it's harder to juggle work, play and relationship at the same time... hahaha..
another week has passed.. and this has been the longest week i've had in months..
the day after my last entry, i had guard duty. it's like, i just got posted there on friday and i had duty on sunday... *shakes head* and sunday duties are unlike weekday duties... the camp is huge.. definitely.. took 2 hours to complete the whole camp compound prowling. and by then, your leg hurts like as if the joints came off...
to make matters worse, duty rest after yesterday's duty is only 2 hours.. from 8 to 10 supposedly... but then, on monday, you found yourself being held back because they had problems with the checkpoints registers... and they held you till 0900 and make u do stupid work called area cleaning. the windows were thick with dust and we had to clean it... *shakes head*
so on that monday, i didnt have sleep for the day.. cos by the time we finish showering, it was 0940... and we didnt do anything either on that day.. but then, i stole a few hours of sleep in front of their office cos i just dun care anymore... i was glad i went home on monday night... and as usual, i went to meet sayang before going home.. hahaha..
tuesday came... it was duty day again .. for me... urgh.. and i tot since i knew the duty better, i'll get the time slot that i want... but apparently, out of all the guards there, only 3 were trained in weapons... i was like... "are they so stupid that they can't even go for rifle range...?" it was irritating.. cos firstly, the sentries have to be weapon trained... and since there are 3 slots, you know where this is going... then for prowlers, they must have 1 weapon trained prowler for each detail... and cos of these untrained people, me and my friend got different duties... i choose prowler... den was pushed to sentry... and then pushed again to the earliest sentry... which means, i do 1 extra duty for that day compared to others...
my friend didnt really know what was expected for prowler.. and he went with an untrained arms guy.... and he got 2 extra duties for spending too long between checkpoints..
wednesday, we were released from the guardroom at 0830hours.. it wasnt so bad.. at least, got an hour to sleep before we shower... and still no work to do... spent the day sleeping at times..
think i met sayang on wednesday too....
thursday was a little better... we got into sections and start to know the old guys... i decided to stay in-camp cos we had OC parade on friday.. and we had to report by 0720 latest... and i cant reach there at that time....it was another long long night in camp...
yesterday's parade was shitty.. but then again, which parade wasnt... the inspection took half and hour to complete.. and we had to stand unmoving... then there was a "motivation" talk to encourage us to give our 101% for the company... *shakes head in disgust* and then i had to sit through another induction program on safety and discipline... ah.. rite.. and that all ended at 0940... managed to go for break at 1000... den we cut oil basins using hammer and chisel and screwdriver.... *smacks forehead*
and at the end of the day, i met her again.. hahaha..
will meet her again today... for movie..
i started to come down with flu... and the block nose sucks.....
have to stay in camp tomorrow night so that i wont be late on monday. it's CO parade... and as usual, report before 0720...
sometimes i begin to wonder... does going by the books makes you suffer more than going against it... *shrugs* i'll never know....
hopefully, next week will get better... as in.. the week will go faster a little ...
Saturday, September 11, 2004
*STRESSED* hahaha.. yeah.. that's cos i have lots of updating to do.. khekheke...
firstly, i'm out of OETI.. yaay! so now i'm a qualified and trained technician! wuhoo! haha.. we got this beautiful certificate that is recognised outside army. yeah. it's a skill... i like~ besides the cert, we got our platoon photo that we took during one of the weekdays.. hehehe.. so, officially, on the 9th of september, i passed out of OETI and was transferred to my new unit....
on the 10th, i went to my new unit. 9 dsmb (direct support and maintenance battalion)... it's situated in changi... and most of us stay in the west... urghhhh... the hassle... it's like, we take 2 hours just to get there... and there's only one bus from one place... like from tampines, only bus 29.. bedok, bus 2.. and pasir ris, bus 89... *shakes head* luckily there's a shuttle service provided.... yeah.. should make use of it and reduce on my concession fare... currently i'm using the bus concession.. which is unlimited ride for 61 dollars... but the mrt concession will cost 50 dollars... and only 4 rides per day... which will be a total of 111 dollars per month! and there's no pay rise... *thanks ah akbar*
i'm not officially a corporal yet.. but the rank will come, together with the pay...
yeah, so that's my unit for the time being... cos....
i'm posted to overseas....
my new camp will be in brunei. i'm still waiting for the chief clerk to send me my letter for medical checkup. so as long as i dun fail the medical checkup, it's confirmed that i'm going... it'll be for a year minimum.. and i can choose to extend the duration if i feel i want to.. but the thing is that, i have to stay for 6 months there before i'm allowed to return back to singapore using my leave...
i want to celebrate hari raya with sayang this year....
i want to be here for her birthday....
sigh.. oh well, i've always said that things happen for a reason... i hate going to jc.. but i was there... and the reason was to find my other half.... *insyaallah* think i found her..khekkhekhe...
yeah.. some of you might have known about this... but just wanna say that there are internet access over there in brunei.. i'll try my best to update from there .. hehe.. must be a great experience... though part of my heart will always remain here with someone......
the earliest i'll leave will be this month.... i dunno yet.. i'll keep everyone informed...
so till then, keep telling the ones you love how much they mean to u.. cos you'll never know when they'll leave u.....
firstly, i'm out of OETI.. yaay! so now i'm a qualified and trained technician! wuhoo! haha.. we got this beautiful certificate that is recognised outside army. yeah. it's a skill... i like~ besides the cert, we got our platoon photo that we took during one of the weekdays.. hehehe.. so, officially, on the 9th of september, i passed out of OETI and was transferred to my new unit....
on the 10th, i went to my new unit. 9 dsmb (direct support and maintenance battalion)... it's situated in changi... and most of us stay in the west... urghhhh... the hassle... it's like, we take 2 hours just to get there... and there's only one bus from one place... like from tampines, only bus 29.. bedok, bus 2.. and pasir ris, bus 89... *shakes head* luckily there's a shuttle service provided.... yeah.. should make use of it and reduce on my concession fare... currently i'm using the bus concession.. which is unlimited ride for 61 dollars... but the mrt concession will cost 50 dollars... and only 4 rides per day... which will be a total of 111 dollars per month! and there's no pay rise... *thanks ah akbar*
i'm not officially a corporal yet.. but the rank will come, together with the pay...
yeah, so that's my unit for the time being... cos....
i'm posted to overseas....
my new camp will be in brunei. i'm still waiting for the chief clerk to send me my letter for medical checkup. so as long as i dun fail the medical checkup, it's confirmed that i'm going... it'll be for a year minimum.. and i can choose to extend the duration if i feel i want to.. but the thing is that, i have to stay for 6 months there before i'm allowed to return back to singapore using my leave...
i want to celebrate hari raya with sayang this year....
i want to be here for her birthday....
sigh.. oh well, i've always said that things happen for a reason... i hate going to jc.. but i was there... and the reason was to find my other half.... *insyaallah* think i found her..khekkhekhe...
yeah.. some of you might have known about this... but just wanna say that there are internet access over there in brunei.. i'll try my best to update from there .. hehe.. must be a great experience... though part of my heart will always remain here with someone......
the earliest i'll leave will be this month.... i dunno yet.. i'll keep everyone informed...
so till then, keep telling the ones you love how much they mean to u.. cos you'll never know when they'll leave u.....
Saturday, September 04, 2004
Artist: Westlife
Album: Coast to Coast
Title: I Lay My Love On You
Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart
Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart
I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe
I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long
Now I believe its ok cause
this time it's real
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I never knew that love could feel so good
Like once in a lifetime
You changed my world
I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
Album: Coast to Coast
Title: I Lay My Love On You
Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart
Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart
I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe
I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long
Now I believe its ok cause
this time it's real
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I never knew that love could feel so good
Like once in a lifetime
You changed my world
I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
a whole dayof yesterday spent with sayang again... *chuckles* the time spent : from 0745 to 0845 then 1230 to 2015... yeah~
it started with me "accidentally" dropped by her house early in the morning. hahaha. i reached there around 0730am.. hehe cos i know she'll be leaving her house at 0745. *thanks to my ingenius way of asking her* hahahaha. and she didnt suspect a thing till yesterday morning when i asked "do you like surprises?" *smiles* so i accompanied her(in my army uniform and triangular hair) to clementi mrt station. hehe...
then it was the army open house. we're supposed to meet at the entrance of the place by 0930.. and 5 people were late.. including the ic. so i took over the role and marked the attendance. we stayed at the entrance till almost 10am and it was freaking hot and stuffy and humid. so, i got the attendance ready and wanted to cover for my friends who were late.. and so i asked the officer in-charge if we're to take attendance again later after the whole thing. and of cos, he had to give a i-dont-give-a-damn face and said "i've briefed the ic yesterday" so i said, " i'm not the ic that you briefed yesterday" and he said " fuck the ic" wah lau.. early in the morning, and i got fucked for no apparent reason. wonderful wonderful. of cos i got pissed la.. and i took the attendance again, and my platoon mates wanted to know if we're to take attendance again. and of cos as the ic, i went to ask him again.. and the same thing happened again. i mean, i dun even know what to do there, where we're supposed to go and stuff.. so i asked... and this is what we get for asking in the organisation.. den he really reached my limit... after he said "fuck the ic" den i raised my voice " WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THEN? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT U WANT" yeah... chargable offence... but if the commander doesnt give a proper instruction, how are the men going to follow properly....? we dun even know what to do... i reported to him the attendance, and he pulled me to one side nicely... *laughs* and he said " i dun like the way u talk to me just now. "
"sorry sir, but i dun know what to do, and that's y i asked u."
"i don't care what you do. just give me the attendance then i'll tell you. i've been here since early morning just to get the attendance ready. all i want is the attendance and what u do is your problem."
(in my mind) i was here before u arrived... heh
"yes sir. sorry sir."
(in my mind) if he had said that earlier it would have been easier. and all he said was fuck the ic. wth...
so it's over la.. as in, the whole tense moment... i said sorry, he's happy.. everyone's happy... hah..
a few minutes later.. we left the area... waited for 30 minutes for the bus.. wahhahahahha.. bad bad day... we reached the interchange at 1045.. and of cos we decided to get a drink first before going home. so we walked around and around till 1100 before we get our drink.. and that's not even cold.. *shakes head* i got into the bus at 1108... and reached home at 1150.... showered and changed in 10 minutes... and left the house to meet her all over again!
hahaha.. and so, met her at the bus stop of SIM. her eye's still red from the overdue contacts. good thing she wore specs yesterday.... yah, nak i suruh baru buat.. *grins* *sidetrack* i love you *back to story* and we travel to clementi before getting on another bus to orchard. apparently, my mum was behind us at the clementi's bus stop.. wahhahahahah! i was like.. "asal tak tegur" (why didnt say hi) cos she smsed me la.. yeah..
hehe... it was fiza's birthday gathering.. so we had to be there at 3.. and we reached orchard at 1330. sat at mcdonalds for a while, head down to borders until 0240 and went royal plaza at scotts for prayers. hehehe... the whole gathering was cool.. it's at constant cravings and 9 of us were there, including fiza. hahaha... i had an embarrasing moment of asking a sprite on the left.. wahhaha.. like fiza said "not as if the sprite on the left is any different from the sprite on the right" err yeah.. haha.. it happens la.. hahaha... embarrasing moments.. hiakz! doesnt really matter.... took lots of photos.. haha.. photos of food, of sprite, of people, of me, of her.. hahaha...
accompanied sayang to her cousin's house after that. and the bus took a long long long long long long time to reach jurong east. hahaha.. and i fell asleep during some parts of the journey.. heh! she was feeling tired.. tired from the whole week of studying and tuition and all ... and she still have wedding to attend today.. so.. yeah.. that's how tired she'll be.. all drained..
yeah. that's all i have for yesterday....
*you*
the times we spent, the times we're together,
the times i'm with you, i'll always treasure...
till the day comes for us to be one,
to be legally recognised as a couple,
i'll always be by your side...
caring, loving, smiling, helping...
and make everyday of your day a better day....
i love you darling...
signing off...
your humble prince *wahhaha oxymoron*
Farhan Suhada
it started with me "accidentally" dropped by her house early in the morning. hahaha. i reached there around 0730am.. hehe cos i know she'll be leaving her house at 0745. *thanks to my ingenius way of asking her* hahahaha. and she didnt suspect a thing till yesterday morning when i asked "do you like surprises?" *smiles* so i accompanied her(in my army uniform and triangular hair) to clementi mrt station. hehe...
then it was the army open house. we're supposed to meet at the entrance of the place by 0930.. and 5 people were late.. including the ic. so i took over the role and marked the attendance. we stayed at the entrance till almost 10am and it was freaking hot and stuffy and humid. so, i got the attendance ready and wanted to cover for my friends who were late.. and so i asked the officer in-charge if we're to take attendance again later after the whole thing. and of cos, he had to give a i-dont-give-a-damn face and said "i've briefed the ic yesterday" so i said, " i'm not the ic that you briefed yesterday" and he said " fuck the ic" wah lau.. early in the morning, and i got fucked for no apparent reason. wonderful wonderful. of cos i got pissed la.. and i took the attendance again, and my platoon mates wanted to know if we're to take attendance again. and of cos as the ic, i went to ask him again.. and the same thing happened again. i mean, i dun even know what to do there, where we're supposed to go and stuff.. so i asked... and this is what we get for asking in the organisation.. den he really reached my limit... after he said "fuck the ic" den i raised my voice " WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THEN? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT U WANT" yeah... chargable offence... but if the commander doesnt give a proper instruction, how are the men going to follow properly....? we dun even know what to do... i reported to him the attendance, and he pulled me to one side nicely... *laughs* and he said " i dun like the way u talk to me just now. "
"sorry sir, but i dun know what to do, and that's y i asked u."
"i don't care what you do. just give me the attendance then i'll tell you. i've been here since early morning just to get the attendance ready. all i want is the attendance and what u do is your problem."
(in my mind) i was here before u arrived... heh
"yes sir. sorry sir."
(in my mind) if he had said that earlier it would have been easier. and all he said was fuck the ic. wth...
so it's over la.. as in, the whole tense moment... i said sorry, he's happy.. everyone's happy... hah..
a few minutes later.. we left the area... waited for 30 minutes for the bus.. wahhahahahha.. bad bad day... we reached the interchange at 1045.. and of cos we decided to get a drink first before going home. so we walked around and around till 1100 before we get our drink.. and that's not even cold.. *shakes head* i got into the bus at 1108... and reached home at 1150.... showered and changed in 10 minutes... and left the house to meet her all over again!
hahaha.. and so, met her at the bus stop of SIM. her eye's still red from the overdue contacts. good thing she wore specs yesterday.... yah, nak i suruh baru buat.. *grins* *sidetrack* i love you *back to story* and we travel to clementi before getting on another bus to orchard. apparently, my mum was behind us at the clementi's bus stop.. wahhahahahah! i was like.. "asal tak tegur" (why didnt say hi) cos she smsed me la.. yeah..
hehe... it was fiza's birthday gathering.. so we had to be there at 3.. and we reached orchard at 1330. sat at mcdonalds for a while, head down to borders until 0240 and went royal plaza at scotts for prayers. hehehe... the whole gathering was cool.. it's at constant cravings and 9 of us were there, including fiza. hahaha... i had an embarrasing moment of asking a sprite on the left.. wahhaha.. like fiza said "not as if the sprite on the left is any different from the sprite on the right" err yeah.. haha.. it happens la.. hahaha... embarrasing moments.. hiakz! doesnt really matter.... took lots of photos.. haha.. photos of food, of sprite, of people, of me, of her.. hahaha...
accompanied sayang to her cousin's house after that. and the bus took a long long long long long long time to reach jurong east. hahaha.. and i fell asleep during some parts of the journey.. heh! she was feeling tired.. tired from the whole week of studying and tuition and all ... and she still have wedding to attend today.. so.. yeah.. that's how tired she'll be.. all drained..
yeah. that's all i have for yesterday....
*you*
the times we spent, the times we're together,
the times i'm with you, i'll always treasure...
till the day comes for us to be one,
to be legally recognised as a couple,
i'll always be by your side...
caring, loving, smiling, helping...
and make everyday of your day a better day....
i love you darling...
signing off...
your humble prince *wahhaha oxymoron*
Farhan Suhada
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
she was only half asleep throughout the whole night.
said that her arm hurts.
massaged it herself.
wonders why it hurts.
thought it's probably the aircon.
army open house on saturday. i think even civilians can go there. but.. but.. sayang got lesson.. so.. she can't go for it... *smiles*
theory test in a few more hours.... *shrugs* just do what i have to do.. hehe.. 50 mcq questions for dunno how long.. probably 2 hours... *nods head* so.. till later!
*whispers* i like my desktop pic... hahahaha!
said that her arm hurts.
massaged it herself.
wonders why it hurts.
thought it's probably the aircon.
army open house on saturday. i think even civilians can go there. but.. but.. sayang got lesson.. so.. she can't go for it... *smiles*
theory test in a few more hours.... *shrugs* just do what i have to do.. hehe.. 50 mcq questions for dunno how long.. probably 2 hours... *nods head* so.. till later!
*whispers* i like my desktop pic... hahahaha!
yeah.. just got back from woodland's library's mcdonald's. of cos, i was there to meet her la. hehe.. as usual, she looks sooooo sweet!!! must be the baju kurung.. no wait.. she IS SWEET! hahaha.. it's just her~ but i'm biased ... hahahaha! *pauses* DONT CARE!
*laughs* so yeah.. she was studying. i returned her book to her.. the paul jenning's uncanny... i just cant find the time to read them... cos most of the time i have after work, is either spent with her.. or spent with her.. hahahha! but it's my choice what! though i can choose to stay home.. and rest.. hehehehe! yepz... just as i got seated, ezeikel suddenly popped up of nowhere and said hi to us... i was like... " *shudders* " hahaha.. seriously, i didnt expect ezeikel to be there la... haha.. and she was smirking and grinning and smiling when she sees us together.. hahaha.. aper sajer kel... i wonder why she's so fascinated with us.. hahaha! *are we on some.. farhan's show or hana's show or something?!* heh..
hahaha.. 2 more weeks to posting out... and tmrw's the theory test... fine fine.. hahaha.. followed by photo taking.. hahaha.. and friday's the practical tests... so... yah.. and i heard that we are already posted to our units... except that we're not informed of it.. cos they dun want us to be complacent and not do the test properly... *shakes fists* and i bet i was given this vocation even before i got enlisted... heh...
okie gd nite! miss you sayang~
*laughs* so yeah.. she was studying. i returned her book to her.. the paul jenning's uncanny... i just cant find the time to read them... cos most of the time i have after work, is either spent with her.. or spent with her.. hahahha! but it's my choice what! though i can choose to stay home.. and rest.. hehehehe! yepz... just as i got seated, ezeikel suddenly popped up of nowhere and said hi to us... i was like... " *shudders* " hahaha.. seriously, i didnt expect ezeikel to be there la... haha.. and she was smirking and grinning and smiling when she sees us together.. hahaha.. aper sajer kel... i wonder why she's so fascinated with us.. hahaha! *are we on some.. farhan's show or hana's show or something?!* heh..
hahaha.. 2 more weeks to posting out... and tmrw's the theory test... fine fine.. hahaha.. followed by photo taking.. hahaha.. and friday's the practical tests... so... yah.. and i heard that we are already posted to our units... except that we're not informed of it.. cos they dun want us to be complacent and not do the test properly... *shakes fists* and i bet i was given this vocation even before i got enlisted... heh...
okie gd nite! miss you sayang~
Monday, August 30, 2004
how can i resist her charm....? hahaha.. eh..? what's that on the right of the photo.....? *peers*
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sent her home today.. haha.. cutted my hair! yupz... the moon was beautiful.. it still is.. full moon tonight you see...
she's having ringing in her ears.. doctor said some infection too place... felt helpless that i cant do anything about it.. all i can do was just make her smile.. as always.. hehe.. i'm hopeless...
i should learn to be patient.. and keep the surprises where they belong.. hahaha.. man.. i sometimes can't resist telling her these surprises... like what i'm doing now la... hahahahahahaha!
like the song from wheatus.. "i'm so in love with you.. i'll be forever blue... " hehehe.. blue's probably toooo happy huh? wahahha!
me and her started up OUR own blog.. where both of us can post in the entry... and as such, it's still under renovation.. uhhu.. i'm thinking of coming up with some template for the site.. make it looks more personalized... so when it's done, i'll probably put it here.. unless we have posts there that we dun want people to see.. *laughs*
downloaded some songs for her.. since 2 days ago.. finally found the un-spoilt one.. hehe.. so i sent it over.. and she started to get irritating.. haha.. like.. super irritating.. and i clicked on cancel when it's almost 100kb left... out of 4.6mb.... she.. seemed pissed.. and.. i.. blanked out.. uhhu... i clicked cos i knew it was going to resume again.. but then.. it didnt.. and.. i felt bad.. really.. bad...
but hey, we sorted it out a few moments later... aiyo....
*sayang* sorry k....? was just playing around.. uhhu.. like u said, it's already sent now.. so.. dun worry.. i'll make up for it.. hahaha! good nite sayang.. miss you.. like crazy.. *blushes*
she's having ringing in her ears.. doctor said some infection too place... felt helpless that i cant do anything about it.. all i can do was just make her smile.. as always.. hehe.. i'm hopeless...
i should learn to be patient.. and keep the surprises where they belong.. hahaha.. man.. i sometimes can't resist telling her these surprises... like what i'm doing now la... hahahahahahaha!
like the song from wheatus.. "i'm so in love with you.. i'll be forever blue... " hehehe.. blue's probably toooo happy huh? wahahha!
me and her started up OUR own blog.. where both of us can post in the entry... and as such, it's still under renovation.. uhhu.. i'm thinking of coming up with some template for the site.. make it looks more personalized... so when it's done, i'll probably put it here.. unless we have posts there that we dun want people to see.. *laughs*
downloaded some songs for her.. since 2 days ago.. finally found the un-spoilt one.. hehe.. so i sent it over.. and she started to get irritating.. haha.. like.. super irritating.. and i clicked on cancel when it's almost 100kb left... out of 4.6mb.... she.. seemed pissed.. and.. i.. blanked out.. uhhu... i clicked cos i knew it was going to resume again.. but then.. it didnt.. and.. i felt bad.. really.. bad...
but hey, we sorted it out a few moments later... aiyo....
*sayang* sorry k....? was just playing around.. uhhu.. like u said, it's already sent now.. so.. dun worry.. i'll make up for it.. hahaha! good nite sayang.. miss you.. like crazy.. *blushes*
Saturday, August 28, 2004
*stretches himself* i feel sooooooooo tired.. haha.. in a good way that is.. yeah! and i dun mind feeling tired for that somebody... hahahaha... practically, today i met her at SIM... then.. we went to.. *drumrolls* CONSTANT CRAVINGS!!! hahaha.. yeah.. had erm.. chicken.. both of us.. *nods head* and i had coke! wahhahahahah!! *inside joke* den we walked around... and around.. for shtuffs.. *err* stuffs... yeah..
she called her mum for directions to the comex exibition at suntec city.. man! it was SOO BLOODY PACKED!!! sheesh! and i was spoilt for choice.. i literally went crazy.. i collected as many leaflets and brochures that i can get my hands on.. and i had a stack of them.. wahhahaha.. i went crazy over the xbox displays there too.. it's like... 30 over games on display.. and u can play them if u like! WAH LAU!!!!!!! shud have gotten xbox for some reason.. urgh... but then, purchasing the games will need a little more help ah.. cos i cant get the pirated ones... unless i modify the system.. *smiles*
sooo.. yeah.. had a long bus ride home.. probably that's when i started to feel tired... cos we stand for half an hour throughout the journey... hahahahahaha.. so full... and now i'm hungry.. hahaha *looks for things to eat* *dances around* she made my day again!!!
~sayang~
i love you... really really really do! and i cant believe that you're Noorhana from my school.. wahahha!!!! *whispers* and we thought about it at the same day.. *shakes head* hahaha.. i love love love you!!! what else can i say? cos i do!!!!
she called her mum for directions to the comex exibition at suntec city.. man! it was SOO BLOODY PACKED!!! sheesh! and i was spoilt for choice.. i literally went crazy.. i collected as many leaflets and brochures that i can get my hands on.. and i had a stack of them.. wahhahaha.. i went crazy over the xbox displays there too.. it's like... 30 over games on display.. and u can play them if u like! WAH LAU!!!!!!! shud have gotten xbox for some reason.. urgh... but then, purchasing the games will need a little more help ah.. cos i cant get the pirated ones... unless i modify the system.. *smiles*
sooo.. yeah.. had a long bus ride home.. probably that's when i started to feel tired... cos we stand for half an hour throughout the journey... hahahahahaha.. so full... and now i'm hungry.. hahaha *looks for things to eat* *dances around* she made my day again!!!
~sayang~
i love you... really really really do! and i cant believe that you're Noorhana from my school.. wahahha!!!! *whispers* and we thought about it at the same day.. *shakes head* hahaha.. i love love love you!!! what else can i say? cos i do!!!!
Friday, August 27, 2004
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away everything good in my life
(Chorus)
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive,
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live
Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I ,
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything real in my life
(Chorus)
Please tell me baby
How would I go on
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, don't you know that your everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever, survive
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live
How do I live
Without you baby
yeah am back! err.. from work.. yah.. *laughs at own joke*
*controls himself* okie okie.. today we practically bleed the brake system. (bleeding in automotive terms means removing air from the hydraulic system) uhhu... and i realised that i was the one who pointed the nipple, i mean, the valve that releases the air and oil from the system.. *grinning* and it had to be done from under the vehicle, so we used the floorboard to slide under.. hahaha! fun!
after bleeding, we did... erm.. steering wheel components. yeah.. more on the power assisted driving system. *nods head* if u dun understand...well.. too bad.. hahaha.. it's like, the system that allows u to use minimal force to turn the wheels... and we removed the drop-arm that controls the steering motion of the steering wheel.. hehe.. *i feel so knowledgable in this topic* wahahha! maybe cos there's a motivation somewhere...? by someone maybe....? *wiggles eyebrows* *laughs*
at the end of the day, i did road marshalling for those running around camp. given a red flag and yellow CWO vest and had to stand at the middle of the intersection of the road. was with khairul anwar.. talked about.. erm.. girlfriends.. wahhaha.. and other stuffs like "why are they not running yet?" and "master *ehem ehem* acts as if he can run faster than another instructor and he *coach* the other guy to endure everytime he reaches us" wahhahahah!! probably he really can run la.. and.. not doing the persuading to act.. hahahaha nvm..
so yeah! my life with princess noorhana has been more than just wonderful... and i feel like i'm floating on air! seriously! *blushes* and i love her much much much more than when we first started out... and like she said, "Everyone says you fall in love once, but that's not true!! Everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again..."
and i think the text starts to change it's font and size... hehehe..
i longed for her voice everyday... uhhu.. even a message at different intervals of the day can make me smile like crazy.. maybe that's cos i'm crazy.. hahaha! but really! i have no words to describe her... and i want her ALL TO MYSELF! hahahaha... allright.. maybe i'll not steal her away from her mum .. hiakz!
sayang: sigh, i know that u cant be online at night as often as u used to be. but, in a few minutes, i'll call your house! wahhahaha!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
everyone else: woi! dun complain so much la! everyone has their own shit to settle... soooo all i can do is listen and try my best to help! the rest, is up to you~ hehehe.. soo if u wanna feel beautiful... FIND THE ONE! hahaha!
*controls himself* okie okie.. today we practically bleed the brake system. (bleeding in automotive terms means removing air from the hydraulic system) uhhu... and i realised that i was the one who pointed the nipple, i mean, the valve that releases the air and oil from the system.. *grinning* and it had to be done from under the vehicle, so we used the floorboard to slide under.. hahaha! fun!
after bleeding, we did... erm.. steering wheel components. yeah.. more on the power assisted driving system. *nods head* if u dun understand...well.. too bad.. hahaha.. it's like, the system that allows u to use minimal force to turn the wheels... and we removed the drop-arm that controls the steering motion of the steering wheel.. hehe.. *i feel so knowledgable in this topic* wahahha! maybe cos there's a motivation somewhere...? by someone maybe....? *wiggles eyebrows* *laughs*
at the end of the day, i did road marshalling for those running around camp. given a red flag and yellow CWO vest and had to stand at the middle of the intersection of the road. was with khairul anwar.. talked about.. erm.. girlfriends.. wahhaha.. and other stuffs like "why are they not running yet?" and "master *ehem ehem* acts as if he can run faster than another instructor and he *coach* the other guy to endure everytime he reaches us" wahhahahah!! probably he really can run la.. and.. not doing the persuading to act.. hahahaha nvm..
so yeah! my life with princess noorhana has been more than just wonderful... and i feel like i'm floating on air! seriously! *blushes* and i love her much much much more than when we first started out... and like she said, "Everyone says you fall in love once, but that's not true!! Everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again..."
and i think the text starts to change it's font and size... hehehe..
i longed for her voice everyday... uhhu.. even a message at different intervals of the day can make me smile like crazy.. maybe that's cos i'm crazy.. hahaha! but really! i have no words to describe her... and i want her ALL TO MYSELF! hahahaha... allright.. maybe i'll not steal her away from her mum .. hiakz!
sayang: sigh, i know that u cant be online at night as often as u used to be. but, in a few minutes, i'll call your house! wahhahaha!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
everyone else: woi! dun complain so much la! everyone has their own shit to settle... soooo all i can do is listen and try my best to help! the rest, is up to you~ hehehe.. soo if u wanna feel beautiful... FIND THE ONE! hahaha!
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Saturday, August 21, 2004
hey hey~! i'm left with 3 more weeks to my next posting out of OETI. and there'll be 4 tests before passing out. 1 theory test and 3 practical tests... yupz. and after the dreaded test, we'll be officially be trained technicians. heh.
aardwolf's back online. and we're getting double experience to make up for the lost of levels we didnt manage to achieve during the power failure over there. it's due to the tornado apparently and their power source got cut off. hahahaha. what a life!
the whole of this week's been great! guess i do more stuffs after work almost every day.. hahaha.. let's see.. erm.. 5 out of 7 days?! heh! go figure!
happy 3rd anniversary to you sayang! it seems like time flew us by since i got to know u deeper. i thank you for giving me your love. life has been wonderful since and you have made me realise how meaningless life would be without you. *whispers* i love you sweet princess....
a special message via hp....
waiting patiently as the clock strikes midnight, his eyes got blinded by the hp light... in this heart longs for his princess, the one that's his one and only wishes...to her ears he moved closer, to tell her that he's the luckiest lover.. so as the clock hand moves to 1, i wanna wish you happy 3rd anniversary my lovely one...
aardwolf's back online. and we're getting double experience to make up for the lost of levels we didnt manage to achieve during the power failure over there. it's due to the tornado apparently and their power source got cut off. hahahaha. what a life!
the whole of this week's been great! guess i do more stuffs after work almost every day.. hahaha.. let's see.. erm.. 5 out of 7 days?! heh! go figure!
happy 3rd anniversary to you sayang! it seems like time flew us by since i got to know u deeper. i thank you for giving me your love. life has been wonderful since and you have made me realise how meaningless life would be without you. *whispers* i love you sweet princess....
a special message via hp....
waiting patiently as the clock strikes midnight, his eyes got blinded by the hp light... in this heart longs for his princess, the one that's his one and only wishes...to her ears he moved closer, to tell her that he's the luckiest lover.. so as the clock hand moves to 1, i wanna wish you happy 3rd anniversary my lovely one...
Thursday, August 19, 2004
wah.. tired... had ippt trial test today. *shagged* erm.. yeah.. think i made an achievement of doing 11 pullups.. wahhahaha.. one more to 12.. and that's 5 points for pull ups station... hehe.. *whistles innocently* heh.. yeah.. and the only dreaded station is of course.. the 2.4km run... *shakes head* even sayang runs faster than me.. hahahahahahahaha!!!! *looks around for signs of Her* *smirks*
yeah.. so.. *sheesh* i dunno what to write.. but i want to write... *blabber blabber blabber*
oh.. singapore idol is starting to be irritating.... so what if they can sing...? do they really work really hard to meet the judges expectations..? guess not.. well maybe not yet.... *i'm being optimistic here* uhhu.. probably when they start the live telecast... it'll be the best of the best... *thinks* why in the world does singapore wants this competition anyway? firstly, singaporeans have the tendency to produce people who can sing.. but dun wanna apply for it.. and then, those who applied... cant really sing.. but wants to be famous and known by others...
what's the point of making a joke of yourself? for example.. the bananaman... that's pure stupidity... u've waited for several hours just to do that stupid act for one time....? *shakes head* whateva la singapore....
erm.. she's not home.. i think.. haha..
yeah.. so.. *sheesh* i dunno what to write.. but i want to write... *blabber blabber blabber*
oh.. singapore idol is starting to be irritating.... so what if they can sing...? do they really work really hard to meet the judges expectations..? guess not.. well maybe not yet.... *i'm being optimistic here* uhhu.. probably when they start the live telecast... it'll be the best of the best... *thinks* why in the world does singapore wants this competition anyway? firstly, singaporeans have the tendency to produce people who can sing.. but dun wanna apply for it.. and then, those who applied... cant really sing.. but wants to be famous and known by others...
what's the point of making a joke of yourself? for example.. the bananaman... that's pure stupidity... u've waited for several hours just to do that stupid act for one time....? *shakes head* whateva la singapore....
erm.. she's not home.. i think.. haha..
Monday, August 16, 2004
yeah.. i know i know.. i haven't been updating for a while... hahaha.. not that i have nothing to update about, but i .. erm.. i wasnt motivated to do so.. haha! so yeah.. a lot of things had happened in the last week... =P
okie.. let's start with work. we've began to do repairs on landrover 110 series. uhhu.. learnt how to do valve clearance and engine timing... and until today, we've been working on taking the engine out of the vehicle.. hahaha.. lots of things had to be removed.. like the alternator, coolant, cowling fan, electrical connections, fuel lines and all those stuffs la... haha.. and it took us around.. 4 hours to finish dismantling i guess.. hehehehe.. and that's HARD WORK! so today we practically sat around cos there's only one floor crane and engine stand. hence, we have to remove the engine tomorrow...
now on to my online life...
been trying to log on to aardwolf since... since a few days ago.. and i didnt manage to. feels so pissed cos i need 2 more levels to reach level 100.. haha.. den i can buy ANOTHER AARDWEAPON! not that i cant get one now lah.. it's just that when u want to resell the equipments, people will buy them only if they are at levels 80,100,120,140,160,180,200 .. yeah... so.. i have to meet that requirement. byt he time i reach level 100, i can purchase 2 weapons.. hahaa.. oh btw, aardweapons are special items that can only be bought using quest points.. and u can do quests every 30 minutes from the last quest.. and each quests will give an average of 12to16 quest points... so.. everyday, i can collect around.. *thinks* 200 if i play for 8 hours straight.. and do quests every 30 mins.. that doesnt include the time taken to complete the quests.. hahahaha.. go figure!
and now.. to my princess...
hahaha.. been spending quite some time with her last week... wednesday la.. saturday la.. haha.. anyway, went to meet her after work on saturday.. she ends at 12.. and i end at 12, but i managed to get the bus at 1235... so... finally met her at 1pm la... she was wearing black tudung and pants.. and checkered blue/red shirt.. hahaha. and she wore specs!! yeah~ that's cos her eyes were swollen the night before due to contacts... and she jolly well didnt bring the container and her specs... sheesh.. *i'll get back to that later* yeah.. so.. we had lunch at bukit gombak's alif restaurant.. uhhu.. she had chicken rice and i had.. err rice with chicken... *sniggers* wahhahahaha!!! yeah.. oh.. and an old guy tried to flirt with the makcik who was mending the stall.. wahahha! that's pathetic la... cos i recall her saying that "i'll treat you to eat mcdonalds or kfc.. but i dun think you'll eat" and he said something like "oh.. but i can eat mcdonalds if u do treat me" err.. nvm.. doesnt make sense.. hahaha.. so yeah lah.. but it's like the makcik doesnt want to entertain him.. and she gave her very sarcastic remarks and short answers... heh..
soooooooooooooooooooo after lunch.. we walked from bukit gombak to ar-raudah for prayers... yeah... passed little guilin ... hehehe... after prayers.. erm.. I DECIDED TO HAVE A WALK UP THE QUARRY.. but she decided to just stay at the bottom.. and sit down and chat.. hehe.. AND SHE DIDNT TELL ME THAT HER FEET WAS SWOLLEN AND RED... sheesh...
so there we sat.. looking at vandalised terrapines and her turbine and submarine... and my entrance to atlantis.. *shakes head* *laughs at our jokes* hiakz.. sent her home after a few hours sitting and talking... hahaha....
took the bus home .. and it took me 2 hours.. *points fist at tibs service*
hehe.. and that same night.. we.. talked on the phone from 1030pm to.. err... 4am.. *smirks* that shows how much i miss her la ah~ wahahhahaha!! *whispers* and i know u miss me too..
and on friday night, she was at her aunt's house.. and she got to use the comp.. hahaha from maghrib to 10pm... yeah.. and SHE DIDNT BRING HER CONTACTS CONTAINER!!! sheesh... it was fun i guess.. cos she invited her sister and 2 cousins to one msn chatbox.. and i invited my brother in.. wahahhaha.. and that's like.. 6 ppl talking simultaneously in one small freaking box.. hahaha.. and my brother and her cousin was like... typing song lyrics there laa.. hahahahaha
aper2 la.. =P
*stops for a moment* *scrolls up* that's a long entry..... hehe.. guess i'll stop for now... *phew* so.. yeah.. updates for 6 days of absence.. hahahahaaha!
for sayang...
i keep a part of you with me...
and every where i am there you'll be...
okie.. let's start with work. we've began to do repairs on landrover 110 series. uhhu.. learnt how to do valve clearance and engine timing... and until today, we've been working on taking the engine out of the vehicle.. hahaha.. lots of things had to be removed.. like the alternator, coolant, cowling fan, electrical connections, fuel lines and all those stuffs la... haha.. and it took us around.. 4 hours to finish dismantling i guess.. hehehehe.. and that's HARD WORK! so today we practically sat around cos there's only one floor crane and engine stand. hence, we have to remove the engine tomorrow...
now on to my online life...
been trying to log on to aardwolf since... since a few days ago.. and i didnt manage to. feels so pissed cos i need 2 more levels to reach level 100.. haha.. den i can buy ANOTHER AARDWEAPON! not that i cant get one now lah.. it's just that when u want to resell the equipments, people will buy them only if they are at levels 80,100,120,140,160,180,200 .. yeah... so.. i have to meet that requirement. byt he time i reach level 100, i can purchase 2 weapons.. hahaa.. oh btw, aardweapons are special items that can only be bought using quest points.. and u can do quests every 30 minutes from the last quest.. and each quests will give an average of 12to16 quest points... so.. everyday, i can collect around.. *thinks* 200 if i play for 8 hours straight.. and do quests every 30 mins.. that doesnt include the time taken to complete the quests.. hahahaha.. go figure!
and now.. to my princess...
hahaha.. been spending quite some time with her last week... wednesday la.. saturday la.. haha.. anyway, went to meet her after work on saturday.. she ends at 12.. and i end at 12, but i managed to get the bus at 1235... so... finally met her at 1pm la... she was wearing black tudung and pants.. and checkered blue/red shirt.. hahaha. and she wore specs!! yeah~ that's cos her eyes were swollen the night before due to contacts... and she jolly well didnt bring the container and her specs... sheesh.. *i'll get back to that later* yeah.. so.. we had lunch at bukit gombak's alif restaurant.. uhhu.. she had chicken rice and i had.. err rice with chicken... *sniggers* wahhahahaha!!! yeah.. oh.. and an old guy tried to flirt with the makcik who was mending the stall.. wahahha! that's pathetic la... cos i recall her saying that "i'll treat you to eat mcdonalds or kfc.. but i dun think you'll eat" and he said something like "oh.. but i can eat mcdonalds if u do treat me" err.. nvm.. doesnt make sense.. hahaha.. so yeah lah.. but it's like the makcik doesnt want to entertain him.. and she gave her very sarcastic remarks and short answers... heh..
soooooooooooooooooooo after lunch.. we walked from bukit gombak to ar-raudah for prayers... yeah... passed little guilin ... hehehe... after prayers.. erm.. I DECIDED TO HAVE A WALK UP THE QUARRY.. but she decided to just stay at the bottom.. and sit down and chat.. hehe.. AND SHE DIDNT TELL ME THAT HER FEET WAS SWOLLEN AND RED... sheesh...
so there we sat.. looking at vandalised terrapines and her turbine and submarine... and my entrance to atlantis.. *shakes head* *laughs at our jokes* hiakz.. sent her home after a few hours sitting and talking... hahaha....
took the bus home .. and it took me 2 hours.. *points fist at tibs service*
hehe.. and that same night.. we.. talked on the phone from 1030pm to.. err... 4am.. *smirks* that shows how much i miss her la ah~ wahahhahaha!! *whispers* and i know u miss me too..
and on friday night, she was at her aunt's house.. and she got to use the comp.. hahaha from maghrib to 10pm... yeah.. and SHE DIDNT BRING HER CONTACTS CONTAINER!!! sheesh... it was fun i guess.. cos she invited her sister and 2 cousins to one msn chatbox.. and i invited my brother in.. wahahhaha.. and that's like.. 6 ppl talking simultaneously in one small freaking box.. hahaha.. and my brother and her cousin was like... typing song lyrics there laa.. hahahahaha
aper2 la.. =P
*stops for a moment* *scrolls up* that's a long entry..... hehe.. guess i'll stop for now... *phew* so.. yeah.. updates for 6 days of absence.. hahahahaaha!
for sayang...
i keep a part of you with me...
and every where i am there you'll be...
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
went to meet my princess after work today. hehe. was fun... she.. was.. a ... little... loose up there.. hahahaha! but it doesnt matter.. cos i love her anyway.. wahhaha! and.. yeah.. it must be that "NERD" sweets... u know.. the one by willy wonka... yeah.. hahaha!! we had dinner at raihan's cafe in jurong east.. uhhu.. first time there.. *sniggers* my lady's just wonderful.. hahaha...
and yes.. i dun feel like blogging... cos .. she's not online... *shrugs* and i tot she said she updated her blog.. hah! didnt see any updates at all.... and being online seems... pointless.. i feel BORED nowadays being online when she's not here.. hahahaha... except the times when i play aardwolf la.. sigh.. hahaha.. shows how dependent i am on her now.. hahahaha! what what?! hahaha!!
so.. yeah.. gotta go to sleep.. AND YOU SHOULD TOO sayang.!! u got lessons tmrw in the morning.... and by the time u read this it'll be like afternoon.. or even at night.. hahahaha... and i know u might sleep a little late.. hiakz... take care ait...? love you~
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away....
Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight....
and yes.. i dun feel like blogging... cos .. she's not online... *shrugs* and i tot she said she updated her blog.. hah! didnt see any updates at all.... and being online seems... pointless.. i feel BORED nowadays being online when she's not here.. hahahaha... except the times when i play aardwolf la.. sigh.. hahaha.. shows how dependent i am on her now.. hahahaha! what what?! hahaha!!
so.. yeah.. gotta go to sleep.. AND YOU SHOULD TOO sayang.!! u got lessons tmrw in the morning.... and by the time u read this it'll be like afternoon.. or even at night.. hahahaha... and i know u might sleep a little late.. hiakz... take care ait...? love you~
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away....
Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight....
Monday, August 09, 2004
wahhaha!! i forgot to mention something.. this happened last night la! there was this cat. a black, with some white spots on it, cat. hahahaha... yeah.. it's like this.. i was standing at the door and it came to me... hahaha.. it looked at me in the eyes.. i.. rubbed the back of her neck and she looks as if she's high or something.. wahhahaha!! cos her eyes closes a little like she's enjoying it.. sheesh! *sick* yeah.. den.. she went to my legs and started to rub it's back on them.. hahaha.. i recalled reading somewhere that it's a way the cats tell other cats that i belong to them.. uhhu... after that, she lied on the floor... and looked at me.. and rolled around playfully.. wahhahah!!!!!!
wah lau eh... hahaha.. and i just had to call her.. and she comes... cool!!! hahaha! i tried it la.. cos we were supposed to have staff parade.. and she ran up to me.. wahhaha! nice~
now i feel like getting myself a pet like that.. hahahaha.. but no.. my mum will kill me.. yupz...
wah lau eh... hahaha.. and i just had to call her.. and she comes... cool!!! hahaha! i tried it la.. cos we were supposed to have staff parade.. and she ran up to me.. wahhaha! nice~
now i feel like getting myself a pet like that.. hahahaha.. but no.. my mum will kill me.. yupz...
oh.. heya people! had guard duty last night.. uhhu.. well more of like the whole of yesterday and this morning.. yeah.. from 730am to 8am today.. cool rite?! ahhahaha! yesterday's Duty Officer was great. he's a warrant officer and he too had to come back on the eve of public holiday to guard a place that isnt worth guarding. he's funny too. that explains his rank.. haha.. cos officers are not friendly, most of them cos they're supposed "educated" with DEGREE and morals... rite..
cos i heard a story that this officer he got posted overseas. more of like thailand. and he got this thailand girl attached to him as a personal assistant la. as the days went by, the girl followed him everywhere he went.. until one day, the girl looked for him, crying. by then, he had returned home and left the girl there... pregnant...
so how do u expect us, WOSE ranks to really respect the commissioned officers.. when they themselves do things that doesnt deserve any respect...?
yeah.. back to guard duty.. so the warrant officer said "you cooperate with me, i make sure i won't give you problems" ahhahah! and problems refer to turn-outs and stand-to drills.. and that sucks yeah.. *those in army will know* especially when they are not satisfied with the drill. uhhu... so... the day and night went SLOWLY... as in.. real slow... but there was television.. yeah.. and i slept as much as i can get... too tired la... sleep a while, wake up.. sleep again.. wake up... *like sayang waking up to message her loved one* hahahaha..
then at night, there's this illegal bike racing outside camp.. hahaha.. the whole stretch of road... noisy sia... wished could take photos of it.. hahaha. but no cameras allowed in camp.. so.. no photos.. hahaha......
and i came back today... and slept till 1.. wahhaha...
den on saturday, i crashed Noorhana's lecture class... it was cool i tell you! ahahha.. the school and all. but then, i wasnt supposed to be there.. and i was afraid of getting caught.. hiakz! everything was fine la... flirt with ehem.. until the teacher, mrs meeeeeeennnnaaaaaa, decided to walk around the lecture room to inspect on the students' workings.. wahahahah!! i was so scared that she asked me to refer to my lecture notes.. and i had to show her the bankin notes.. wahahhahaha.. luckily that didnt happen.. and at that precise moment.. suddenly like i forgot how to do factorisation... wah lau!!!! she walked up to me.. looked from behind while i tried covering it.. and she said.. "try again yah" sheesh....... so malu!!! wahhaha.. and Hana's there smiling smiling at me... hahahaha.. aper sajer.. yeah la.. 7 months and i forgot.. liao.... and what more can get worse...? during break.. i dropped a whole cup of tea... *censored* urgh....... hahaha.. felt the day was getting bad or something.. cos i was supposed to go to pasir ris for some islamic gathering.. yeah.. hahaha...
so after contemplating with myself... i decided to not go for pasir ris.. and just spend the rest of the day with her instead. which was a good choice i would say.. hahaha.. at least i wont miss her that much on sunday ... hehehe.. we went to watch THE VILLAGE! wahahha... loved it.. and she keeps talking abt shyamalan... oh.. his birthday was yesterday... wahahhahah!! and he's 34... yeah lah.... wanna know more about the village? erm.. i suggest u go and watch it! wahahahaha.. let shyamalan makes more money!!! cos he's a genius! *quotes from sayang* hahaha so yeah lah....
den on the way back.. up the escalator... she said, " i think... nvm la" and i continued "we go to jurong east instead..?" wahahhaha *only she'll understand.. cos this is for HER!* yupz..... hahahaha... i enjoyed the whole of saturday.... yeah! was REALLY GLAD that i didnt go to pasir ris.....
my friend told me yesterday that the whole event started at 4 instead... and bbq didnt even start even at 9... whahahahahahha!!! *thank YOU SAYANG!! I LOVE YOU!!!!*
see.... spending time with loved ones is better than friends... if u know what i mean la.. hahahaha!!! love love love love loved it!!!! wah lau.. am soooo high ... sooo high on her love~ uhu....
sayang: indeed, we just got together... but you displayed your all, both your good and your bad... and i dun love you any less... is this what they really call love...? being there for the person they are... and not selective hearing.. or selectively accepting for only their good points...? i want to be there.. to always make u smile... and cry with u when ur sad.. hahaha! cos i cant guarantee i can make u smile.. =P hey.. at least i try whatttt!!! hehehehe! miss you....
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!
cos i heard a story that this officer he got posted overseas. more of like thailand. and he got this thailand girl attached to him as a personal assistant la. as the days went by, the girl followed him everywhere he went.. until one day, the girl looked for him, crying. by then, he had returned home and left the girl there... pregnant...
so how do u expect us, WOSE ranks to really respect the commissioned officers.. when they themselves do things that doesnt deserve any respect...?
yeah.. back to guard duty.. so the warrant officer said "you cooperate with me, i make sure i won't give you problems" ahhahah! and problems refer to turn-outs and stand-to drills.. and that sucks yeah.. *those in army will know* especially when they are not satisfied with the drill. uhhu... so... the day and night went SLOWLY... as in.. real slow... but there was television.. yeah.. and i slept as much as i can get... too tired la... sleep a while, wake up.. sleep again.. wake up... *like sayang waking up to message her loved one* hahahaha..
then at night, there's this illegal bike racing outside camp.. hahaha.. the whole stretch of road... noisy sia... wished could take photos of it.. hahaha. but no cameras allowed in camp.. so.. no photos.. hahaha......
and i came back today... and slept till 1.. wahhaha...
den on saturday, i crashed Noorhana's lecture class... it was cool i tell you! ahahha.. the school and all. but then, i wasnt supposed to be there.. and i was afraid of getting caught.. hiakz! everything was fine la... flirt with ehem.. until the teacher, mrs meeeeeeennnnaaaaaa, decided to walk around the lecture room to inspect on the students' workings.. wahahahah!! i was so scared that she asked me to refer to my lecture notes.. and i had to show her the bankin notes.. wahahhahaha.. luckily that didnt happen.. and at that precise moment.. suddenly like i forgot how to do factorisation... wah lau!!!! she walked up to me.. looked from behind while i tried covering it.. and she said.. "try again yah" sheesh....... so malu!!! wahhaha.. and Hana's there smiling smiling at me... hahahaha.. aper sajer.. yeah la.. 7 months and i forgot.. liao.... and what more can get worse...? during break.. i dropped a whole cup of tea... *censored* urgh....... hahaha.. felt the day was getting bad or something.. cos i was supposed to go to pasir ris for some islamic gathering.. yeah.. hahaha...
so after contemplating with myself... i decided to not go for pasir ris.. and just spend the rest of the day with her instead. which was a good choice i would say.. hahaha.. at least i wont miss her that much on sunday ... hehehe.. we went to watch THE VILLAGE! wahahha... loved it.. and she keeps talking abt shyamalan... oh.. his birthday was yesterday... wahahhahah!! and he's 34... yeah lah.... wanna know more about the village? erm.. i suggest u go and watch it! wahahahaha.. let shyamalan makes more money!!! cos he's a genius! *quotes from sayang* hahaha so yeah lah....
den on the way back.. up the escalator... she said, " i think... nvm la" and i continued "we go to jurong east instead..?" wahahhaha *only she'll understand.. cos this is for HER!* yupz..... hahahaha... i enjoyed the whole of saturday.... yeah! was REALLY GLAD that i didnt go to pasir ris.....
my friend told me yesterday that the whole event started at 4 instead... and bbq didnt even start even at 9... whahahahahahha!!! *thank YOU SAYANG!! I LOVE YOU!!!!*
see.... spending time with loved ones is better than friends... if u know what i mean la.. hahahaha!!! love love love love loved it!!!! wah lau.. am soooo high ... sooo high on her love~ uhu....
sayang: indeed, we just got together... but you displayed your all, both your good and your bad... and i dun love you any less... is this what they really call love...? being there for the person they are... and not selective hearing.. or selectively accepting for only their good points...? i want to be there.. to always make u smile... and cry with u when ur sad.. hahaha! cos i cant guarantee i can make u smile.. =P hey.. at least i try whatttt!!! hehehehe! miss you....
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
~good morning everyone~
ehhehehehehe... we met yesterday. uhhu. at McDonald's near her house. yeah, and she wanted to study there. so, since i was.. erm.. "free", i went down to accompany her. hehehhe.. aiyo dunno what to write.. i'm soooooooo groggy with mucus trying to escape from my nosehole... *shrugs*
*echo* baik jamal~ wahhaahhahha.. that was what the guys in camp have been saying. must be the anugerah thing that was on repeat telecast last sunday. uhhu. *rubs blocked nose* anyway, the song below is an old old song. but they changed the female singer from OGY to SITI SARAH. oh oh.. and SARAH's voice is nice.. wahhaha.. but my girlfriend's voice nicer.. so.. period. *giggles giggles* *gf feels scandalised* and...we tried singing that song *points below* in camp.. hahaha cool~
oh one more thing... i miss my gf... hiakz~ now i dun feel like using the comp at night anymore.. hhahaha.... dun ask.. heh..
*~*YOU*~*
"All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you."
ehhehehehehe... we met yesterday. uhhu. at McDonald's near her house. yeah, and she wanted to study there. so, since i was.. erm.. "free", i went down to accompany her. hehehhe.. aiyo dunno what to write.. i'm soooooooo groggy with mucus trying to escape from my nosehole... *shrugs*
*echo* baik jamal~ wahhaahhahha.. that was what the guys in camp have been saying. must be the anugerah thing that was on repeat telecast last sunday. uhhu. *rubs blocked nose* anyway, the song below is an old old song. but they changed the female singer from OGY to SITI SARAH. oh oh.. and SARAH's voice is nice.. wahhaha.. but my girlfriend's voice nicer.. so.. period. *giggles giggles* *gf feels scandalised* and...we tried singing that song *points below* in camp.. hahaha cool~
oh one more thing... i miss my gf... hiakz~ now i dun feel like using the comp at night anymore.. hhahaha.... dun ask.. heh..
*~*YOU*~*
"All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you."
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Jamal Abdillah & Siti Sarah (M Nasir)
Sandarkan Pada Kenangan
Kenangan manis kau dan aku
Takkan terhapus
Duri ranjau dalam bercinta
Lumrah dunia
Sayang menyayang
Cinta dikenang
Perasaan menjadi rindu
Ohhhh...
Lihatlah diriku yang kehilangan
Tanpa kasihmu sayang
Siapalah aku
Sayang menyayang
Saling percaya
Punca kasih berpanjangan
Ohhh.... oh...
Mengapa kita harus bersengketa
Kerana fitnah dan salah sangka
Apa yang telah terjadi pada kenangan
Sememangnya aku tak pernah melupakan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Marilah kasih
Kita saling sayang menyayang
Kalaulah ada benci
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Apa yang harus kita lakukan
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Sandarkan Pada Kenangan
Kenangan manis kau dan aku
Takkan terhapus
Duri ranjau dalam bercinta
Lumrah dunia
Sayang menyayang
Cinta dikenang
Perasaan menjadi rindu
Ohhhh...
Lihatlah diriku yang kehilangan
Tanpa kasihmu sayang
Siapalah aku
Sayang menyayang
Saling percaya
Punca kasih berpanjangan
Ohhh.... oh...
Mengapa kita harus bersengketa
Kerana fitnah dan salah sangka
Apa yang telah terjadi pada kenangan
Sememangnya aku tak pernah melupakan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Marilah kasih
Kita saling sayang menyayang
Kalaulah ada benci
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Apa yang harus kita lakukan
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Monday, August 02, 2004
it's amazing how parents can make or break their kids. i dun blame them entirely either if their kids dun succeed in the education mainstream cos sometimes, it's just not the way the kids learn. uhhu. some kids are better in academics but needs more time to do the practicals aka hands-on. some kids learn by doing it, in which they can memorize in graphics rather than texts. uhhu.
on that, it comes to freedom. everyone was a teenager once and understands the need for freedom. but when these teenagers grew up to become parents, they seem to forget how they so badly wants freedom. freedom in a form of staying out with friends, chill by the beach, hang at friends houses, and learn the life outside the confines of the house. there's also freedom in personality, freedom in speech, freedom in thinking and freedom in democracy. since parents know that they have this authority to CONTROL their children's freedom, they tend to impose it on their kids with an iron hand. *shakes head*
but who am i to say what a parent should or should not do? i won't know until i'm one myself. and when that day comes, i hope i'm not like some parents who restrict their children in some areas of freedom. *nods head* for example, my parents gives me freedom to use the computer whereas some parents don't.
*talked for 2 hours*
okie back... hmm.. yeah.. hmm... now i dunno what to say..
dun worry so much k....? everything's gonna be allright. you know i know we know..... just let me do the talking.. hahahahahaha!! and YES!!! stop waving to the other block.. -_-'
"In life you meet thousands of people, but only a few can touch your heart, like you have touched mine."
on that, it comes to freedom. everyone was a teenager once and understands the need for freedom. but when these teenagers grew up to become parents, they seem to forget how they so badly wants freedom. freedom in a form of staying out with friends, chill by the beach, hang at friends houses, and learn the life outside the confines of the house. there's also freedom in personality, freedom in speech, freedom in thinking and freedom in democracy. since parents know that they have this authority to CONTROL their children's freedom, they tend to impose it on their kids with an iron hand. *shakes head*
but who am i to say what a parent should or should not do? i won't know until i'm one myself. and when that day comes, i hope i'm not like some parents who restrict their children in some areas of freedom. *nods head* for example, my parents gives me freedom to use the computer whereas some parents don't.
*talked for 2 hours*
okie back... hmm.. yeah.. hmm... now i dunno what to say..
dun worry so much k....? everything's gonna be allright. you know i know we know..... just let me do the talking.. hahahahahaha!! and YES!!! stop waving to the other block.. -_-'
"In life you meet thousands of people, but only a few can touch your heart, like you have touched mine."
Saturday, July 31, 2004
Artist: Keane
Album: Hopes And Fears
Title: Everybody's Changing
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Faded into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
**************************************
to my friends who just lost their other half, it hurts, i know... but life has to go on... and it's just because everybody's changing... which can be due to many reasons.... just be happy that u've had had a great time.....
and YoU
"Love is the greatest feeling you will ever have, yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows. There is so much suffering, but then there are times when the crying, pain, and heartache is worth it. Those moments are perfect, they are right. Those moments make all the suffering worth while. It's those moments we should live for."
-Source Unknown
"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."
-Source Unknown
Album: Hopes And Fears
Title: Everybody's Changing
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Faded into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
**************************************
to my friends who just lost their other half, it hurts, i know... but life has to go on... and it's just because everybody's changing... which can be due to many reasons.... just be happy that u've had had a great time.....
and YoU
"Love is the greatest feeling you will ever have, yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows. There is so much suffering, but then there are times when the crying, pain, and heartache is worth it. Those moments are perfect, they are right. Those moments make all the suffering worth while. It's those moments we should live for."
-Source Unknown
"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."
-Source Unknown
Friday, July 30, 2004
ahhahahah!! harlowww~~ *waves at everyone*
yeah~! had my first blood donation exercise today! ahhahahhaha... it wasnt so bad (i think) cos it doesnt take a longggg timee to collect one packet of blood, which is around 450ml per packet. verrrryyyy little whattt! *laughs* yupz. and before the registration began, they gave us this pamphlet stating who shouldnt donate blood. they are:
1) HIV-infected or those with AIDS
2) Syphillis and STD/VD
3) Hepatitis
4) Malaria
*nods head* and then, they made us fill up a 6-page form, on personal stuffs like "have you had sex with more than one partner in the last 12 months" and "have you had sex with another man". what's up with the medical world man.. hahahaha... and i was sniggering at the questions la. so after filling up the form, i went to the registration counter to erm.. register myself. *duH~* hahaha. and i got this NICE sticker! it says "be NICE to me. This is my first donation!" hahaha.. will try to get the scanned pic of it. after the registration, i proceeded to this 'station' where the medical officer do diagnostic checks on you. yeah, and he went through the form to ensure that i understand that blood donation is voluntary and non-beneficial. (well, we got a day off. that's y we donate! wahhahaha) so, he declared me safe for donating blood.. hahaha.. which leaves the next station, the blood testing station. sheesh... this is where the pain starts.. wahhaha! okie okie, i hate feeling pain.. period. so this guy prick my middle finger and pushed the blood out into a straw-like straw (-_-') .. hhahaha.. i squirmed when the needle clipped on my finger. hiakz! i clenched my toes (cool rite? *wahhahaha*) and twitched and got tensed up.... haahhaha! *shakes head* after taking "a lot" of blood, he let one drop of blood into a blue solution, and he throw the rest... *cows cows cows* and he said... "you should be fine for donation" HAH! and i was still sguirming and whining in pain.. hahaha! my friends all around what... =p we got to lie down on plastic safari beds while blood was being drawn out lah. hehe. the RESERVIST medic was a corporal Rahmat (not sure of his rank *scratches head*) and i thought he looked familiar. was trying to make a conversation.. so i asked if it'll hurt.. hahaha.. he said it'll just be like an ant bite.
right.....
he took out this cotton bud (HUGE bud) that was soaked in green solution of dunno what.. and he rubbed it around the vein that he wants to use. *sniggers* a large area that is.. around 8 cm in diameter. hahaha.. and he keeps pumping the high-blood pressure squeezer to restrict blood flow into that vein.. hahaha.. and i got to squeeze a rubberlike thing to help with the flow. (perverts!) hahaha.. didnt know i was going to get two needles poked at the same spot! he told me that the first injection will be anaesthetic so that i'll feel all numb at the area where he's inserting the BIGGER needle. yeah.. BIGGER.. it looks like yakult straws.. except that it's oval and the width is wider than the straw. *shudders* the anaesthetic causes a HUGE clot of substance in that area, making it swell like mosquito bite. hahaha.. when it reduces in size, the "bigger needle" was inserted and blood flowed into the bag.. hahaha.. luckily i didnt feel pain when the bigger needle was pushed in.. but i know that i felt a metal object moving into the skin. hahaha.. and i watched the whole process! cool~ hahaha.. it's not like i get to see that happen everyday. =p
the best thing was that i was still smiling at everyone around. haha.. i looked right and my friend looked like he's dying from cancer... sheesh... when i asked, he said he's sleepy.. CHEH! actually, everyone around the room wasnt even smiling... wah lau~ not fun one.. hahahha.. so i smiled and smiled and laughed at the medics' jokes on each other... haha.. what only... i learnt that CPL Rahmat is working with Mediacorp, as a Programme Producer for channel 5. hahaha.. dunno how true that is.. but he do have the flair for it.. hahaahhaha~ but i really think he was this actor in Suria who acted as Farhan, a split-personality psycho who learnt about his condition when 'friends' locked him up in the toilet. he said he's not an actor.. *shrugs*
everything went well... no pain, no dizzy feeling, and not giddy at all... until the removal of the needle from my arm. the tube was clipped and cutted and 4 samples were taken in separate sealed test tubes. he said it's going to hurt when pulling the needle out. i had a cow then. hahaha! but when he pulled it out, i told him it didnt even hurt. and he went .. "oh..? good la" hahaha! he told me to apply pressure to the hole made from the needle jab....... and that was when my face felt cold and i felt giddy. it was like... the feeling of WARM blood being DRAINED out of your body. sheesh... luckily another medic, a Singh, noticed the change in colour of my face. hahahaha.... they told me to lie down.. and then they elevates the legs, MY legs. hahaha... the medics and medical officers who passed by me stopped and asked if i'm feeling okie. hehe... the benefits of smiling while donating... and emphasising the NEED to be NICE to ME! ahhahhahaha! and they ARE doing a WONDERFUL job! and these are people from the Army themselves. *smiles* haha.. i felt cared for... at least, even if i were to die of low blood, i'll know that there are people around who cares. heh~
so after lying there for a while, the blood came back to the brain. felt the warmth of my long lost blood that was finding it's way around my body.. hahahah! only then could i open my eyes and look normally. hahaha.. CPL Rahmat helped me to another bed so that they can get more blood from another donor.. haha.. no lah.. it's to cater to the other donors wad.. *winks* hahaha.. and everything was well....
or so i thought.....
it was time to apply the plaster to cover the wound la, and i removed my hand which was still applying pressure to the hole. after the plaster was there, the blood drained out of my head again... wahhahhaha... i panic! i was then made to lie down and have my legs elevated.. again.. hahaha.. farhan farhan *shakes head* oh, the blood donation really made me thirsty.. really really really thirsty... haha.. and i asked for a packet of milo from the medic.. felt so helpless.. he even opened the drink for me and fed it to my mouth.. *giggles* he left when Khairul, Hazmi, and Hafiz came to crowd around me... ahhahahha.. oh yeah.. they donated their bloods before me and they seemed allright! *sheesh.. not fair* and Khai's a regular blood donor. so he knew what to expect... i didnt.. hahahaha.. then Hazmi started to 'pray for the deceased' .. like i'm the deceased there... *aper ni* hahaha.. they sticked around.. till i THOUGHT i was better... *innocent face* so after another a while, i moved my ass away from the bed.. and to the resting point... where there are seats and drinks and biscuits. was feeling all normal when 5 minutes of sitting down, i felt all cold again... urgh.........................................
my friends helped me move to the bed again... *troublesome farhan* hahaha.. the medical officer said .. if i still am giddy again, he'll get the ambulance to transfer me to hospital. *shudders* i stayed longer la... for 15 mins... hahaha.. and the guys had to go for prayers... so they called Balajee to assist me... yeah.. i got up and went to the seats again.. sat for another 15 mins or so... and yeah.. was back to normal.. hahaha!! but, a sudden feeling of weakness came over me... doesnt feel like walking.. doesnt feel like eating.. doesnt feel like doing anything... just want to lie down ... and get some rest... which i didnt get la.. thanx to the.. practical lesson after lunch. but all i did was sit at one corner while the lesson was going on. i couldnt do anything else. hahahaha. not even sms my gf.. *hides face*
though i feel better now, i'm still feeling weak.. *oxymoron* hahaha.. am not feeling better.. just trying to make someone not worry about me. *she'll get enough cows to start a dairy farm when she reads this* i'm tired.. i want to rest.. am not sleepy.. i think.. *shrugs* just... shagged...
hehehehe... so that's all for the... blood donation exercise.. *feels more tired after typing it down* hahahha..
for YoU~~
The way her tears makes you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, or hate them, or know that you would die without her ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever she was to the world, she becomes everything to you.
When you look her in the eyes, travelling to the depths of her soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
You love her for a million reasons...
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind ....
but of the heart.
A feeling....
Only felt.....
i miss you sweetie..... *muacks*
yeah~! had my first blood donation exercise today! ahhahahhaha... it wasnt so bad (i think) cos it doesnt take a longggg timee to collect one packet of blood, which is around 450ml per packet. verrrryyyy little whattt! *laughs* yupz. and before the registration began, they gave us this pamphlet stating who shouldnt donate blood. they are:
1) HIV-infected or those with AIDS
2) Syphillis and STD/VD
3) Hepatitis
4) Malaria
*nods head* and then, they made us fill up a 6-page form, on personal stuffs like "have you had sex with more than one partner in the last 12 months" and "have you had sex with another man". what's up with the medical world man.. hahahaha... and i was sniggering at the questions la. so after filling up the form, i went to the registration counter to erm.. register myself. *duH~* hahaha. and i got this NICE sticker! it says "be NICE to me. This is my first donation!" hahaha.. will try to get the scanned pic of it. after the registration, i proceeded to this 'station' where the medical officer do diagnostic checks on you. yeah, and he went through the form to ensure that i understand that blood donation is voluntary and non-beneficial. (well, we got a day off. that's y we donate! wahhahaha) so, he declared me safe for donating blood.. hahaha.. which leaves the next station, the blood testing station. sheesh... this is where the pain starts.. wahhaha! okie okie, i hate feeling pain.. period. so this guy prick my middle finger and pushed the blood out into a straw-like straw (-_-') .. hhahaha.. i squirmed when the needle clipped on my finger. hiakz! i clenched my toes (cool rite? *wahhahaha*) and twitched and got tensed up.... haahhaha! *shakes head* after taking "a lot" of blood, he let one drop of blood into a blue solution, and he throw the rest... *cows cows cows* and he said... "you should be fine for donation" HAH! and i was still sguirming and whining in pain.. hahaha! my friends all around what... =p we got to lie down on plastic safari beds while blood was being drawn out lah. hehe. the RESERVIST medic was a corporal Rahmat (not sure of his rank *scratches head*) and i thought he looked familiar. was trying to make a conversation.. so i asked if it'll hurt.. hahaha.. he said it'll just be like an ant bite.
right.....
he took out this cotton bud (HUGE bud) that was soaked in green solution of dunno what.. and he rubbed it around the vein that he wants to use. *sniggers* a large area that is.. around 8 cm in diameter. hahaha.. and he keeps pumping the high-blood pressure squeezer to restrict blood flow into that vein.. hahaha.. and i got to squeeze a rubberlike thing to help with the flow. (perverts!) hahaha.. didnt know i was going to get two needles poked at the same spot! he told me that the first injection will be anaesthetic so that i'll feel all numb at the area where he's inserting the BIGGER needle. yeah.. BIGGER.. it looks like yakult straws.. except that it's oval and the width is wider than the straw. *shudders* the anaesthetic causes a HUGE clot of substance in that area, making it swell like mosquito bite. hahaha.. when it reduces in size, the "bigger needle" was inserted and blood flowed into the bag.. hahaha.. luckily i didnt feel pain when the bigger needle was pushed in.. but i know that i felt a metal object moving into the skin. hahaha.. and i watched the whole process! cool~ hahaha.. it's not like i get to see that happen everyday. =p
the best thing was that i was still smiling at everyone around. haha.. i looked right and my friend looked like he's dying from cancer... sheesh... when i asked, he said he's sleepy.. CHEH! actually, everyone around the room wasnt even smiling... wah lau~ not fun one.. hahahha.. so i smiled and smiled and laughed at the medics' jokes on each other... haha.. what only... i learnt that CPL Rahmat is working with Mediacorp, as a Programme Producer for channel 5. hahaha.. dunno how true that is.. but he do have the flair for it.. hahaahhaha~ but i really think he was this actor in Suria who acted as Farhan, a split-personality psycho who learnt about his condition when 'friends' locked him up in the toilet. he said he's not an actor.. *shrugs*
everything went well... no pain, no dizzy feeling, and not giddy at all... until the removal of the needle from my arm. the tube was clipped and cutted and 4 samples were taken in separate sealed test tubes. he said it's going to hurt when pulling the needle out. i had a cow then. hahaha! but when he pulled it out, i told him it didnt even hurt. and he went .. "oh..? good la" hahaha! he told me to apply pressure to the hole made from the needle jab....... and that was when my face felt cold and i felt giddy. it was like... the feeling of WARM blood being DRAINED out of your body. sheesh... luckily another medic, a Singh, noticed the change in colour of my face. hahahaha.... they told me to lie down.. and then they elevates the legs, MY legs. hahaha... the medics and medical officers who passed by me stopped and asked if i'm feeling okie. hehe... the benefits of smiling while donating... and emphasising the NEED to be NICE to ME! ahhahhahaha! and they ARE doing a WONDERFUL job! and these are people from the Army themselves. *smiles* haha.. i felt cared for... at least, even if i were to die of low blood, i'll know that there are people around who cares. heh~
so after lying there for a while, the blood came back to the brain. felt the warmth of my long lost blood that was finding it's way around my body.. hahahah! only then could i open my eyes and look normally. hahaha.. CPL Rahmat helped me to another bed so that they can get more blood from another donor.. haha.. no lah.. it's to cater to the other donors wad.. *winks* hahaha.. and everything was well....
or so i thought.....
it was time to apply the plaster to cover the wound la, and i removed my hand which was still applying pressure to the hole. after the plaster was there, the blood drained out of my head again... wahhahhaha... i panic! i was then made to lie down and have my legs elevated.. again.. hahaha.. farhan farhan *shakes head* oh, the blood donation really made me thirsty.. really really really thirsty... haha.. and i asked for a packet of milo from the medic.. felt so helpless.. he even opened the drink for me and fed it to my mouth.. *giggles* he left when Khairul, Hazmi, and Hafiz came to crowd around me... ahhahahha.. oh yeah.. they donated their bloods before me and they seemed allright! *sheesh.. not fair* and Khai's a regular blood donor. so he knew what to expect... i didnt.. hahahaha.. then Hazmi started to 'pray for the deceased' .. like i'm the deceased there... *aper ni* hahaha.. they sticked around.. till i THOUGHT i was better... *innocent face* so after another a while, i moved my ass away from the bed.. and to the resting point... where there are seats and drinks and biscuits. was feeling all normal when 5 minutes of sitting down, i felt all cold again... urgh.........................................
my friends helped me move to the bed again... *troublesome farhan* hahaha.. the medical officer said .. if i still am giddy again, he'll get the ambulance to transfer me to hospital. *shudders* i stayed longer la... for 15 mins... hahaha.. and the guys had to go for prayers... so they called Balajee to assist me... yeah.. i got up and went to the seats again.. sat for another 15 mins or so... and yeah.. was back to normal.. hahaha!! but, a sudden feeling of weakness came over me... doesnt feel like walking.. doesnt feel like eating.. doesnt feel like doing anything... just want to lie down ... and get some rest... which i didnt get la.. thanx to the.. practical lesson after lunch. but all i did was sit at one corner while the lesson was going on. i couldnt do anything else. hahahaha. not even sms my gf.. *hides face*
though i feel better now, i'm still feeling weak.. *oxymoron* hahaha.. am not feeling better.. just trying to make someone not worry about me. *she'll get enough cows to start a dairy farm when she reads this* i'm tired.. i want to rest.. am not sleepy.. i think.. *shrugs* just... shagged...
hehehehe... so that's all for the... blood donation exercise.. *feels more tired after typing it down* hahahha..
for YoU~~
The way her tears makes you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, or hate them, or know that you would die without her ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever she was to the world, she becomes everything to you.
When you look her in the eyes, travelling to the depths of her soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
You love her for a million reasons...
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind ....
but of the heart.
A feeling....
Only felt.....
i miss you sweetie..... *muacks*
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
several updates....
the overseas posting management people came down to camp today. they talked about overseas camps that are in constant need of permanent staffs there. and we apply for it after the whole talk. i've been wanting to get posted overseas. it's like a .. once in a lifetime experience with the army. and you get to experience working life overseas too. so, it kindda explains the interest. but then, the other benefit is also the .. erm.. given allowance to us. like.. erm.. 1200 for first month on top of our current allowance... and from 4th month onwards, monthly allowance of 880 plus current allowance.. yeah.. can save like.. a lot within a year.. wahhahahhaha!
but then, if i go, i'll miss several people. firstly, my family. it'll be the first time i dun get to celebrate hari raya with them. kindda sad. besides family.. of cos.. my dearest princess, miss noorhana atiqah. sorry sayang if i cant make it for this year's hari raya... and anniversary.. and our birthdays.... but look on the bright side, i'll save enough when i almost ORD. hahaha. then i can .. erm... start my own company online. somehow, i suddenly have contacts with these people who are good in internet marketing.. wahhahahaha! 40k per month ohh~~~ wahahhaha!! *ehem* burung terbang dipipiskan lada.. *shakes head*
yeahhh.. hahaha... i'll definitely miss YOU if i'm selected to go... *stays for a while*
today we.. no.. me.. I disassembled parts of the transmission box.. wahhaha... ooily oilyyyy.... eeww.. had fun doing that.. wahah.. what only.. sick fella. well, yeah.. practically that's all we did today.. wahahha! pathetic right? and i tot with the revised courseware, it'll be more cramped... but noooooo.... and i'm here for .. 1 1/2 months already.. sighs... what to do.. what to do...
oh.. sayang went to her usual spot every tuesday with her .. ehem.. gf.. yeah. so... have fun~!
i'll keep everyone updated on the .. erm.. overseas posting.. which i really want.. yeah.. *waves*
for you...
"We are not lovers because of the love we make but the love we have. We are not friends because of the laughs we spend but the tears we save. I don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share but for the words we never have to speak. I will never miss you because of what we do but what we are together."
-Nikki Giovanni
the overseas posting management people came down to camp today. they talked about overseas camps that are in constant need of permanent staffs there. and we apply for it after the whole talk. i've been wanting to get posted overseas. it's like a .. once in a lifetime experience with the army. and you get to experience working life overseas too. so, it kindda explains the interest. but then, the other benefit is also the .. erm.. given allowance to us. like.. erm.. 1200 for first month on top of our current allowance... and from 4th month onwards, monthly allowance of 880 plus current allowance.. yeah.. can save like.. a lot within a year.. wahhahahhaha!
but then, if i go, i'll miss several people. firstly, my family. it'll be the first time i dun get to celebrate hari raya with them. kindda sad. besides family.. of cos.. my dearest princess, miss noorhana atiqah. sorry sayang if i cant make it for this year's hari raya... and anniversary.. and our birthdays.... but look on the bright side, i'll save enough when i almost ORD. hahaha. then i can .. erm... start my own company online. somehow, i suddenly have contacts with these people who are good in internet marketing.. wahhahahaha! 40k per month ohh~~~ wahahhaha!! *ehem* burung terbang dipipiskan lada.. *shakes head*
yeahhh.. hahaha... i'll definitely miss YOU if i'm selected to go... *stays for a while*
today we.. no.. me.. I disassembled parts of the transmission box.. wahhaha... ooily oilyyyy.... eeww.. had fun doing that.. wahah.. what only.. sick fella. well, yeah.. practically that's all we did today.. wahahha! pathetic right? and i tot with the revised courseware, it'll be more cramped... but noooooo.... and i'm here for .. 1 1/2 months already.. sighs... what to do.. what to do...
oh.. sayang went to her usual spot every tuesday with her .. ehem.. gf.. yeah. so... have fun~!
i'll keep everyone updated on the .. erm.. overseas posting.. which i really want.. yeah.. *waves*
for you...
"We are not lovers because of the love we make but the love we have. We are not friends because of the laughs we spend but the tears we save. I don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share but for the words we never have to speak. I will never miss you because of what we do but what we are together."
-Nikki Giovanni
Monday, July 26, 2004
I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Noorhana....
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever. I went to sleep last night with a smile because I knew I'd be dreaming of you ... but I woke up this morning with a smile because you weren't a dream...
"I may not be God's gift to women, but I am God's gift to one woman."
-anonymous
have a wonderful day sweetie....
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever. I went to sleep last night with a smile because I knew I'd be dreaming of you ... but I woke up this morning with a smile because you weren't a dream...
"I may not be God's gift to women, but I am God's gift to one woman."
-anonymous
have a wonderful day sweetie....
this song was playing in my mind while i was dreaming... weirdness...
Artist: Five For Fighting
Album: Easy Tonight
Title: Something About You
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't know how to get in there to feel you
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
I'm in time.. hey yeah..
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought i would win
I never thought much about that.
(it's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(it's been a long time coming)
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
yeah i'm in time.. heyy yeaahhh...
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
i'm gonna be there ..
be there..
allright
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
Artist: Five For Fighting
Album: Easy Tonight
Title: Something About You
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't know how to get in there to feel you
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
I'm in time.. hey yeah..
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought i would win
I never thought much about that.
(it's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(it's been a long time coming)
It's been too long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and i'm in time
yeah i'm in time.. heyy yeaahhh...
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
i'm gonna be there ..
be there..
allright
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
Saturday, July 24, 2004
hahahaha! watched I, Robot with Noorhana in the evening. Great movie. Sci-fi.. hahaha.. i love sci-fi.. makes me think of life if it ever happens... hahaha.. Will Smith was great. Funny chap. and the robots are cute. ahaha.. wished i could produce that multimedia graphics artwork like these professional designers. the robots looked sooooo cute... hahaha right sayang? *winks at her* *AHH-CHOOO* *sniffs* i'm allergic to bullshit... wahhahah! *rolls on stomach*
yeah.. den went to eat at LJS.. and she asked is it Long John Silver's or Long John's Silver. if it's the second one, then what the hell is silver? ahhahhaa... if the first, what is the thing? and i said fish.. and she went " but there's chickkkeeeeennnn and fries... and corn" *shakes head* aper2 lah sayang.. *grins* she had headache... i kindda dunno what to do.. hahaha.. seriously, what can one do when someone else has a headache other than to give a head massage? hmm hmmm?? well well *shrugs* but one thing she doesnt know... i'm experiencing headaches myself.. hahaha.. felt like banging it (the head) on the screen... ahahhaa.. *tongue out*
so yeah... thinks you're sound asleep.. and trying to ease the headache. hopefully it goes off by morning yah? i realli hope it does. *cuddles her in his arms* *kisses her cheeks* sweet dreams sayang~
since i cant wait for tomorrow to come... i'll post this today..
for YOU:
"When we started baby we were friends, but that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end, see I was thinking and it clicked one day, that no one else has ever made me feel this way."
-N'Sync
yeah.. den went to eat at LJS.. and she asked is it Long John Silver's or Long John's Silver. if it's the second one, then what the hell is silver? ahhahhaa... if the first, what is the thing? and i said fish.. and she went " but there's chickkkeeeeennnn and fries... and corn" *shakes head* aper2 lah sayang.. *grins* she had headache... i kindda dunno what to do.. hahaha.. seriously, what can one do when someone else has a headache other than to give a head massage? hmm hmmm?? well well *shrugs* but one thing she doesnt know... i'm experiencing headaches myself.. hahaha.. felt like banging it (the head) on the screen... ahahhaa.. *tongue out*
so yeah... thinks you're sound asleep.. and trying to ease the headache. hopefully it goes off by morning yah? i realli hope it does. *cuddles her in his arms* *kisses her cheeks* sweet dreams sayang~
since i cant wait for tomorrow to come... i'll post this today..
for YOU:
"When we started baby we were friends, but that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end, see I was thinking and it clicked one day, that no one else has ever made me feel this way."
-N'Sync
Friday, July 23, 2004
it's not that i dun want to blog. it's just that when i start, i can't stop. ahhahahha. and since someone asked me to, well, guess i'll update everyone.
friday was guard duty for me. hahaha. it started at 6pm till saturday's 8 am. yepz. and my duty was prowling, where we walk around the camp to do patrols. yeah, supposed to have 3 duties but was given only one... wahhahahah! so lucky! and we did only the first shift la! haha.. so.. after first shift, ehem.. my MDM called me... hahaha! yeah.. she felt better after a whole day of... shitload in the toilet bowl... wahhaha.. but she didnt realise that my shitload just started! hehe.. glad she's back to herself again. *yeah, she changed to a swan yesterday* wahhahahah! yeah lah.. den my friend, Mr Khairul.. haha.. lend his handphone to me cos he got free incoming. hehe.. THAT was why i could talk to sayang for 2 hours! khekhekhekhkekhe... thanks man for the phone!
*ayah dah 2 tahun tak tengok movie* translation: "daddy havent watched movie for 2 years" *rofl* well.. i rolled on the bed last night lah if YOU wanna know.. hahaha.. and everyone else was asleep.. hahahahaha! and i tried to control my laughter.. but.. dun think so.. wahhahahahaha!! okie okie sooooo that's for night duty... den when early morning came... the rain started to pouurrr like nobody's business.... and me.. yes.. me.. was assigned to guard the gate.. hahaha.. open and close for authorised personnel to enter.. anddddd my whole bottom part got wet.. that's cos i wore this "security" raincoat.. hahaha.. got the word security there! ya lah! .. all yellow in colour.. hehehe.. so bright... so i was sitting there.. alone, shivering like eskimo... waiting for people to come.. hahahaha.. so that's all for the duty day~ *smiles*
i wrote some stuffs in my.. temporary journal.. hahaha.. it's like a record of what happens in a day.. and my thoughts at times la... BUT.. am not going to publish them here! wahahha! nope.. no matter what YOU say sayang.. hahahaha! nope! well.. maybe i might.. wahhahaha! *fickle-minded*
so.. NOW i'm having quotes.. wahhahaha
~*sayang*~
"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."
~Emma~
friday was guard duty for me. hahaha. it started at 6pm till saturday's 8 am. yepz. and my duty was prowling, where we walk around the camp to do patrols. yeah, supposed to have 3 duties but was given only one... wahhahahah! so lucky! and we did only the first shift la! haha.. so.. after first shift, ehem.. my MDM called me... hahaha! yeah.. she felt better after a whole day of... shitload in the toilet bowl... wahhaha.. but she didnt realise that my shitload just started! hehe.. glad she's back to herself again. *yeah, she changed to a swan yesterday* wahhahahah! yeah lah.. den my friend, Mr Khairul.. haha.. lend his handphone to me cos he got free incoming. hehe.. THAT was why i could talk to sayang for 2 hours! khekhekhekhkekhe... thanks man for the phone!
*ayah dah 2 tahun tak tengok movie* translation: "daddy havent watched movie for 2 years" *rofl* well.. i rolled on the bed last night lah if YOU wanna know.. hahaha.. and everyone else was asleep.. hahahahaha! and i tried to control my laughter.. but.. dun think so.. wahhahahahaha!! okie okie sooooo that's for night duty... den when early morning came... the rain started to pouurrr like nobody's business.... and me.. yes.. me.. was assigned to guard the gate.. hahaha.. open and close for authorised personnel to enter.. anddddd my whole bottom part got wet.. that's cos i wore this "security" raincoat.. hahaha.. got the word security there! ya lah! .. all yellow in colour.. hehehe.. so bright... so i was sitting there.. alone, shivering like eskimo... waiting for people to come.. hahahaha.. so that's all for the duty day~ *smiles*
i wrote some stuffs in my.. temporary journal.. hahaha.. it's like a record of what happens in a day.. and my thoughts at times la... BUT.. am not going to publish them here! wahahha! nope.. no matter what YOU say sayang.. hahahaha! nope! well.. maybe i might.. wahhahaha! *fickle-minded*
so.. NOW i'm having quotes.. wahhahaha
~*sayang*~
"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."
~Emma~
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
yaayyy!! i won!!! *dances around* see.. i'm white.. wahhahaha.. the sun made me dark... *grumble grumble*
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Artist: Daniel Bedingfield
Album: If You're Not The One
Title: If You're Not The One
Album: If You're Not The One
Title: If You're Not The One
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I
finally i'm blogging again. yeah. the blogger settings were so screwed that i don't feel like updating. hahahahaha. lots happened for the past few days. but all that i chose to remember was the time by the SIngapore River. *smiles at the thought* and as the days passed, i'm going deeper and deeper in this sea of love. somehow, if it all were to end, i don't know how i'll react. hahahaha. well.... *shrugs*
you: yes, i've never loved anyone so much before... so much that even your voice can make my day. i want you to know that being with you has brought lots of wonderful memories that i'll cherish in my life. and it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart. i love you....
the smile on your face let me know that you need me
the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand, says you'll catch me where ever i fall...
you say it best, when you say nothing at all...
but then again, if you don't tell me, i might not know.
and we'll live the old JC days again
guessing what the other feels
is it yes? or is it no?
*gives a tight hug and a sloppy smooch on the cheek*
*smiles happily*
you: yes, i've never loved anyone so much before... so much that even your voice can make my day. i want you to know that being with you has brought lots of wonderful memories that i'll cherish in my life. and it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart. i love you....
the smile on your face let me know that you need me
the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand, says you'll catch me where ever i fall...
you say it best, when you say nothing at all...
but then again, if you don't tell me, i might not know.
and we'll live the old JC days again
guessing what the other feels
is it yes? or is it no?
*gives a tight hug and a sloppy smooch on the cheek*
*smiles happily*
Thursday, July 15, 2004
harlowww ppl. today was... different..? *laughs out loud* well, i mean i reached camp sooooo early. it was 0700hrs. hahahahaha!!! well well, at least i wasnt late! hiakz! and it rained in the morning, which made the weather super cold that i was shivering when i woke up. oh, i slept in camp. hahaha. i reached there, sat like a statue in the locker room and zzZZzzZZzz... woke up around 0730 to realise that i was shivering la! hahaha. but i felt warm sooon after *winks winks* ...
today we did practical, erm, more of like servicing of the vehicles la. the instructor explained to us how to do the physical examinations of the vehicle and we got to go under the vehicle to check them. hahaha. it was fun la. luckily my uniform wasnt as dirty as the instructor's coverall. well, at least we got to do something more exciting compared to just sitting down in the computer lab and go through the theory lesson. that was for the morning part of the day. servicing the vehicle.
in the evening, there was ippt trial test. everything went well for me. i managed to get 43 sit-ups, 239cm standing broad jump, 9.6s for shuttle run and 7 pull ups. i heard someone counted 8 ... so i thought, yes la! silver already. then i came down, the tester was like, no.. u did 7 and a half. i was like, " WHO SAID 8!?!?!" grrrrrr.... yah lah. by then, my back was aching like mad, my legs were shaking and i can't control them. then came the 2.4km run..... i failed... ARGH!!! after all the runs that i went through, i still failed.... i felt really down la.. who wouldnt right? it's like you study and study and study.. and u still fail the exams. *shrugs* now, my back's aching badly.. urgh...
and nooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww.... i'm waiting for sayang to come online. hahahahaa. i dunno, there seemed to be no messages today.. well.. only for the morning part.. haha.. and that made my day.. hahahaha!! *blows a kiss to sayang* oh oh!!! she just messaged!! heh~ cool... ahhh.. *replying to message* well well, thinking.. friends, or sayang... hahahaha!! *dilemma*
well, anyway, it doesnt matter cos things will work out the way it should.. yesssss... haha. think that's all i have for today la... will try to play aardwolf.. hehehehe *runs away from sayang* *wonders how she is today* *sigh* *missed her* *giggles* *sigh*
today we did practical, erm, more of like servicing of the vehicles la. the instructor explained to us how to do the physical examinations of the vehicle and we got to go under the vehicle to check them. hahaha. it was fun la. luckily my uniform wasnt as dirty as the instructor's coverall. well, at least we got to do something more exciting compared to just sitting down in the computer lab and go through the theory lesson. that was for the morning part of the day. servicing the vehicle.
in the evening, there was ippt trial test. everything went well for me. i managed to get 43 sit-ups, 239cm standing broad jump, 9.6s for shuttle run and 7 pull ups. i heard someone counted 8 ... so i thought, yes la! silver already. then i came down, the tester was like, no.. u did 7 and a half. i was like, " WHO SAID 8!?!?!" grrrrrr.... yah lah. by then, my back was aching like mad, my legs were shaking and i can't control them. then came the 2.4km run..... i failed... ARGH!!! after all the runs that i went through, i still failed.... i felt really down la.. who wouldnt right? it's like you study and study and study.. and u still fail the exams. *shrugs* now, my back's aching badly.. urgh...
and nooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww.... i'm waiting for sayang to come online. hahahahaa. i dunno, there seemed to be no messages today.. well.. only for the morning part.. haha.. and that made my day.. hahahaha!! *blows a kiss to sayang* oh oh!!! she just messaged!! heh~ cool... ahhh.. *replying to message* well well, thinking.. friends, or sayang... hahahaha!! *dilemma*
well, anyway, it doesnt matter cos things will work out the way it should.. yesssss... haha. think that's all i have for today la... will try to play aardwolf.. hehehehe *runs away from sayang* *wonders how she is today* *sigh* *missed her* *giggles* *sigh*
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
wahahha.. if sayang knows what i do, she'll go all weirded out again.. haha.. weirded and on cloud ten. *should i tell her? should i? should i?*
okie okie.. i should... hahaha.. well, i do keep a journal. but it started only last week. before you even tell me to start one. hahahaha. *looks around* *whispers* if you're REALLY smart, you'll find it. you ARE smart! hehehe... and yesterday was extra wonderful. i just want to spend every moment with you. but people always say that you'll get bored and tired of each other if u see them often. hahahahaha. i doubt so. *points to honeymoon phase* everyday is honeymoon! hahaha.. *am crazy.. don't care at all* as long as i get her love, and her trust, i'm happy.. wahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okie okie.. i should... hahaha.. well, i do keep a journal. but it started only last week. before you even tell me to start one. hahahaha. *looks around* *whispers* if you're REALLY smart, you'll find it. you ARE smart! hehehe... and yesterday was extra wonderful. i just want to spend every moment with you. but people always say that you'll get bored and tired of each other if u see them often. hahahahaha. i doubt so. *points to honeymoon phase* everyday is honeymoon! hahaha.. *am crazy.. don't care at all* as long as i get her love, and her trust, i'm happy.. wahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure
Can i believe the magic of your sighs
Will you still love me tomorrow
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun
I'd like to know that your love
Is love that i, i can be sure of
So tell me now and i will not ask you again
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
~will you still love me tomorrow~
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure
Can i believe the magic of your sighs
Will you still love me tomorrow
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun
I'd like to know that your love
Is love that i, i can be sure of
So tell me now and i will not ask you again
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
~will you still love me tomorrow~
Monday, July 12, 2004
*looks around* i just have to do this..... *looks below*
i love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i'm with you. i love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making me. i love you for the part of me that you bring out. and i love you, for you.
*runs away, smiling like an idiot*
i love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i'm with you. i love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making me. i love you for the part of me that you bring out. and i love you, for you.
*runs away, smiling like an idiot*
hahaha.. sorry people. had to delete the previous post. *shrugs* i like the song, but the lyrics a little ... bent. hahahahaha! anyway, yesterday was BOOORRRIIINNNGGGG! *starts to sound like zhao jun* until it was night time... wahahhahaha!!! yes sayang. time flies. very fast pulak tu. *shakes head* and i struggled just to wake up. *innocent smile* *winks at sayang* *gives her a kiss* hehehe.. wuuhooo!!! and... err.. the ending was weird... hahaha! expected la... no, not the meaning of the names, but, we'll get weirded out at least once per day. *shrugs* *smiles* not that i'm complaining anyway.. hahaha!
YoU : a tip for your.. errm.. book.. haha.. instead of writing complains, maybe you can .. errr.. talk to the book instead..? haha... talk abt anything la *dun think i shud write them here* *grins* am trying to help u fill up every page. hehehehehehe! see ya!!
YoU : a tip for your.. errm.. book.. haha.. instead of writing complains, maybe you can .. errr.. talk to the book instead..? haha... talk abt anything la *dun think i shud write them here* *grins* am trying to help u fill up every page. hehehehehehe! see ya!!
Sunday, July 11, 2004
gooooodddddd moorrrnniiingggg!!!!
hahaha
to *~YoU~*
Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude,
SWEET BABY
I'm so thankful i found YOU!
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
to the WORLD
wahhahahahah!!!!!!!!!!! so many things are happening in my life soooo fast...
hahahaha.. well.. it's worth all the time spent, besides bmtc.. heh.
and yeah.. it's time well spent with YOU too... *giggles*
why is this post abt you too huh? hahaha.. well.. err..
maybe i can't get you out of my head anymore... *blushes*
bubye!!!!!!!!
*runs away*
hahaha
to *~YoU~*
Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude,
SWEET BABY
I'm so thankful i found YOU!
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
to the WORLD
wahhahahahah!!!!!!!!!!! so many things are happening in my life soooo fast...
hahahaha.. well.. it's worth all the time spent, besides bmtc.. heh.
and yeah.. it's time well spent with YOU too... *giggles*
why is this post abt you too huh? hahaha.. well.. err..
maybe i can't get you out of my head anymore... *blushes*
bubye!!!!!!!!
*runs away*
Saturday, July 10, 2004
yes la~.. hahaha.. went out today. escort sayang to SIM to visit her new school!!! waaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!! it's marvellous, the campus i mean. haha.. it's mostly airconditioned, especially the central areas and throughout the doorway too! hahaha. i just love those cold environment. at least, u dun sweat and feel sticky. yeah. but then, i dun like the tense atmosphere, as if ur in the library. haha.. we had to practically "whisper" while talking along the corridors. i cant live in that kind of environment. haha.. maybe it's livelier in the classes. hahaha.. hope sayang's happy with her sch!
after the visit, we went to far east to meet up with Fiza. hahaha. sayang decided to eat at constant cravings. they sell western food and they are nice. haha. maybe it's cos they are western food. hahaha. i had pasta with shitake mushroom in white sauce. hahahaa! i tell you.. it's FILLING! hahaha... try it people. as in.. visit the restaurant.. haha... it's at far east 5th floor. then turn right from elevator..
at night.. ard.. err.. 0112hrs... hahaha.. yeah.. *winks* *blissed* until now.. wahahahha!!! *looks at the time* you made my day too sayang... *blows a kiss*
you: yepz.. special message for you.. focus on what you want, be truthful to yourself, and pls pls pls take care of yourself. wait a minute, i have to do the caring part. hahaa!!! *blushes madly* love you~
after the visit, we went to far east to meet up with Fiza. hahaha. sayang decided to eat at constant cravings. they sell western food and they are nice. haha. maybe it's cos they are western food. hahaha. i had pasta with shitake mushroom in white sauce. hahahaa! i tell you.. it's FILLING! hahaha... try it people. as in.. visit the restaurant.. haha... it's at far east 5th floor. then turn right from elevator..
at night.. ard.. err.. 0112hrs... hahaha.. yeah.. *winks* *blissed* until now.. wahahahha!!! *looks at the time* you made my day too sayang... *blows a kiss*
you: yepz.. special message for you.. focus on what you want, be truthful to yourself, and pls pls pls take care of yourself. wait a minute, i have to do the caring part. hahaa!!! *blushes madly* love you~
Friday, July 09, 2004
think i cut myself while shaving. hahaha. *shrugs* it's that sharp pain under the lips. hahahahaha. okie. today's saturday.
waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
heard there's going to be some run and then games... then go home... -_-...
so yepz.. that's all...
*grinning grinning*
*smiling smiling*
*farts*
oopz...
*runs away*
waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
heard there's going to be some run and then games... then go home... -_-...
so yepz.. that's all...
*grinning grinning*
*smiling smiling*
*farts*
oopz...
*runs away*
| F | Fun |
| A | Accurate |
| R | Responsible |
| H | Happy |
| A | Astonishing |
| N | Normal |
| S | Sensual |
| U | Unusual |
| H | Healthy |
| A | Adventurous |
| D | Dangerous |
| A | Awesome |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
nah~ hahahaha....
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
wah choy~ hahaha.. my hp bill for June was my highest ever.. wahahah. it's at, jeng jeng jengg~~~
$94.38
hahaha. *eyes popped out* at least, it's still lesser than my sayang's. *ROFL* sorry sweetie.. hehe.. yes yes. and my sms costed more than my local calls. sms at $49.95 and local calls at $31.14 with -$20 for calls discount. hahaha and that was at.. err 900 smses to m1 users and 99 smses to other operators. so i take it that my sayang's also an m1 customer. hahaha! so swee, 999 smses.. hahahaha~ and that's at 49.95 -_- .... have to get a new line.. the sun text line.. ahhhh 1000 free sms and free incoming for either morning or night. and it's at 24.90 i think.. the subscription. but i want to retain this line if possible. sigghhhh~ i hate changing numbers.. cos then, i have to tell everyone. and not everyone is in my contact list. at least with this number, maybe 10 years later, someone who suddenly feels like sending stupid sms to old contacts can get hold of me. hahaha!! *crazy thinking* but hey, i AM crazy~~ hahaha!! riteeee sayaaaaannngggg??? hehehe *muacks*
dun worry, i'll manage.. haha.. cos amount payable is at $44.94... *and i'm not talking indian* -_-'
so yeah la.. wont be home tonight.. hahaha!! cos tonight, i'll be ur naughty girl.. err.. naughty boy.. hahaha...
yOU:
enjoy your day~! i'll be miserable staying up in the night, not u.
!!!!!!!!LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
*smiles with part of tongue sticking out*
$94.38
hahaha. *eyes popped out* at least, it's still lesser than my sayang's. *ROFL* sorry sweetie.. hehe.. yes yes. and my sms costed more than my local calls. sms at $49.95 and local calls at $31.14 with -$20 for calls discount. hahaha and that was at.. err 900 smses to m1 users and 99 smses to other operators. so i take it that my sayang's also an m1 customer. hahaha! so swee, 999 smses.. hahahaha~ and that's at 49.95 -_- .... have to get a new line.. the sun text line.. ahhhh 1000 free sms and free incoming for either morning or night. and it's at 24.90 i think.. the subscription. but i want to retain this line if possible. sigghhhh~ i hate changing numbers.. cos then, i have to tell everyone. and not everyone is in my contact list. at least with this number, maybe 10 years later, someone who suddenly feels like sending stupid sms to old contacts can get hold of me. hahaha!! *crazy thinking* but hey, i AM crazy~~ hahaha!! riteeee sayaaaaannngggg??? hehehe *muacks*
dun worry, i'll manage.. haha.. cos amount payable is at $44.94... *and i'm not talking indian* -_-'
so yeah la.. wont be home tonight.. hahaha!! cos tonight, i'll be ur naughty girl.. err.. naughty boy.. hahaha...
yOU:
enjoy your day~! i'll be miserable staying up in the night, not u.
!!!!!!!!LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
*smiles with part of tongue sticking out*
bus was full today. got squashed by.. err.. uncles and aunties.. who.. didnt relli smell nice today. yeah. then it rained in the morning.. and evening. i almost flared up in the canteen this morning. is it difficult to queue up to buy for food? firstly, that will make the line longer.. but the waiting time is reduced.. so technically, this method is better than asking ur friend to buy for 20 other people and the auntie at the counter takes her own sweet time to count properly... *bleargh* so yeah lah.. it went like this..
the queue wasnt even long.. only abt 6 people.. den a guy, my 'friend', jumped in and asked, "leh tolong beli..?" aka can help me buy...... i was like -_-' .. the queue wasnt even long.. and people just cant damn bloody queue up... that sparked everything.. haha.. cos another 'friend' came to ask... "leh tolong...?" -_-' x 100 ...... den when i'm abt to order my food... another guy came.. "eh what's this called ah..?" i said i dunno .. he said " buy for me" -_-' x infinity......... so after i bought it... we were looking for a place to sit.. den.. the order was wrong.. as in.. i was supposed to order another chicken.. i'm like... wth?!?! den i was like nvm nvm.. u ppl go and take the chicken.. then this friend.. aka KHAIRUL ANWAR .. said dun want .. its okie.. i said "u better take it before i explode"
so that was that la............
den in the evening... the instructor broke us into groups la.. to explain to him what the manual taught us la.. so we got specific tasks.... den our group.. supposed to explain something abt parking brakes operations... aka neutral transmission.. and all dun wanna go.. pushed me to go.. urgh.. den i asked the instructor if us 3 go and explain to him.. he said.." then u explain to me abt 1st gear, 2nd gear, high gear, reverse gear and neutral.. or else, all 3 of u stay during lunch to do revision" -_-' dunno how many times la.. so yeah la.. if they keep depending on me to answer the questions, one day they still have to answer per... so why dun we just LEARN instead of sleeping? hahaha even haidill can get almost perfect scores now... why cant u khairul?! hahaha!!!
okie okie.. so that's that.. hahaha.. and i LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *looks at previous entry* *gives sayang a soft look in her eyes* *blows her a kiss*
the queue wasnt even long.. only abt 6 people.. den a guy, my 'friend', jumped in and asked, "leh tolong beli..?" aka can help me buy...... i was like -_-' .. the queue wasnt even long.. and people just cant damn bloody queue up... that sparked everything.. haha.. cos another 'friend' came to ask... "leh tolong...?" -_-' x 100 ...... den when i'm abt to order my food... another guy came.. "eh what's this called ah..?" i said i dunno .. he said " buy for me" -_-' x infinity......... so after i bought it... we were looking for a place to sit.. den.. the order was wrong.. as in.. i was supposed to order another chicken.. i'm like... wth?!?! den i was like nvm nvm.. u ppl go and take the chicken.. then this friend.. aka KHAIRUL ANWAR .. said dun want .. its okie.. i said "u better take it before i explode"
so that was that la............
den in the evening... the instructor broke us into groups la.. to explain to him what the manual taught us la.. so we got specific tasks.... den our group.. supposed to explain something abt parking brakes operations... aka neutral transmission.. and all dun wanna go.. pushed me to go.. urgh.. den i asked the instructor if us 3 go and explain to him.. he said.." then u explain to me abt 1st gear, 2nd gear, high gear, reverse gear and neutral.. or else, all 3 of u stay during lunch to do revision" -_-' dunno how many times la.. so yeah la.. if they keep depending on me to answer the questions, one day they still have to answer per... so why dun we just LEARN instead of sleeping? hahaha even haidill can get almost perfect scores now... why cant u khairul?! hahaha!!!
okie okie.. so that's that.. hahaha.. and i LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *looks at previous entry* *gives sayang a soft look in her eyes* *blows her a kiss*
Artist: 98 Degrees, Mariah Carey, Noorhana, Farhan
Album: wahhahaha.. i wanna edit cannot...?
Title: Thank God I Found You
(featuring joe & 98 degrees)
(mariah/hana)
I would give up everything
Before i'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(joe/me)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you (i'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
-bridge- (mariah & joe/hahaha u ppl know who else)
See i was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And i'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(mariah/hana)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful i found you
********************************
*sense lots of people are puking right now*
*like i care like that*
wahhahahahhaha!!!!!
sayang: yes... thank god i found u too.. *rest his head on her shoulder* *closes his eyes* *smiles*
Album: wahhahaha.. i wanna edit cannot...?
Title: Thank God I Found You
(featuring joe & 98 degrees)
(mariah/hana)
I would give up everything
Before i'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(joe/me)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me i can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause i need you in my life
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you (i'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby i'm so thankful
I found you
-bridge- (mariah & joe/hahaha u ppl know who else)
See i was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And i'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(chorus - all)
Thank god i found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful
I found you
(mariah/hana)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby i'm so thankful i found you
********************************
*sense lots of people are puking right now*
*like i care like that*
wahhahahahhaha!!!!!
sayang: yes... thank god i found u too.. *rest his head on her shoulder* *closes his eyes* *smiles*
Monday, July 05, 2004
hahaa this is in malay.. duh~ haha
Dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri
Oh dekat padamu...
Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh... janji ku kotakan
Andai tersalah arah... berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua
Walau jauh ku akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku
Andai tersalah arah... Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung
cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa
Vokal: Yusry
Lagu/Lirik: Edry Abdul Halim
Dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri
Oh dekat padamu...
Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh... janji ku kotakan
Andai tersalah arah... berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua
Walau jauh ku akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu
Dekat padamu... itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku
Andai tersalah arah... Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung
cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa
Vokal: Yusry
Lagu/Lirik: Edry Abdul Halim
yo ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaazzaaaaaa???
haha. yes i'm crazy. face it. let's see... my friends envy me cos i remember the automotive theory stuffs. in fact, i just didnt SLEEP during lessons. hahaha.. and u people did. that's why. so, one tip.. DUN SLEEP DURING LESSONS!!! and there's always RT.. hahahaha!!! so yeah.. feels like i'm ready to take on some real stuff! should be next week. yes laaaaa!! haha COVERALLS all OVER AGAIN!!! *crazy eh farhan?* *no lah.. haha i'm just me suhada* *oh .. realli? cos i dun think so* * i think so lak..? *smacks suhada**
okie okie... sooooo... was out on saturday.. and was out on sunday... for saturday, go to my sayang's blog.. haha.. if u dunno her blog... then TOO BAD! hahaha... went for this "bbq" cum chalet at changi.. ahaha.. with bapoks~!!! ahhaha.. of cos not with bapoks la.. was with my relatives and mum and sister... yeah~! hahaha.. nothing much happened la.. besides the fact that i got burnt at several areas and bitten by mosquitos.. and lost badly in monopoly.. wahhahaha!!! *sense sayang thinks she has a chance of beating me in monopoly* no way darling.. hahaha! so .. that was sunday...
den today MORNING.... was the portugal vs greece match... haha.. GREECE WON!!! okie.. wasnt supposed to be happy.. cos i expected czech to be in the finals.. hahaha.. anyway, Sayang sent me sms in the morning.. saying *GREECE SCORED!!! WUUHOOOOO* -_-' yeah.. and that's like.. MORNING morning.. hahaaha.. all groggy and stuff.. and the phone sounded... so yeah lah.. tot that was that... then she sent again... GREECE WON!!!! -_-'''' hahahahaha... dun worry la.. not angry or anything.. hahah! just tot that's .. erm.. cute.. hahaha.. yalah.. ur already cute per.. *whistles* *smiles* *muackS*
YoU: okie! OKIE!! i'm posting this NOW!! wahahha... takleh sabar ker...? hmm hmmmm??? *zoo zoo zoo* hahahaha.. what only atiqah sayang... =) *muacks again* hahahaha!! miss you darling~
haha. yes i'm crazy. face it. let's see... my friends envy me cos i remember the automotive theory stuffs. in fact, i just didnt SLEEP during lessons. hahaha.. and u people did. that's why. so, one tip.. DUN SLEEP DURING LESSONS!!! and there's always RT.. hahahaha!!! so yeah.. feels like i'm ready to take on some real stuff! should be next week. yes laaaaa!! haha COVERALLS all OVER AGAIN!!! *crazy eh farhan?* *no lah.. haha i'm just me suhada* *oh .. realli? cos i dun think so* * i think so lak..? *smacks suhada**
okie okie... sooooo... was out on saturday.. and was out on sunday... for saturday, go to my sayang's blog.. haha.. if u dunno her blog... then TOO BAD! hahaha... went for this "bbq" cum chalet at changi.. ahaha.. with bapoks~!!! ahhaha.. of cos not with bapoks la.. was with my relatives and mum and sister... yeah~! hahaha.. nothing much happened la.. besides the fact that i got burnt at several areas and bitten by mosquitos.. and lost badly in monopoly.. wahhahaha!!! *sense sayang thinks she has a chance of beating me in monopoly* no way darling.. hahaha! so .. that was sunday...
den today MORNING.... was the portugal vs greece match... haha.. GREECE WON!!! okie.. wasnt supposed to be happy.. cos i expected czech to be in the finals.. hahaha.. anyway, Sayang sent me sms in the morning.. saying *GREECE SCORED!!! WUUHOOOOO* -_-' yeah.. and that's like.. MORNING morning.. hahaaha.. all groggy and stuff.. and the phone sounded... so yeah lah.. tot that was that... then she sent again... GREECE WON!!!! -_-'''' hahahahaha... dun worry la.. not angry or anything.. hahah! just tot that's .. erm.. cute.. hahaha.. yalah.. ur already cute per.. *whistles* *smiles* *muackS*
YoU: okie! OKIE!! i'm posting this NOW!! wahahha... takleh sabar ker...? hmm hmmmm??? *zoo zoo zoo* hahahaha.. what only atiqah sayang... =) *muacks again* hahahaha!! miss you darling~
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Specter:
A specter is an imprint of one who once lived.
They are pale- near transparent- beings who
wander the earth. Your head is often in the
clouds. You daydream and try to escape so much
that your body is merely a shell traversing the
earthly plane while your soul is worlds away.
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ooh.. hahah.. sounds like aardwolf to me.. *whistles*
You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get too close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsellor or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqeness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seems to be up in the
clouds, though your body is down on Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonlight will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
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serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get too close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsellor or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqeness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seems to be up in the
clouds, though your body is down on Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonlight will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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haha.. hihi.. if you people out there wants to know what my dear Hana is talking about.. look here. yepz.. hahaha.. look under.. erm... "understand women? don't even try"
hahaha.. i still love that article.. i mean, it's true.. talk about equality.. hahaha..
and yeah.. the ronny's laws.. and ALSO.. "should we let women dominate" article too. haha....
anyhow... my sayang IS a LADY anyway.. hahahhahaha!!! *blows her a kiss*
hahaha.. i still love that article.. i mean, it's true.. talk about equality.. hahaha..
and yeah.. the ronny's laws.. and ALSO.. "should we let women dominate" article too. haha....
anyhow... my sayang IS a LADY anyway.. hahahhahaha!!! *blows her a kiss*
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