dearest noorhana....

I just felt like writing a letter to you. I cannot help myself but think how lucky I am to have you as MY significant other. I simply cannot visualise myself without you in my life. The past 11 months and 12 days has been the most wonderful moments of my life, better than getting into JC, better than getting selected for Unit Drill Instructor course, better than going to Brunei for support. There's just one word to describe what you've given me, tranquility. You bring peace in my life. You showed me that family IS everything 'cos all the while my family is only there when they needs me or when they can find time to be there for me. You showed me love more than I ever thought possible. You pick me up when i'm down, sprawled on the ground, trampled like dirt and kicked around. You were always there for me.

I am very thankful of the love that you have given me, and I will strive not to ask for more from you. I know it is not always beautiful or peaceful during our time together, but this love that we are cultivating is more precious than all the hurt and pain. I seek your forgiveness for hurting you with my directness sometimes. I should have known better.

And so my darling, right now, this very moment, I just want to go up to you, hold your hand lightly, look into your eyes, give you a smile and whispers "I love You" to you. Then I'll smile again and say, "Thank You Sayang".

*hugs*