.. *am crazy.. don't care at all* as long as i get her love, and her trust, i'm happy.. wahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!