Artist: Peter Cetera
Album: You're The Inspiration
Title: You're The Inspiration

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And i want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul

Baby

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you

And i know, yes i know that it's plain to see
So in love when we're together
Now i know that i need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
Always on my mind, you´re in my heart
In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you

Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you

*bleargh* the flu bug hit me... man...
*achoo!* sniff sniff...

gd nite ppl... and LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!! hahaha.. *crazy*

yes.. She was online... have been 30 mins offline now..
ahhahhaha
*grinning*

from ronny's site...


[x]FaCt0R: so what's up...?
Ethan: i'm doing an essay...
Ethan: and i'm reading a 976 page forumn thread
[x]FaCt0R: on wat...?
Ethan: and i want to play yahoo pool with you
Ethan: on what motivated tiberius gracchus
[x]FaCt0R: wth is that...? some kind of plant...?
Ethan: AHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHa
Ethan: some roman dude
[x]FaCt0R: wahhaha.. close enough

Ethan>Ronny [x]FaCtOR>me

gotta explain myself.. hahahha.. well.. errrm.. hahaha.. seriously.. that name sounded more like a scientific olden greek name for plants.. hahahha wad..? k fine.. heh..

hey.. still here ms diary... hahahhahha

it's 2143 and Sayang's not online... ahhhh *going crazy*

my definition of positive thinking..

in life, u have 2 choices...
to take it POSITIVELY.. or NEGATIVELY..

for example..
high-ranking ppl tells u to do area cleaning..

POSITIVE thinking:
i'm serving the nation.. i'll have a better, cleaner environment..

NEGATIVE thinking:
this is slavery... i'm worse than bangladesh workers... which is true.. cos we clear their rubbish for them.. wahhahaha!

so ppl.. it's really up to u.. it's all abt perceptions...

well well.. JAMIE was here... hahahaha!!! dun think i didnt know...

dear diary,
tuesday was bad.. firstly, i got 2 hours of sleep.. hahaha..*that was my choice* and then.. i was stoning and walking like a zombie the whole day. and the camp management decided to select 7 men to do the most stupid work ever. we were brought to this store where they store the camo nets. these nets are the wide and huge nets to cover the tonner. so, they made us take out the nets, they were mostly stacked in one corner, and open it up.. which covers like half a basketball court, and then pack it up again... after completing like 9 nets... the officer came and said they're gonna have racks instead.. -.- dont he know how heavy that thing is..? bleargh.. so yeah.. all the effort wasted again.. as usual..

then my sayang messaged me again.. *since last nite.. haha.. that was why i was awake* saying that "IT" was real.. i told her.. no.. it will never be true.. well.. girls believe their friends more.. so.. yah.. haha..

am awake... got my 5 hours of sleep.. haha.. another 2 hours in camp i hope.. haha

till later tonite diary...
-Farhan

*****************
it's amazing to be pissed and happy at the same time.. to 2 different ppl.. haha...!!

and Sayang... enjoy your day today.. *what's taking that email so long. really should not have used the 'send at some other time' function.. haha..* if it's still not in her inbox by today.. i'm gonna find that e-card! grr

inginku sentuh, hatimu sayang dalam rinduku..
moga kau tahu hebatnya cinta di hati ini
sekian lama.. memendam cinta..
payah ku rasah.. menyiksa jiwa...

i dunno what to say.. hahaha.. i feel soo.. blissed? hahahaha!! *floating around*

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

**************************************************

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you

*part of the whole song.. what matters is the meaning*

Dapatkah
Kurasakan cintamu
Bila kau tiada
Jauh dari sisi

Mungkinkah
Didalam mimpi ini
Bila ku merindu
Dirimu sayangku

Kerna aku percayakan
Cinta suci, datang dari hati
Takkan goyang
Cinta ini
Oh sayangku

Kerna aku
Percayakan
Keikhlasan, datang dari hati
Bahagialah...
Kita kasih...
Selamanya...


wuuhoo.. hahaha!

aruba, jamaica, uhh i wanna take ya
bermuda, bahama, come on pretty momma
key largo, montego, baby why don't we go
i'll take u to kokomo....

am supposed to report to camp earlier than usual.. 0715.. and to do what..? well.. to SWEEP the ROADS again! yay~! hahahhahahha!!!! ok.. i burst!
cant get to use the net last night.. well... doesnt matter i guess.. hahaha!! *grin grin*
will be getting my day off on saturday.. yay~ another long weekend.. and to those who HAVE to stay in in camp, hahaha.. I LOVE MY WORK PPL!! *irritating huh??* but ya lah.. i wish my life would be more exciting.. like running around in the jungle like stupid monkeys.. saying foxtrot, romeo, lima, orange and all kinds of things.. which i think, only the animals can understand.. haha..
still thinking if i should sign up as guards.. hmm.. heard it's like.. 70% malay populated... and it's the force that dies earlier than the main force.. haha.. coooool!
malay regiment..
k.. i'm late.. hahaha! tatas!!!!!!!!

had a great day today.. haha!
was assigned to SWEEP the roads in front of company line *interesting job eh?* and we had to get rid of any traces of LEAVES and SAND and ROCKS.. wth?! even the uncle who sweep the leaves everyday in the old PJC building doesnt have to do that.. hahaha!!
yeah.. so.. that's what i've been doing for the past 2 months.. not just sweep the floor though. there are times where we have to arrange the stores in the store. *hey that sounds nice!! haha* ahh.. army isnt what u think it is..
my left knee still hurts from the soccer.. luckily i managed to walk.. yes WALK! ok.. it was funny.. haha.. i wasnt suppose to fall though.. hahahhahaha!!!
there's stilll soccer later today.. yeah..

anyway, the day got better towards the end... hahaha.. settled things with aida.. not yet with sri.. *hmph* and yah... want this to happen everyday.. *as in.. the day.. everyday.. this day again and again.. get what i mean? hahaha*

yeah.. finally.. another long post.. yay~
till tonite.. or tomorrow morning..!

wow.. the new blogger outlook looks great! *that just shows how long i haven't been updating.. haha

played soccer last evening... and got injured.. bleargh~ irritating... haha..

downloaded a whole new lot of smileys and pics for msn messenger! haha.. needs to find a better pic... something more pissing...

got news that the 5th SC will have their investiture next wednesday at 2.. wonder if i should take my off day then or use it for this saturday.. decisions decisions...

should be going off to work now.. yeah... kranji camp.. haha.. see ya!

and oh.. met khairul at CCK mrt today.. hahaha...

been working at Kranji Camp for 2 weeks now... tired.. hehe... reached home at 6 everday.. sometimes at 8.. and oh, i'm a stay-out unit, ie i can book out everyday.. kindda cool.. my sergeant's a female.. and she's only 20years old. when there's nothing to do, we sleep.. hahaha... yeah.. today had soccer.. frustrated.. cos i hate losing..

yes yes.. like what the banner above says.. earn 150 per hour.. it works.. haha.. really cool...
all you have to do is surf the net... and the points will accumulate... try it.. :)

My gift is my song and this one’s for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It maybe quite simple but now that it's done
Hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words, how wonderful life is
Now you’re in the world

I sat on the roof and I kicked off the moss
Well some of these verses well they, they got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on.

So excuse my forgetting, but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is - what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simply but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Chorus

I told you how I felt,
I told you what it meant,
But I still haven't changed your mind,
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard...

Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny what's inside...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon,
Cause you're dying inside...

Yes, I'm a man, but I cry,
I have fears, I won't lie...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Come on, babe, you know it, girl,
Anyone who looks can see that I'm right,
There's a chance here, we could take it,
Or regret it for the rest of our lives...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

wahhahaha.. so true.. ;)

AQUARIUS MAN



Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long.

A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with "Love". He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before.He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is "excitement" and "Love goes on".

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

right... so i've just ended my 3 days of SITUATIONAL TEST(sittest). it's worse than my 7 days of field camp. ahhh.. imagine, u have to do artillery drill to every stations?!?! leapord crawl for 150m... tied to the person in front and behind of u... sniper drill near lalang grounds... all thorns around... ahhh... i'm officially a Charlie Angel as of yesterday... hahaha...

and oh.. what is sittest eh? well.. it's this 3 day field camp thingie where they separate you into details or groups to see if you have potential for OCS and SISPEC. from Alpha to November to see if you have potential for OCS and SISPEC. each team consists of 15 members and everyone is specialised in certain vocations, like Medic, Signal, navigator, demolition, claymore, and LAW gunner (Light Anti-tank Weapon). fucking heavy.. haha i was the LAW gunner... nb... the thing keeps hitting on my head and back and wings... ahhh...
anyway, it's over... just waiting for my posting.. hahaha.. in 5 weeks time!!!

finally.. no more field camp... next week will be shiong... BCCT (Basic Close Combat Training), footdrills..(it's the first they have lessons on foot drills..) and IPPT, SOC.. hahaha.... still have route marches... 24km...(we've only done 8km so far, not total 8 km... one time 8km...) ahh... so.. more fun ahead... and i need to get my pull ups up... heh...

hahaha... cry on command... cheese cutter.... nb...

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Your Name
Superhero Name	The Ferret
Super Power	Can Cry On Command
Enemy	The Landlord
Mode Of Transportation	Unicycle
Weapon	Cheese Cutter
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You Believe! that there is more out of the box than
what the music-money hungry brainwashers have
to offer! Thank you for your vote it has
helped me believe that their are still those of
you who know that the music industry sucks (not
all the way......but most of it) and you're
constantly hoping for better music to come
along.


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You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.


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Fun. You Truly Desire Fun. Your always willing and
ready to play a game, whatever it may be. But
be careful, you cn tend to get a little too
competitive.

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hahaha.. this one i dont trust... grrr...


Your seductive spike you can get all the girl and
you do get all the girls .... your a real
player vamp


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You don't like Spike!


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Morpheus


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Congratulations! You're Legolas!


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Redeemed!Draco - You're used an awful lot in
idealistic fics. You're clean of that Dark Lord
nonsense and have moved on to bigger, very OOC
things. Usually paired with Hermione or Ginny.


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You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.

"And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world. But
the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and
end to purity."

Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.

As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your
word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to yourself
and do what's right. Angels are the best
friends to have because they are brutally
honest.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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hahaha... go figure.. *winkz*


You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!


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ahh.. one of those days that i'm able to update. haha. 6days... training's getting tougher.. haha.. no sweat *riteeeee* my section's great. haha.. somehow, i come to realise that TOP jc students are stupid. seriously, they are. they get distinctions and stuff, but actually, when it comes to practical or applying what they learn... they are nothing but a bunch of idiots.

ha.. there was once when the platoon below my bunk came to our level to take a shower. i mean, instructions were given that u can only use the toilets in ur level. but these idiots juz came in.. and took their time to use our toilet. cb... oh, and once, their sergeant came to us and said that we have no discipline, we are too "welfare" and this and that. but he didnt realise that his platoon is very undisciplined (yes, his platoon always get punished. mine only at times.) no manners, always trying to outdo my platoon and those stuff. ah.. complains complains...

and yesterday, they filled their mess tins with food that covers above the brim. and some of them still can pass the message to the front to take more... cant they just be considerate and think of others?? no wonder they get punished everyday... and my platoon just get to eat eggs and rice... (exception for me cos i get to eat the muslim food. haha)

and thus, it's proven. the higher someone is in the education qualifications(there are exceptiosn though, but only a handful), the more selfish they are, more competitive, more stupid, more rebellious.... i say... fuck them..

going back to camp tmrw.. hahaha.. what a life.. 5 days.. so fast.. 6 days in camp.. so long...
i know i know.. i love NS.. but.. hahaha.. no buts...

haha.. 19 years old.. jeez... cant believe it.. so fast.... ahhhh...

So you're scared to show your feelings
Baby I do understand
Well I don't make a promise I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good friend

In those big green eyes I see a glow of love
I just hope I'm the one you're dreaming of

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one

We spend all our time together
We can't stand to sleep alone
When you say you have to leave for now
I miss you before you're gone

All along we thought this was absurd (absurd)
Every moment we spend goes by too fast
Darling Darling take this chance with me
Cause I have eyes only for you
Oh baby

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
For you

Don't be scared to show your feelings
Cause baby I do understand
And I don't make promises that I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good man

Tiada ku sangka
Bola-bola api
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar
Begitulah jua
Harapan padamu
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar

Biar saja
Aku jadi
Penggantinya
Di sisimu
Kau yang cantik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel
Di hatiku

Ku tahu kau diluka oleh teman lama

Oh pertama kali
Aku mengenalmu
Kau selalu tersenyum
Tersenyum padaku
Dan seperti jua
Bola-bola api
Makin semarak cinta
Cintaku padamu

Boleh saja
Kau jadilah
Penggantinya
Di sisiku
Kau yang baik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel di hatiku

;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

nice song~ not meant for anyone though... hmm...

wuoah~! i'm back after 6 days in camp. ah.. sorry, i can't tell much of the details cos then, i'll be breaking my oath. anyway, it's great ah. expected kind of environment. hahaha. but for some, they just hate the rules and control over them. but cool, they found a way to pay back to the superiors... thru their songs while marching. ahhaha. that's the best part! hehe...

yah.. so.. met my frens in camp too.. ppl like khairul, haqeem, yazid, tashalan, wee beng, eng soon, sheik, uzair, firdaus, and lots more... hahhaha.. didnt get to see akbar though.. and yanjie too..

gotta book in on sunday evening... so i have lots of time to rest.. hehe.. and i really need the rest...my arm muscles are strained... and i cant stretch them... everytime i do so, it'll hurt like mad... went to the medic and got muscle relaxer and painkiller... not bad ah...

den before book out today, we had 2 injections simultaneously.. the left and right hand.. den we drink this polio liquid.. dun even noe what those are for... ah.. heck ah... they need us to defend the country anyway...

getting mentally prepared for the weeks to come... 3 weeks in camp... ahh.. wont get to see my family... my friends... my OG friends.. hehe... oh well.... ahh.. it's late already... i'll get f*cked up if i'm still awake at this time while in camp.. hahahha...

NS isnt that bad... ;)

one more day to NS. rather getting mixed feelings ah. haha. scared, anxious, excited, tired, worried.. ahhaha... anyway, i'll be going in tomorrow with philip, and khairul told us that we might be in VIPER company, which is juz next to his company. wahhahaha.

kk... gotta get enough sleep. still tired over yesterday's orientation group outing to sentosa. haha. had fun~ too bad for those who cant join us. wahhahahhaha!

ahhh.. body aching.. ahhh...

oh.. i juz learnt that it can also be accessed thru http://www.xanga.com/guilderas

orite... hehe.. if this site is down, or u cant see it updated, head down to http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=guilderas
hehe..

ahhh hate it hate it.... templates... blogs... oh.. and i tot blogs are supposed to be convenient....

Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose

When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose

When you press me to your heart
I’m in a world apart
A world where roses bloom

And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose


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Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche
voil… le portrait sans retouche
de l'homme auquel j'appartiens

quand il me prend dans ses bras
il me parle tout bas
je vois la vie en rose
il me dit des mots d'amour
des mots de tous les jours
et ca m'fait quelque chose

il est rentr‚ dans mon coeur
une part de bonheur
dont je connais la cause
c'est lui pour moi
moi pour lui dans la vie
il me l'a dit l'a jur‚ pour la vie

et dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

des nuits d'amour … en mourir
un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
les ennuis les chagrins s'effacent
heureux heureux pour mon plaisir

quand il me prend dans ses bras
il me parle tout bas
je vois la vie en rose
il me dit des mots d'amour
des mots de tous les jours
et ca m'fait quelque chose

il est rentr‚ dans mon coeur
une part de bonheur
dont je connais la cause

c'est lui pour moi
moi pour lui dans la vie
il me l'a dit l'a jur‚ pour la vie

et dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

ok! some of the Prom Night 2003 are up. click here to look at them. i'll keep everyone updated when more photos are added. if u have any to contribute, drop me a message at the tagboard or send to my email directly. hehe. enjoy!

i dunno why, but i can't view my webpage from this computer. i hope it loads for you guys. cos i cant even see what i published, well, maybe only in blogger menu.

anyway, i'm addicted to kylie minogue's SLOW. ahhahaha. listen to it.. no.. go and watch the video!

i got this great part time job that everyone can do. i mean, it's nothing tough. easy work. you get free food and you get paid for eating... ahhaha how cool is that? guessed the "part-time work"?
ans: going to friend's house during hari raya!

ahhahhaa. k lame but hey... dun u think this kind of work is great? ahhaha free food..... get money..... ahhahhaha

anyway, i just came back from one of those "visits" and pretty tired out. tried to access blogger last nite but it just don't let me in. ahhaha. yeah. had fun ah, as usual. actually went out with my JC friends. more of like a class thing. sadly, had to leave early to go for council bbq at meh meh's place. nice food. hehe.. though i was already full from the part-time work.. ahhahaha

yepz, there's OGL camp tmrw... AGAIN... i missed it today cos apparently, there was some miscommunication somewhere. no offense taken though. still got my chance to go tmrw. and i just found out that i'm already an ogl. it's fixed. guess experience do play a part in these kind of things. ahha... so i should be sleeping now if i dun wanna be late tmrw...

yeah.. and everyone's like enlisting soon... like in.. 3 days or so! mine will come.. yeah.. soooooon... but i still get to enjoy the orientation for next year's batch.. ahhaha. kindda looking forward to it too... and NS too.. hhehe

Here is Your Profile...


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she loves you.

The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.

You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

ahhh finally... a new template for the site. *winkz*

prom nite was great. took lots of photos with friends. ahhaha. the food was not that bad either, except that I have this phobia when eating fish.... bleargh.
will try to develop the photos tmrw. yeah, MUST!

maybe i should have just went to some salon to do my hair... ahhaha... sucky hair... but still.. it's my hair. hehe and i'm happy with it. i think.

once again, sorry for not blogging for a looooong looooong time. almost a month. ahhaha. now the As are over and NS is coming sooooooon.. real soon...

i'm thinking what to do to this thing. it's starting to look bland. sigh.

came back from langkawi 2 days ago. ahhaha. and tomorrow's prom.. no.. later...

all the commitments .. and i get D ....

yay! felt better... ahhhh yes can go to school! coool!

wat's up for today? there's physics lecture... followed by PPP (Pass Physics Programme) and chemistry... most probably end at 4:30.... wahhahhahaha wooootz!!

i need to get to school......

friendster really brings back old memories... the good, the bad, the funny... somehow, i'm getting re-connected to my secondary school friends... one after another... as i link myself to someone, another appears... and then another... and another.... cool...

~baby you're my sugar rush, i got weak and talk too much, you're the sweetest thing i've ever tasted~

today was PJC's Open House and i was there to witness it... again.. ahhahaha. met the 3rd student council before 10, and everyone was like... excited.. haha.. councillors...then i came to realise that they had 3 mountain bikes for lucky draw!!!! and those are over $200 !! wootz!

went to look at all the CCA booths. the councourse... the canteen... the hall... met Mr Zhang in the hall, manning the track and field booth with 2 other J1s... den he was like... heyyy wad are you doing here.. hahaha typical. he said he liked my class... cos we're like... rojak... with all kinds of ppl... wonder if he said that to all his classes.. haha.. =P (no offense) and he said he's gonna miss us.. ;)

and the dance booth had this DDR thing... playstation... ahha and yeah... i decided to give it a try.. with shiyang. embarrrraasssiiinnngggg!! but i enjoyed it ah.. yeah.. act pro.. wahhahaha. there's also a haunted house set up by the arts society... ahhaha.. the queue was too long that we just walked away... ahhaha

as usual... open house has the customary MASS DANCE!!! did 4 mass dance in total.. with 3 different girls... =P not that i want to keep changing my dance partners ah... but it's like... they were either tired, or they went home... or they were dancing with another girl.. ahhaha... yeah... had fun there... (as usual) lots and lots and lots of visitors....
den a girl wanted to take my pic for her fren.. *shrugs* i was shocked ah... den dunno wad to do... den act cool ah.. ahahha... no no.. cool as in.. didnt show that i was nervous ... hahha yeah.. and the fren could be a guy... wahhahahahhahahahha... scary...

aaaaaaaaaaanddd the last winner for the mountain bikes was a crescent girl.. and the bike is more than half her height.. ehhehhe... took a pic with her ... and philip.. well, not our camera... but theirs.. oh.. and i think visual culture got took that pic.. ahhaha.. we'll see... she was jumping with joy when she won... wahhaha.. screamed with her frens.. crescentians.. hahaha...

and so.. that was all that happened (i think) during open house.... and i might be back next year for the open house... wootz!!

mingrui introduced me to a game called GUNBOUND and now i'm addicted to it... wahhahahhaha..
it's something like WORMS except that this time, it's a guy/girl (yeah, you can differentiate a guy from a girl) on vehicles called mobiles. Each mobiles have their own special attack and strengths... yeah.. oh... and it's online and you can play with 7 other people elsewhere... ahhahaha... really cool.. should try it...
however, the file size is huge... approximately 100megabytes. but it's worth it!!!!

hahha... today had chemistry practical GCE 'A' levels... tot it was going to be more difficult than prelims... but it turn out otherwise... managed to do everything... except the last question... grrrr.... and that was like the easiest question... bleargh! if only more time was given... just 5 minutes... i'll be happy....

hahaha....

theme song for The League of Extraordinary Losers - Get me away from here i'm dying - by Belle and Sebastian has been agreed upon by Ronny and Me. ahhaha.. gonna spread it to all the other members soon. yepz... it's a meaningful song ah.. and u can't get the band in singapore.. hahaha...

anyway, i saw this singapore triathlon advertisement on tv today. so i went to check it out at this site http://www.singaporetriathlon.com... and it costs $98 for one team... and $40 for a mini triathlon... bleargh...
and to make it worse, it's only a DAY BEFORE THE FIRST PAPER! how cool is that...? hahaha.. maybe i drowned of got hit by a car during the course would be nice... at least.. i didnt commit suicide right..? ehehe... swimming, cycling.. and running... it's a cool sport... hahahhaha

oh... A levels starting soon.. and the first paper is chemistry practical paper 4. kindda prepared for it. but still need to go through some of the things that mdm goh went through today... yeah... dun wanna flunk the A levels...

~egoistic, shallow, money-makes-me-happy.... and i tot u were talking about a guy...~

FACTS:

More and more young women are cheating on their husbands. (Study of extra-marital affairs by Care Corner Singapore)

The number of Singaporean men who marry foreign wives increased by more than 10 percent from 1997 to 1998. (Ministry of Community Development)

Eight out of 10 working men would prefer their wives to work instead of staying at home. (1997 survey of working adults by Social Development Unit)

"When a sensitive guy tries to win a woman over, she calls him a wimp. But when he turns macho, she calls him a pig. Either way, we lose!" said one husband.

words that pierced harder than a thousand daggers...
lousy love-makers, mummy's boy, professionally stagnant, immature, overly sensitive and male chauvanist pig.

Ronny's Laws
Ronny Zeroth Law states that Women = Evil
Ronny First Law states that the looks of a man is inversely proportional to the woman's Look
Ronny Second Law states that Fame + Wealth = Handsome
Ronny Third Law states that P(a guy winning an arguement with a woman) = 0 , where P denotes Probability....

Understand women? Don't even try

The harsh reality is this: Most men simply don't know what women want. And really, who can blame us? Unlike men, whose desires can be categorised into beer, women and football, the female sex is one of incredible complexity. When i say complexity, I'm trying to be nice here. I actually mean to say contradiction, but i really don't want my wife to lock me out of the bedroom tonight.

Seriously, though, just think about it.
They want equality, yet they still want doors opened and chairs pulled for them. They demand that we do housewoork, since they also have careers these days, but when we clean, they tell us not to touch thiings around the house because we mess them up. The get insanely jealous if other girls look at their partners, yet they themselves crave attention from other men. They call us sexist when we admire a woman's well proportioned chest, but it's okay if a bunch of girlfriends get together to check out a cute guy's butt. They can't believe that we can spend 2 hours to play computer games, yet see nothing wrong in spending 4 hours to choose a pair of shoes.

You know, sometimes, I wonder if God created women just to have fun with us. I mean, how is it possible that a being created out of our rib is so completely confusing to us? This entire article might sound strange, especially coming from a married man. But you see, I can say all these things with authority because of my lack of understanding of femaledom didnt hamper the development of my relationship with my wife.

When it comes to understanding women, there are really 2 things you can do, but alcoholism is generally frowned upon by society, not to mention that the hangover's a pain. So really, there is only option 2. Which is, don't even try. Just chalk women down as one of those great mysteries in life, like why no women care that Keanu Reeves is a bad actor.

You see, I think we're just not meant to understand what's going on inside their heads, simply because it then makes the journey of discovery all that more engaging. I've known my wife for some 16 years now, and I'm still peeling the layers off her every day to understand her better. And not just her. Some of my best female friends, I'm also relishing knowing more about them as the years go by.

The journey's hit some rocky bumps, for sure, but you can never say that it's been uninteresting. If you're Christian, then you'll know that women are a gift to men, although He might have been sniggering as He pulled out our rib. I think that they are, indeed, for the world would be terrible without them. But to paraphrase a line from the movie Spiderman( who also can't understand women, by the way) they are our gift, they are our curse.

written by edwin yeo

-adapted from The Newpaper On Sunday October 5th 2003

Should women let the men dominate?

GIRLS. What is it you all want? No, really. Then tell the guys. Tell the men what you women really want. Because they don't know. Truly, they haven't the foggiest idea.

No, no, don't give them a clue. Clues are for games. Marriage, relationships, it's a partnership, not a game. This is the 21st century, so quit being a geisha about it. Even if the subject is as old as that first couple. She had nothing to wear, he couldn't decide what to eat, Adam & Eve, those two. (You know, of course, that if they had been chinese, they'd eaten the snake.)

Last week, Singapore wives accused their hubbies of being wimps (if i tell you "wimp" is "women intimidate men, periodically, I hope you'll laugh.) This week - it's ladies first, no matter what has changed - their husbands have their say, and Singapore men are saying the missus is a witch (to rhyme with bitch, natch). It's like a tennis match in some form,a fair bit of backhanding, but still love-all. But here's the curious thing. In all the exchanges of name-calling, the most important word, love, has not cropped up much. Practicalities. The Singaporean is famed for being pragmatic. Be realistic, love, schmove, have you thought where we're going to live and how we're going to eat?

An Ah Lian once told me that for her Beng and her, "Whne he asks me, 'Are you cold?' and 'Are you hungry?', that is his way of telling me he loves me."

Care and respect. You won't go far wrong to value the two alongside love. Now, I am going to open my mouth and change feet (which are not shod in geisha slippers). I believe most women either want to be dominated, or have to be dominated. But are unlikely to admit to it. As if having come thus far, letting the man lead would be to proclaim women are, indead, the weaker sex. And when he doesn't lead, he's a wimp. It's not related. Sometimes, it's good to have a man to cling to - especially when you're on an incline in four-inch heels. When i suggested this to a pool of female collegues, there was the expected uproar.

No Way!
In the next minute, one by one: Well, yes, maybe, perhaps he should dominate, but only in certain matters. Several of The Newpaper's New Faces said the same: NO!

All right, yes, the man should dominate, but only on important decisions, (umm, finance and home, kid's education) He can be boss, but only in certain quarters. In other words, when you say so. Hello, make up your grudging mind. Only one person can wear the trousers in the house. Err, if you'll let him, that is (because he looks silly in your dress)

One 20something actually confessed to wanting a bit of the cavemen type. She is a completely feminine girl, skirts and all, although that's not the indication. Many of my younger friends point to education. Then they should have no difficulty understanding that "dominate" is not "hit me on the head with your big stick". It's to let the one who shaves every morning be the man of the house. Okay, dominate is the wrong choice of word. If i said give him face, acceptable? You might even learn to love it. Eventually.

the article above is written by sylvia toh paik choo... a lady herself...

-adapted from The Newpaper On Sunday October 5th 2003

didnt sleep last night. doing chemistry. now my head is aching badly. should be sleeping soon. going to meet ronny tomorrow at 8 to collect the tutorials that i supposedly lost. geez... that's just too early.. i might be tutoring tomorrow afternoon. i dunno. feels like stopping tutoring till the As are over. but then, O levels would have started and my "student" will have not enough time to prepare. my mum told me to tell her if i can't tutor her friend anymore. i too have exams k. and it's not like my results are satisfactory either. getting all O level passes is simply... urgh.. changing study strategy again...

i like to hear mr dennis yeo's talk. or just his crap. he can motivate and make people laugh. well, he made me laugh at least... ahhaha..

Artist: Plus One
Album: Obvious
Title: Forever


I lost you in the darkness
When I fell from the light
I held on to the world too tight
I thought I'd never find you
Thought I'd be alone
But you took my hand and
led me home

[Channel:]
Now I know
I know that
You'll always be
Where I go

[Chorus:]
Forever is a long time
To be without you in my life
I wanna keep you by my side
'Cuz forever is a long time

You have faith when I'm faithless
Strength when I don't
You believe in me even when I won't
You are patient, you are true
Your love is what gets me through

[Repeat Channel and Chorus]


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~cos you my friend... are completely... pussy-whipped..~

get me away from here i'm dying



ooh! get me away from here i'm dying
play me a song to set me free
nobody writes them like they used to
so it may as well be me
here on my own now after hours
here on my own now on a bus
think of it this way
you could either be successful or be us
with our winning smiles, and us
with our catchy tunes, and us
now we're photogenic
you know, we don't stand a chance

oh, i'll settle down with some old story
about a boy who's just like me
thought there was love in everything and everyone
you're so naive!
they always feature sorry endings
they always get it in the end
still it was worth it as i turned the pages solemnly, and then
with a winning smile, the boy
with naivety succeeds
at the final moment, i cried
i always cry at endings

oh, that wasn't what i meant to say at all
from where i'm sitting, rain
falling against the lonely tenement
has set my mind to wander
into the windows of my lovers
they never know unless i write
"this is no declaration, i just thought i'd let you know goodbye"
said the hero in the story
"it is mightier than swords
i could kill you sure
but i could only make you cry with these words"





x

Band belle & sebastian
Album if you're feeling sinister
Year 1996

got the letter for enlistment yesterday. realized i had to report to tekong in January... and guess wad? my parents are invited to watch the ceremony.. ahhahaha... army life's gonna start sooooooon...

Artist: 3 Doors Down
Album: Away From The Sun
Title: Here Without You


A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me


i wun cry... no i wun cry... she's not worth my tears...

ahhaha ok so finally prelims are over... well not officially but.. yah.. they're over. come to think of it, should be able to do better than mid-years ah. haiz... dunno ah.. life just not fair...

anyway.. i got invited to join this get-connected thingie... come to think of it.. it's kindda cool!

here's the link. well that's MY invitation to link me to your group of friends... who knows... i might haf some relation to one of your friends?? ahhahaha
try it.. :)

blogthis! function doesnt work that well... hmmm

ok... and so i'm kindda bored waiting for my quest time to end. its 3:05am... man.. i'm sick. should have been asleep by now. should stop going online till late at night. however, there's something fishy going on. cos my sis apparently goes online from like.. 2am till 4am... den pretend to be asleep... and wakes up at 630am before preparing to go to school. it's not like we don't give her time to use the computer, we did. somehow... she appears to use the comp for like less than 2 hours in the day, sleeps early, sets her alarm to wake up at 2am and "chat" .... come on... get real... NO ONE (except me) goes online till late like this to chat... oh.. and i seldom chat around this time too... i'll be like in my "fantasy world" of Aardwolf. anyway, it's just not right for a girl to be online at this time. (includes other ppl too... you know hu u are...)
i'm gonna settle this with that guy she's with... just wait and see...
anyway, went to woodlands library in the afternoon. did physics and organic chem. oh .. this longman book for A levels chemistry by cambridge themself is good! it's like... they really tell you wad kind of questions will come out.. and how they set the questions and stuffs.. and why they set those type of questions... its cool! starting to get the hang of "basic" organic chem... as usual, no empty seats... so i dump myself at the extreme corner of the reference section... close to the chemistry, physics and maths reference books...
and wad do you know... had time to "look at the people" around... ahhaha.. but someone caught my attention.. this girl in yellow top, jeans and blue slippers with silver stars on it...
i was super bored and tired there... that i was almost lying on the floor... ahhaha ... luckily my bag was on my side.. or else, i might haf been flat on the ground...
so back to the girl.. since i was lazing around for a while.. she happen to walk straight down the path there ah... dunno why but i was subconciously looking at her... didnt realize i was doing it until she got closer... hahaha... she must be thinking "y is this guy staring at me? want to have a piece of my slippers issit?"
anyway... she was looking for some chemistry solution... and .. yes.. she SAT in front of me... while looking at the contents of the books... and i'm like... "ok.. relax.. cool it... she dun even care abt u"
she left 6 minutes later... ahhaa with several books...
den around 6 plus, she came back... with her friend... i didnt realise it until they were sitting in front of me... gosh! SITTING there... hahhaha
still discussing abt the chemistry question.. something abt the mole concept i think.. i wanted to ask.. "erm .. can i help u?" ahaha but then... even my chem sux... i know.. that's basic chem.. but hey.. i dont really sit down and study k...
and so.. they sat there and talked kindda loudly.. although the jjc guy next to me was MUMBLING LOUDLY to himself... "alcohols react with some shit... give bla bla and bla.." i mean.. come on.. its the reference section.. "HELLO?" people go there to sit down and do QUIET studying... not OWN MUMBLINGS!
they spent like... 10-15 mins sitting in front of me there....... like.. the space of a bag in front of u.. ahhaha... den in the end.. they left... and guess how many marks for the question..? just 2... 2 pathetic marks... haiz... kids these days....
i left a few minutes later... :P

that was the afternoon part...

den at night... ahhaha.. man.. night... icq is great... i mean, you have this free for chat function and anyone around the world who's using icq can simply drop you a message. its cool! totally rawks...
and so.. got this malaysian girl from university saying hi.. ahha.. she might be reading this.. but.. i dunno.. :P
(i might tell u guys personally.. hehe)

so that was like... hours ago.. now... i'm super tired ...
had flu and some stupid throat infection... the more i shud be asleep rite? geez... ok then.. good nite~

people look at things.. and comment.. sometimes.. their comments are positive... whilst others... totally kill the person's self-esteem.. THINK before you say... cos words cut deeper than knife... and it stays there... forever....

Love does not need a reason...

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How
can you say you love me?

Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend
can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man: Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is
sweet,because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are
thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became a
vegetable. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the
content:

Dearest,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No!
Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like
you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of
your smile, because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you... If
love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you
anymore. Do love need a reason? No! Therefore, I still love you... And love
doesn't need a reason

QUOTE OF THE WEEK
" The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, not
touched..but are felt in the heart .........."

the part on afraid to confess is so true.. haha

1.To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly . The more you chase it , the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time Always Be Your Friend... and choose the best.

2.To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone ! Once In A Blue Moon...who helps you become the best person you can be.

3.To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say "I love you" Your Love Is Etched In My Heart...if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart Didn't Mean To.... Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

4.To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED

Let's Do A Re-Run !
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry.Let's Patch Up...." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "! I'm thankful you are."

5.To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
A Toast For The Good Times ! The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

6.To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them Tricks Of The Trade !

7.To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

8.To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

9.To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

10.To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

11.TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

ANYWAY I WISH U ALL GOODLUCK!

BYE MY FRIENDS.

There's a moral to this story... READ IT!

A woman was out golfing one day when she hit her ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you 3 wishes."
The woman freed the frog and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes - that whatever you wish for, your husband will get 10 times more or better!"
The woman said, "That would be okay," and for her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her,"You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis, that women will flock to." The woman replied, "That will be okay because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will only have eyes for me."

So, KAZAM - she's the most beautiful woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world and he will be ten times richer than you." The woman said, "That will be okay because what is mine is his and what is his is mine."

So, KAZAM she's the richest woman in the world! The frog then inquired about her third wish, and she answered, "I'd like a mild heart attack."
Moral of the story: Women are evil creatures!

How to know if someone loves you?

Guys:

1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
2. She calls you for homework..... a lot!!
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says "No, I'm not telling you who I like!!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seeming interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends, she's almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes (put downs) the girl you like.
9. She knows your WHOLE family's names including your dog).
10. She knows stuff about you like your birthday, eye color, favorite color, screen name, favorite food, favorite band, what music you like and favorite sport.
11. Her friends outside of school know about you and say she talks of you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address.
13. She will try and talk and spend time with you as much as possible.


Girls:

1. His snow ball hits you (but not in the face).
2. He threw away his laser pointer after youtold him you think they promote random acts of violence.
3. After asking you to sign his yearbook he wrote "How come we never hung out?".
4. He yelled Hi!!" to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" with you cause you couldn't get another girl pal to go and you didn't want to go alone.
6. Forget your jacket? You can wear his.
7. His voice get softer ("Hey you") whenever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him and he called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk to you about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh- okay, you do snort sometimes, which makes you laugh even more!!
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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Tis story is amazing... guess it left a question untold at the end... figure out urslf..
Enjoy reading!

If u need more love from someone...
do love that someone more first...


Tree
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The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
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During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

Wind
====

Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note &gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide Iwant her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Now she's down on her knees to pray
Baby please make it good, make it good somehow
She will do what it takes to change
So please make it good, make it good somehow
Someone please

shud haf fought on .... and stayed online last night....
*cries*

And I'm in
So totally wrapped up
Emotionally attracted
So physically acting
So recklessly I need you
So desperately sure as the sky is blue
Yeah

And I'm in
So electrically charged up
Kinetically acting
Erractically need you
Fanatically you get to me
Magically sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
Baby I love you
Do you love me too
Baby I love you

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

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so tell that someone that you love
just what you're thinking of
if tomorrow never comes

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we'd go to a party
and everyone turns to see
this beautiful lady is walking around with me
and then she asked me do you feel alright
and i said yes
i feel wonderful tonight

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i guess you'd say
what can make me feel this way
my girl ( my girl, my girl)
talkin' bout my girl (my girl)

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I hate losing my wallet.
One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.
You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone.
Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.
Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences.
They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.
You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost.
No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.
You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.
Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet.
And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

Rules From Men
--------------

We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules
from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all
numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it
down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining
about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the
tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it
that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do
not work! Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every
question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's
what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In
fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us
to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the
ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it
done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it
yourself.

1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during
commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach,
for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have
no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like
nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the
hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer
you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is
fine... Really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to
discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or monster
trucks.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round is a shape.

1. Thank you for reading this; Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the
couch tonight, but did you know men really don't mind that, it's like
camping.

Pass this to as many men as you can - to give them a laugh.

Pass this to as many women as you can - to give them a bigger laugh!!



HimuraKenshin
Edgar Allan Poe

hmm.. something's wrong with blogger... hmm...


yeah i know. that's the lamest thing i've ever heard. highway crossing frog.*shrugs*

Quizzical

I don't even comb my hair
When I wake up in the morning
I've always been like that
My clothes are on the floor
And I just don't have the time to put them back
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me

I'm so useless in the kitchen
And my cuisine is lousy
It makes you want to curl
My toes are awfully huge
And I am not just the stuff that makes a girl
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me?

Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

I don't even call you baby
'Cause that's what I call my dog
It would have sounded funny and so strange
Don't expect me to be crawling over you
For maybe I am just a poor unromantic
Why do you still love me?
So why do you still love me?


*************************************

hehehe.. the evilness sets in...

you can take... my breath away....

mmmbop~

i've been wearing diapers, since i don't know when
then one day mommy you said, it must come to an end
look at me now, gotta use the potty
i dunno how!
give me the benefit of the doubt
sometimes i just gotta let it out

get that urge, and i forget everything
feel the surge, and then i wet everything


whoa whoa
mamma mia, here i go again
my my, i cannot resist it.
mamma mia, on the floor again
my my, i cannot desist it.

next time i get the urges
i'll tell u before it surges..
why why, did i haf to let it flow?
mamma mia now i really know
my my i should not have let it go.

ok the link is here...
http://smilepop.com/index.cfm?action=viewcard&type=1&content_id=23444&page_id=23444

Quizzical

I don't even comb my hair
When I wake up in the morning
I've always been like that
My clothes are on the floor
And I just don't have the time to put them back
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me

I'm so useless in the kitchen
And my cuisine is lousy
It makes you want to curl
My toes are awfully huge
And I am not just the stuff that makes a girl
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me?

Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

I don't even call you baby
'Cause that's what I call my dog
It would have sounded funny and so strange
Don't expect me to be crawling over you
For maybe I am just a poor unromantic
Why do you still love me?
So why do you still love me?


*************************************

hehehe.. the evilness sets in...

ahhahahha it happens again~
well ... i've expected it anyway... :)

Your aura shines Yellow!


What Color Is Your Aura?
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oh oh.. i got this off the NEWPAPER tuesday 9th september...
you got to know to song to understand why. =P

10 idiotic songs on the radio

1: Addicted - Simple Plan
i heard you're doing okay
but i want you to know
i'm a di*k, i'm addicted to you...

2: Chihuahua - DJ BOBO
What can make you move?
Chihuaha
Can you feel the groove?
Chihuahua
What can make you dance?
Oooh, Chihuahua

3: The Cheeky Song - Cheeky Girls (doreen's fav song. ahhaha)
We are the cheeky girls,
We are the cheeky girls,
You are the cheeky boys
You are the cheeky boys,
Come and smile, don't be shy
touch my bum, this is life!

4: Magic Stick - Lil' Kim/50 cent
I got the magic stick
I know if I can hit once
I can hit twice
I hit the baddest chicks
shorty don't believe me
then come with me tonight
and i'll show you magic -
WHAT! WHAT!

5: Satisfaction - Benny Benassi
Push me
And then just touch me
Till i can get my satisfaction

6: Ka-Ching - Shania Twain
Can you hear it ring?
It makes you wanna sing
You'll live like a king
With lots of money and things
Ka-Ching!

7: Crazy in Love - Beyonce
You ready?
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no

8: Alcoholic - Starsailor
Don't you know you've got your Daddy's eyes?
Daddy was alcoholic

9: Senorita - Justin Timberlake
Guys sing:
It feels like something's heating up,
can i leave with you?
Ladies :
I don't know what I'm thinking about,
really leaving with you...

10: The Fast Food Song - Fast Food Rockers
A Pizza Hut, A Pizza Hut
Kentucky Fried Chicken and a Pizza Hut
A Pizza Hut, A Pizza Hut
Kentucky Fried Chicken and a Pizza Hut
McDonald's McDonald's ....

Your date describes you!
Dear friends. Below, is an Italian horoscope and you can find a lot about youself just by searching your own identity in the Italian way.

What you have to do is to find your group with the help of your date of birth.

Group B2
Your dreams and ambitions are much important for you and you can do everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in your life but you always search for someone perfect. You hardly trust someone. Your friends are really important for you but normally you hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker you always study the negative view as well as positive.
You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.


A giRl and a gUy caN bE just freNz, but @ one poiNt oR oTher, dEy will fAll fOr eAch otHer, MaYbe temPorarliy, mayBe @ tHe wrong Time, mAybe t0o laTe...

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside your door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah-ah...


lifehouse

everybody should be happy.. shalala...
well.. i am...
are you...?

Artist: N Sync
Album: N Sync
Title: I Drive Myself Crazy


Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
'Cause I'm without you
Now I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left with all this pain
I've only got myself to blame

I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...

Why didn't I know it?
(How much I love you baby)
Why couldn't I show it?
(If I had only known)
When I had the chance
Oh, I had the chance

I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...

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dedicated to the one... out there...
hope you'll noe who u are... :)

i'm doing lesson number 1, i didnt tell her that i like her. well, not yet actually. but it is tough when there are competitions around, and exams are around the corner. i dunno if she knows how i feel... but things are obvious between us (at least i think so). dun think people noticed it anyway, which is good. but still, somehow, people will know. the point is... i've dropped hints to her... i've no trust in myself. low self confidence? maybe. but i've learnt to deal with that.
being in a relationship is more than just... being together. it requires commitment, selfless "sacrifices", unconditional love and good communication between each other. it's about sharing and being there for one another, forever. when i think of all these things... the relationship will eventually end up in marriage. if not, y would u want to be in a relationship? but again... the relationship has to start somehow, and see how it works out. when it is really worth it, then marriage will become an issue.
so... should i tell her? should i? should i? i do not want to lose a friendship that is sweeter than sugar. she definitely doesnt want to. well dats wad she said anyway. if that's one of her hints too.. i dunno. but i definitely had lesson number 3 in life with her... we somehow... got lost in our own world...

~the heart determines hu will stay~