oh.. heya people! had guard duty last night.. uhhu.. well more of like the whole of yesterday and this morning.. yeah.. from 730am to 8am today.. cool rite?! ahhahaha! yesterday's Duty Officer was great. he's a warrant officer and he too had to come back on the eve of public holiday to guard a place that isnt worth guarding. he's funny too. that explains his rank.. haha.. cos officers are not friendly, most of them cos they're supposed "educated" with DEGREE and morals... rite..
cos i heard a story that this officer he got posted overseas. more of like thailand. and he got this thailand girl attached to him as a personal assistant la. as the days went by, the girl followed him everywhere he went.. until one day, the girl looked for him, crying. by then, he had returned home and left the girl there... pregnant...
so how do u expect us, WOSE ranks to really respect the commissioned officers.. when they themselves do things that doesnt deserve any respect...?
yeah.. back to guard duty.. so the warrant officer said "you cooperate with me, i make sure i won't give you problems" ahhahah! and problems refer to turn-outs and stand-to drills.. and that sucks yeah.. *those in army will know* especially when they are not satisfied with the drill. uhhu... so... the day and night went SLOWLY... as in.. real slow... but there was television.. yeah.. and i slept as much as i can get... too tired la... sleep a while, wake up.. sleep again.. wake up... *like sayang waking up to message her loved one* hahahaha..
then at night, there's this illegal bike racing outside camp.. hahaha.. the whole stretch of road... noisy sia... wished could take photos of it.. hahaha. but no cameras allowed in camp.. so.. no photos.. hahaha......
and i came back today... and slept till 1.. wahhaha...
den on saturday, i crashed Noorhana's lecture class... it was cool i tell you! ahahha.. the school and all. but then, i wasnt supposed to be there.. and i was afraid of getting caught.. hiakz! everything was fine la... flirt with ehem.. until the teacher, mrs meeeeeeennnnaaaaaa, decided to walk around the lecture room to inspect on the students' workings.. wahahahah!! i was so scared that she asked me to refer to my lecture notes.. and i had to show her the bankin notes.. wahahhahaha.. luckily that didnt happen.. and at that precise moment.. suddenly like i forgot how to do factorisation... wah lau!!!! she walked up to me.. looked from behind while i tried covering it.. and she said.. "try again yah" sheesh....... so malu!!! wahhaha.. and Hana's there smiling smiling at me... hahahaha.. aper sajer.. yeah la.. 7 months and i forgot.. liao.... and what more can get worse...? during break.. i dropped a whole cup of tea... *censored* urgh....... hahaha.. felt the day was getting bad or something.. cos i was supposed to go to pasir ris for some islamic gathering.. yeah.. hahaha...
so after contemplating with myself... i decided to not go for pasir ris.. and just spend the rest of the day with her instead. which was a good choice i would say.. hahaha.. at least i wont miss her that much on sunday ... hehehe.. we went to watch THE VILLAGE! wahahha... loved it.. and she keeps talking abt shyamalan... oh.. his birthday was yesterday... wahahhahah!! and he's 34... yeah lah.... wanna know more about the village? erm.. i suggest u go and watch it! wahahahaha.. let shyamalan makes more money!!! cos he's a genius! *quotes from sayang* hahaha so yeah lah....
den on the way back.. up the escalator... she said, " i think... nvm la" and i continued "we go to jurong east instead..?" wahahhaha *only she'll understand.. cos this is for HER!* yupz..... hahahaha... i enjoyed the whole of saturday.... yeah! was REALLY GLAD that i didnt go to pasir ris.....
my friend told me yesterday that the whole event started at 4 instead... and bbq didnt even start even at 9... whahahahahahha!!! *thank YOU SAYANG!! I LOVE YOU!!!!*
see.... spending time with loved ones is better than friends... if u know what i mean la.. hahahaha!!! love love love love loved it!!!! wah lau.. am soooo high ... sooo high on her love~ uhu....
sayang: indeed, we just got together... but you displayed your all, both your good and your bad... and i dun love you any less... is this what they really call love...? being there for the person they are... and not selective hearing.. or selectively accepting for only their good points...? i want to be there.. to always make u smile... and cry with u when ur sad.. hahaha! cos i cant guarantee i can make u smile.. =P hey.. at least i try whatttt!!! hehehehe! miss you....
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
~good morning everyone~
ehhehehehehe... we met yesterday. uhhu. at McDonald's near her house. yeah, and she wanted to study there. so, since i was.. erm.. "free", i went down to accompany her. hehehhe.. aiyo dunno what to write.. i'm soooooooo groggy with mucus trying to escape from my nosehole... *shrugs*
*echo* baik jamal~ wahhaahhahha.. that was what the guys in camp have been saying. must be the anugerah thing that was on repeat telecast last sunday. uhhu. *rubs blocked nose* anyway, the song below is an old old song. but they changed the female singer from OGY to SITI SARAH. oh oh.. and SARAH's voice is nice.. wahhaha.. but my girlfriend's voice nicer.. so.. period. *giggles giggles* *gf feels scandalised* and...we tried singing that song *points below* in camp.. hahaha cool~
oh one more thing... i miss my gf... hiakz~ now i dun feel like using the comp at night anymore.. hhahaha.... dun ask.. heh..
*~*YOU*~*
"All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you."
ehhehehehehe... we met yesterday. uhhu. at McDonald's near her house. yeah, and she wanted to study there. so, since i was.. erm.. "free", i went down to accompany her. hehehhe.. aiyo dunno what to write.. i'm soooooooo groggy with mucus trying to escape from my nosehole... *shrugs*
*echo* baik jamal~ wahhaahhahha.. that was what the guys in camp have been saying. must be the anugerah thing that was on repeat telecast last sunday. uhhu. *rubs blocked nose* anyway, the song below is an old old song. but they changed the female singer from OGY to SITI SARAH. oh oh.. and SARAH's voice is nice.. wahhaha.. but my girlfriend's voice nicer.. so.. period. *giggles giggles* *gf feels scandalised* and...we tried singing that song *points below* in camp.. hahaha cool~
oh one more thing... i miss my gf... hiakz~ now i dun feel like using the comp at night anymore.. hhahaha.... dun ask.. heh..
*~*YOU*~*
"All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you."
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Jamal Abdillah & Siti Sarah (M Nasir)
Sandarkan Pada Kenangan
Kenangan manis kau dan aku
Takkan terhapus
Duri ranjau dalam bercinta
Lumrah dunia
Sayang menyayang
Cinta dikenang
Perasaan menjadi rindu
Ohhhh...
Lihatlah diriku yang kehilangan
Tanpa kasihmu sayang
Siapalah aku
Sayang menyayang
Saling percaya
Punca kasih berpanjangan
Ohhh.... oh...
Mengapa kita harus bersengketa
Kerana fitnah dan salah sangka
Apa yang telah terjadi pada kenangan
Sememangnya aku tak pernah melupakan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Marilah kasih
Kita saling sayang menyayang
Kalaulah ada benci
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Apa yang harus kita lakukan
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Sandarkan Pada Kenangan
Kenangan manis kau dan aku
Takkan terhapus
Duri ranjau dalam bercinta
Lumrah dunia
Sayang menyayang
Cinta dikenang
Perasaan menjadi rindu
Ohhhh...
Lihatlah diriku yang kehilangan
Tanpa kasihmu sayang
Siapalah aku
Sayang menyayang
Saling percaya
Punca kasih berpanjangan
Ohhh.... oh...
Mengapa kita harus bersengketa
Kerana fitnah dan salah sangka
Apa yang telah terjadi pada kenangan
Sememangnya aku tak pernah melupakan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Marilah kasih
Kita saling sayang menyayang
Kalaulah ada benci
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Apa yang harus kita lakukan
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Monday, August 02, 2004
it's amazing how parents can make or break their kids. i dun blame them entirely either if their kids dun succeed in the education mainstream cos sometimes, it's just not the way the kids learn. uhhu. some kids are better in academics but needs more time to do the practicals aka hands-on. some kids learn by doing it, in which they can memorize in graphics rather than texts. uhhu.
on that, it comes to freedom. everyone was a teenager once and understands the need for freedom. but when these teenagers grew up to become parents, they seem to forget how they so badly wants freedom. freedom in a form of staying out with friends, chill by the beach, hang at friends houses, and learn the life outside the confines of the house. there's also freedom in personality, freedom in speech, freedom in thinking and freedom in democracy. since parents know that they have this authority to CONTROL their children's freedom, they tend to impose it on their kids with an iron hand. *shakes head*
but who am i to say what a parent should or should not do? i won't know until i'm one myself. and when that day comes, i hope i'm not like some parents who restrict their children in some areas of freedom. *nods head* for example, my parents gives me freedom to use the computer whereas some parents don't.
*talked for 2 hours*
okie back... hmm.. yeah.. hmm... now i dunno what to say..
dun worry so much k....? everything's gonna be allright. you know i know we know..... just let me do the talking.. hahahahahaha!! and YES!!! stop waving to the other block.. -_-'
"In life you meet thousands of people, but only a few can touch your heart, like you have touched mine."
on that, it comes to freedom. everyone was a teenager once and understands the need for freedom. but when these teenagers grew up to become parents, they seem to forget how they so badly wants freedom. freedom in a form of staying out with friends, chill by the beach, hang at friends houses, and learn the life outside the confines of the house. there's also freedom in personality, freedom in speech, freedom in thinking and freedom in democracy. since parents know that they have this authority to CONTROL their children's freedom, they tend to impose it on their kids with an iron hand. *shakes head*
but who am i to say what a parent should or should not do? i won't know until i'm one myself. and when that day comes, i hope i'm not like some parents who restrict their children in some areas of freedom. *nods head* for example, my parents gives me freedom to use the computer whereas some parents don't.
*talked for 2 hours*
okie back... hmm.. yeah.. hmm... now i dunno what to say..
dun worry so much k....? everything's gonna be allright. you know i know we know..... just let me do the talking.. hahahahahaha!! and YES!!! stop waving to the other block.. -_-'
"In life you meet thousands of people, but only a few can touch your heart, like you have touched mine."
Saturday, July 31, 2004
Artist: Keane
Album: Hopes And Fears
Title: Everybody's Changing
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Faded into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
**************************************
to my friends who just lost their other half, it hurts, i know... but life has to go on... and it's just because everybody's changing... which can be due to many reasons.... just be happy that u've had had a great time.....
and YoU
"Love is the greatest feeling you will ever have, yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows. There is so much suffering, but then there are times when the crying, pain, and heartache is worth it. Those moments are perfect, they are right. Those moments make all the suffering worth while. It's those moments we should live for."
-Source Unknown
"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."
-Source Unknown
Album: Hopes And Fears
Title: Everybody's Changing
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Faded into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
**************************************
to my friends who just lost their other half, it hurts, i know... but life has to go on... and it's just because everybody's changing... which can be due to many reasons.... just be happy that u've had had a great time.....
and YoU
"Love is the greatest feeling you will ever have, yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows. There is so much suffering, but then there are times when the crying, pain, and heartache is worth it. Those moments are perfect, they are right. Those moments make all the suffering worth while. It's those moments we should live for."
-Source Unknown
"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."
-Source Unknown
Friday, July 30, 2004
ahhahahah!! harlowww~~ *waves at everyone*
yeah~! had my first blood donation exercise today! ahhahahhaha... it wasnt so bad (i think) cos it doesnt take a longggg timee to collect one packet of blood, which is around 450ml per packet. verrrryyyy little whattt! *laughs* yupz. and before the registration began, they gave us this pamphlet stating who shouldnt donate blood. they are:
1) HIV-infected or those with AIDS
2) Syphillis and STD/VD
3) Hepatitis
4) Malaria
*nods head* and then, they made us fill up a 6-page form, on personal stuffs like "have you had sex with more than one partner in the last 12 months" and "have you had sex with another man". what's up with the medical world man.. hahahaha... and i was sniggering at the questions la. so after filling up the form, i went to the registration counter to erm.. register myself. *duH~* hahaha. and i got this NICE sticker! it says "be NICE to me. This is my first donation!" hahaha.. will try to get the scanned pic of it. after the registration, i proceeded to this 'station' where the medical officer do diagnostic checks on you. yeah, and he went through the form to ensure that i understand that blood donation is voluntary and non-beneficial. (well, we got a day off. that's y we donate! wahhahaha) so, he declared me safe for donating blood.. hahaha.. which leaves the next station, the blood testing station. sheesh... this is where the pain starts.. wahhaha! okie okie, i hate feeling pain.. period. so this guy prick my middle finger and pushed the blood out into a straw-like straw (-_-') .. hhahaha.. i squirmed when the needle clipped on my finger. hiakz! i clenched my toes (cool rite? *wahhahaha*) and twitched and got tensed up.... haahhaha! *shakes head* after taking "a lot" of blood, he let one drop of blood into a blue solution, and he throw the rest... *cows cows cows* and he said... "you should be fine for donation" HAH! and i was still sguirming and whining in pain.. hahaha! my friends all around what... =p we got to lie down on plastic safari beds while blood was being drawn out lah. hehe. the RESERVIST medic was a corporal Rahmat (not sure of his rank *scratches head*) and i thought he looked familiar. was trying to make a conversation.. so i asked if it'll hurt.. hahaha.. he said it'll just be like an ant bite.
right.....
he took out this cotton bud (HUGE bud) that was soaked in green solution of dunno what.. and he rubbed it around the vein that he wants to use. *sniggers* a large area that is.. around 8 cm in diameter. hahaha.. and he keeps pumping the high-blood pressure squeezer to restrict blood flow into that vein.. hahaha.. and i got to squeeze a rubberlike thing to help with the flow. (perverts!) hahaha.. didnt know i was going to get two needles poked at the same spot! he told me that the first injection will be anaesthetic so that i'll feel all numb at the area where he's inserting the BIGGER needle. yeah.. BIGGER.. it looks like yakult straws.. except that it's oval and the width is wider than the straw. *shudders* the anaesthetic causes a HUGE clot of substance in that area, making it swell like mosquito bite. hahaha.. when it reduces in size, the "bigger needle" was inserted and blood flowed into the bag.. hahaha.. luckily i didnt feel pain when the bigger needle was pushed in.. but i know that i felt a metal object moving into the skin. hahaha.. and i watched the whole process! cool~ hahaha.. it's not like i get to see that happen everyday. =p
the best thing was that i was still smiling at everyone around. haha.. i looked right and my friend looked like he's dying from cancer... sheesh... when i asked, he said he's sleepy.. CHEH! actually, everyone around the room wasnt even smiling... wah lau~ not fun one.. hahahha.. so i smiled and smiled and laughed at the medics' jokes on each other... haha.. what only... i learnt that CPL Rahmat is working with Mediacorp, as a Programme Producer for channel 5. hahaha.. dunno how true that is.. but he do have the flair for it.. hahaahhaha~ but i really think he was this actor in Suria who acted as Farhan, a split-personality psycho who learnt about his condition when 'friends' locked him up in the toilet. he said he's not an actor.. *shrugs*
everything went well... no pain, no dizzy feeling, and not giddy at all... until the removal of the needle from my arm. the tube was clipped and cutted and 4 samples were taken in separate sealed test tubes. he said it's going to hurt when pulling the needle out. i had a cow then. hahaha! but when he pulled it out, i told him it didnt even hurt. and he went .. "oh..? good la" hahaha! he told me to apply pressure to the hole made from the needle jab....... and that was when my face felt cold and i felt giddy. it was like... the feeling of WARM blood being DRAINED out of your body. sheesh... luckily another medic, a Singh, noticed the change in colour of my face. hahahaha.... they told me to lie down.. and then they elevates the legs, MY legs. hahaha... the medics and medical officers who passed by me stopped and asked if i'm feeling okie. hehe... the benefits of smiling while donating... and emphasising the NEED to be NICE to ME! ahhahhahaha! and they ARE doing a WONDERFUL job! and these are people from the Army themselves. *smiles* haha.. i felt cared for... at least, even if i were to die of low blood, i'll know that there are people around who cares. heh~
so after lying there for a while, the blood came back to the brain. felt the warmth of my long lost blood that was finding it's way around my body.. hahahah! only then could i open my eyes and look normally. hahaha.. CPL Rahmat helped me to another bed so that they can get more blood from another donor.. haha.. no lah.. it's to cater to the other donors wad.. *winks* hahaha.. and everything was well....
or so i thought.....
it was time to apply the plaster to cover the wound la, and i removed my hand which was still applying pressure to the hole. after the plaster was there, the blood drained out of my head again... wahhahhaha... i panic! i was then made to lie down and have my legs elevated.. again.. hahaha.. farhan farhan *shakes head* oh, the blood donation really made me thirsty.. really really really thirsty... haha.. and i asked for a packet of milo from the medic.. felt so helpless.. he even opened the drink for me and fed it to my mouth.. *giggles* he left when Khairul, Hazmi, and Hafiz came to crowd around me... ahhahahha.. oh yeah.. they donated their bloods before me and they seemed allright! *sheesh.. not fair* and Khai's a regular blood donor. so he knew what to expect... i didnt.. hahahaha.. then Hazmi started to 'pray for the deceased' .. like i'm the deceased there... *aper ni* hahaha.. they sticked around.. till i THOUGHT i was better... *innocent face* so after another a while, i moved my ass away from the bed.. and to the resting point... where there are seats and drinks and biscuits. was feeling all normal when 5 minutes of sitting down, i felt all cold again... urgh.........................................
my friends helped me move to the bed again... *troublesome farhan* hahaha.. the medical officer said .. if i still am giddy again, he'll get the ambulance to transfer me to hospital. *shudders* i stayed longer la... for 15 mins... hahaha.. and the guys had to go for prayers... so they called Balajee to assist me... yeah.. i got up and went to the seats again.. sat for another 15 mins or so... and yeah.. was back to normal.. hahaha!! but, a sudden feeling of weakness came over me... doesnt feel like walking.. doesnt feel like eating.. doesnt feel like doing anything... just want to lie down ... and get some rest... which i didnt get la.. thanx to the.. practical lesson after lunch. but all i did was sit at one corner while the lesson was going on. i couldnt do anything else. hahahaha. not even sms my gf.. *hides face*
though i feel better now, i'm still feeling weak.. *oxymoron* hahaha.. am not feeling better.. just trying to make someone not worry about me. *she'll get enough cows to start a dairy farm when she reads this* i'm tired.. i want to rest.. am not sleepy.. i think.. *shrugs* just... shagged...
hehehehe... so that's all for the... blood donation exercise.. *feels more tired after typing it down* hahahha..
for YoU~~
The way her tears makes you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, or hate them, or know that you would die without her ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever she was to the world, she becomes everything to you.
When you look her in the eyes, travelling to the depths of her soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
You love her for a million reasons...
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind ....
but of the heart.
A feeling....
Only felt.....
i miss you sweetie..... *muacks*
yeah~! had my first blood donation exercise today! ahhahahhaha... it wasnt so bad (i think) cos it doesnt take a longggg timee to collect one packet of blood, which is around 450ml per packet. verrrryyyy little whattt! *laughs* yupz. and before the registration began, they gave us this pamphlet stating who shouldnt donate blood. they are:
1) HIV-infected or those with AIDS
2) Syphillis and STD/VD
3) Hepatitis
4) Malaria
*nods head* and then, they made us fill up a 6-page form, on personal stuffs like "have you had sex with more than one partner in the last 12 months" and "have you had sex with another man". what's up with the medical world man.. hahahaha... and i was sniggering at the questions la. so after filling up the form, i went to the registration counter to erm.. register myself. *duH~* hahaha. and i got this NICE sticker! it says "be NICE to me. This is my first donation!" hahaha.. will try to get the scanned pic of it. after the registration, i proceeded to this 'station' where the medical officer do diagnostic checks on you. yeah, and he went through the form to ensure that i understand that blood donation is voluntary and non-beneficial. (well, we got a day off. that's y we donate! wahhahaha) so, he declared me safe for donating blood.. hahaha.. which leaves the next station, the blood testing station. sheesh... this is where the pain starts.. wahhaha! okie okie, i hate feeling pain.. period. so this guy prick my middle finger and pushed the blood out into a straw-like straw (-_-') .. hhahaha.. i squirmed when the needle clipped on my finger. hiakz! i clenched my toes (cool rite? *wahhahaha*) and twitched and got tensed up.... haahhaha! *shakes head* after taking "a lot" of blood, he let one drop of blood into a blue solution, and he throw the rest... *cows cows cows* and he said... "you should be fine for donation" HAH! and i was still sguirming and whining in pain.. hahaha! my friends all around what... =p we got to lie down on plastic safari beds while blood was being drawn out lah. hehe. the RESERVIST medic was a corporal Rahmat (not sure of his rank *scratches head*) and i thought he looked familiar. was trying to make a conversation.. so i asked if it'll hurt.. hahaha.. he said it'll just be like an ant bite.
right.....
he took out this cotton bud (HUGE bud) that was soaked in green solution of dunno what.. and he rubbed it around the vein that he wants to use. *sniggers* a large area that is.. around 8 cm in diameter. hahaha.. and he keeps pumping the high-blood pressure squeezer to restrict blood flow into that vein.. hahaha.. and i got to squeeze a rubberlike thing to help with the flow. (perverts!) hahaha.. didnt know i was going to get two needles poked at the same spot! he told me that the first injection will be anaesthetic so that i'll feel all numb at the area where he's inserting the BIGGER needle. yeah.. BIGGER.. it looks like yakult straws.. except that it's oval and the width is wider than the straw. *shudders* the anaesthetic causes a HUGE clot of substance in that area, making it swell like mosquito bite. hahaha.. when it reduces in size, the "bigger needle" was inserted and blood flowed into the bag.. hahaha.. luckily i didnt feel pain when the bigger needle was pushed in.. but i know that i felt a metal object moving into the skin. hahaha.. and i watched the whole process! cool~ hahaha.. it's not like i get to see that happen everyday. =p
the best thing was that i was still smiling at everyone around. haha.. i looked right and my friend looked like he's dying from cancer... sheesh... when i asked, he said he's sleepy.. CHEH! actually, everyone around the room wasnt even smiling... wah lau~ not fun one.. hahahha.. so i smiled and smiled and laughed at the medics' jokes on each other... haha.. what only... i learnt that CPL Rahmat is working with Mediacorp, as a Programme Producer for channel 5. hahaha.. dunno how true that is.. but he do have the flair for it.. hahaahhaha~ but i really think he was this actor in Suria who acted as Farhan, a split-personality psycho who learnt about his condition when 'friends' locked him up in the toilet. he said he's not an actor.. *shrugs*
everything went well... no pain, no dizzy feeling, and not giddy at all... until the removal of the needle from my arm. the tube was clipped and cutted and 4 samples were taken in separate sealed test tubes. he said it's going to hurt when pulling the needle out. i had a cow then. hahaha! but when he pulled it out, i told him it didnt even hurt. and he went .. "oh..? good la" hahaha! he told me to apply pressure to the hole made from the needle jab....... and that was when my face felt cold and i felt giddy. it was like... the feeling of WARM blood being DRAINED out of your body. sheesh... luckily another medic, a Singh, noticed the change in colour of my face. hahahaha.... they told me to lie down.. and then they elevates the legs, MY legs. hahaha... the medics and medical officers who passed by me stopped and asked if i'm feeling okie. hehe... the benefits of smiling while donating... and emphasising the NEED to be NICE to ME! ahhahhahaha! and they ARE doing a WONDERFUL job! and these are people from the Army themselves. *smiles* haha.. i felt cared for... at least, even if i were to die of low blood, i'll know that there are people around who cares. heh~
so after lying there for a while, the blood came back to the brain. felt the warmth of my long lost blood that was finding it's way around my body.. hahahah! only then could i open my eyes and look normally. hahaha.. CPL Rahmat helped me to another bed so that they can get more blood from another donor.. haha.. no lah.. it's to cater to the other donors wad.. *winks* hahaha.. and everything was well....
or so i thought.....
it was time to apply the plaster to cover the wound la, and i removed my hand which was still applying pressure to the hole. after the plaster was there, the blood drained out of my head again... wahhahhaha... i panic! i was then made to lie down and have my legs elevated.. again.. hahaha.. farhan farhan *shakes head* oh, the blood donation really made me thirsty.. really really really thirsty... haha.. and i asked for a packet of milo from the medic.. felt so helpless.. he even opened the drink for me and fed it to my mouth.. *giggles* he left when Khairul, Hazmi, and Hafiz came to crowd around me... ahhahahha.. oh yeah.. they donated their bloods before me and they seemed allright! *sheesh.. not fair* and Khai's a regular blood donor. so he knew what to expect... i didnt.. hahahaha.. then Hazmi started to 'pray for the deceased' .. like i'm the deceased there... *aper ni* hahaha.. they sticked around.. till i THOUGHT i was better... *innocent face* so after another a while, i moved my ass away from the bed.. and to the resting point... where there are seats and drinks and biscuits. was feeling all normal when 5 minutes of sitting down, i felt all cold again... urgh.........................................
my friends helped me move to the bed again... *troublesome farhan* hahaha.. the medical officer said .. if i still am giddy again, he'll get the ambulance to transfer me to hospital. *shudders* i stayed longer la... for 15 mins... hahaha.. and the guys had to go for prayers... so they called Balajee to assist me... yeah.. i got up and went to the seats again.. sat for another 15 mins or so... and yeah.. was back to normal.. hahaha!! but, a sudden feeling of weakness came over me... doesnt feel like walking.. doesnt feel like eating.. doesnt feel like doing anything... just want to lie down ... and get some rest... which i didnt get la.. thanx to the.. practical lesson after lunch. but all i did was sit at one corner while the lesson was going on. i couldnt do anything else. hahahaha. not even sms my gf.. *hides face*
though i feel better now, i'm still feeling weak.. *oxymoron* hahaha.. am not feeling better.. just trying to make someone not worry about me. *she'll get enough cows to start a dairy farm when she reads this* i'm tired.. i want to rest.. am not sleepy.. i think.. *shrugs* just... shagged...
hehehehe... so that's all for the... blood donation exercise.. *feels more tired after typing it down* hahahha..
for YoU~~
The way her tears makes you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, or hate them, or know that you would die without her ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever she was to the world, she becomes everything to you.
When you look her in the eyes, travelling to the depths of her soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
You love her for a million reasons...
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind ....
but of the heart.
A feeling....
Only felt.....
i miss you sweetie..... *muacks*
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
several updates....
the overseas posting management people came down to camp today. they talked about overseas camps that are in constant need of permanent staffs there. and we apply for it after the whole talk. i've been wanting to get posted overseas. it's like a .. once in a lifetime experience with the army. and you get to experience working life overseas too. so, it kindda explains the interest. but then, the other benefit is also the .. erm.. given allowance to us. like.. erm.. 1200 for first month on top of our current allowance... and from 4th month onwards, monthly allowance of 880 plus current allowance.. yeah.. can save like.. a lot within a year.. wahhahahhaha!
but then, if i go, i'll miss several people. firstly, my family. it'll be the first time i dun get to celebrate hari raya with them. kindda sad. besides family.. of cos.. my dearest princess, miss noorhana atiqah. sorry sayang if i cant make it for this year's hari raya... and anniversary.. and our birthdays.... but look on the bright side, i'll save enough when i almost ORD. hahaha. then i can .. erm... start my own company online. somehow, i suddenly have contacts with these people who are good in internet marketing.. wahhahahaha! 40k per month ohh~~~ wahahhaha!! *ehem* burung terbang dipipiskan lada.. *shakes head*
yeahhh.. hahaha... i'll definitely miss YOU if i'm selected to go... *stays for a while*
today we.. no.. me.. I disassembled parts of the transmission box.. wahhaha... ooily oilyyyy.... eeww.. had fun doing that.. wahah.. what only.. sick fella. well, yeah.. practically that's all we did today.. wahahha! pathetic right? and i tot with the revised courseware, it'll be more cramped... but noooooo.... and i'm here for .. 1 1/2 months already.. sighs... what to do.. what to do...
oh.. sayang went to her usual spot every tuesday with her .. ehem.. gf.. yeah. so... have fun~!
i'll keep everyone updated on the .. erm.. overseas posting.. which i really want.. yeah.. *waves*
for you...
"We are not lovers because of the love we make but the love we have. We are not friends because of the laughs we spend but the tears we save. I don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share but for the words we never have to speak. I will never miss you because of what we do but what we are together."
-Nikki Giovanni
the overseas posting management people came down to camp today. they talked about overseas camps that are in constant need of permanent staffs there. and we apply for it after the whole talk. i've been wanting to get posted overseas. it's like a .. once in a lifetime experience with the army. and you get to experience working life overseas too. so, it kindda explains the interest. but then, the other benefit is also the .. erm.. given allowance to us. like.. erm.. 1200 for first month on top of our current allowance... and from 4th month onwards, monthly allowance of 880 plus current allowance.. yeah.. can save like.. a lot within a year.. wahhahahhaha!
but then, if i go, i'll miss several people. firstly, my family. it'll be the first time i dun get to celebrate hari raya with them. kindda sad. besides family.. of cos.. my dearest princess, miss noorhana atiqah. sorry sayang if i cant make it for this year's hari raya... and anniversary.. and our birthdays.... but look on the bright side, i'll save enough when i almost ORD. hahaha. then i can .. erm... start my own company online. somehow, i suddenly have contacts with these people who are good in internet marketing.. wahhahahaha! 40k per month ohh~~~ wahahhaha!! *ehem* burung terbang dipipiskan lada.. *shakes head*
yeahhh.. hahaha... i'll definitely miss YOU if i'm selected to go... *stays for a while*
today we.. no.. me.. I disassembled parts of the transmission box.. wahhaha... ooily oilyyyy.... eeww.. had fun doing that.. wahah.. what only.. sick fella. well, yeah.. practically that's all we did today.. wahahha! pathetic right? and i tot with the revised courseware, it'll be more cramped... but noooooo.... and i'm here for .. 1 1/2 months already.. sighs... what to do.. what to do...
oh.. sayang went to her usual spot every tuesday with her .. ehem.. gf.. yeah. so... have fun~!
i'll keep everyone updated on the .. erm.. overseas posting.. which i really want.. yeah.. *waves*
for you...
"We are not lovers because of the love we make but the love we have. We are not friends because of the laughs we spend but the tears we save. I don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share but for the words we never have to speak. I will never miss you because of what we do but what we are together."
-Nikki Giovanni
Monday, July 26, 2004
I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Noorhana....
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever. I went to sleep last night with a smile because I knew I'd be dreaming of you ... but I woke up this morning with a smile because you weren't a dream...
"I may not be God's gift to women, but I am God's gift to one woman."
-anonymous
have a wonderful day sweetie....
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever. I went to sleep last night with a smile because I knew I'd be dreaming of you ... but I woke up this morning with a smile because you weren't a dream...
"I may not be God's gift to women, but I am God's gift to one woman."
-anonymous
have a wonderful day sweetie....
this song was playing in my mind while i was dreaming... weirdness...
Artist: Five For Fighting
Album: Easy Tonight
Title: Something About You
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't know how to get in there to feel you
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
I'm in time.. hey yeah..
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought i would win
I never thought much about that.
(it's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(it's been a long time coming)
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
yeah i'm in time.. heyy yeaahhh...
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
i'm gonna be there ..
be there..
allright
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
Artist: Five For Fighting
Album: Easy Tonight
Title: Something About You
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't know how to get in there to feel you
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
I'm in time.. hey yeah..
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought i would win
I never thought much about that.
(it's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(it's been a long time coming)
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
yeah i'm in time.. heyy yeaahhh...
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
i'm gonna be there ..
be there..
allright
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
Saturday, July 24, 2004
hahahaha! watched I, Robot with Noorhana in the evening. Great movie. Sci-fi.. hahaha.. i love sci-fi.. makes me think of life if it ever happens... hahaha.. Will Smith was great. Funny chap. and the robots are cute. ahaha.. wished i could produce that multimedia graphics artwork like these professional designers. the robots looked sooooo cute... hahaha right sayang? *winks at her* *AHH-CHOOO* *sniffs* i'm allergic to bullshit... wahhahah! *rolls on stomach*
yeah.. den went to eat at LJS.. and she asked is it Long John Silver's or Long John's Silver. if it's the second one, then what the hell is silver? ahhahhaa... if the first, what is the thing? and i said fish.. and she went " but there's chickkkeeeeennnn and fries... and corn" *shakes head* aper2 lah sayang.. *grins* she had headache... i kindda dunno what to do.. hahaha.. seriously, what can one do when someone else has a headache other than to give a head massage? hmm hmmm?? well well *shrugs* but one thing she doesnt know... i'm experiencing headaches myself.. hahaha.. felt like banging it (the head) on the screen... ahahhaa.. *tongue out*
so yeah... thinks you're sound asleep.. and trying to ease the headache. hopefully it goes off by morning yah? i realli hope it does. *cuddles her in his arms* *kisses her cheeks* sweet dreams sayang~
since i cant wait for tomorrow to come... i'll post this today..
for YOU:
"When we started baby we were friends, but that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end, see I was thinking and it clicked one day, that no one else has ever made me feel this way."
-N'Sync
yeah.. den went to eat at LJS.. and she asked is it Long John Silver's or Long John's Silver. if it's the second one, then what the hell is silver? ahhahhaa... if the first, what is the thing? and i said fish.. and she went " but there's chickkkeeeeennnn and fries... and corn" *shakes head* aper2 lah sayang.. *grins* she had headache... i kindda dunno what to do.. hahaha.. seriously, what can one do when someone else has a headache other than to give a head massage? hmm hmmm?? well well *shrugs* but one thing she doesnt know... i'm experiencing headaches myself.. hahaha.. felt like banging it (the head) on the screen... ahahhaa.. *tongue out*
so yeah... thinks you're sound asleep.. and trying to ease the headache. hopefully it goes off by morning yah? i realli hope it does. *cuddles her in his arms* *kisses her cheeks* sweet dreams sayang~
since i cant wait for tomorrow to come... i'll post this today..
for YOU:
"When we started baby we were friends, but that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end, see I was thinking and it clicked one day, that no one else has ever made me feel this way."
-N'Sync
Friday, July 23, 2004
it's not that i dun want to blog. it's just that when i start, i can't stop. ahhahahha. and since someone asked me to, well, guess i'll update everyone.
friday was guard duty for me. hahaha. it started at 6pm till saturday's 8 am. yepz. and my duty was prowling, where we walk around the camp to do patrols. yeah, supposed to have 3 duties but was given only one... wahhahahah! so lucky! and we did only the first shift la! haha.. so.. after first shift, ehem.. my MDM called me... hahaha! yeah.. she felt better after a whole day of... shitload in the toilet bowl... wahhaha.. but she didnt realise that my shitload just started! hehe.. glad she's back to herself again. *yeah, she changed to a swan yesterday* wahhahahah! yeah lah.. den my friend, Mr Khairul.. haha.. lend his handphone to me cos he got free incoming. hehe.. THAT was why i could talk to sayang for 2 hours! khekhekhekhkekhe... thanks man for the phone!
*ayah dah 2 tahun tak tengok movie* translation: "daddy havent watched movie for 2 years" *rofl* well.. i rolled on the bed last night lah if YOU wanna know.. hahaha.. and everyone else was asleep.. hahahahaha! and i tried to control my laughter.. but.. dun think so.. wahhahahahaha!! okie okie sooooo that's for night duty... den when early morning came... the rain started to pouurrr like nobody's business.... and me.. yes.. me.. was assigned to guard the gate.. hahaha.. open and close for authorised personnel to enter.. anddddd my whole bottom part got wet.. that's cos i wore this "security" raincoat.. hahaha.. got the word security there! ya lah! .. all yellow in colour.. hehehe.. so bright... so i was sitting there.. alone, shivering like eskimo... waiting for people to come.. hahahaha.. so that's all for the duty day~ *smiles*
i wrote some stuffs in my.. temporary journal.. hahaha.. it's like a record of what happens in a day.. and my thoughts at times la... BUT.. am not going to publish them here! wahahha! nope.. no matter what YOU say sayang.. hahahaha! nope! well.. maybe i might.. wahhahaha! *fickle-minded*
so.. NOW i'm having quotes.. wahhahaha
~*sayang*~
"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."
~Emma~
friday was guard duty for me. hahaha. it started at 6pm till saturday's 8 am. yepz. and my duty was prowling, where we walk around the camp to do patrols. yeah, supposed to have 3 duties but was given only one... wahhahahah! so lucky! and we did only the first shift la! haha.. so.. after first shift, ehem.. my MDM called me... hahaha! yeah.. she felt better after a whole day of... shitload in the toilet bowl... wahhaha.. but she didnt realise that my shitload just started! hehe.. glad she's back to herself again. *yeah, she changed to a swan yesterday* wahhahahah! yeah lah.. den my friend, Mr Khairul.. haha.. lend his handphone to me cos he got free incoming. hehe.. THAT was why i could talk to sayang for 2 hours! khekhekhekhkekhe... thanks man for the phone!
*ayah dah 2 tahun tak tengok movie* translation: "daddy havent watched movie for 2 years" *rofl* well.. i rolled on the bed last night lah if YOU wanna know.. hahaha.. and everyone else was asleep.. hahahahaha! and i tried to control my laughter.. but.. dun think so.. wahhahahahaha!! okie okie sooooo that's for night duty... den when early morning came... the rain started to pouurrr like nobody's business.... and me.. yes.. me.. was assigned to guard the gate.. hahaha.. open and close for authorised personnel to enter.. anddddd my whole bottom part got wet.. that's cos i wore this "security" raincoat.. hahaha.. got the word security there! ya lah! .. all yellow in colour.. hehehe.. so bright... so i was sitting there.. alone, shivering like eskimo... waiting for people to come.. hahahaha.. so that's all for the duty day~ *smiles*
i wrote some stuffs in my.. temporary journal.. hahaha.. it's like a record of what happens in a day.. and my thoughts at times la... BUT.. am not going to publish them here! wahahha! nope.. no matter what YOU say sayang.. hahahaha! nope! well.. maybe i might.. wahhahaha! *fickle-minded*
so.. NOW i'm having quotes.. wahhahaha
~*sayang*~
"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."
~Emma~
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
yaayyy!! i won!!! *dances around* see.. i'm white.. wahhahaha.. the sun made me dark... *grumble grumble*
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Artist: Daniel Bedingfield
Album: If You're Not The One
Title: If You're Not The One
Album: If You're Not The One
Title: If You're Not The One
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I
finally i'm blogging again. yeah. the blogger settings were so screwed that i don't feel like updating. hahahahaha. lots happened for the past few days. but all that i chose to remember was the time by the SIngapore River. *smiles at the thought* and as the days passed, i'm going deeper and deeper in this sea of love. somehow, if it all were to end, i don't know how i'll react. hahahaha. well.... *shrugs*
you: yes, i've never loved anyone so much before... so much that even your voice can make my day. i want you to know that being with you has brought lots of wonderful memories that i'll cherish in my life. and it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart. i love you....
the smile on your face let me know that you need me
the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand, says you'll catch me where ever i fall...
you say it best, when you say nothing at all...
but then again, if you don't tell me, i might not know.
and we'll live the old JC days again
guessing what the other feels
is it yes? or is it no?
*gives a tight hug and a sloppy smooch on the cheek*
*smiles happily*
you: yes, i've never loved anyone so much before... so much that even your voice can make my day. i want you to know that being with you has brought lots of wonderful memories that i'll cherish in my life. and it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart. i love you....
the smile on your face let me know that you need me
the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand, says you'll catch me where ever i fall...
you say it best, when you say nothing at all...
but then again, if you don't tell me, i might not know.
and we'll live the old JC days again
guessing what the other feels
is it yes? or is it no?
*gives a tight hug and a sloppy smooch on the cheek*
*smiles happily*
Thursday, July 15, 2004
harlowww ppl. today was... different..? *laughs out loud* well, i mean i reached camp sooooo early. it was 0700hrs. hahahahaha!!! well well, at least i wasnt late! hiakz! and it rained in the morning, which made the weather super cold that i was shivering when i woke up. oh, i slept in camp. hahaha. i reached there, sat like a statue in the locker room and zzZZzzZZzz... woke up around 0730 to realise that i was shivering la! hahaha. but i felt warm sooon after *winks winks* ...
today we did practical, erm, more of like servicing of the vehicles la. the instructor explained to us how to do the physical examinations of the vehicle and we got to go under the vehicle to check them. hahaha. it was fun la. luckily my uniform wasnt as dirty as the instructor's coverall. well, at least we got to do something more exciting compared to just sitting down in the computer lab and go through the theory lesson. that was for the morning part of the day. servicing the vehicle.
in the evening, there was ippt trial test. everything went well for me. i managed to get 43 sit-ups, 239cm standing broad jump, 9.6s for shuttle run and 7 pull ups. i heard someone counted 8 ... so i thought, yes la! silver already. then i came down, the tester was like, no.. u did 7 and a half. i was like, " WHO SAID 8!?!?!" grrrrrr.... yah lah. by then, my back was aching like mad, my legs were shaking and i can't control them. then came the 2.4km run..... i failed... ARGH!!! after all the runs that i went through, i still failed.... i felt really down la.. who wouldnt right? it's like you study and study and study.. and u still fail the exams. *shrugs* now, my back's aching badly.. urgh...
and nooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww.... i'm waiting for sayang to come online. hahahahaa. i dunno, there seemed to be no messages today.. well.. only for the morning part.. haha.. and that made my day.. hahahaha!! *blows a kiss to sayang* oh oh!!! she just messaged!! heh~ cool... ahhh.. *replying to message* well well, thinking.. friends, or sayang... hahahaha!! *dilemma*
well, anyway, it doesnt matter cos things will work out the way it should.. yesssss... haha. think that's all i have for today la... will try to play aardwolf.. hehehehe *runs away from sayang* *wonders how she is today* *sigh* *missed her* *giggles* *sigh*
today we did practical, erm, more of like servicing of the vehicles la. the instructor explained to us how to do the physical examinations of the vehicle and we got to go under the vehicle to check them. hahaha. it was fun la. luckily my uniform wasnt as dirty as the instructor's coverall. well, at least we got to do something more exciting compared to just sitting down in the computer lab and go through the theory lesson. that was for the morning part of the day. servicing the vehicle.
in the evening, there was ippt trial test. everything went well for me. i managed to get 43 sit-ups, 239cm standing broad jump, 9.6s for shuttle run and 7 pull ups. i heard someone counted 8 ... so i thought, yes la! silver already. then i came down, the tester was like, no.. u did 7 and a half. i was like, " WHO SAID 8!?!?!" grrrrrr.... yah lah. by then, my back was aching like mad, my legs were shaking and i can't control them. then came the 2.4km run..... i failed... ARGH!!! after all the runs that i went through, i still failed.... i felt really down la.. who wouldnt right? it's like you study and study and study.. and u still fail the exams. *shrugs* now, my back's aching badly.. urgh...
and nooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww.... i'm waiting for sayang to come online. hahahahaa. i dunno, there seemed to be no messages today.. well.. only for the morning part.. haha.. and that made my day.. hahahaha!! *blows a kiss to sayang* oh oh!!! she just messaged!! heh~ cool... ahhh.. *replying to message* well well, thinking.. friends, or sayang... hahahaha!! *dilemma*
well, anyway, it doesnt matter cos things will work out the way it should.. yesssss... haha. think that's all i have for today la... will try to play aardwolf.. hehehehe *runs away from sayang* *wonders how she is today* *sigh* *missed her* *giggles* *sigh*
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
wahahha.. if sayang knows what i do, she'll go all weirded out again.. haha.. weirded and on cloud ten. *should i tell her? should i? should i?*
okie okie.. i should... hahaha.. well, i do keep a journal. but it started only last week. before you even tell me to start one. hahahaha. *looks around* *whispers* if you're REALLY smart, you'll find it. you ARE smart! hehehe... and yesterday was extra wonderful. i just want to spend every moment with you. but people always say that you'll get bored and tired of each other if u see them often. hahahahaha. i doubt so. *points to honeymoon phase* everyday is honeymoon! hahaha.. *am crazy.. don't care at all* as long as i get her love, and her trust, i'm happy.. wahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okie okie.. i should... hahaha.. well, i do keep a journal. but it started only last week. before you even tell me to start one. hahahaha. *looks around* *whispers* if you're REALLY smart, you'll find it. you ARE smart! hehehe... and yesterday was extra wonderful. i just want to spend every moment with you. but people always say that you'll get bored and tired of each other if u see them often. hahahahaha. i doubt so. *points to honeymoon phase* everyday is honeymoon! hahaha.. *am crazy.. don't care at all* as long as i get her love, and her trust, i'm happy.. wahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure
Can i believe the magic of your sighs
Will you still love me tomorrow
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun
I'd like to know that your love
Is love that i, i can be sure of
So tell me now and i will not ask you again
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
~will you still love me tomorrow~
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure
Can i believe the magic of your sighs
Will you still love me tomorrow
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun
I'd like to know that your love
Is love that i, i can be sure of
So tell me now and i will not ask you again
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
~will you still love me tomorrow~
Monday, July 12, 2004
*looks around* i just have to do this..... *looks below*
i love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i'm with you. i love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making me. i love you for the part of me that you bring out. and i love you, for you.
*runs away, smiling like an idiot*
i love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i'm with you. i love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making me. i love you for the part of me that you bring out. and i love you, for you.
*runs away, smiling like an idiot*
hahaha.. sorry people. had to delete the previous post. *shrugs* i like the song, but the lyrics a little ... bent. hahahahaha! anyway, yesterday was BOOORRRIIINNNGGGG! *starts to sound like zhao jun* until it was night time... wahahhahaha!!! yes sayang. time flies. very fast pulak tu. *shakes head* and i struggled just to wake up. *innocent smile* *winks at sayang* *gives her a kiss* hehehe.. wuuhooo!!! and... err.. the ending was weird... hahaha! expected la... no, not the meaning of the names, but, we'll get weirded out at least once per day. *shrugs* *smiles* not that i'm complaining anyway.. hahaha!
YoU : a tip for your.. errm.. book.. haha.. instead of writing complains, maybe you can .. errr.. talk to the book instead..? haha... talk abt anything la *dun think i shud write them here* *grins* am trying to help u fill up every page. hehehehehehe! see ya!!
YoU : a tip for your.. errm.. book.. haha.. instead of writing complains, maybe you can .. errr.. talk to the book instead..? haha... talk abt anything la *dun think i shud write them here* *grins* am trying to help u fill up every page. hehehehehehe! see ya!!
Sunday, July 11, 2004
gooooodddddd moorrrnniiingggg!!!!
hahaha
to *~YoU~*
Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude,
SWEET BABY
I'm so thankful i found YOU!
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
to the WORLD
wahhahahahah!!!!!!!!!!! so many things are happening in my life soooo fast...
hahahaha.. well.. it's worth all the time spent, besides bmtc.. heh.
and yeah.. it's time well spent with YOU too... *giggles*
why is this post abt you too huh? hahaha.. well.. err..
maybe i can't get you out of my head anymore... *blushes*
bubye!!!!!!!!
*runs away*
hahaha
to *~YoU~*
Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude,
SWEET BABY
I'm so thankful i found YOU!
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
to the WORLD
wahhahahahah!!!!!!!!!!! so many things are happening in my life soooo fast...
hahahaha.. well.. it's worth all the time spent, besides bmtc.. heh.
and yeah.. it's time well spent with YOU too... *giggles*
why is this post abt you too huh? hahaha.. well.. err..
maybe i can't get you out of my head anymore... *blushes*
bubye!!!!!!!!
*runs away*
Saturday, July 10, 2004
yes la~.. hahaha.. went out today. escort sayang to SIM to visit her new school!!! waaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!! it's marvellous, the campus i mean. haha.. it's mostly airconditioned, especially the central areas and throughout the doorway too! hahaha. i just love those cold environment. at least, u dun sweat and feel sticky. yeah. but then, i dun like the tense atmosphere, as if ur in the library. haha.. we had to practically "whisper" while talking along the corridors. i cant live in that kind of environment. haha.. maybe it's livelier in the classes. hahaha.. hope sayang's happy with her sch!
after the visit, we went to far east to meet up with Fiza. hahaha. sayang decided to eat at constant cravings. they sell western food and they are nice. haha. maybe it's cos they are western food. hahaha. i had pasta with shitake mushroom in white sauce. hahahaa! i tell you.. it's FILLING! hahaha... try it people. as in.. visit the restaurant.. haha... it's at far east 5th floor. then turn right from elevator..
at night.. ard.. err.. 0112hrs... hahaha.. yeah.. *winks* *blissed* until now.. wahahahha!!! *looks at the time* you made my day too sayang... *blows a kiss*
you: yepz.. special message for you.. focus on what you want, be truthful to yourself, and pls pls pls take care of yourself. wait a minute, i have to do the caring part. hahaa!!! *blushes madly* love you~
after the visit, we went to far east to meet up with Fiza. hahaha. sayang decided to eat at constant cravings. they sell western food and they are nice. haha. maybe it's cos they are western food. hahaha. i had pasta with shitake mushroom in white sauce. hahahaa! i tell you.. it's FILLING! hahaha... try it people. as in.. visit the restaurant.. haha... it's at far east 5th floor. then turn right from elevator..
at night.. ard.. err.. 0112hrs... hahaha.. yeah.. *winks* *blissed* until now.. wahahahha!!! *looks at the time* you made my day too sayang... *blows a kiss*
you: yepz.. special message for you.. focus on what you want, be truthful to yourself, and pls pls pls take care of yourself. wait a minute, i have to do the caring part. hahaa!!! *blushes madly* love you~
Friday, July 09, 2004
think i cut myself while shaving. hahaha. *shrugs* it's that sharp pain under the lips. hahahahaha. okie. today's saturday.
waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
heard there's going to be some run and then games... then go home... -_-...
so yepz.. that's all...
*grinning grinning*
*smiling smiling*
*farts*
oopz...
*runs away*
waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
heard there's going to be some run and then games... then go home... -_-...
so yepz.. that's all...
*grinning grinning*
*smiling smiling*
*farts*
oopz...
*runs away*
| F | Fun |
| A | Accurate |
| R | Responsible |
| H | Happy |
| A | Astonishing |
| N | Normal |
| S | Sensual |
| U | Unusual |
| H | Healthy |
| A | Adventurous |
| D | Dangerous |
| A | Awesome |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
nah~ hahahaha....
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
wah choy~ hahaha.. my hp bill for June was my highest ever.. wahahah. it's at, jeng jeng jengg~~~
$94.38
hahaha. *eyes popped out* at least, it's still lesser than my sayang's. *ROFL* sorry sweetie.. hehe.. yes yes. and my sms costed more than my local calls. sms at $49.95 and local calls at $31.14 with -$20 for calls discount. hahaha and that was at.. err 900 smses to m1 users and 99 smses to other operators. so i take it that my sayang's also an m1 customer. hahaha! so swee, 999 smses.. hahahaha~ and that's at 49.95 -_- .... have to get a new line.. the sun text line.. ahhhh 1000 free sms and free incoming for either morning or night. and it's at 24.90 i think.. the subscription. but i want to retain this line if possible. sigghhhh~ i hate changing numbers.. cos then, i have to tell everyone. and not everyone is in my contact list. at least with this number, maybe 10 years later, someone who suddenly feels like sending stupid sms to old contacts can get hold of me. hahaha!! *crazy thinking* but hey, i AM crazy~~ hahaha!! riteeee sayaaaaannngggg??? hehehe *muacks*
dun worry, i'll manage.. haha.. cos amount payable is at $44.94... *and i'm not talking indian* -_-'
so yeah la.. wont be home tonight.. hahaha!! cos tonight, i'll be ur naughty girl.. err.. naughty boy.. hahaha...
yOU:
enjoy your day~! i'll be miserable staying up in the night, not u.
!!!!!!!!LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
*smiles with part of tongue sticking out*
$94.38
hahaha. *eyes popped out* at least, it's still lesser than my sayang's. *ROFL* sorry sweetie.. hehe.. yes yes. and my sms costed more than my local calls. sms at $49.95 and local calls at $31.14 with -$20 for calls discount. hahaha and that was at.. err 900 smses to m1 users and 99 smses to other operators. so i take it that my sayang's also an m1 customer. hahaha! so swee, 999 smses.. hahahaha~ and that's at 49.95 -_- .... have to get a new line.. the sun text line.. ahhhh 1000 free sms and free incoming for either morning or night. and it's at 24.90 i think.. the subscription. but i want to retain this line if possible. sigghhhh~ i hate changing numbers.. cos then, i have to tell everyone. and not everyone is in my contact list. at least with this number, maybe 10 years later, someone who suddenly feels like sending stupid sms to old contacts can get hold of me. hahaha!! *crazy thinking* but hey, i AM crazy~~ hahaha!! riteeee sayaaaaannngggg??? hehehe *muacks*
dun worry, i'll manage.. haha.. cos amount payable is at $44.94... *and i'm not talking indian* -_-'
so yeah la.. wont be home tonight.. hahaha!! cos tonight, i'll be ur naughty girl.. err.. naughty boy.. hahaha...
yOU:
enjoy your day~! i'll be miserable staying up in the night, not u.
!!!!!!!!LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
*smiles with part of tongue sticking out*
bus was full today. got squashed by.. err.. uncles and aunties.. who.. didnt relli smell nice today. yeah. then it rained in the morning.. and evening. i almost flared up in the canteen this morning. is it difficult to queue up to buy for food? firstly, that will make the line longer.. but the waiting time is reduced.. so technically, this method is better than asking ur friend to buy for 20 other people and the auntie at the counter takes her own sweet time to count properly... *bleargh* so yeah lah.. it went like this..
the queue wasnt even long.. only abt 6 people.. den a guy, my 'friend', jumped in and asked, "leh tolong beli..?" aka can help me buy...... i was like -_-' .. the queue wasnt even long.. and people just cant damn bloody queue up... that sparked everything.. haha.. cos another 'friend' came to ask... "leh tolong...?" -_-' x 100 ...... den when i'm abt to order my food... another guy came.. "eh what's this called ah..?" i said i dunno .. he said " buy for me" -_-' x infinity......... so after i bought it... we were looking for a place to sit.. den.. the order was wrong.. as in.. i was supposed to order another chicken.. i'm like... wth?!?! den i was like nvm nvm.. u ppl go and take the chicken.. then this friend.. aka KHAIRUL ANWAR .. said dun want .. its okie.. i said "u better take it before i explode"
so that was that la............
den in the evening... the instructor broke us into groups la.. to explain to him what the manual taught us la.. so we got specific tasks.... den our group.. supposed to explain something abt parking brakes operations... aka neutral transmission.. and all dun wanna go.. pushed me to go.. urgh.. den i asked the instructor if us 3 go and explain to him.. he said.." then u explain to me abt 1st gear, 2nd gear, high gear, reverse gear and neutral.. or else, all 3 of u stay during lunch to do revision" -_-' dunno how many times la.. so yeah la.. if they keep depending on me to answer the questions, one day they still have to answer per... so why dun we just LEARN instead of sleeping? hahaha even haidill can get almost perfect scores now... why cant u khairul?! hahaha!!!
okie okie.. so that's that.. hahaha.. and i LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *looks at previous entry* *gives sayang a soft look in her eyes* *blows her a kiss*
the queue wasnt even long.. only abt 6 people.. den a guy, my 'friend', jumped in and asked, "leh tolong beli..?" aka can help me buy...... i was like -_-' .. the queue wasnt even long.. and people just cant damn bloody queue up... that sparked everything.. haha.. cos another 'friend' came to ask... "leh tolong...?" -_-' x 100 ...... den when i'm abt to order my food... another guy came.. "eh what's this called ah..?" i said i dunno .. he said " buy for me" -_-' x infinity......... so after i bought it... we were looking for a place to sit.. den.. the order was wrong.. as in.. i was supposed to order another chicken.. i'm like... wth?!?! den i was like nvm nvm.. u ppl go and take the chicken.. then this friend.. aka KHAIRUL ANWAR .. said dun want .. its okie.. i said "u better take it before i explode"
so that was that la............
den in the evening... the instructor broke us into groups la.. to explain to him what the manual taught us la.. so we got specific tasks.... den our group.. supposed to explain something abt parking brakes operations... aka neutral transmission.. and all dun wanna go.. pushed me to go.. urgh.. den i asked the instructor if us 3 go and explain to him.. he said.." then u explain to me abt 1st gear, 2nd gear, high gear, reverse gear and neutral.. or else, all 3 of u stay during lunch to do revision" -_-' dunno how many times la.. so yeah la.. if they keep depending on me to answer the questions, one day they still have to answer per... so why dun we just LEARN instead of sleeping? hahaha even haidill can get almost perfect scores now... why cant u khairul?! hahaha!!!
okie okie.. so that's that.. hahaha.. and i LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *looks at previous entry* *gives sayang a soft look in her eyes* *blows her a kiss*
Artist: 98 Degrees, Mariah Carey, Noorhana, Farhan
Album: wahhahaha.. i wanna edit cannot...?
Title: Thank God I Found You
(featuring joe & 98 degrees)
(mariah/hana)
I would give up everything
Before i'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(joe/me)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you (i'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
-bridge- (mariah & joe/hahaha u ppl know who else)
See i was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And i'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(mariah/hana)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful i found you
********************************
*sense lots of people are puking right now*
*like i care like that*
wahhahahahhaha!!!!!
sayang: yes... thank god i found u too.. *rest his head on her shoulder* *closes his eyes* *smiles*
Album: wahhahaha.. i wanna edit cannot...?
Title: Thank God I Found You
(featuring joe & 98 degrees)
(mariah/hana)
I would give up everything
Before i'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(joe/me)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you (i'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
-bridge- (mariah & joe/hahaha u ppl know who else)
See i was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And i'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(mariah/hana)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful i found you
********************************
*sense lots of people are puking right now*
*like i care like that*
wahhahahahhaha!!!!!
sayang: yes... thank god i found u too.. *rest his head on her shoulder* *closes his eyes* *smiles*
Monday, July 05, 2004
hahaa this is in malay.. duh~ haha
Dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri
Oh dekat padamu...
Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh... janji ku kotakan
Andai tersalah arah... berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua
Walau jauh ku akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku
Andai tersalah arah... Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung
cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa
Vokal: Yusry
Lagu/Lirik: Edry Abdul Halim
Dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri
Oh dekat padamu...
Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh... janji ku kotakan
Andai tersalah arah... berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua
Walau jauh ku akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku
Andai tersalah arah... Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung
cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa
Vokal: Yusry
Lagu/Lirik: Edry Abdul Halim
yo ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaazzaaaaaa???
haha. yes i'm crazy. face it. let's see... my friends envy me cos i remember the automotive theory stuffs. in fact, i just didnt SLEEP during lessons. hahaha.. and u people did. that's why. so, one tip.. DUN SLEEP DURING LESSONS!!! and there's always RT.. hahahaha!!! so yeah.. feels like i'm ready to take on some real stuff! should be next week. yes laaaaa!! haha COVERALLS all OVER AGAIN!!! *crazy eh farhan?* *no lah.. haha i'm just me suhada* *oh .. realli? cos i dun think so* * i think so lak..? *smacks suhada**
okie okie... sooooo... was out on saturday.. and was out on sunday... for saturday, go to my sayang's blog.. haha.. if u dunno her blog... then TOO BAD! hahaha... went for this "bbq" cum chalet at changi.. ahaha.. with bapoks~!!! ahhaha.. of cos not with bapoks la.. was with my relatives and mum and sister... yeah~! hahaha.. nothing much happened la.. besides the fact that i got burnt at several areas and bitten by mosquitos.. and lost badly in monopoly.. wahhahaha!!! *sense sayang thinks she has a chance of beating me in monopoly* no way darling.. hahaha! so .. that was sunday...
den today MORNING.... was the portugal vs greece match... haha.. GREECE WON!!! okie.. wasnt supposed to be happy.. cos i expected czech to be in the finals.. hahaha.. anyway, Sayang sent me sms in the morning.. saying *GREECE SCORED!!! WUUHOOOOO* -_-' yeah.. and that's like.. MORNING morning.. hahaaha.. all groggy and stuff.. and the phone sounded... so yeah lah.. tot that was that... then she sent again... GREECE WON!!!! -_-'''' hahahahaha... dun worry la.. not angry or anything.. hahah! just tot that's .. erm.. cute.. hahaha.. yalah.. ur already cute per.. *whistles* *smiles* *muackS*
YoU: okie! OKIE!! i'm posting this NOW!! wahahha... takleh sabar ker...? hmm hmmmm??? *zoo zoo zoo* hahahaha.. what only atiqah sayang... =) *muacks again* hahahaha!! miss you darling~
haha. yes i'm crazy. face it. let's see... my friends envy me cos i remember the automotive theory stuffs. in fact, i just didnt SLEEP during lessons. hahaha.. and u people did. that's why. so, one tip.. DUN SLEEP DURING LESSONS!!! and there's always RT.. hahahaha!!! so yeah.. feels like i'm ready to take on some real stuff! should be next week. yes laaaaa!! haha COVERALLS all OVER AGAIN!!! *crazy eh farhan?* *no lah.. haha i'm just me suhada* *oh .. realli? cos i dun think so* * i think so lak..? *smacks suhada**
okie okie... sooooo... was out on saturday.. and was out on sunday... for saturday, go to my sayang's blog.. haha.. if u dunno her blog... then TOO BAD! hahaha... went for this "bbq" cum chalet at changi.. ahaha.. with bapoks~!!! ahhaha.. of cos not with bapoks la.. was with my relatives and mum and sister... yeah~! hahaha.. nothing much happened la.. besides the fact that i got burnt at several areas and bitten by mosquitos.. and lost badly in monopoly.. wahhahaha!!! *sense sayang thinks she has a chance of beating me in monopoly* no way darling.. hahaha! so .. that was sunday...
den today MORNING.... was the portugal vs greece match... haha.. GREECE WON!!! okie.. wasnt supposed to be happy.. cos i expected czech to be in the finals.. hahaha.. anyway, Sayang sent me sms in the morning.. saying *GREECE SCORED!!! WUUHOOOOO* -_-' yeah.. and that's like.. MORNING morning.. hahaaha.. all groggy and stuff.. and the phone sounded... so yeah lah.. tot that was that... then she sent again... GREECE WON!!!! -_-'''' hahahahaha... dun worry la.. not angry or anything.. hahah! just tot that's .. erm.. cute.. hahaha.. yalah.. ur already cute per.. *whistles* *smiles* *muackS*
YoU: okie! OKIE!! i'm posting this NOW!! wahahha... takleh sabar ker...? hmm hmmmm??? *zoo zoo zoo* hahahaha.. what only atiqah sayang... =) *muacks again* hahahaha!! miss you darling~
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Specter:
A specter is an imprint of one who once lived.
They are pale- near transparent- beings who
wander the earth. Your head is often in the
clouds. You daydream and try to escape so much
that your body is merely a shell traversing the
earthly plane while your soul is worlds away.
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ooh.. hahah.. sounds like aardwolf to me.. *whistles*
You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get too close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsellor or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqeness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seems to be up in the
clouds, though your body is down on Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonlight will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
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serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get too close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsellor or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqeness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seems to be up in the
clouds, though your body is down on Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonlight will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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haha.. hihi.. if you people out there wants to know what my dear Hana is talking about.. look here. yepz.. hahaha.. look under.. erm... "understand women? don't even try"
hahaha.. i still love that article.. i mean, it's true.. talk about equality.. hahaha..
and yeah.. the ronny's laws.. and ALSO.. "should we let women dominate" article too. haha....
anyhow... my sayang IS a LADY anyway.. hahahhahaha!!! *blows her a kiss*
hahaha.. i still love that article.. i mean, it's true.. talk about equality.. hahaha..
and yeah.. the ronny's laws.. and ALSO.. "should we let women dominate" article too. haha....
anyhow... my sayang IS a LADY anyway.. hahahhahaha!!! *blows her a kiss*
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Harlow~~!!!!! *waits for reply* *silence* great.. *LoL*
Had SSM parade today. oh SSM means School Sergeant Major. yeah.. had to report to work by 0720 latest today.. and i reached the bus stop outside camp at.. err.. 0720.. WAHHAHAHA. i was SOOOO prepared to get my extra duties and confinement for "not complying with offical order". HOWEVER, it was RAINING!!!!!! wahhahaha!!!!! so.. we were given allowance to report after 0720.. hahaha! yes la! the morning was kind... for a while. that's because, we still had rehearsal for the upcoming parade on 1st July. *rolls eyes* *mumbles* .... WITH OUR LIVES!!!! oh.. haha yeah lah.. then we had to STAND for the whole 2 blardee hours... urgh.. from 0720 to 0920... and then.. we had no breaks.. until at 1000.. hahaha.. was starving like.. err.. like .. pig...? *grinning* and then.. learnt more about engines and lubricants and bla bla bla.. which i dun mind learning.. haha.. end of day, had a 4km run.. *shrugs* wasnt that bad... feels like i can run 21km with no sweat... haha.. not no sweat dripping.. but no sweat as in no problem. yaaaaaahhhhhhh.......
well well.. sayang's at her sister's choir recital. hahahaha.. esplanade i think. *shrugs* and she's complaining.. wahahhaha!! *come la.. beat me.. hahahaha* and she's still sick. *sighs* makes me MORE worried cos she's been coughing and coughing and coughing for days... 3 days i think.. tmrw will be the 4th day... hmph. aper sajer sayang. *aka what only sayang*
okie.. and RONNY's back in SINGAPORE! so for you people who wants to meet up with him.. just call his singapore hp number.. yeah.. hahaha.. still thinking of having a class gathering sometime this saturday.. but.. i dunno.. we'll see.. cos i .. err.. might have to do duty... hahaha... reserve mah... 24 hours on standby... sexxaaayyyY~~
will be waiting for sayang to come online.. which i doubt she will.. cos she'll be too tired from the recital.. and also the medication.. haha.. *runs away*
Had SSM parade today. oh SSM means School Sergeant Major. yeah.. had to report to work by 0720 latest today.. and i reached the bus stop outside camp at.. err.. 0720.. WAHHAHAHA. i was SOOOO prepared to get my extra duties and confinement for "not complying with offical order". HOWEVER, it was RAINING!!!!!! wahhahaha!!!!! so.. we were given allowance to report after 0720.. hahaha! yes la! the morning was kind... for a while. that's because, we still had rehearsal for the upcoming parade on 1st July. *rolls eyes* *mumbles* .... WITH OUR LIVES!!!! oh.. haha yeah lah.. then we had to STAND for the whole 2 blardee hours... urgh.. from 0720 to 0920... and then.. we had no breaks.. until at 1000.. hahaha.. was starving like.. err.. like .. pig...? *grinning* and then.. learnt more about engines and lubricants and bla bla bla.. which i dun mind learning.. haha.. end of day, had a 4km run.. *shrugs* wasnt that bad... feels like i can run 21km with no sweat... haha.. not no sweat dripping.. but no sweat as in no problem. yaaaaaahhhhhhh.......
well well.. sayang's at her sister's choir recital. hahahaha.. esplanade i think. *shrugs* and she's complaining.. wahahhaha!! *come la.. beat me.. hahahaha* and she's still sick. *sighs* makes me MORE worried cos she's been coughing and coughing and coughing for days... 3 days i think.. tmrw will be the 4th day... hmph. aper sajer sayang. *aka what only sayang*
okie.. and RONNY's back in SINGAPORE! so for you people who wants to meet up with him.. just call his singapore hp number.. yeah.. hahaha.. still thinking of having a class gathering sometime this saturday.. but.. i dunno.. we'll see.. cos i .. err.. might have to do duty... hahaha... reserve mah... 24 hours on standby... sexxaaayyyY~~
will be waiting for sayang to come online.. which i doubt she will.. cos she'll be too tired from the recital.. and also the medication.. haha.. *runs away*
Monday, June 28, 2004
YES!!! finally home.. urgh very tired... haha.. i was assigned sentry duty la. just stand near the gate and shoot any intruder. wahhaha.. so fun.. *sayang will get angry for that* hahaha... *hides* dun worry la.. we dun shoot people for fun, only when they are armed and they threaten our property and friends and civilians. *feels longwinded* wadeva la.. hahha.. for me.. it's erm 2 hour duty, 4 hour rest. that doesnt include the occasional alarms they give u when there are intruders... hahaha... okie okie.. enough of camp..
i didnt fall sick sayang.. haha.. just felt feverish. now u'r sick.. *wish he could be by her side now* see doctor laaaaa!!!! hahaha.. how many times must i tell u huh? hmm hmm?? *cross his arms* even if it's the haze... still... haha.. if u dun want to visit the doctor, u can come to doctor farhan. hahaha.. sure cure one~! *winks winks* hehe.. i DO wish u are feeling better by the day.. and yes.. i'll be online tonight!! i hope.. haha.. will try to fight for it. *yaaaayy!!*
school's started... luckily the bus wasnt full of students today.. as in, on the trip home la... just realised the jc students are having their mid years. *wonders how he's going to work from tmrw onwards* *sighs* that reminds me.. there's a "special" monthly parade tmrw.. and if my attire's not up to standard... *gulps* die... sign extra duties.. haha..
to sayang: got my duty dates for next month... will tell u when u'r online.. hehe.. but ur sick.. ah.. kk.. dun come online.. rest.. k..? *muackssss*
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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there u go.. hahaha..
i didnt fall sick sayang.. haha.. just felt feverish. now u'r sick.. *wish he could be by her side now* see doctor laaaaa!!!! hahaha.. how many times must i tell u huh? hmm hmm?? *cross his arms* even if it's the haze... still... haha.. if u dun want to visit the doctor, u can come to doctor farhan. hahaha.. sure cure one~! *winks winks* hehe.. i DO wish u are feeling better by the day.. and yes.. i'll be online tonight!! i hope.. haha.. will try to fight for it. *yaaaayy!!*
school's started... luckily the bus wasnt full of students today.. as in, on the trip home la... just realised the jc students are having their mid years. *wonders how he's going to work from tmrw onwards* *sighs* that reminds me.. there's a "special" monthly parade tmrw.. and if my attire's not up to standard... *gulps* die... sign extra duties.. haha..
to sayang: got my duty dates for next month... will tell u when u'r online.. hehe.. but ur sick.. ah.. kk.. dun come online.. rest.. k..? *muackssss*
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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there u go.. hahaha..
Saturday, June 26, 2004
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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ooOoOOoOoOOooOOOo.. ahahhahha... cannot issit? hahahaha!! *runs away*
Your Heart is Pink
What Color is Your Heart?
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even doctors say it's pink.. hhaha.. have u seen a blue heart? or a green heart? or YELLOW heart? hmm hmm???
************************************
sayang....
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I praying you’re the one I build my home with
I hope .... I love .....you ..... all my life .....
*smoochheess*
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
I know my heart is by your side.......
Friday, June 25, 2004
Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that ONE you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will
When you need someone, Will I be that ONE you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
hahaha.. since u cant see it... this is the result..
You are a Duke!
Honourable, Courageous, Just!
You are the voice of reason against tyranny, a leader among men, and you fight for what is right.
After the King, (and Prince) you are the most noble of all nobles. With your charisma, strength, wisdom, and ability to gain respect & loyalty of others - you have risen far in life or will rise far. You live for what is right & just. Honor and morality are very important to you. You are the King's right hand and the one all other men look upto after their King.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
.... am feeling irritated... whenever parents shows favouritism... especially towards me.. stop it pls.. cos i know how the others feel... so STOP IT!!!
it's like this.. my bro told my mum that he's chosen as the ambassador for his orientation group.. and that's like WOW to me.. cos i know how it feels like too.. whahaha.. den my mum went .. "bila masa angah masuk drama and lakon..? ingatkan ibu along ajer.." i'm like.. FUCK IT... why must she say that? it's not even hurting to him.. it hurts me too... and then he went.. with a sarcastic tone .. "yelah.. abang jer kan yang tahu lakon.. tahu drama..." damn it man.. and parents just dun realise that they are being bias...
it's like this.. my bro told my mum that he's chosen as the ambassador for his orientation group.. and that's like WOW to me.. cos i know how it feels like too.. whahaha.. den my mum went .. "bila masa angah masuk drama and lakon..? ingatkan ibu along ajer.." i'm like.. FUCK IT... why must she say that? it's not even hurting to him.. it hurts me too... and then he went.. with a sarcastic tone .. "yelah.. abang jer kan yang tahu lakon.. tahu drama..." damn it man.. and parents just dun realise that they are being bias...
how unfortunate. one month of.. low contactable mode.. *sigh*
hahaha.. ANNNYYYWAYYYY... yesterday was wonderful. YUPZ! got myself a NEW Tshirt.. hahaha!! *look out for the red tab ppl* someone felt FULL last night.... *dunno what to type* hahaha *ahhh yes.. for me to know!!! wuuhoO!!*
kk ... today was.. boring.. no sms-es.. *sighs* except one.. wahahhaha.. that one oso i'm not allowed to reply.. *rolls eyes* learnt how to assess and repair vehicles at the battlefield. kindda useful for quick fixes.. and YES... they keep using the dom kippur war where israel defeated the 3 arab countries. *rolls eyes* so yah lah.. den had hands on experience.. wuuhoO~~ practicals.. i soo love practicals... basically that's all i did today.. haha.. crapz..
a lady at the bus stop stares at me... what did I do?!?! the bus was moving slowly la.. and i wasnt looking at her initially.. until i catch the stare.. urgh.. it's that.. y are u looking at me stare... i didnt even LOOK AT U LADY!!
and yes.. ronny's coming back to singapore.. waaaahhhhhh~ maybe we can go go-karting?? hahahaha.. ur invited too Sayang.. hahaha.. i plan to make it a class gathering or something.. will contact ronny soon abt it.. hahahaha..
nitez ppl... am on MSN.. heh..
*oh where oh where can my.. SAYANG be...???*
hahaha.. ANNNYYYWAYYYY... yesterday was wonderful. YUPZ! got myself a NEW Tshirt.. hahaha!! *look out for the red tab ppl* someone felt FULL last night.... *dunno what to type* hahaha *ahhh yes.. for me to know!!! wuuhoO!!*
kk ... today was.. boring.. no sms-es.. *sighs* except one.. wahahhaha.. that one oso i'm not allowed to reply.. *rolls eyes* learnt how to assess and repair vehicles at the battlefield. kindda useful for quick fixes.. and YES... they keep using the dom kippur war where israel defeated the 3 arab countries. *rolls eyes* so yah lah.. den had hands on experience.. wuuhoO~~ practicals.. i soo love practicals... basically that's all i did today.. haha.. crapz..
a lady at the bus stop stares at me... what did I do?!?! the bus was moving slowly la.. and i wasnt looking at her initially.. until i catch the stare.. urgh.. it's that.. y are u looking at me stare... i didnt even LOOK AT U LADY!!
and yes.. ronny's coming back to singapore.. waaaahhhhhh~ maybe we can go go-karting?? hahahaha.. ur invited too Sayang.. hahaha.. i plan to make it a class gathering or something.. will contact ronny soon abt it.. hahahaha..
nitez ppl... am on MSN.. heh..
*oh where oh where can my.. SAYANG be...???*
Monday, June 21, 2004
sorry my dear... i have to go now...
it's almost 12 soon.. 15 minutes to go..
there's heavy training to come...
and i need to get my 7 hours.. which i already missed..
hahahaha
so.. finally you're home..
will start to get my sms-es back..
my calls... my love... hehehe
so excuse me for forgetting...
i still have a lot to learn...
and you.. can help me.. to be the best i can be..
*muacks!!!!!*
good nite haqita anahroon!!!!!!!!!
-with love and kisses and misses and choc...
~Farhan Suhada~
it's almost 12 soon.. 15 minutes to go..
there's heavy training to come...
and i need to get my 7 hours.. which i already missed..
hahahaha
so.. finally you're home..
will start to get my sms-es back..
my calls... my love... hehehe
so excuse me for forgetting...
i still have a lot to learn...
and you.. can help me.. to be the best i can be..
*muacks!!!!!*
good nite haqita anahroon!!!!!!!!!
-with love and kisses and misses and choc...
~Farhan Suhada~
| How to make a Noorhana Atiqah |
| Ingredients: 5 parts friendliness 1 part courage 1 part joy |
| Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy! |
| How to make a Farhan Suhada |
| Ingredients: 3 parts friendliness 5 parts humour 1 part |
| Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge! |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
hahahaha.... and 1 part of .. erm.. nothing... bleargh!
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Farhan Suhada, your position as eldest child shows most strongly in your self-esteem.
Similar to other eldest children, you are probably in tune with who you are and what you want. You are conscious of your limitations but you are more aware of your positive qualities. Being the eldest child put you in a leadership role. To sustain this position, you learned at a young age how to leverage your positive qualities, or things you were better at than your younger siblings, to your advantage. This natural, though possibly unconscious, insight into your own personality enabled you to obtain whatever you set your sights on. People tend to enjoy your company because you are confident and have a positive outlook on life.
Similar to other eldest children, you are probably in tune with who you are and what you want. You are conscious of your limitations but you are more aware of your positive qualities. Being the eldest child put you in a leadership role. To sustain this position, you learned at a young age how to leverage your positive qualities, or things you were better at than your younger siblings, to your advantage. This natural, though possibly unconscious, insight into your own personality enabled you to obtain whatever you set your sights on. People tend to enjoy your company because you are confident and have a positive outlook on life.
New Zealand
Rugged. Adventurous. Both! When you head on vacation, your fantasy island is the wild and diverse country of New Zealand. A curious and courageous spirit, you don't need — or necessarily want — a lot of pampering when traveling. Not one to lounge on a beach chair most days, you seek out challenges (on holiday and off), especially when there's a chance to hone a new skill or test your mettle.
You tend to relax by doing — be it bungee jumping, hiking the backcountry, or hitting every museum a city has to offer. Like New Zealand's varied terrain — glaciers, beaches, cities, and mountains — you can entertain even the most rambunctious friends. For you, there's nothing better than letting go of convention and heading off toward a new, undiscovered sunset. Ramble on!
Rugged. Adventurous. Both! When you head on vacation, your fantasy island is the wild and diverse country of New Zealand. A curious and courageous spirit, you don't need — or necessarily want — a lot of pampering when traveling. Not one to lounge on a beach chair most days, you seek out challenges (on holiday and off), especially when there's a chance to hone a new skill or test your mettle.
You tend to relax by doing — be it bungee jumping, hiking the backcountry, or hitting every museum a city has to offer. Like New Zealand's varied terrain — glaciers, beaches, cities, and mountains — you can entertain even the most rambunctious friends. For you, there's nothing better than letting go of convention and heading off toward a new, undiscovered sunset. Ramble on!
Brainiac
Hey, smarty pants. A curious and inquisitive character like you gets the message in more ways than one. While some people may use IM to pass along gossip or simply kill time, you probably like to use that brainpower for more thoughtful discussions on topics like politics, the latest news headlines, or even as a great way to laugh at yourself when you've missed the obvious.
For you, IM most likely serves a useful purpose. Whether you're talking to a friend overseas, asking a co-worker about a project, or solving the problems of the world, you're using that mental muscle of yours. But don't think you can't make fun of yourself, too. You like serious topics, but you're not one to take yourself too seriously. So keep it up, brainiac! That's a smart way to be!
Hey, smarty pants. A curious and inquisitive character like you gets the message in more ways than one. While some people may use IM to pass along gossip or simply kill time, you probably like to use that brainpower for more thoughtful discussions on topics like politics, the latest news headlines, or even as a great way to laugh at yourself when you've missed the obvious.
For you, IM most likely serves a useful purpose. Whether you're talking to a friend overseas, asking a co-worker about a project, or solving the problems of the world, you're using that mental muscle of yours. But don't think you can't make fun of yourself, too. You like serious topics, but you're not one to take yourself too seriously. So keep it up, brainiac! That's a smart way to be!
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Siti Nurhaliza feat Ciang Teng
Di saat ku merindu
Hanya dirimu kasih
Terbayang di hadapan mataku
Kita berdua menyusur
Pinggiran di pantai
Kau genggam tanganku
ni ye yi yang shi wo wei yi
feng feng yu yu wo dou huli
you ni de ai rang wo yue lai yue ai ziji
ai ni xin li you duo tian mi
gan shou ni wen rou de qi xi
mei tian mei yue xiang ze ni
ren hai li you le ni
wo de shi jie cong ci bu bui zai xia yu
tian yu di zi you ni
shen mai zai wo xin di
rang wo men yong yuen hu fen li
ha xin dou kao jin zai yi qi
wo lian xiang yi zai tian bian de chen ci
yuan wo yong zai ni xin li
shi shi ke ke yi wei zhe ni
shou quan zhe shou man man zou zai mei ge li ming
Impian dikau dan aku
Bersatu rindu dan cinta
Di antara kita
Oh kasih cintamu
Penawar kerinduan di hati
Oh kasih hanya kau
Bertakhta di jiwa
Jangan kita dipisahkan
Walau apa pun hasutan
Pasti kita kekal selamanya
yuan wo yong zai ni xin li
shi shi ke ke yi wei zhe ni
shou quan zhe shou man man zou zai mei ge li ming
Impian dikau dan aku
Bersatu rindu dan cinta
Di antara kita
Di saat ku merindu
Hanya dirimu kasih
Terbayang di hadapan mataku
Kita berdua menyusur
Pinggiran di pantai
Kau genggam tanganku
ni ye yi yang shi wo wei yi
feng feng yu yu wo dou huli
you ni de ai rang wo yue lai yue ai ziji
ai ni xin li you duo tian mi
gan shou ni wen rou de qi xi
mei tian mei yue xiang ze ni
ren hai li you le ni
wo de shi jie cong ci bu bui zai xia yu
tian yu di zi you ni
shen mai zai wo xin di
rang wo men yong yuen hu fen li
ha xin dou kao jin zai yi qi
wo lian xiang yi zai tian bian de chen ci
yuan wo yong zai ni xin li
shi shi ke ke yi wei zhe ni
shou quan zhe shou man man zou zai mei ge li ming
Impian dikau dan aku
Bersatu rindu dan cinta
Di antara kita
Oh kasih cintamu
Penawar kerinduan di hati
Oh kasih hanya kau
Bertakhta di jiwa
Jangan kita dipisahkan
Walau apa pun hasutan
Pasti kita kekal selamanya
yuan wo yong zai ni xin li
shi shi ke ke yi wei zhe ni
shou quan zhe shou man man zou zai mei ge li ming
Impian dikau dan aku
Bersatu rindu dan cinta
Di antara kita
Friday, June 18, 2004
cool stuff.. haha. we learnt how to jack the vehicles. at which point of contact and why.. haha.. so fun. then we got to learn the tools in the workshop in the evening. basically it's like a combination of physics, mechanics, design and technology and general knowledge. yay~ finally.. my kind of education. hahahaha.
then.. at lunchtime.. i got a message.. sms message from... jeng jeng JENGGG~~ SAYANG! ahhahaha... surprised.. heh.. well well.. *smiles* *counting days to monday* *dreads* ah well... sooooooo far away... sighs.. hahahaha.. *whispers* hope you're having fun now!
oh oh.. she called just now.. wahhahhahaha! using her mummy's phone!
"hello.. boleh cakap ngan farhan?"
"Siapa farhan...?"
"huh??"
hahahahaha!! a moment of.. uncertainty.. hahahaha!! *just haf to do dat sayang.. =P* her mum let her call.. hahaha.. aper sajerr.. but ok la.. haha got to hear her voice for today!! wuuhoo~!!! *can't sleep* see what u did to me now.. hahahahahahahaha...
*runs around*
*counting days to monday*
*stops running*
*sighs*
*thinks of Sayang*
*runs aaround again*
hahahaha~ ok ok .. i'm crazy... i just wanna spin round~ and round~ and round~ and round~ whenever you're around too sayang!! *MUACKS*
and YES ppl.. my bill will increase tremendously! hahahahhaha.. no worries.. i'll be paying it.. *whispers to Hana* that means less money with u.. hahahaha!! *tongue out*
ok... *looks at clock* hahah.. still cant sleep.. wahahhaha!!! call me again!! call me!!!
then.. at lunchtime.. i got a message.. sms message from... jeng jeng JENGGG~~ SAYANG! ahhahaha... surprised.. heh.. well well.. *smiles* *counting days to monday* *dreads* ah well... sooooooo far away... sighs.. hahahaha.. *whispers* hope you're having fun now!
oh oh.. she called just now.. wahhahhahaha! using her mummy's phone!
"hello.. boleh cakap ngan farhan?"
"Siapa farhan...?"
"huh??"
hahahahaha!! a moment of.. uncertainty.. hahahaha!! *just haf to do dat sayang.. =P* her mum let her call.. hahaha.. aper sajerr.. but ok la.. haha got to hear her voice for today!! wuuhoo~!!! *can't sleep* see what u did to me now.. hahahahahahahaha...
*runs around*
*counting days to monday*
*stops running*
*sighs*
*thinks of Sayang*
*runs aaround again*
hahahaha~ ok ok .. i'm crazy... i just wanna spin round~ and round~ and round~ and round~ whenever you're around too sayang!! *MUACKS*
and YES ppl.. my bill will increase tremendously! hahahahhaha.. no worries.. i'll be paying it.. *whispers to Hana* that means less money with u.. hahahaha!! *tongue out*
ok... *looks at clock* hahah.. still cant sleep.. wahahhaha!!! call me again!! call me!!!
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
oh.. in case YOU didnt know.. the wakeup call wasnt yours sayang.. hehe.. it's my dad... and i should control my feelings.. haha... i didnt shout or anything.. just felt frustrated... urgh... sowwie dad...
and sorry for the language.. was in no mood to be online at all.. haha .. can ask those ppl whom i talked to.. haha..
YOU: Enjoy KL... miss ya.. sigh.. no more smses and msn.. and calls... *sniff sniff*
and sorry for the language.. was in no mood to be online at all.. haha .. can ask those ppl whom i talked to.. haha..
YOU: Enjoy KL... miss ya.. sigh.. no more smses and msn.. and calls... *sniff sniff*
urgh... *headache* *sense someone will ask the same question* *stares* got to sleep for one hour.. be4 i got to use the comp... and the wake-up call is f**king irritating.. it's the WAY i'm being woken up... *rolls eyes*
work's getting f**ked up... i'm getting caught for not polishing my boots.. hello~~ me?? dun polish boots?? kidding me..?? and so, had SHOW PARADE after working hours.. and my boots was in same condition.. and he passed it... so now.. tell me.. was it me.. or was it me..?!?! hmph... whole day wasnt in any good mood.. *yeah.. u tot so..*
the discipline's just.. too much.. they punish ppl..cos they want to.. not cos they have to.. erm.. maybe to a certain extent la.. but still... *rolls eyes*
another thing is that.. we cant sleep... even during our break time.. urgh.. how bad is that...? even in school u get to sleep during break.. i mean.. it's BREAK! TIME OFF! REST PERIOD.. KEYWORD "R-E-S-T" .. though i do get my 7 hours of sleep.. u'll get sian after some time.. especially just sitting in front of computer.. and reading and reading.. and doing questions...
so yah... early morning.. happy happy come work, get scolding cos of boots.. then be4, unhappy, urgh.. den now.. unhappy again.. wtf... i'm in wtf mode... and it's going to stay for a while.. maybe longer... maybe forever... *forever is a long time..*
all the problems that's occuring now is just me.. i'm the problem.. i think too much.. cos i just don't want things to happen again.. old old things... cos that sucks.. *emotionless* but even if it do happen... then it's just me.. just me... no one's to blame.. just me... *hmm .. only i understand this paragraph... dun bother asking*
nights...
work's getting f**ked up... i'm getting caught for not polishing my boots.. hello~~ me?? dun polish boots?? kidding me..?? and so, had SHOW PARADE after working hours.. and my boots was in same condition.. and he passed it... so now.. tell me.. was it me.. or was it me..?!?! hmph... whole day wasnt in any good mood.. *yeah.. u tot so..*
the discipline's just.. too much.. they punish ppl..cos they want to.. not cos they have to.. erm.. maybe to a certain extent la.. but still... *rolls eyes*
another thing is that.. we cant sleep... even during our break time.. urgh.. how bad is that...? even in school u get to sleep during break.. i mean.. it's BREAK! TIME OFF! REST PERIOD.. KEYWORD "R-E-S-T" .. though i do get my 7 hours of sleep.. u'll get sian after some time.. especially just sitting in front of computer.. and reading and reading.. and doing questions...
so yah... early morning.. happy happy come work, get scolding cos of boots.. then be4, unhappy, urgh.. den now.. unhappy again.. wtf... i'm in wtf mode... and it's going to stay for a while.. maybe longer... maybe forever... *forever is a long time..*
all the problems that's occuring now is just me.. i'm the problem.. i think too much.. cos i just don't want things to happen again.. old old things... cos that sucks.. *emotionless* but even if it do happen... then it's just me.. just me... no one's to blame.. just me... *hmm .. only i understand this paragraph... dun bother asking*
nights...
Saturday, June 12, 2004
haha.. as i left off yesterday, met her at the mrt platform ard 1240.. hahahha... no.. we both reach there at 1240.. weird.. heh. so yah lah, i don't need to get off.. den we headed to yishun to visit Northpoint. Fact - I've never been to Northpoint. Period. *Sayang's laughing her head off* hahaha... so we walk and walk lah.. visit her fav type of shops... heh... she kept hinting coffee bean again and again.. hahahahahahaha!! well... she and her coffee.. haha and then... and then.... she "offered" ... "tak gi arcade..?" wahhahaha!! well, i simply love games lah... haha.. and we did go in.. we played the.. err.. air hockey .. if that's what it's called la.. haha... and she dun want to play the shooting games.. *rolls eyes* i mean.. just kill the computer AI lahh... haha.. susah ker...? hmm hmmmm?? hehe...
and den... AND DEN... i said.. k fine.. let's play racing.. hahaha.. den she said eh, 1:35 already... arghhh.. haha.. cos i gotta meet my fren see.. and yah lah.. we sort of "rushed" out... oh.. hahaha.. there was this lady... in running gear... was jogging around the shopping centre.. wahahah! not outside.. inside the building.. *laughing* back to story... haha.. erm, yah.. so we head to mrt station.. and I.. ME .. I.. just realised that it's only a stop away.. *-_-'*
well, haha.. my fren wasnt there too la.. so we walk and walk at sun plaza.. *i hate NCC* *laughing* haha.. so we did meet him.. bla bla bla... *fast forward*
so it was the ceramah lah... the uztaz is young.. only 25.. and he defined teen as 13 to 30 years of age.. maudhuk or title of the ceramah was "Aku anak metropolitan: benarkah atau hanya ikutan?" organized by Fityan.. *hint.. all females!!* sorry sayang.. hahaha... before the talk.. the title seems like i dun need it.. i mean, the talk should be more for the mat tapered and minah mini skirts and those with tattoos... but it seems that every ceramah or kuliah only attracts people who dont really need it.. but only for self awareness... soooooooooo.... my fren was late.. he came like.. at 3 .. haha... there, we met another temasekian.. haha.. one year older.. cos i knew he look familiar.. hahaa.. even the makcik at the counter.. *smiles at Sayang* hahaaha...
so.. on the way back to mrt station..... her mum called... *shudders* hahaha.. she said she's walking towards sun plaza.. and her mum... coincidentally.. was there too.. with her 2 brothers.. ahhahaha!! *shudders* and then.. AND THEN... somehow.. i was .. erm.. "invited" to walk ard with them.. not that i dun want la.. it's just.. err.. macam sibuk2 jer.. haha.. no one realli asked me along anyway.. i just happen to be there.. haha.. with Sayang.. hahaha.. *tell me if u think otherwise dear* so yah lah.. in the end, we went delifrance... *just Hana and Me* hahaha.. *recalls penny and me* *grinz* she ordered her potato gratin.. haha.. extRaordinary~ no no... extRaordinaire~ .. hahaha!! well, den i got my gastric attack again.. *what..? i already ate!* urgh.. hate it.. it wore off after a while.. sigh.. haha...
hahaha.. after that.. it's private.. heh.. got a problem...? wahhahahha~!!!
and her rabbit gave birth again.. sheesh...
haha.. that's all for yesterday.. bye!
Sayang: It was wonderful yesterday.. haha.. everyday is wonderful with you around.. *smiles crazily* *muacks*
and den... AND DEN... i said.. k fine.. let's play racing.. hahaha.. den she said eh, 1:35 already... arghhh.. haha.. cos i gotta meet my fren see.. and yah lah.. we sort of "rushed" out... oh.. hahaha.. there was this lady... in running gear... was jogging around the shopping centre.. wahahah! not outside.. inside the building.. *laughing* back to story... haha.. erm, yah.. so we head to mrt station.. and I.. ME .. I.. just realised that it's only a stop away.. *-_-'*
well, haha.. my fren wasnt there too la.. so we walk and walk at sun plaza.. *i hate NCC* *laughing* haha.. so we did meet him.. bla bla bla... *fast forward*
so it was the ceramah lah... the uztaz is young.. only 25.. and he defined teen as 13 to 30 years of age.. maudhuk or title of the ceramah was "Aku anak metropolitan: benarkah atau hanya ikutan?" organized by Fityan.. *hint.. all females!!* sorry sayang.. hahaha... before the talk.. the title seems like i dun need it.. i mean, the talk should be more for the mat tapered and minah mini skirts and those with tattoos... but it seems that every ceramah or kuliah only attracts people who dont really need it.. but only for self awareness... soooooooooo.... my fren was late.. he came like.. at 3 .. haha... there, we met another temasekian.. haha.. one year older.. cos i knew he look familiar.. hahaa.. even the makcik at the counter.. *smiles at Sayang* hahaaha...
so.. on the way back to mrt station..... her mum called... *shudders* hahaha.. she said she's walking towards sun plaza.. and her mum... coincidentally.. was there too.. with her 2 brothers.. ahhahaha!! *shudders* and then.. AND THEN... somehow.. i was .. erm.. "invited" to walk ard with them.. not that i dun want la.. it's just.. err.. macam sibuk2 jer.. haha.. no one realli asked me along anyway.. i just happen to be there.. haha.. with Sayang.. hahaha.. *tell me if u think otherwise dear* so yah lah.. in the end, we went delifrance... *just Hana and Me* hahaha.. *recalls penny and me* *grinz* she ordered her potato gratin.. haha.. extRaordinary~ no no... extRaordinaire~ .. hahaha!! well, den i got my gastric attack again.. *what..? i already ate!* urgh.. hate it.. it wore off after a while.. sigh.. haha...
hahaha.. after that.. it's private.. heh.. got a problem...? wahhahahha~!!!
and her rabbit gave birth again.. sheesh...
haha.. that's all for yesterday.. bye!
Sayang: It was wonderful yesterday.. haha.. everyday is wonderful with you around.. *smiles crazily* *muacks*
Friday, June 11, 2004
hehe.. heya people. just came back from last night's BBQ at East Coast Park. ahhh.. tired... *tries to concentrate*
wokay. hahaha. it was this private BBQ sponsored by our RQ aka boss to thank us for being supportive in helping him establish the new camp as it is now. besides that, it is also to spend the last time together as a platoon before we, the attachment personnel, report back to our original camp at Ayer Rajah this Monday to begin our Automotive Tech course. *humming Penny and Me song* and so, i was part of the organising committee lah.. haha..somehow.. haha.. typical Farhan.. most of us came down.. and most of us also went home last night.. haha.. except, well, the organising committee and some of their friends. wanted to go home last night too but.. hahaha... it was too late to go home.. and i was using the phone lah... suddenly... it went... *beep beep* *dead* no battery... wth!!! THAT was an important call k... *winks*
hahaha.. yes sayang.. i got to sleep last night.. hehe.. thankfully a guy brought along poncho... haha.. i saw it and ... *lost in dreamland*
the sky was beautiful too... lots of stars.. haha.. *ran out of stars* *sense someone sniggering* then.. around... erm.. 5 plus... i saw SHOOTING STARS!!!!!!! i was like .. WUOAHHH!!!!! but i felt a little .. erm... down.. that i cant share it with YOU... *sigh* and i cant sms u abt it.. *sigh again* anyway.. it was BEAUTIFUL ... haha.. ok..
went for a morning swim... no.. more of like a dip... haha.. with all the people there.. hahaha.. yeah... after so long.. whahaha.. think i'm gonna smell a little salty later.. hahaha! i took a shower already k.. hmph... *applying lots of powder and deodorant* wahhahahaha......
so.. am going to meet YOU later! wuuhoo!!! does waiting at control station and platform makes much difference besides the cost la...? hahahaha.. wokay wokay.. dun hit me.. hehe...
lots of love,
signing off....
wokay. hahaha. it was this private BBQ sponsored by our RQ aka boss to thank us for being supportive in helping him establish the new camp as it is now. besides that, it is also to spend the last time together as a platoon before we, the attachment personnel, report back to our original camp at Ayer Rajah this Monday to begin our Automotive Tech course. *humming Penny and Me song* and so, i was part of the organising committee lah.. haha..somehow.. haha.. typical Farhan.. most of us came down.. and most of us also went home last night.. haha.. except, well, the organising committee and some of their friends. wanted to go home last night too but.. hahaha... it was too late to go home.. and i was using the phone lah... suddenly... it went... *beep beep* *dead* no battery... wth!!! THAT was an important call k... *winks*
hahaha.. yes sayang.. i got to sleep last night.. hehe.. thankfully a guy brought along poncho... haha.. i saw it and ... *lost in dreamland*
the sky was beautiful too... lots of stars.. haha.. *ran out of stars* *sense someone sniggering* then.. around... erm.. 5 plus... i saw SHOOTING STARS!!!!!!! i was like .. WUOAHHH!!!!! but i felt a little .. erm... down.. that i cant share it with YOU... *sigh* and i cant sms u abt it.. *sigh again* anyway.. it was BEAUTIFUL ... haha.. ok..
went for a morning swim... no.. more of like a dip... haha.. with all the people there.. hahaha.. yeah... after so long.. whahaha.. think i'm gonna smell a little salty later.. hahaha! i took a shower already k.. hmph... *applying lots of powder and deodorant* wahhahahaha......
so.. am going to meet YOU later! wuuhoo!!! does waiting at control station and platform makes much difference besides the cost la...? hahahaha.. wokay wokay.. dun hit me.. hehe...
lots of love,
signing off....
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Tega ku berdiri sepanjang malam
Mengintai dada langit yang tersergam
Dengan menitip doa dan impian
Di saat melintas sang kelodan
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Noorhana
Kudambakan kita hidup bersama
Sepasang kekasih teman yang setia
Asalkan kau sudi ku kan bahagia
Kerna ku percaya
Jiwa kita satu tak terpisah
Noorhana
Bila malam mengundang hujan
Hadiahkan jutaan rintangan
Niat yang asal tetap kan kukotakan
Hendaknya hajatku kesampaian
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Noorhana
Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu
Hariku kelabu
Bantulah aku
Bantulah oh Noorhana
Katakanlah pada ku kau juga sama
Sama merasa seperti ku Noorhana
Kita menjejak erti cinta yang sama
Ooo...
Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu
Mengapa bisa jemu
Mengapa bisa rindu
Mengapa bisa jadi begitu
*******************
ehem.. exists - Julia
miss u....
Mengintai dada langit yang tersergam
Dengan menitip doa dan impian
Di saat melintas sang kelodan
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Noorhana
Kudambakan kita hidup bersama
Sepasang kekasih teman yang setia
Asalkan kau sudi ku kan bahagia
Kerna ku percaya
Jiwa kita satu tak terpisah
Noorhana
Bila malam mengundang hujan
Hadiahkan jutaan rintangan
Niat yang asal tetap kan kukotakan
Hendaknya hajatku kesampaian
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Noorhana
Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu
Hariku kelabu
Bantulah aku
Bantulah oh Noorhana
Katakanlah pada ku kau juga sama
Sama merasa seperti ku Noorhana
Kita menjejak erti cinta yang sama
Ooo...
Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu
Mengapa bisa jemu
Mengapa bisa rindu
Mengapa bisa jadi begitu
*******************
ehem.. exists - Julia
miss u....
wondering what you're doing now
i don't know, just hoping ur asleep
cos you didnt get much sleep
cos you've been thinking too much
now i'm feeling lost
so lost that even words cant explain
sorry for making you sleep
sorry for not letting you be here.. now..
Oh sweetie dear
i love u so...
let me live this love...
for as long as we can....
Oh cutie dear
i miss you so...
let me hear your voice...
even if it's for a little while....
looking at the time, 30 minutes to go
when you're supposed to come, but i said no
somehow i wish i didnt say it
somehow i hope you'll be here.. now..
i don't know, just hoping ur asleep
cos you didnt get much sleep
cos you've been thinking too much
now i'm feeling lost
so lost that even words cant explain
sorry for making you sleep
sorry for not letting you be here.. now..
Oh sweetie dear
i love u so...
let me live this love...
for as long as we can....
Oh cutie dear
i miss you so...
let me hear your voice...
even if it's for a little while....
looking at the time, 30 minutes to go
when you're supposed to come, but i said no
somehow i wish i didnt say it
somehow i hope you'll be here.. now..
Well I woke up this morning
And the night had been so long
Seems that I had had my mind on you
Well the day, it has begun, and I can't get a minute,
can't get a minute without you
You're always on my mind, you're always in my head
And I can't live, I can't live another day without you
'Cause when the minutes seem like hours and the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by you know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's one-thousand-four-hundred-forty hours in my day
I've been trying to call you all day, 'cause I got so many things
that I want to say
I'm going crazy, 'cause all my thoughts are filled with you
There's got to be some way I can get through to you ohh
I can't keep myself from thinking about you
It's because I love you, and I know that it's true, whoooa
I'll call it desperation, can't you see it in my eyes?
That I want be with you until the sun falls from the sky
And the night had been so long
Seems that I had had my mind on you
Well the day, it has begun, and I can't get a minute,
can't get a minute without you
You're always on my mind, you're always in my head
And I can't live, I can't live another day without you
'Cause when the minutes seem like hours and the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by you know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world could never take your place
There's one-thousand-four-hundred-forty hours in my day
I've been trying to call you all day, 'cause I got so many things
that I want to say
I'm going crazy, 'cause all my thoughts are filled with you
There's got to be some way I can get through to you ohh
I can't keep myself from thinking about you
It's because I love you, and I know that it's true, whoooa
I'll call it desperation, can't you see it in my eyes?
That I want be with you until the sun falls from the sky
wootz! met Her after work today.. hahaha!! missed Her sooooooo much.. hahaha.. the sight of her made my day! hehehehe.. blushing eh sayang? hehe..
sorry that i can't send u home k.. realli realli sorry.. haha.. and u know why.. so.. yeah.. BEAR WITH IT.. hahahha... unless of cos.. you're like most of the girls in singapore... hmm? hmm?
and yes sayang.. i know.. we have to be financially stable to survive in singapore.. i have my plans.. hahaha! wait and see... i just hope it'll work.. hahahaha!!
haiz... so erm.. lost .. that u cant be online tonight.. well.. there's always tmrw right..? hehe.. so.. nitez~~!! sweet dreams!! and... yeah.. hahaha.. *sings the song below*
*kisses and hugs*
sorry that i can't send u home k.. realli realli sorry.. haha.. and u know why.. so.. yeah.. BEAR WITH IT.. hahahha... unless of cos.. you're like most of the girls in singapore... hmm? hmm?
and yes sayang.. i know.. we have to be financially stable to survive in singapore.. i have my plans.. hahaha! wait and see... i just hope it'll work.. hahahaha!!
haiz... so erm.. lost .. that u cant be online tonight.. well.. there's always tmrw right..? hehe.. so.. nitez~~!! sweet dreams!! and... yeah.. hahaha.. *sings the song below*
*kisses and hugs*
Malam...
Terdengar sepantun lagu
Irama di malam syahdu
Gaya nada rindu
Oh! Malam...
Hati resah rasa sunyi
Jiwa gelisah dan sepi
Waktu malam hari
( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum
Oh ! Malam...
Sungguh kau berseri-seri
Wajahmu di malam hari
Hilang rindu hati
( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum
***********
doo do bi doo.. doo bi doo bi doo bi dooo doooo bi doo...
hahahaha... ask me for the mp3 if u want to hear the song.. hehe
Terdengar sepantun lagu
Irama di malam syahdu
Gaya nada rindu
Oh! Malam...
Hati resah rasa sunyi
Jiwa gelisah dan sepi
Waktu malam hari
( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum
Oh ! Malam...
Sungguh kau berseri-seri
Wajahmu di malam hari
Hilang rindu hati
( korus )
Jangan sedih hati
Oh, Janganlah rasa pilu
Senyum... Senyum bunga
Kuntum, Mekar segar dan mengharum
***********
doo do bi doo.. doo bi doo bi doo bi dooo doooo bi doo...
hahahaha... ask me for the mp3 if u want to hear the song.. hehe
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Apa saja untukmu
Tak ku hiraukan waktu
Katakan saja kan ku laksana
Permaisuri kau bertakhta dijiwa
Apa saja untukmu
Ke dasar lautan biru
Bertaruh nyawa andai kau damba
Mutiara... di hari lahirmu
Kita menuju gemilang asmara
Tiada cinta setanding kita
Ku rela sehingga ke akhirnya
Tunai segala mimpimu
Uhh... ratuku
Untukmu kasih
Ku cuba meraih
Bintang di angkasa
Walau tak terdaya kan ku ikhtiar
Untukmu kasih
Gembira bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Untukmu kasih, ku korban apa saja
Apa saja untukmu
Kan ku ubah caraku
Jikalah itu yang kau mahu
Apa saja demi kebahgiaanmu
Bukan ku pinta yang luar biasa
Cuma secebis janji setia
Inilah... Lagu cinta kita
Hanya terbaik untukmu
Selama-lamanya
Untukmu kasih
Ku cuba meraih
Bintang di angkasa
Walau tak terdaya kan ku ikhtiar
Untukmu kasih
Gembira bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Untukmu kasih, ku korban apa saja
Tak ku hiraukan waktu
Katakan saja kan ku laksana
Permaisuri kau bertakhta dijiwa
Apa saja untukmu
Ke dasar lautan biru
Bertaruh nyawa andai kau damba
Mutiara... di hari lahirmu
Kita menuju gemilang asmara
Tiada cinta setanding kita
Ku rela sehingga ke akhirnya
Tunai segala mimpimu
Uhh... ratuku
Untukmu kasih
Ku cuba meraih
Bintang di angkasa
Walau tak terdaya kan ku ikhtiar
Untukmu kasih
Gembira bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Untukmu kasih, ku korban apa saja
Apa saja untukmu
Kan ku ubah caraku
Jikalah itu yang kau mahu
Apa saja demi kebahgiaanmu
Bukan ku pinta yang luar biasa
Cuma secebis janji setia
Inilah... Lagu cinta kita
Hanya terbaik untukmu
Selama-lamanya
Untukmu kasih
Ku cuba meraih
Bintang di angkasa
Walau tak terdaya kan ku ikhtiar
Untukmu kasih
Gembira bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Untukmu kasih, ku korban apa saja
ello~~ hahaha.. got half day today cos we had to come back on SUNDAY to work.. and it's not like there's MUCH work at all on SUNDAY. so anyway, didnt do any work today.. haha.. just went into one of the coy office to sleep.. till 1130.. where my sergeant started to call me and shouted at us.. heh.. but seriously.. there was no work.. and even the IC was with us.. hmm? hmmm?hmmm?? *enough donkey*
cant access friendster... and cant access gunbound... *bleargh* went to kill some people in america's army operations.. wahahha! felt great... what? hahaha! dun worry.. it's for training purposes only.. hahahaa~
ahh.. one more week.. till we get posted out to OETI.. *ORD OH!!* gonna start my automotive tech 'b' course soon.. hehe.. don't know what to expect.. maybe if i like it.. i might just be doing this for the next 12 years.. hahaha!! who knows.. *grins*
and for You... don't worry.. i'm fine.. it's just a nightmare.. haha! maybe i can even write a book on it.. haha.. bestseller.. *daydreaming*
oh one more thing.. haha.. reduce ur caffeine intake Sayang.. it's cracking u up badly.. hehhehehe...
in the heat of summer sunshine
i miss you like nobody else
in the heat of summer sunshine
i kiss you and nobody needs to know...
cant access friendster... and cant access gunbound... *bleargh* went to kill some people in america's army operations.. wahahha! felt great... what? hahaha! dun worry.. it's for training purposes only.. hahahaa~
ahh.. one more week.. till we get posted out to OETI.. *ORD OH!!* gonna start my automotive tech 'b' course soon.. hehe.. don't know what to expect.. maybe if i like it.. i might just be doing this for the next 12 years.. hahaha!! who knows.. *grins*
and for You... don't worry.. i'm fine.. it's just a nightmare.. haha! maybe i can even write a book on it.. haha.. bestseller.. *daydreaming*
oh one more thing.. haha.. reduce ur caffeine intake Sayang.. it's cracking u up badly.. hehhehehe...
in the heat of summer sunshine
i miss you like nobody else
in the heat of summer sunshine
i kiss you and nobody needs to know...
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Artist: Counting Crows
Album: Shrek 2 Soundtrack
Title: Accidentally In Love
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
**********
with u sayang... *blushing*
Album: Shrek 2 Soundtrack
Title: Accidentally In Love
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
**********
with u sayang... *blushing*
..... the computer refused to co-operate... especially when i need it... *grrr*
anyway.. since i'm here, means i managed to use a backdoor... wahhahaha!!!
k la.. it's like this.. i tried to enter the internet in the morning.. and it says... internet error... for the WHOLE DAY!.. GOD!... i was SOOOOOOO pissed.... *i always get pissed.. haha*
today.. we gotta work ... yes.. WORK ON SUNDAY! and the officer said it's voluntary *however u spell that...* in the end... he made us all came back.. without even saying why and sorry for having to keep us during the weekend... -.-'
hahaha... my sayang's watching the same movie again and again... with different ppl.. hahahaha!! dun know how she can endure the same jokes.. heh.. :P anyway.. enjoy ya Sayang... ;)
so yah... work till vesak day this wednesday.. luckily... hahaha...
will be online again later i hope.. ard 10pm.. see ya then!
anyway.. since i'm here, means i managed to use a backdoor... wahhahaha!!!
k la.. it's like this.. i tried to enter the internet in the morning.. and it says... internet error... for the WHOLE DAY!.. GOD!... i was SOOOOOOO pissed.... *i always get pissed.. haha*
today.. we gotta work ... yes.. WORK ON SUNDAY! and the officer said it's voluntary *however u spell that...* in the end... he made us all came back.. without even saying why and sorry for having to keep us during the weekend... -.-'
hahaha... my sayang's watching the same movie again and again... with different ppl.. hahahaha!! dun know how she can endure the same jokes.. heh.. :P anyway.. enjoy ya Sayang... ;)
so yah... work till vesak day this wednesday.. luckily... hahaha...
will be online again later i hope.. ard 10pm.. see ya then!
Friday, May 28, 2004
sayang jika kau tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatiku
sayang jangan kau ragu
cintaku padamu selalu padu...
ku akui kesilapanku
aku sedari semua itu
memang aku melukaimu
tapi itu hanya gurauku...
sayang ku ingin tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatimu
masihkah engkau marah
sedangkan cintaku segar dan menyala....
buka buka pintu sayang
aku rindukan belai kasih mu
buka buka pintu sayang
aku hauskan sinar matamu....
sayang maafkan daku
akan ku turuti apa mahumu
sayang aku berjanji
takkan buat lagi di lain hari...
percayalah kata2 ku
atau kau masih ragu2
ambil pisau belah dada ku
saksikanlah kejujuranku...
sayang ku ingin tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatimu
masihkah engkau marah
sedangkan cintaku segar dan menyala...
buka buka pintu sayang
maafkan saja kesalahanku
buka buka pintu sayang
aku rindukan senyum manismu...
apa sebenarnya isi di hatiku
sayang jangan kau ragu
cintaku padamu selalu padu...
ku akui kesilapanku
aku sedari semua itu
memang aku melukaimu
tapi itu hanya gurauku...
sayang ku ingin tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatimu
masihkah engkau marah
sedangkan cintaku segar dan menyala....
buka buka pintu sayang
aku rindukan belai kasih mu
buka buka pintu sayang
aku hauskan sinar matamu....
sayang maafkan daku
akan ku turuti apa mahumu
sayang aku berjanji
takkan buat lagi di lain hari...
percayalah kata2 ku
atau kau masih ragu2
ambil pisau belah dada ku
saksikanlah kejujuranku...
sayang ku ingin tahu
apa sebenarnya isi di hatimu
masihkah engkau marah
sedangkan cintaku segar dan menyala...
buka buka pintu sayang
maafkan saja kesalahanku
buka buka pintu sayang
aku rindukan senyum manismu...
Thursday, May 27, 2004
growing fatter.. wahhaha yes yes.. thanx to the low level of BENEFICIAL activities in camp..
and yes.. i have met 2 of the worst girl friends in my life... they are.. well.. if u just look at them from a distance.. they're sweet and kind and kindda normal ah.. but when u get to know them.. sheesh.. headache.... i dunno, they say they dun have a guy friend like me be4... well .. yeah... so if i can have lots of friends.. from all walks of life... from educated.. to those who drop out.. to those who've been to DRC and PRISON .. who's been handcuffed.. and towed to NPC ... and i can click with them... y cant u...? is it cos ur worse than them..? or just becos ur a "liberated, modern, egoistic, individualistic, i-need-no-guy, fantasia's attitude of u dun noe class" WOMAN? *bleargh!* they the worst nightmare when they are together.... but.. i have to admit... one of them is still approachable.. hah!
pls.. i dun wanna fight.. and u guys dun want to... but at least.. think be4 u say anything... if u dun want ppl to piss u off.. dun do it on ppl... the world works that way.. what goes round... comes around...*sense ur getting pissed at me again..*
and yes.. i have met 2 of the worst girl friends in my life... they are.. well.. if u just look at them from a distance.. they're sweet and kind and kindda normal ah.. but when u get to know them.. sheesh.. headache.... i dunno, they say they dun have a guy friend like me be4... well .. yeah... so if i can have lots of friends.. from all walks of life... from educated.. to those who drop out.. to those who've been to DRC and PRISON .. who's been handcuffed.. and towed to NPC ... and i can click with them... y cant u...? is it cos ur worse than them..? or just becos ur a "liberated, modern, egoistic, individualistic, i-need-no-guy, fantasia's attitude of u dun noe class" WOMAN? *bleargh!* they the worst nightmare when they are together.... but.. i have to admit... one of them is still approachable.. hah!
pls.. i dun wanna fight.. and u guys dun want to... but at least.. think be4 u say anything... if u dun want ppl to piss u off.. dun do it on ppl... the world works that way.. what goes round... comes around...*sense ur getting pissed at me again..*
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